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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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