I Have Something Unknown That Is Just Tearing Me Apart

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    Scattered Pieces

    Pleading Pleading Pleading I need help The same problem I can't breather M just sorta crashing As if my world is falling apart All hopes dead Everythin gone Nothin that there is for me Nowhere that i belong to Who am i ..i don't know What m i doin ..no idea Take me to a ride to...
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    26-30
    Jan 13, 2013

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