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I Have Surrendered

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    Hey everyone. I hope my experience can help people just as much as so many of your experiences have helped me. Im 26 and have had HS for 9 years (i think) thats how long i can...
    Meganvan Meganvan 26-30, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    I want to start off by saying, I love this group name. It fits my situation perfectly. I used to be such a creative, artistic, expressive person. I had a 600+ page role-play going...
    rollingdoro rollingdoro 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I have had this feeling all of my life just simple things to start with such as I just knew that a car was coming around the corner (living in the mountains of Kentucky on one-lane...
    Danni1982 Danni1982 31-35, F 21 hrs ago

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    Here's something for you guys. Ok, if anyone is interested, I am a man and I can have multiple orgas.ms. Yes, it's possible for males also. Actually, there is a slight difference...
    Vrime Vrime 22-25, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    oh my goodness.He is the most charming, sexy, smart , admirable man I have ever met. Like seriously I don't think I have ever met anyone as sweet and nice as him. Woah he makes me...
    Angelina1992 Angelina1992 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I have always enjoyed quietness. I don't like babies crying or people talking loudly on the phone, or people whispering in lectures.. I moved back home halfway through my second...
    leo1292 leo1292 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    I have accepted myself, not in a way that I know myself therefore I should change everything to fit in the society and #yolo. No not that, but simply I have accepted that, me, who...
    anon152 anon152 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    My name is Karly and I am 25 years old. My family of 6 has a history of Depression, Anxiety, ADD/ADHD and sleeping disorders. My father, sister and I suffer from all the above...
    kcmac311 kcmac311 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Fears, Fears, Fears #1. Thunderstorms. I dislike thunderstorms with a passion. I'm afraid of them. The lightning doesn't scare me as much as the thunder does. I dislike the noise...
    Samaccino Samaccino 16-17, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have been, and still am part of a really abusive selfish mother and an enabler father. My mother is so derailed mentally, she is viciously crewel. She has antagonized me from...
    pistacchia pistacchia 46-50, F 5 hrs ago

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    I have hunted ghost. I have lived in three haunted homes. I regret to inform those who think it can be explained is just not ready for reality. I have pictures and I have...
    drob8it drob8it 41-45, M 3 hrs ago

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    I have trouble distingushing whether or not my OCD is leading me to believe I am bisexual or not. The direction of my sexual orientation has been a theme in my head for most of my...
    travismumbles travismumbles 36-40, M 3 hrs ago

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    Im 23 years old i have a half sister from my father samuel bracey. All i know about my sister is her name is Heather she is 6months younger then i am so she would have been born in...
    jessicawilliamson jessicawilliamson 22-25, F 21 hrs ago

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    I can't be sure and I don't want to be sure. But I have a feeling that its true. It's a very strange story I have only told 1 person and I think they judge me because of it. I...
    whatevernobody whatevernobody 31-35, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I have depression and ive had it for about a year but im clean with no cuts. Although ive had suicidal thoughts and self harm thoughts everyday so my mom decided to put me in...
    KaylaBiskup KaylaBiskup 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    Im 14 years old and I have had maladaptive dreaming for a while although I only just found out, I don't even remember when it started. I usually start dreaming whenever I have...
    Shadow0173 Shadow0173 13-15, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    i had an appointment with my hairdresser that was a rather spur-of-the-moment decision, and I only had about 20 minutes to get to the salon, which is 15 minutes away. So, I got...
    fishsweeper fishsweeper 51-55, F 2 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    When I was younger my family thought my mother had bipolar disorder. I grew up in a behavioral mess of bad decisions my mother had continuously made. When I was 8 my mother...
    tswmcgee tswmcgee 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    21 years old, paternal grandmother had it, father had it, I have it but my younger sister doesn't. Intelligent and successful but have always and continue to get teased about it...
    Darling03 Darling03 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    Physically and mentally and emotionally as well and I've just gotten out of it and it ended very badly. On top of it all I could be expecting and I had sent him a picture of the...
    Mjkittycass1985 Mjkittycass1985 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    So i have 9 bettas right now and 5 of them are in the same tank. 4 are females and one is a very mellow male that seems to chase the girls around but gets bored of it quickly, the...
    Colormybetta Colormybetta 22-25, F 5 hrs ago

