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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Feb 5, 2014

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    Karmic relationships and twin flames. I feel bad as I read stories and see that what some describe are similar to experiences I have had in karmic relationships which can also be...
    Fatescollided11 Fatescollided11 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 15

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    In my nearly 36 years on this earth, I have eaten thousands of gummi worms. Perhaps tens of thousands. I get a bag of them every week at the supermarket, and I put it up there on...
    howie79 howie79 36-40, M 7 Responses Mar 7

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    I know my fiancé is my soul mate, but he denies the existence of souls. I call him "my soul mate without a soul". :P It makes sense that my soul mate would be an atheist. If my...
    lotusdrum lotusdrum 36-40, F 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Once more…. With Feelings I have held my heart for years. No one has ever wanted to take it from me even though I’m burdened by its heaviness. I wanted to give my heart out...
    diane1996 diane1996 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 9

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    I make a very good living. But literally everything goes to gambling. I used to be "rich", if i may be fully honest. I worked in the gambling industry for years. I used to make...
    iamlostinmydreams iamlostinmydreams 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 18 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    There are numerous older men in the world who are single and seeking someone special in their life. For all such men, AgeMeet.com has been created as a reliable online platform to...
    bethcc11 bethcc11 26-30, F 17 hrs ago

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    Over ten thousand files now, wow...Eventhough I still have some of the old anime, car, and landscape pictures that I started downloading back when dial-up modems, I'ts been since...
    Automx Automx 26-30, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I'm originally from Queens, New York and when my family and I moved down to South Carolina in 1997, children here until I was about 14 years old, always used to say I was white on...
    Princey88 Princey88 26-30, M 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    There was nothing sweet or gentle in our last kiss; it was filled with sorrow and desperation, of the bitter knowledge that we could've had something perfect, but it just wasn't...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    Did you ever think that we are just souls borrowing the bodies that we are in now? I have been thinking about this for the past year
    Marie2359 Marie2359 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 15

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    One of the greatest sorrows is knowing what you must do to fix your life but lacking the will to do it. Why do we let ourselves linger so long savoring familiar grief?
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    After almost four years of grief, I was run down physically and emotionally. Responsibilities, circumstances, and work had taken a toll on me. Burnout numbs the stinging pain of...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    There are daughters of narcissistic mothers who have barely survived psychologically. In the extreme, there are daughters who starved themselves to death by anorexia as the only...
    rescueme99 rescueme99 41-45 1 Response Mar 4

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    I'm starting to believe in twin flames . :/ Way too many weird signs for this not to be something. *I'm not even with this person. Even when we aren't together physically, we're...
    AEHeroine AEHeroine 18-21, F Mar 4

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    This is not mines: “I'm sorry, but I don't want to be an emperor. That's not my business. I don't want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone if possible; Jew...
    LeahLovee LeahLovee 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Today I will post about something that will offend many... but I need to say it out loud, to write about it otherwise I seriously believe I will go insane. Being brought up by...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F 11 Responses Mar 10

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    I was sent this message today...and I've been smiling 😊 all day.... Thank you .. To all my dear friends who posted on my board.... It really means so much to me 😘💨 So...
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M Mar 11

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    The beginning of the end. I'm 26 yrs old, the feminine energy, and have a son to my twin. I was starting to feel old, worn out, and hit rock bottom when Magic happened. Our...
    Fatescollided11 Fatescollided11 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 12

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    Some use increasing population as evidence against reincarnation. "Where do all the new souls come from?" They might be overlooking that little thing called the rest of the...
    ThoseGumdropButtons ThoseGumdropButtons 22-25 Mar 16

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    Two tidily connected souls. Sharing a love incomprehensible for the majority. Not fitting any defined boxes of society. A threat for those not understanding. The passphrase for...
    TheOneYouDontWantToKnow TheOneYouDontWantToKnow 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    In the past four weeks my wife and 4 of my dogs have all died. I feel so sad and guilty. Not sure if I can take much more pain and sorrow.
    dprmn dprmn 41-45 2 Responses Mar 17

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    Even though you wouldn't ask me to. I'm ready right now to start over with you! New beginnings, deep love, true passion, aching desire, best friends and souls that are connected! I...
    ifoundhim ifoundhim 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 17

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    I play out murdering people in my head and see and imagine every detail of how I would from tormenting first then slowlt killing them so precisely to which too savor their screams...
    ChildOfLilith ChildOfLilith 26-30, M Mar 18

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    I'm realizing more and more how important it is to control one's emotions. In a way emotions are our super powers. We have to learn to master them, otherwise they're a destructive...
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 6 Responses Mar 19

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    I am the type of person who will wake up at 3am to hug and when you cry,and to wipe that tears that slide down your face leaving streaks of pain an sorrow. But when i need to help...
    ocean1hart123 ocean1hart123 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 19

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    I have found him. When we first met there was that crazy attraction and instant chemistry between us. He was not my type at all but I felt like ours souls recognized each other by...
    AmberDD AmberDD 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 21

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    In many ways EP is my diary. My anonymity is the lock. We're all peeking into each others' souls. Look inside my heart... I'm just like you. <3
    MommysGotTats420 MommysGotTats420 22-25, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I have polycystic ovary syndrome. It mean my ovaries produce little and irregular eggs. This also means I miscarry, a lot. I’ve lost 7 babies and I am 21. You want to know why I...
    dakota4oneday dakota4oneday 18-21, F 5 Responses Mar 22

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