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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 Feb 5

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I just moved a thousand miles away from the home I have known since I was four. I'm alone in this. I have to be honest and say I am struggling. I moved to go to a school and...
    AnimalsAreLife AnimalsAreLife 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    What if our past had just never really existed? As if all we ever knew was just pure imagination A load of stories made up to brighten up a dark secret That has been around since...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F Sep 1

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    Amy Manifests in Farrah By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
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    I don't have a best friend. Plain and simple. I have plenty of friends, and don't have problems making them. But I think I've been making all the wrong types of friends. The ones...
    jolieember12 jolieember12 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    When it comes to the human race, we are still primitive. Many people would like to say we are an advanced civilization but we are far from being truly great. I say we are...
    TrailrunnerMN TrailrunnerMN 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Sorrow shared is half a sorrow.
    LamPake LamPake 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 25

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    It's beautiful how, some people we meet have amazing souls. Even those who are distance away from us, how we connect with them, the amazing understanding and exchange of thoughts...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Wandering alone in the dark and cold night in a disturbed world of false illusions Seeking at all costs the purpose of this life without a future, suggesting no possible issues...
    womanonly womanonly 41-45, F Aug 28

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    I think it's time for me to come out and admit this. I was diagnosed at 17 with Schizoaffective Disorder. I don't like to talk about it much because it's very personal and it tends...
    Shinook26 Shinook26 26-30, M 2 Responses Sep 6

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    I tell you, hopeless grief is passionless; That only men incredulous of despair, Half-taught in anguish, through the midnight air Beat upward to God’s throne in loud access...
    Driftingminds Driftingminds 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 20

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    “Sensitive people are the most genuine and honest people you will ever meet. There is nothing they won’t tell you about themselves if they trust your kindness. However, the...
    Wiltingflower Wiltingflower 36-40, F 3 Responses Aug 21

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    I hate it when people make my religion look bad... Come on stop with this non sense your going to drive me nuts! I keep seeing this religion controversy here on EP and I mean wtf...
    DysfunctionalPiano DysfunctionalPiano 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 22

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    Lost salvation, my senses are changing... Hey everyone. Please excuse my bad english since i am not a native speaker. I lost my salvation one month ago and I don't have to tell...
    fabigi fabigi 26-30, M 3 Responses Aug 24

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    I came to this earth as avery sensitive child . And my upbringing was of a constant hostile nature . My parents didnt get along at all . Father from finland adopted when he was 4...
    ithunderhart ithunderhart 46-50, M Aug 25

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    In a matter of two weeks the world has lost two great actors, directors and most importantly two amazingly talented human beings... Robin Williams and Richard Attenborough. May...
    ShatteredMirror ShatteredMirror 31-35, M Aug 26

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    There are things I say and groups I join here that I don't want other people knowing about. The last thing I want is to take the chance that someone who knows me in person is going...
    chubbystringbean chubbystringbean 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 28

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    I dreamt of being a mom as far back as I can remember. My dad had decided I was going to college and I was going, but I wanted to be a mom too.I can remember that I wanted twins. A...
    akindheart akindheart 56-60, F 16 Responses Sep 2

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    I heard a distant boom coming from outside...then the power, all lights off. I'm writing here by candlelight and its oh so quiet. I can hear the sound of my typing and myself...
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    And I absolutely love them... I only have three tattoos at the moment but they were well thought out and something that I feel all describes my souls perfectly I've always been...
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    We all have in us this bright hope of one day becoming someone, to finally find this soul mate that is only meant for us, to benefit uncommon longevity or simply to be happy in...
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    An Ode To A Dream Once, there existed a boy, young and naive as he can be. And in a dream, he had met you. You were the one to fill the hollow, his light and his darkness. The one...
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    I know what loss feels like, I know what it feels like to think love was wasted and swim in a sea of regrets and what if's, thinking what we could have done differently, maybe we...
    Shanti00 Shanti00 41-45, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    A flash breaks darkness. Face a dying world. All for a new world. Souls are lead to their final salvation!
    RainbowAdventurer12 RainbowAdventurer12 22-25, M Sep 11

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    Have you ever thought about where and how you'd exit this life? Have you ever thought what you'd wear when you take that leap? I think about it every day now. I'd really like to...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F 8 Responses Sep 12

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    "yeah, yo You were that, foundation Never gonna be another one, no. I followed, so taken So conditioned I could never let go Then sorrow, then sickness Then the shock when you flip...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I think when or if you read this story you will know that I am writing it about you....Where did you go, I hope you are alright? I know that you have been going through some pretty...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I suddenly get it. something inside me has healed today. People come and people go. Time spent repenting, hating, missing, being emotional is eventually time wasted. One could do...
    Unlearn Unlearn 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 23

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    There are so many fruits you haven't tasted, so many beautiful songs you have not discovered, spices you've never heard of, and intriguing conversations you haven't had. There are...
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    There is a saying… the more it changes, the more it stays the same. Words pronounced, promises made, new encounters or old ones, activities, relationship, friendship, family...
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    Hi, I am new on EP, and I got here because I wanted to talk about this. Sorry if some things aren't clear, English isn't my mother tongue. I didn't went to any therapy or...
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