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    I was born in Southern California and when I was one and half we moved to Canada so we could be with my family. When I was in Canada I had thousands of friends and five really...
    Allallalla Allallalla 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I have a lot of stress in my life.. I worry about the littlest things in life, Soon my stress led to hair pulling, and not very many people understand people with trich.. Many...
    Bflyboo14 Bflyboo14 13-15, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Your hair, your face, your beautiful eyes...I want to tell you how strikingly beautiful you are every day, but I can't. Because you have someone in your life already, even though...
    HopelessRomantic6 HopelessRomantic6 18-21, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    My husband is addicted to heroin. Never thought I would say that. He has a chronic disease called Crohns which effects his life in so many ways. He first major surgery almost 5...
    twinmomma12 twinmomma12 36-40, F 3 hrs ago

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    I am a 16 year old girl with BE and I have no who I can talk to about it. I have so many questions about BE and I'm not very confident to talk to my doctor. I havent really told...
    sneekysae12 sneekysae12 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I don't have a mother. I haven't spoken to my mother in years. She's a heroin addict who, no matter what, never seems to get better. I just recently found out that my dad is no...
    amychristineee amychristineee 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I've lived with my step-mother, father, and brother for most of my life. Unfortunately my father worked a lot and was hardly ever home. This left my step mother to verbally and...
    americanhoney91 americanhoney91 22-25, F 2 hrs ago

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    “I’m just lying here crying and it’s not necessarily because of him and it’s not not about him because maybe it is and I cant make the voice stop that tells me so...
    LilysinWonderland LilysinWonderland 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    There's this kid I go to Karate with...he's ADORABLE but rather reclusive which makes it difficult for me to know what he's feeling. This is the first boy of the opposite gender I...
    Juuuuuulia Juuuuuulia 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I was bicycling home from work 5 1/2 weeks ago when I was struck by a car. I broke my leg (fractured lateral tibia plateau - intra-articular comminuted fx with depression...
    shygrant shygrant 31-35, M 2 Responses 34 mins ago

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    This awful disease makes me think terrible things that I really don't want to think about then it makes me want to confess them to someone, especially if the thoughts involve them...
    somethingx3 somethingx3 31-35, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    i have worn lipstick lots of times when i have privacy, i just love the way it looks on my lips. my favourite colors of lipstick are red, hot pink and black, was thinking of trying...
    girlsrule2015 girlsrule2015 26-30, M 3 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    It's so difficult.. I am a graduate student, and I've always done well academically. But sometimes I get so consumed in self-doubt and anxiety that I have forgotten something or...
    BeautifulinElevation BeautifulinElevation 22-25, F 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    It affects my life far too much. Even in 'relaxed' situations such as going for a drink, my legs feel jelly, breathing is sometimes laboured, I'm hypervigilant and want to be near...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    This actually still scares me when I think about it so maybe it's good to get it out. Two of my closest female friends knew this guy. I never really knew much about him besides...
    Bewail Bewail 22-25, F 4 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    I fell from the stairs at school about one story high and knocked myself out 😓 and by the time I woke up (just now) I find my big brother going through my phone (Bruno I'm so...
    johannesc4 johannesc4 13-15, M 15 hrs ago

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    Ive had friends I've talked to on the phone and thru video chat saying i have a calm voice haha i just simply talk and try not to be boring Thanks for reading!
    goofysk8 goofysk8 22-25 12 hrs ago

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    once somebody asked me, what did i want and i told him that i want everything..... the issue is, that we are always thinking about what we dont hae and never pay attention to what...
    mrnut mrnut 36-40, M 11 hrs ago

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    I thought i had multiple personalities to the highest severity, thought I was bipolar 2 ultra rapid cycling, thought i had a tumor in my brain, thought i was developing multiple...
    Ifeeluberish Ifeeluberish 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    I first developed a rash on both of my arms in 2008. Since then I have seen 9 doctors and the 9th doctor was the first one who could identify the rash. He told me there is no...
    Anstead Anstead 70+, F 9 hrs ago

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    This is kind of long but I'd really appreciate feedback <3 Work anxiety. Every single day, and I don't know what to do about it. The thing is, it isn't the job that gives me...
    ChildoftheEarth ChildoftheEarth 22-25, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    I used to be different when I was younger I cared more about my appearance I would always have my make up done hair perfect short skirts the lot but now I can hardly be botherd to...
    willowknight willowknight 22-25, F 7 hrs ago

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    I have shared controversial experiences here on EP in my first week that I have not spoken to close friends about. I like that.
    Geoff76 Geoff76 56-60, M 7 hrs ago

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    When Aunt Flo decided to make her first appearance I always wondered why she overstayed her welcome. Mum told me that it was normal and that my body would regulate itself as the...
    Guilty1982 Guilty1982 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm really glad to finally have closure, but we're distant, :( I feel like I won't get that amazing friendship back, but as long as I have closure now, I'll still accept that I...
    Faiithh Faiithh 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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