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    And I can't say it. I have plenty of things I'd

    like to say. But I need to say that one, and I can't. I can't even write it. You have no idea what a pain it is to be like that. What I can say. That few people know about it (2 who were there, 1 who wasn't and so probably understood things even less), about the event itself...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Something that has been bothering me.

    For a while. I thought I was over that, apparently not entirely. I have been called Dana, which is fine, or Scully by Mulder, which is fine, it's, our, stuff. It's a "game". I'm fine with that. That's true, I'm small, I have a rather small figure, I have a certain coloring...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 29

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    "I don't know when, I don't know how,

    but I know there's something starting right now. Watch and you'll see, someday I'll be part of your world."
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F Mar 19

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    I talked to a human being today.

    Really talked, not only an intellectual conversation. A bit at least. Ok, I didn't take a bet here, it was to a friend I've known for 30 years. I know how she likes to know, things. She's a pretty good people reader, and she's honest and pretty straightforward. I told her about...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 25

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    Olive Branch/karma

    I posted this on another group and thought I'd stand in solidarity with BLL on her I'm a Lover, Not a Fighter" story. The last few days here on EP have been filled with vicious, ugly attacks.  Some unprovoked.  Friends defending friends.  Which I...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 6 Responses Feb 16, 2009

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    WHO IS KIDDING WHO??I was on the phone with an

    EP friend the other day and we were talking about the massive influx of young EP members (aged 13-17) and also about how "adult" groups and stories have gone missing.Understanding the limitations of content as expressed in the TOS and EP's "desire" to protect younger members...
    AllAboutLaffs AllAboutLaffs 61-65, M 14 Responses Feb 22

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    From true detectives: Detective Martin Hart: Do

    you wonder ever if you're a bad man? Detective Rustin Cohle: No. I don't wonder, Marty. World needs bad men. We keep the other bad men from the door.
    KramerCosmo KramerCosmo 41-45, M a week ago

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    I've posted, lots of things.

    Varied things. Stories, blogs, pics etc... I have sexual contents in what I write. These are the ones I have the more responses to, even though, huh, not interested. If I wasn't clear enough. It's a part of me, and a part of what I write then. It's really not the majority of...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    I saw that. And, of course,

    I started thinking, even not wanting to. You know how it works, pictures, cross your mind first innocently, and before you can control it, it's already a footage. Insidious. I'm not entirely lying when I say, it's the very first time I saw that man actually show an emotion. I...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 10

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    I have many things to say,

    but I don't say them. Things that would make some happy, some mad, mark me as a communist, mark me as a terrorist, things that would make me seem homophobic which the word is misused frequently and I'm using it in a incorrect way right now for those of you who don't know the...
    TheSouless TheSouless 18-21, M Apr 13

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    deleted deleted 26-30 Mar 15

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    I love women in yoga pants

    and wearing sexy cloth this turn me on so bad.
    2komfort 2komfort 41-45, M Apr 2

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    I havent written here in forever

    but today I need to vent. Why do I allow the people around me to have so much control over my mood, the way I feel about myself, the decisions I make?...Why do I spend countless hours running things over and over in my head worried if I truly did something wrong to cause people...
    JaggedLittlePill JaggedLittlePill 36-40, F 3 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    "Nom, Nom, Nom, Nom! Mmmmmmmmmmm."

    ...Well, can't say much more with my mouth full! I am eating, as usual!!!   (Actually, I am just distracting myself from what I have to do ... which is to study!!!  Wah!!!)
    deleted deleted 26-30 16 Responses Mar 26, 2011

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    Please Don't Insult Me. Respect Goes a Long Way.

    I sit the fence on many things.  Sitting the fence allows me a great view of both sides.  I am not wishy washy, but open minded and willing to learn new things in an effort to gain a better understanding of the world around me.  I watch and listen and try to learn...
    Myonis108 Myonis108 56-60, F 84 Responses Sep 21, 2009

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    Athiest Versus Christians Please Stop !

