I Have Suffered From Clinical Depression and Self Harm

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    I suffer from depression anxiety

    and self harm. I have been on so many meds, begged for help and I will always be this way. I have always felt this way. I wish I was dead.
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes
    18-21, F
    Apr 13, 2014

    8 Years

    I have been cutting for 8  years now and cant seem to stop it's so difficult
    Cutter21 Cutter21
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 21, 2009

    I used to cut myself

    but then I realized there was no need cause it wasn't going to solve any problems and it's just an addiction and we are all worth it somehow. It was a hard process and I did it but now I need some advice. My friend started cutting not too long ago and she showed me a picture of...
    Emsickles Emsickles
    16-17, F
    Jul 10, 2015

    I Can Remain Positive!

    I've stopped the self harm a long time ago, I battle my depression on my own and it comes and goes. Counseling didn't work or help for me, it actually only made things worse. I had to find my own way. Medication also doesn't work for me. I do the best I can which is all one can...
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    1 Response Apr 27, 2012

    Hello :) if you're reading this,

    then you're probably feeling pretty crappy right now, and probably a little confused and angry. Maybe you feel alone, like I once did. Or maybe you're just curious, and that's cool too.If any of those emotions or scenarios apply to you, please keep reading. I have suffered with...
    Azzyyy Azzyyy
    18-21, F
    Mar 18, 2014

    I have been trying to ignore my depression

    but i feel like im breaking
    MusicalGirl24 MusicalGirl24
    16-17, F
    1 Response Feb 7, 2016

    Sooo basically, i have seasonal depression

    and no amount of medication,self harm,drugs or anything can help me, and i find it difficult to interact with other people as my family and friends do not understand what i feel like, and it would be great to talk to someone who can actually empathise with my emotions :(
    AlishaOrchard AlishaOrchard
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Jun 18, 2014

    I feel like cutting again.

    ......feel so alone :-(
    Lithium619 Lithium619
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2014

    Sometimes random waves of depression just

    drowned me. I get told I don't have real reasons to feel this way which makes me hurt even more. I just wish someone would please understand just please I can't help it if I become hopeless.
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 27, 2014

    I finally told my beat friend of 6 years about

    my depression.. There's a reason she's my best friend. She cares so much
    Asi15 Asi15
    18-21, M
    Dec 9, 2014

    I'm only 18, and I feel like I lived a thousand

    years. I'm so tired, but I'm still fighting. I started cutting when I was 15 yrs old and have had depression for about 9 yrs. My dad doesn't know anything, but my mom does, ad she is somewhat supportive. I'm fighting through it, and I'm doing the best I can, and I hope that one...
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    1 Response Jun 9, 2014

    You Have No Idea..

    I have suffered with clinical depression for almost a year now. Nobody know, and i havent had a formal diagnosis, but im pretty sure. Every time i breathe i want to be dead. I feel like a failure because nobody cares about me. To everybody except only a couple people, i dont...
    babboon babboon
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Oct 7, 2011
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