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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 Feb 5

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    What if our past had just never really existed? As if all we ever knew was just pure imagination A load of stories made up to brighten up a dark secret That has been around...
    chanjen chanjen 41-45, F Nov 11

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    to be honest i don't know how my life got this far off track. one minute im happily married the next i going thru a divorce and living with this "gift" that she gave me.... forever...
    livingpositively livingpositively 22-25, M 40 mins ago

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    Indigo Gods and Goddesses: Reincarnation for Star Children By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Nov 3

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via mutual spiritual interests. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my...
    bettecc11 bettecc11 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via mutual spiritual interests. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my...
    bettecc11 bettecc11 26-30, F Nov 16

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over phone and...
    sarahc11 sarahc11 26-30, F Nov 18

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. At the beggining of the year we got back into contact and basically fell in love over phone and...
    sarahc11 sarahc11 26-30, F Nov 18

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    dianacc11 dianacc11 26-30, F a week ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    dianacc11 dianacc11 26-30, F a week ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    astrudcc11 astrudcc11 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    My love is 23 years older than me. We met a few years ago online via AgeMeet.com. It was totally platonic but I broke off contact due to doing other things in my life, I wasn't...
    toylycc11 toylycc11 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    This experience message is for anyone who currently suffers from Hidradenitis Suppurativa (HS). PLEASE read my entire post before commenting, I have an EXTREMELY IMPORTANT and...
    starlits0ul starlits0ul 26-30 3 days ago

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    Why am I so empty? Guilt? Guilt of surviving. No one knows my story. I'm the polite, mild mannered, with a charming boyish look. You don't know what I've seen. The connection I...
    xicovu xicovu 22-25, M 10 hrs ago

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    Evolutionary speaking. The purpose of everything living thing is to keep living by procreation. It's survival. So yes. But that doesn't have anything to do with our souls. Just our...
    DeathIsPartDinosaur DeathIsPartDinosaur 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 1

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    Wandering alone in the dark and cold night in a disturbed world of false illusions Seeking at all costs the purpose of this life without a future, suggesting no possible issues...
    chanjen chanjen 41-45, F Nov 15

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    I am NOT ASHAMED! And I never will be. I was a Prophetess and He create them as bold. He gives them boldness. I WILL NEVER, EVER BE ASHAMED! I will not. Please talk to your family...
    TracyNovember62014 TracyNovember62014 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 18

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    Thank you ep for being there thru a tough time in my life . I am leaving you but not without gaining something amazing . I met my bf here with no intent to do so . Yet blessed it...
    BornOnDaBayou337 BornOnDaBayou337 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    scriptURE FULFILLED IN MY LIFE Oct.1947: “My substance was not hidden from Thee, when I was made in secret, and intricately wrought in the lowest parts of the earth. Thine eyes...
    jburns1947 jburns1947 61-65, F Nov 3

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    He took for granted a thousand memories thinking there will be a thousand more. He was wrong.
    AWomanofSubstance AWomanofSubstance 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    She takes it slowly at first but learns that this is the person for her and that she has no need to be hesitant as she will never find out unless she takes a leap of faith...
    darnit05 darnit05 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    I just over a year and a half ago I lost my mother to cancer. I don't consider myself a super emotionally sharing person, but there are days that it seems I can't control them...
    Jhinsek Jhinsek 31-35, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    Rainbow Tears: Apache, Egyptian and Norwegian Stories, Karma and a Song by Deanna Jaxine Stinson By: Deanna Jaxine Stinson, Paranormal Researcher Halo Paranormal Investigations...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Oct 29

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    I was diagnosed with HSV-1 in February of 2014. Its been about 8 months ago. I have been riding a roller coaster since then. At first I was devastated and full of conviction, guilt...
    Cami29 Cami29 22-25, F 2 Responses Oct 29

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    HEAVEN AND HELL While walking down the street one day a corrupt Senator is tragically hit by a car and killed. His soul arrives in heaven and is met by St. Peter at the entrance...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 2 Responses Nov 3

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    My SO and I have been together since I was 17 and in high school. I'm now 22, and about to graduate college. I knew he was materialistic when we first were together. But now, I'm...
    Savviejo Savviejo 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 3

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    So, it's taken me several years to build up the courage to even think about this story. My only wish is to purge myself and to hopefully inspire, inform, and encourage guys like me...
    JamesMcC93 JamesMcC93 18-21, M 3 Responses Nov 6

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    I just keep telling people that I'll survive. That I'll be okay. That I'm strong.Hell I start to believe it myself half the time. But laying in bed in total darkness, the mind...
    xlovelykittyx xlovelykittyx 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 6

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    It's hard enough being in love with someone and not having those same feelings returned. But to know that someone else already has his heart hurts. Knowing that there's someone...
    nylaa nylaa 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    Adele "Hiding My Heart" (originally by Brandi Carlile) This is how the story went I met someone by accident Who blew me away Blew me away And It was in the darkest of my days...
    BrokenSoul88 BrokenSoul88 26-30, F 2 Responses Nov 7

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    I have heard what they believe and that they have their own Bible. I was raised Lutheran, ironically, which is a spin-off of the Catholic church. It used to be good, but now the...
    astrokitty4341 astrokitty4341 22-25, F Nov 7

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    I sit here wondering how her life is if she's ok or if she misses me.people right now are happy filled with love and with their true love while I sit here wishing my life was like...
    mattlopeza mattlopeza 18-21, M Nov 8

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    Once upon a time, back in highschool, I fell for a boy who had a girlfriend. Physically, we never did much. I only kissed him a few times over the span of two years. Emotionally...
    tawnton tawnton 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 9

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    My secret is extremely big. So big that if it were to ever come out it would tear my family apart. It of course is not a secret that affects me, but a secret that was told to me. A...
    Thatthing978 Thatthing978 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    The Dilemma To laugh is to risk appearing a fool To weep is to risk appearing sentimental To reach out for another is to risk involvement To expose feelings is to risk rejection...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 10

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    TOAST TO LIFE *Sahir Ludhianvi~Jaidev~Mohd.Rafi~Dev Anand Saahib Combo*Main Zindagee Kaa Saath Nibhaataa Chalaa GayaaHar Fikr Ko Dhuyein Mein Udaataa Chalaa GayaaBarbaadiyon...
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