    T his is just getting sad.       We all need to just figure out a way to not separate each other in  these category's and stop. The world as we know it, right now is in dire straights.    Whether we believe in God, or not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 8 Responses Sep 22, 2009

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    If

    If I had made him happier, maybe he would have stayed. If I had different quirks, a different laugh, or prettier hair, maybe he would have stayed. If I was funnier, more lovable, or less needy, maybe he would have stayed. If I had a different body shape, maybe he would have...
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 17 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    I feel, horrible. I have

    for about three weeks now, more or less. More this week. Of course, it may be because I actually stack two blank nights, and one three hours night, in that time. I do know how sleep deprivation can affect me. I have, so much, to deal with, entirely alone, already. I need to...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Mar 29

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    hello this is chris i am trying to reach a

    person on this site that is having is mad at my little cousin for some reason so if you know this person (geekyfox) than please show this. And i tryed to send this to her through private message but she blocked my little cousin Johnny and now I guess what I have to say I guess...
    dragin2000 dragin2000 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 19

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    I find it so interesting

    that 1 religious discussion is under the heading of 'hobbies which is pretty funny and 2 that the vast majority of posts are either about Christianity or being an atheist with nothing else being considered All right, I did see a Wiccan or 2. Anybody traveling another path...
    MinkeyII MinkeyII 61-65, M Mar 27

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    A Mothers Point of View

    I would like to tell you about my son who is a volunteer in Nepal. Nepal is between China and India We live in Ontario Canada so he is a very long way from home. He  has been there since November  2008.  He spent two months in class to learn a little of the...
    burntontheriver burntontheriver 70+, F 5 Responses Feb 26, 2009

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    please excuse my poorly chosen words.

    i love you. but i'm scared. scared of what i will do to my son. i am scared of what the future may hold. we are so similar but so different. i worry about your son and me becoming part of your family. i worry about your mental health. i worry about her mental health. i...
    iamsumwun2 iamsumwun2 31-35, M 1 day ago

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    I love the magcon boys 😭 someone please help

    me get out of the fandom 😪 And please follow me on tumblr! Oliviaferina.tumblr.com
    oliviaferina oliviaferina 13-15, F Feb 27

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    I have a lot to say but it's like,

    when I need thoughts to come out of my head, they have to go through a little tube to get out. And there's so many thoughts that they're all bunched together struggling to get out that the tube is blocked. And every now and again one or two thoughts would somehow escape but the...
    yourguardianangel9613 yourguardianangel9613 16-17, F Apr 2

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    They say that sharing is caring,

    but if that person really cared, they wouldn't make you share.
    EmoSakurachan EmoSakurachan 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 31

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    Drama.

    Drama will end when you want it to. That's all there is to it. No amount of IP banning or story flagging will change this. What does this mean? You know who you don't get along with, so stop reading their stories. Don't respond to their comments. Don't write stories about a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 10 Responses Feb 14, 2009

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    You're a Loser

    Dear Jackass, I had to pick up your baby (Z) again today at daycare because she was running a temperature of 103.  It looks like another ear infection.  Her mom (K) will have to work two days to pay for the visit to the doctor and for antibiotics.  Z’s...
    Myonis108 Myonis108 56-60, F 39 Responses Jun 3, 2009

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    Just another pointless diatribe...nothing to see here, move along....

    It is disturbing to me to witness so many people blissfully untouched, unmoved, uneffected by the tragedies that are occurring to very REAL people every day. How is this possible?? I am all for relaxing and enjoying oneself. No one enjoys reading and laughing at a funny story...
    OnlyOneChiquita OnlyOneChiquita 41-45, F 42 Responses Mar 24, 2011

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    Lots of things in mind these days.

    Lots of memories, that I didn't have on the surface. I have things to say that I'm not ready to say. I don't even think I'm ready to write them down, leave a trace. They're safe in my head, these chains of pictures, that movie, revealing my true feelings, what I'm craving. I don...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    YouCouldBeHappy.

