I Have Sworn That I'll Never Drink Again

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    Indeed

    oh so many times. never ever ever again i say. hair of the dog? someone says feck it I say. I also swear off drinks. I cannot handle white wine after a friends 18th. I refuse rum after and incident when I was about 14 (kids, dont start drinking by downing rum.... ever), and...
    Tesse Tesse
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 13, 2008

    Almost Every Time I Drink!

    I always do this everytime I get drunk especially when I vomit from too much drinking. But still, I can't help but drink again. :p
    anschel anschel
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Dec 8, 2008

    I Have Said That Many A Time

    i have said it so many times. but here i sit alone drinking!i say it when some one makes me feel guilty for drinking and when my hang over is super bad( or i vomit )but its just temporary!because when i'm haven a bad day, i go right back to my bottle!its  my comfort food!
    jillianlarson2011 jillianlarson2011
    18-21, F
    Aug 9, 2011

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