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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Feb 5, 2014

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    What on earth will I do with them..?!?! Mayhaps I can write a story for them all ....
    expressomarkie expressomarkie 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Not that I am desperate for love, but I sorta need (or want) to have capital S Someone who is my age. I mean, not really in a romantic way. I want someone who can be like a best...
    lmaofood lmaofood 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    What if our past had just never really existed? As if all we ever knew was just pure imagination A load of stories made up to brighten up a dark secret That has been around since...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 16

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    The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected. Maybe they always have been and will be. Maybe we've lived a thousand lives before this one and in...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F Jan 16

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    Selling souls for my master Satan is my daily mission.I have to sell as many souls as I can everyday so if you want to sell your soul to Satan message me. If you sell your soul...
    ArchDemon666 ArchDemon666 26-30, M Jan 17

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    To those of us who think we are good .... It doesnt matter hkw good we are told we are, nore does it matter how much we do to better this world, there is always room for...
    stupendusdude stupendusdude 46-50 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I told someone that I have vagina dentada. I also said that my vagina eats souls. Demon vagina eats all the souls
    NotApplicable NotApplicable 22-25, F Dec 30, 2014

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    When your legs don't work like they used to before And I can't sweep you off of your feet Will your mouth still remember the taste of my love? Will your eyes still smile from your...
    JustDancer JustDancer 36-40, F 7 Responses Jan 8

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    Wandering alone in the dark and cold night in a disturbed world of false illusions Seeking at all costs the purpose of this life without a future, suggesting no possible issues...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 16

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    When I say soul mates and twin souls I don't mean just romantically although I know that's mostly what people think of when they hear that. I mean someone that you feel so...
    BabeFett BabeFett 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 18

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    Do you believe in twin souls or have you found yours?
    queenjellyfish queenjellyfish 16-17, F Jan 19

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    Okay, time to post something romantic instead... :) I "accidentally" stumbled on this song before - making me wonder how often I end up posting the same song. But then it occurred...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    A Dismissed DUI That's Nearly Ruined My Life. In the summer of 2009 I was arrested for the first (and last) time of my life. I was driving home late from my fiance's house after I...
    wasper5200 wasper5200 46-50, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Thousands of barter were afterwards adeptness abrupt because of downed diplomacy in a bulk of areas.By Thursday morning, abandoned a scattering of bodies were still afterwards...
    fifacoinsarc fifacoinsarc 26-30, F 3 days ago

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    Here is how I feel.... In my room I have a picture on the wall that has provided me joy for many years. This picture shows a beautiful stream with clear water, graceful rushes...
    wantadoover wantadoover 56-60, M 2 days ago

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    I was about seven years old when I shared a room with my sister. It was around midnight when woke up and it was odd. There wasn't a single noise as I sat up but at the end of my...
    ForeverANomad ForeverANomad 13-15, F Dec 30, 2014

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    Drowning my sorrows in cheap beer and darkness in my room!! The urge for me to cut... The want to die... I hurt so much. No friends no nothin. Would you kill me if I paid you?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    One look, One smile, One touch, One embrace, One kiss, One love, Two people, Two minds, Two souls, Two destinies, One road, One journey, One ending Together and Never to Meet Again...
    coheebah coheebah 41-45 Jan 1

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    "Tread softly! All the earth is holy ground." ~ Christina Rossett "Where there is sorrow, there is holy ground." ~ Oscar Wilde If that is true, then the four walls of my bedroom...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 3

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    I will conquer their kind!!! We have the alleged truth!!! Not them!!!
    Nihil4EVA Nihil4EVA 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 4

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    On Contentment Fame and fortune are fleeting. A life lived for praise and admiration will always be mired by criticism and blame. Recognition and money do not make you more than...
    stiltcourt stiltcourt 41-45, F Jan 7

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    When I think of her now instead of sorrow I am starting to feel this anger & rage...it comes unbidden ...I allow myself a mean growl and then I gotta release it. Went for a run in...
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire 41-45, M 6 Responses Jan 7

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    "There is nothing strictly immortal, but immortality. Whatever hath no beginning may be confident of no end (all others have a dependent being, and within the reach of destruction...
    eccentricpython eccentricpython 22-25, F Jan 8

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    Actually... I'm fresh out of skeletons in the closet... but I do have a little black and silver box of souls in my sock drawer...
    AnotherAngryWoman AnotherAngryWoman 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    I am have been diagnosed as with borderline personality disorder last year.Such a relief.I think I have had it for 10 years and have inherited it from my mother.Who I forgive,If...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    I feel like everyone has scars. maybe not on their wrist, inner thighs, knees, stomach, or visible scars. But, on their hearts, souls, between the cracks and crevices of the...
    SweeterThanFiction SweeterThanFiction 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 12

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    I happened upon this site by accident. Actually, I don't believe in accidents. I'm usually so turned off from these forums due to trolls. However, I've been pleasantly...
    mostdaysaregood mostdaysaregood 46-50, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Our eyes are more intense, more light is in them. You see our very souls.
    Lovelife090994 Lovelife090994 18-21, M Jan 15

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    I love this.. http://www.twinflamesigns.com/twin-flame-love/twin-souls-connection-characteristics-you-should-know 
    Kokopuffy Kokopuffy 51-55, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Walking alone on this path chosen for me decades ago Hiding my pain and sorrow so no one would know Trying to evade from the demons hiding behind my smile Chasing ghosts of old...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 16

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    We all have in us this bright hope of one day becoming someone, to finally find this soul mate that is only meant for us, to benefit uncommon longevity or simply to be happy in...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 16

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    I have very bad PTSD, possibly C-PTSD. I also have been diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder), ADHD, personality disorder NOS, anorexia nervosa, and undiagnosed...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 4 Responses Jan 17

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    Or rather I had, now I have pectus bars. But here is my story and experience with it.. Some might call it silly. There are not that many physical effects of having it, I even...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M Jan 17

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    Some people have told me many times to try to seek the positive in my bad luck I always am victim of, and I honestly always try to live up to my dreams and the expectations I set...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 17

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    New here. Have questions about enhancing my abilities or sharpening them. I was born with a wolf spirit and would also like to join a serious pacj
    LupusDei95 LupusDei95 18-21, F Jan 18

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    Maybe. . we were supposed to meet the wrong people before meeting the right one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift...
    rogi4u rogi4u 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 18

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    Support appreciated. These are the diagnoses I've received over the years from ages 9-21. Well, not all of them have been diagnosed but there is high probability that I have them...
    ChantelSurvived ChantelSurvived 22-25, F 5 Responses Jan 18

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    Slowly drift away in the memories of the past Hard for me to remember the details of your smile Like a shadow, you appears in my thoughts I barely hear your voice, faded away by...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F Jan 19

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