    You left without me having to say goodbye to you. You sent me an amazing message but it had a little puzzle in it which I had to solve my self. I'm hoping is nothing bad and that you just want to have a break from all this. You were like an Angel that God has sent in to my life...
    Frozenfires Frozenfires 18-21 6 Responses Jul 24, 2013

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    "What have I gotten into this time around?

    I know that I has sworn I'd never trust anyone again, but I didn't have to- you had me at hello."
    YouBeTheAnchor YouBeTheAnchor 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    You interpret it as you wish.

    I met Mutato. And I liked it. And I will never be able to admit to anyone my secret. He does not look like a monster. He is no monster. There is something special about him, that I could not explain, and still cannot. It has been a while I would not let anyone in, or not...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Circle Members Past And Present

    At one time I had a rather large circle. And barely talked to any of them. I have more people listed as friends that I personally do not consider actual friends. This is nothing personal to any of you, so keep your pissed off remarks to yourselves. I just don't have the energy to...
    luckypickle luckypickle 26-30 8 Responses Aug 15, 2012

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    Intramarine Isolation Syndrome.

    It is what I have, my disease. Cool. Quiet. Sometimes green, sometimes blue. Dark, or shining in the sun, but it always feels like no one ever knows. Because no one goes deep enough. Where you cannot really see, where sounds are deaf, and you do not always know if you will be...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F Apr 6

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    I often wonder why it's

    so hard to communicate with the person who is supposed to be the tightest individual in my life. I was suspicious for years of my wife's infidelity. I was constantly told I'm paranoid and controlling and need to get a life. Fast forward 7 years later my worst fears have come...
    nammeyohorengekyo nammeyohorengekyo 46-50, M 3 Responses Feb 27

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    A Certain Member Of E.p.

    You know you are so rude to everyone when you posted your stories  about I hate pedophiles. Well. You can't comment on my stories anymore cos I had blocked you. That rude comment was a low point. Sheesh. Just comparing damn bikinis   I'm not attacking you. I'm just saying you...
    mother1983 mother1983 26-30, F 22 Responses Mar 25, 2011

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    No One Is Innocent.

    I am not going to pretend I know all about the drama that has gone on around here, because frankly I don't care to, and I do my best to stay away from it. That being said, I do have a few things I would like to say about the subject of drama. What is drama? I personally like...
    deleted deleted 26-30 26 Responses Apr 20, 2011

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    "it's easier to be like everyone else

    but remember, you will always be you" -by i dont remember who said it but still it's a good quote :)
    byul1004 byul1004 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I Love The Olympics .....

    The Games captivate me ... mesmerize me ... absolute admiration of athletic achievement ... the best of the best ... on one stage ....Hats off to the Brits for putting on a great show !!! ... well done !!!And, of course, I'm proud of Team USA .... their achievements are notable...
    AllAboutLaffs AllAboutLaffs 61-65, M 6 Responses Aug 13, 2012

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    Can't We All Just Get Along?

    For reals people. 
    PrettyOldSoul PrettyOldSoul 41-45, F 13 Responses Mar 24, 2011

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    My Gift To You...

    I've tried to be nice about this, but it's not getting through. Especially to a number of creepy people that insist that what I say, I don’t mean. So I'll spell it out in the most straight-forward, blunt way I can so you won't need to block me in the future-and vice versa...
    SecretBrokenDoll SecretBrokenDoll 36-40, F 44 Responses Dec 12, 2011

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    It is so easy to give up.

    It doesn't matter how determined you are, or how much you want to succeed in doing something. It is SO simple to just drop everything and go home and let your dreams turn to dust. There are a million-and-six different quotes about perseverance and enduring all the pain that...
    RoadieLately99 RoadieLately99 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    To all my friends, enemies,

    and anyone else; Thank you for being there, I may have hated 99% of you but thanks anyways. only a few people were ever loved by me, if you are one of those select few, you know who you are. If this really is the end I wanted to make sure I said thank you. -KOOLKAT446
    KOOLKAT446 KOOLKAT446 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    A Message About Abuse

