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I Have Started Cutting Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 30 People

    Volunteers Needed For A Research Study On Self Injury

    Share your experience- Help increase understanding about self-injury! Have you intentionally cut yourself in the last 30 days? We invite you to share your experience by participating in a short online study. The purpose of this research is to examine health factors related to...
    ODUResearcher ODUResearcher
    26-30, F
    May 21, 2012

    Ehhhh...

     I've been dreading the day this experience would get to the top of my list and I'd have to force myself to write about this issue of mine.  Either way I'm sure others in this experience understand the pain. Not the physical pain but the emotions. Like they(the...
    Anndei Anndei
    26-30, F
    Feb 2, 2009

    I Am Not a Cutter, But This Is the Only Group I Could Find That Deals With Self Mutilation So I Joined

    I friction burn myself on my right arm on the opposite side of my elbow.  I have been doing since i was 2.  I stopped when i was 9 and started and stopped off and on again when i was about 16. This past week, i have started doing it all over again, and frankly i dont...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 15, 2009

    The Knife Seduced Me

    i fight depression and lately it has gotten so bad that i can't seem to think about anything but how unhappy and alone i feel. I used to cut 5 years ago and hadn't cut until today. I have all this pressure on me. I have to talk myself out of my depressive state everyday and go on...
    Livingsingle Livingsingle
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 1, 2011

    I Started Cutting Myself Again And I Don't Know If I'll Be Able To Stop

    When I was a teenager, I used to secret cut myself. My father constantly beat me, told me I was an idiot, worthless and I felt like i had no one, not even my mother would help. I finally stopped when I graduated from high school. Things for me where going great. I had not cut...
    Scott187 Scott187
    26-30
    Sep 7, 2011

    Grieve

    We shouldn't cry forever for those who are lost,we should forgive life and move on,let God in also forgive and love yourself live life like it once had been before it happen..:) luv peace let the light shine on u..
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Aug 25, 2011

    And I'm Not Sure If I Care

    I must just have been trying to block how unhappy I was out of my awareness.  It felt like the whole time I wasn't cutting (over two months, the longest I've managed in three years) I was just stuffing it down with food, and pretending to be okay when I knew I wasn't. ...
    Paroxysm Paroxysm
    18-21
    Dec 24, 2009

    I've Been Cutting Myself On and Off Since I Was Sixteen

    When my mother died I was really depressed, to say the least. I remember I was doing a project in Art where we had to do a sculpture, and I was using pieces of broken mirror in mine. One day, about a week after she died, something compelled me to take a piece of broken mirror...
    maybecrazy maybecrazy
    26-30, F
    2 Responses May 13, 2007

    2 Years Clean

    The past couple of days all i want to do is cut that is all i can think about i miss the feeling i get from it.
    nakathree nakathree
    18-21, T
    Jun 26, 2013
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