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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Tethered inside my mind with malice a mere glance from within I see from the eye of my window the freedom outside of it the place I long to be The horrors that manifest from...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    from my book girl of a thousand Swings coming to wattpad Kyle grabbed her chin and pulled her head back and breathed into her again. I remember him exclaiming "finally" or...
    mylifewiththegirls mylifewiththegirls 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    I am okay if I don't think about it but as soon as the thought comes back or I hear of someone I know go through it too my heart breaks all over again. I can't look down the baby...
    MyLife0219 MyLife0219 22-25, F 1 day ago

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    "I AM GOING TO KILL MYSELF!" . That's what someone told me not too long ago. If you're thinking the same, you may want to think that over very carefully, because when that...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    We take for granted that one and only chance, thinking there will be a thousand more.
    KaleidoscopeMoment KaleidoscopeMoment 36-40, F 6 Responses 3 days ago

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    I love people watching. Generally it tends to happen when I'm eating out on my own and wifi/3G is bad. But I've always been fascinated by the way people carry themselves. You can...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    My friends hate when I spend more than $10 on them, so I'm going to buy them each a $20 game (Dark Souls) just to **** them off.
    Spyro93 Spyro93 18-21, M 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    My childhood and early life was filled with conflict and turmoil. I took comfort with those who were kind and gentle, allowing myself to also be kind and gentle. I never quite fit...
    jp20156 jp20156 41-45, M 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    If you believe in souls, where do you think it is in our bodies? Also another random thought, do brain dead people still have their souls left or do you think they go away when the...
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Someone recently asked what our purpose in life is. I found this out after much searching and prayer. In fact, on my death bed. That story is in my profile. God's Word says...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 6 Responses 5 days ago

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    I love my best friend. He came into my life when I needed it. We are a team. We give eachother pep talks before every event. We are Francis and Claire from house of cards ( but...
    GiiGi GiiGi 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    We do not have souls we are souls. Everyone has angels/spirit guides, it's your choice to notice them or not.
    demipuff demipuff 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Read this somewhere 23 Emotions people feel, but can’t explain Sonder: The realization that each passerby has a life as vivid and complex as your own. Opia: The ambiguous...
    RedHwaiting RedHwaiting 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I was always a peculiar girl. Staying quiet whilst others spoke around me, observing my surroundings religiously. Staring out of windows in every class, oblivious to them calling...
    FindingNirvana420 FindingNirvana420 18-21, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'm new to this but I want some feed back on twin flames I have a story through remember I didn't about twin flames its Long but interesting because is over a 7 year period Hello...
    june2009 june2009 22-25, M a week ago

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    For mguinm......I sit near the willowand dream of youThe wind whistles through the branches,echoing the timbre of your voice I haven’t felt this way beforeThis is very...
    Nightvale Nightvale 46-50, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    Anyone else ever look at someone and just feel they've met in multiple previous lives - like, you can just glance at someone and know your souls knew each other?
    Kaiririri Kaiririri 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Triptykon-Aurorae These bonds have been burned And hatred shall not last The tools of sorrow cast Have become the past A spirit wasting away...
    DanteBlake23 DanteBlake23 36-40, M Jul 25

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    Just kidding. My mom made me chug some NyQuil so that I can just fall asleep and stop crying. I can't stop crying and I've been doing so all day. Today has been the longest day...
    Anonymouspls Anonymouspls 18-21, F Jul 24

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    I was being nosy and looked up an ex. He has a wedding registry this year. I had a feeling he was getting married or was already married. I don't like this ex. So idky i felt so...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 22

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    Some years ago I had an experience that just happened out of the blue. I was sitting with friends in San Fran talking about writing. I am a writer so there was nothing unique about...
    jackleg1939 jackleg1939 70+, F 2 Responses Jul 22

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    When I was younger I was basically a big cry baby. Just to skim over the all about me details. I used to cry over everything, literally! I know I did not have it easy growing up or...
    onewhosupplants onewhosupplants 22-25, M Jul 21

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    As I drown in my loneliness, Loose time in the salt of my tears, I long and ache to feel just one loving caress, A kiss that fills my soul, until it erupts with passion. Loneliness...
    wanthimtoNEEDme wanthimtoNEEDme 41-45, F Jul 21

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    heartIs relative and vague.Every manifested word that pass my lips comes straight from the choice opted of, and is of the voice of my soul alone out of my souls mouth and its only...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I don't know how to begin to explain what happened to me last night. it is surly unexplainable in words since it was something BEYOND every thought or emotion. it was ahhh I felt...
    alicegoneinsane alicegoneinsane 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    A year ago, my heart was an aching mess - a hurt organ with pain resonating from it's dingy chambers and broken strings. It was a stranger to the ray of hope, of optimism. It...
    ArcticNorah ArcticNorah 16-17, F Jul 18

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    It hurts that most people on here that are my age can't speak their own mind. They'd rather take posts from Twitter/FB/IG ect. You copied and pasted something that's been posted...
    akaShaun akaShaun 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    I'm a tactile-emotional synesthete. Textures make emotions. The emotions I feel are not simple. And the longer I touch something, the more it evolves. I'll try to describe it as...
    ungreyme ungreyme 31-35, F 2 Responses Jul 17

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    For Helena I fly, riding the clouds on wide wings, wings of purple, and red, and yellow, sparkling and swift, satisfied and serene, a string of hearts hanging from my neck, An...
    ElMioCid ElMioCid 46-50, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    Have you ever been strong for too long? Held back too many tears? Pasted on a brave smile to hide all the pain? Have you ever reached that point? That point where the grief...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 15 Responses Jul 16

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    "I watched a girl in a sundress kiss another girl on a park bench, and just as the sunlight spilled perfectly onto both of their hair, I thought to myself: “How bravely beautiful...
    Aleahya Aleahya 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 15

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    I've decided to write this letter to all on here who wish to commit suicide. This breaks my heart. I cry for you at night and pray for you...even in the wee hours of the morning...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 5 Responses Jul 15

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    For a moment, I thought I had. A foolish second in time. , But how may one look upon such beauty if there were no light to clarify the vision thereof? And so I cannot. It is this...
    LadyGallivanter LadyGallivanter 70+, F Jul 14

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