    In the past few days I've read stories that have pushed my triggers. It's time to stand up. If you are an abuser of any kind but particularly a child abuser I'm watching for you...I will report you...I will testify against you. I don't know what kind of cruel background you were...
    frito414 frito414 56-60, F 69 Responses Jul 1, 2009

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    Listen Up, Men (from the Ladies)

    ******* ETIQUETTE FOR MEN - kindly written by a woman 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don’t care WHAT they did in the **** video you saw, it is not standard practice to *** on someone...
    CuriosityKitten CuriosityKitten 31-35, F 40 Responses Feb 22, 2009

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    A New Begining

    This is a fresh start for me. New account, most likely same old attitude (would you have me any other way?) As soon as EP gets off their azzes and deletes my old account I can shut the door on that chapter *taps foot*
    Daevas Daevas 26-30, F 13 Responses Jan 31, 2013

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    We think we know right from wrong

    but we don't. We have our laws and our regulations and our expectations, social or otherwise and they change all the time. Laws are added and taken away, modified and so on, regulations are developed and implemented and repealed and modified too. Social expectations are the most...
    T4RD15 T4RD15 26-30 2 Responses Mar 27

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    Wanna Kill Yourself? Read This First

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this; You come home from school one day. You've had yet another horrible day. You're just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you've written and rewritten over and over and over You take out those...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 13, 2013

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    Bullies On Experience Project

    This site is supposed to be a place where people come and can be themselves. It is a place to be able to open up and communicate with other who go through similar things. This site is meant to be where you do not get judged yet this is what is happening. People are writing...
    CrimsonSnow CrimsonSnow 16-17, F 13 Responses Apr 15, 2013

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    I'm p... oh yeah I can't say that.

    .. I'm so gosh darn mad. I created so many groups on EP in the past two years. Not to mention the hundreds I created before I deleted my profile going way back to 2008. Now EP doesn't show who created a group anymore. I'm mad. I thought of the groups, I created it, why can't I...
    KittenHasaWhip KittenHasaWhip 46-50, F 6 Responses Feb 25

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    Dear Sisters

    Dear Sisters, I like to look at the big picture when it comes to politics. I try not to focus too intently on the obvious things that divide us as Americans, but I try instead to see things from other people’s perspectives. This is useful because if you can understand the way...
    Quintesse Quintesse 46-50, F 12 Responses Feb 3, 2012

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    Leave Chroni Alooooonnneee :*(

    LEAVE HIM ALONE~~!!!!ALL OF YOU PICK ON HIM YOU DONT KNOW WHAT HE's GOING THROUGH JUST STOP IT :'(WHY WOULD YOU BE SO MEAN TO SUCH A NICE AND INNOCENT MAN :(You Made him Go away :(
    Jnrx Jnrx 18-21 4 Responses May 24, 2011

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    I have stuff to say. First

    and foremost I just wanted to write, at this current moment I'm feeling kind of neutral about everything. I'm not upset nor am I feeling superb either. I'm just taking in the day. One thing I do feel good about is, I've stopped obsessing over someone lately and I feel good...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    Before You Send That "Hurtful" Message..... Read This

     Noooooooooooooo! Auuuugh! My heart, my soul, the a-go-ny! *falls sobbing to the ground* The pain…. of your cruel words…. is.  just.  too.  much! How will I go on without you approving of me? What’s the use of life...
    StarliteRose StarliteRose 26-30, F 12 Responses Oct 6, 2009

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    I want to share a video

    that I made. It's not good quality. It's my first video, and I tried things, that didn't work with me, to put it shortly. So I made it myself, so to speak. With my old photographer (consider the green light is a piece of my soul I left there. And windows movie maker (not that I...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 14

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    役に立たない

    If you know someone will always be there for you or is dependent on you, that doesn't mean you should treat them badly, ignore them, etc, just because you know they won't leave you. (ノ◕ヮ◕)ノ*:・゚✧
    Toukos Toukos 18-21 7 Responses Jun 8, 2013

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    xana8989 xana8989 26-30, F 13 Responses Apr 6

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