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I Have Surpessed Alot Of Anger In My Life Time

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    I'm have a lot of anger & hatred bottled up

    inside of me. As a young kid I would only see my father on Saturdays & he would tell me so much crap about my mom & when I would get home my mom would tell me so much crap about my dad. It grew to the point where I started hating them. My father died shortly after, my mother...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Feb 17, 2014

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    Corrosive Anger

    Through-out my life time I have been subjected to very unpleasent and trying times, and from those trials, a very strong and large amount of rage was spawned. In my early years, it was a very large part of me, I would lash out at people, cuss people out, but now, at the age of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jul 24, 2012

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    It stays bottled up for now.

    But I sure feel sorry for anyone who is around when it's released
    PopulaceInOne PopulaceInOne 18-21, M Apr 14, 2015

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    I Have A Dark Side

    I was driving down the street, getting ready to turn right on the next street. As I approached the turn, some guy on a bicycle began to ride out in front of me. I had the green light, and had I been distracted, like almost everyone else today, I could of hit him with my car. He...
    Amantcul Amantcul 56-60, M 4 Responses Oct 5, 2012

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    i almost never show it.

    .. now i did. and more than likely broke things that cant be fixed.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 30, 2015

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