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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 39 People

    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Feb 5, 2014

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    I have things that happen once in a while that I find disturbing. I guess I am not much of one to keep silent about them either. We had a convenience store that is one block...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 4 Responses Feb 3

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    Marriage.. Marriage is one of the easiest things to start, and one easiest things to end, but it is one of the hardest things to keep. It takes patience, persistence, perseverance...
    stupendusdude stupendusdude 46-50 6 Responses Feb 14

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    When I think of my future I clearly see you in it for sure Looking into each other's eyes We found an amazing view to paradise We were both walking alone Trying to find our own way...
    kimmychantwo kimmychantwo 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    In today’s climate. It is still very hard to get an approval on loans and or project funding. Credit scores still matter, prior loan history still matters. Even a large down...
    davidrichardno davidrichardno 26-30, M 2 days ago

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    If we could see souls instead of bodies, what would be beautiful? What is the first thing people would know about you? What would you be most afraid of them seeing? What would...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F Jan 30

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    Today I was accused of stealing 15,000 worth of items but they had no proof I told them It wasn't that much and it was about three thousand dollars. So I will tell you my story. I...
    Kittie96 Kittie96 18-21, F Feb 3

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    Ill love you for a thousand more. Always and forever
    NightGambit NightGambit 31-35, M 6 days ago

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    From the first moment I fell right under you spell You captured my soul instantly everyone could tell Barely even known you, my life was already changed From this second I knew...
    kimmychantwo kimmychantwo 41-45, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    I have scars whether they be emotional scars or physical. Every scar I have tells a story. I hate my physical scars they make me feel less beautiful. But every scar I have tells...
    crimsonrosebud crimsonrosebud 18-21, F 7 Responses Jan 30

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    There are so many songs that have so many different meanings for me, and usually none of them are the meaning that was intended by the artist. I like to take in the music, listen...
    imal0serbabyx imal0serbabyx 22-25, F Feb 1

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    You notice I never gave up on you even though all you care about is yourself. I know it’s all about you, other people's thoughts and emotions don’t matter to you, right? Why...
    Johnviolinist823 Johnviolinist823 22-25, M 2 Responses Feb 2

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    A lifelong victory...that's what it is. I never knew who I was until now. I mean I knew I was trying to crawl outside of myself but never knew what form. I was raised to be a...
    bbluvsmomee bbluvsmomee 26-30 1 Response Feb 3

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    Do you think animals have souls? I guess not or we wouldn't eat them. Then again there are people that eat other people.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    Words are building blocks for sentences, paragraphs, chapters and stories. I am continually impressed by those who can use them effectively. That doesn't mean you should find the...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 4 Responses Feb 10

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    Hello! This is my personal story of living with schizophrenia: I used to tell people "I have a bad brain." I am not going to say I suffer from schizophrenia but rather I endure...
    Amyloukay Amyloukay 26-30, F 7 Responses Feb 10

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    I think that god betrayed me, I know that alot of you may not believe in god but I do for long stories I wouldn't mention now.. but I do really think he betrayed me and was so...
    eighth eighth 18-21, M Feb 12

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    Mathew 11 28-30 ""Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." "Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and...
    chelseaandjohny2 chelseaandjohny2 22-25, F 5 Responses Feb 12

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    scared to sleep at night.. i close my eyes to go to sleep.. and right when i shut them, i pass out for a some seconds. I feel fearful and so i try to open my eyes but they feel...
    africanbeauty01 africanbeauty01 18-21, F Feb 12

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    I found someone very special on EP and she means very much to me, she is simply incredibly amazing to me and words can hardly express how I feel about her, but she knows. I wish...
    kimmychantwo kimmychantwo 41-45, F 2 Responses Feb 13

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    Make my wish come true with darkness put aside Hiding all the hope, mocking what we treasure Battles we can win, if we believe our souls Hang onto the light til dawn Fate will not...
    GunWarrior GunWarrior 18-21, M Feb 13

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    i have an odd way of telling myself I’m stressed out. It’s 3:40 am and i can’t sleep. i have bad canker sores in my mouth when i get like this. i have recently discovered...
    LoveisBeautiful5013 LoveisBeautiful5013 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 16

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    Chemistry. Such a funny word to explain a connection between two people. As if science has anything to do with it. But if we were to break it down into a chemical equation, what...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 18

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    I feel like I'm on a roller coaster, I'm constantly going up and down. I feel confident and raring to go one minute and I'm feeling despair, desperate and empty the next. I hate...
    dte21 dte21 18-21, F a week ago

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    Life is fantastic,the beauty and sorrow.Death is too drastic I can't say goodbye
    beautyinman beautyinman 41-45, F a week ago

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    "The gods had given me almost everything. But I let myself be lured into long spells of senseless and sensual ease. I amused myself with being a flaneur, a dandy, a man of...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 6 days ago

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    Things are perfect on paper.I got enough to be working,doing a bit that I want to,and being able to plan for the future,maybe a masters.I have friends who love me,and people who...
    aquabunny aquabunny 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    The thing about growing up in a family harboring systemic abuse is there is a culture of silence. This isn't an order to be silent, it is a subtle hint in the air that lets you...
    Shierke Shierke 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    I am alone The doors of heaven been shut I thought I knew the lord but I didn't realize that I was a hypocrite my heart was hard and I had a loose tongue. I am under gods judgment...
    smt368 smt368 31-35, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I fear the future we bequeath to our children as a legacy. So many things are wrong in this delusional society we live in. So much ignorance and judgement. It seems like some...
    kimmychantwo kimmychantwo 41-45, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I miss you as well darling . I know that small talk is not your forte . It's not mine either. When I'm busy , your free . Your busy , I'm free. Enough of my small talk again. You...
    JohnCrighton JohnCrighton 51-55, M 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I was asked, actually told, that I would be the best-man at my best friend's wedding. Naturally I was scared out of my mind by the prospect of standing in front of a whole bunch of...
    Remand Remand 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger Women...
    celinecc11 celinecc11 26-30, F Feb 2

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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger...
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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger...
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    Many young women today are a bit tired of the usual relationships that they have with men of their age. This is why it is no surprise nowadays that we see a lot of Younger Women...
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