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I Have Surrendered

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    I surrender myself to you come to your home

    body so bare so innocent with soft eyes You are hard as rock So hurt So broken Furious eyes Meets my eyes You see a vulnerable human being Never seen the things you have seen We come from two different worlds Take a line of 'Charlie' Feel my heartbeat because I feel...
    TeeStory TeeStory 18-21, F May 6

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    currently in the runner stage with my twin

    flame... i think i've hit surrender stage.... its hard but the universe has given me appropriate answers as to why the situation is the way it is. i hope this turns out good.
    coffeedrinker89 coffeedrinker89 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 2

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