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I Have The Kind Of Scars You Cannot See

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 483 People

    Sometimes I just sit back relax to just

    remember. Thinking back on younger days and everything I weathered. Cause yeah they were the younger days but I don't call em better. Or dress em up in pretty words to try and sound all clever. Back then life was heavy it was leaden like a weight. Broken and abandoned a cracked...
    sharperthanyoursilence sharperthanyoursilence 31-35, M May 14, 2014

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    Too Many

    As months go by I find I have more scars than I could imagine. As time go on new fears, anxieties and doubts all surface from within. Scars festering beneath my skin. Only I know they exist and only I can feel their irritation and pain.
    soulrunher soulrunher 41-45, F Jan 27, 2013

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    Mine And Hers

    For 17 years, I have kept quiet from telling ANYBODY what had happened to me. "what happened to her?" -they ask about my daughter "why are you the way you are?" -they've asked me "those are VISIBLE forever tho!" -they say about hers "you need to get over YOURS, and be there for...
    iheartmytherapist iheartmytherapist 36-40, F 1 Response Oct 29, 2013

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    inside me. You cannot see it on the outside

    only. CRYING AND CRYING WISHING FOR DEATH.
    Thedepressedgirlatthewindow Thedepressedgirlatthewindow 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 11

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    From people constantly messing with my emotions.

    ....Friends, Family, Peers and all. Mostly when i was younger but it still happens now. I sometimes cut myself to show how i really feel on the inside
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 13, 2014

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    Scars

    I have been emotional abused for years, leaving me a mess. I've recently cut myself in an attempt for help. my friends tried to stop me but all I could think of was that I needed visible scars to match my invisible ones. It's been a week and I still have the marks. im torn. I...
    FreeMyHeart FreeMyHeart 18-21, F Feb 19, 2013

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    The Scars Of Mental And Emotional Abuse

    Take a far greater tole than the numerous Physical ones. The Mental ones drill into you and take control of you and getting them healed and taken care of is something we as a society in general just haven't yet gotten to that point. We've only really started to touch the surface...
    jondoen jondoen 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 26, 2012

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    Missing My Kids!

    I left my Husband (3) years ago, he makes more money than me I let him keep my (2) young kids.   It’s been hard for me to get on my feet after the Divorce, I don’t have an apartment yet, and I am currently living at home with my Mother. Me and my Oldest Daughter who is...
    kitaluvsteve kitaluvsteve 31-35 1 Response Apr 21, 2012

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    I feel that for someone like me

    who had such a traumatic childhood as a result of my dysfunctional family of origin (i.e., both my mother and father) it is more difficult to accept the cards you have been dealt in this part of life. I often wonder if I would have had a shot at a healthy being and life if only...
    Aimee17 Aimee17 41-45, F 4 Responses May 27, 2014

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    I lost my entire family,

    brother , dad, mom, aunt, uncle, and husband in under 4 years. I am wounded to the depths of my soul and it has changed me forever. People have been so unkind , they don't care and even have said things like "people die, get over it". One of these days these stupid ******** are...
    Beyoungyou Beyoungyou 56-60, F Aug 13, 2014

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    They are from the wounds

    that take the longest to heal... and they oftentimes don't heal completely.
    utahwriter utahwriter 41-45, M 1 Response May 27, 2014

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    Ok so, some scars are literally just from a mosquito bite or something small like that from when i was younger, but i have a few, on my arms that are from when i self harmed, i...
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    love to look up a girls skirt never know what you are going to see
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    However you want to see me ! So come and see me!All so innocent ..... teehee !
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    I miss you, my love. You seem to move on so easily. Maybe you never loved me. At what speed of life will I be able to see you again?
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    Be yourself and never change that . Don't let others tell you how you should act . Although we may have different views and different beliefs on life , you should always follow...
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    Yah...My brother bad to me and sometime he have bad luck in his life
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    Some people are just screw up and Blame others all day long The only punching bag is themselves....
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    They cover my forearms, which I have put tattoos over to cover some of the scars. Not all the scars on my forearms are from me, such as an eraser burn scar (although I have given...
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    Its happening again. At the moment my self esteem, as I've realised over the years is faltering and recently flatlinning. These days its just barely beyond functioning. I've lived...
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    That is one thing I really don't like about the A.D.D. I have. It makes typing Stories here on E.P. more time-consuming than it really needs to be. I mean, I may start out every...
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    1. I only had 1 not-so serious boyfriend 2. I have acne scars 3. I have low self confidence when it comes to boys because of my acne scars 4. I only go to clubs occasionally 5. I...
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    Many think, "In order to be happy, I must fix my life and THEN go to God." It's just the opposite. You don't have the ability to fix your life. That's why it's in the shape it's...
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    Why You Need Jesus and How to Find Him . Many think, "In order to be happy, I must fix my life and THEN go to God." It's just the opposite. You don't have the ability to fix your...
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