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I Have The Sorrow Of A Thousand Souls

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    First Thing I Did After U Were Killed...email U..

    never lay eyes on it which seems really really stupid but i needed to feel close to u somehow...do u remember when i was talking to u bout someone who lost someone they loved..an i said "can u imagine? i cant imagine how much it would hurt if i ever gotnews something happened to...
    bunnybunny37 bunnybunny37 31-35, F Nov 23, 2012

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    With, Just A Touch...

    I ask myself... How can you miss, what you feel you should walk away from? Should you really be walking away? A tired and bleeding heart makes for no short comings and no one hears the beat to which it plays... Can there be a lifetime in the gaze of two souls? Will you run from...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 12 Responses Dec 18, 2010

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    Stealing Heaven...

    Lend me the key for I will not beg. I'll swallow my knowledge in guise. I will sneak past Peter, he has slipped. If this were not life, I would find my way. Streets of gold that mansions consume. Earth without clay, just myrrh and frankincense. The trees, they healed from the...
    AnonymouslyWritten AnonymouslyWritten 41-45, M 10 Responses Dec 5, 2010

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    I Give Up

    I give up! My life is a total mess.My dad hates me. My mom, though we live in one house, seems like she doesn't care about me. I'm like invisible and that I mean nothing to them.DAAAMMNN!!!  I just don't know how to say this I just need someone who needs me, care for me and...
    iHatshepsut iHatshepsut 18-21, F Apr 6, 2011

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    I want to take responsibility

    for all that is wrong with the world, so I have all the sorrow in my heart of the inventors who unknowingly had their inventions lead to a worse state of the world. I also hold the sorrow from thousands of years of prejudice against certain people, such as women who were...
    FunnyLookingCorpse FunnyLookingCorpse 18-21 Feb 5

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    Train Of Thoughts

    As the darkness steals the light of day As the train moves to take the happiness away With all the mirthful words that can never stay Life is in morbid silence, Needless to say Eyes wide open and fully awake Witnessing the tremor of love defeated and defiled As the murmur of...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 6, 2010

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    The Soul Of Sorrows

    i have been a victim of child abuse.i have seen others abused.i knew several that commited suicide.i watched my neice and nephew be put through hell.and watched my brothers slip into a drug induced hell of their own creation.i watched all of my grandparents die.i had a brother...
    ghostofmyself ghostofmyself 36-40 Apr 17, 2011

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    Make It 1001

    I am unsure how many more drunken 2am phone calls from my daughter I have it in me to sit through whilst she reminds me how I have failed her. All of them if I have to I guess. All the greatest reasons in the world don't erase her pain and she suffers all the time because her...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Apr 13, 2011

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    My mother has been passive aggressive my whole life yet I just realized it in my early 40's. My father died 3 years ago and that's when her PA really escalated. The first 6...
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    I cant deny magic happening every day. Last Saturday I was sitting on the tarrace in the October afternoon sun. Was writing words like these: I am ready to say i have become...
    redribbonbook redribbonbook 46-50 a week ago

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    What if there are actually multiple souls in your body but you're the most powerful one so you have control over your body. And the voices you hear in your head are the weaker...
    MarissaSimmonds MarissaSimmonds 16-17, F Sep 25

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    SOMEONE DANCE WITH ME! :D Into the night before sunrise our souls will come together Into the night before sunrise our souls will come aliiiiivvveee!
    ArcticPotato ArcticPotato 13-15, F 2 Responses Sep 24

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    These bodies to which we inhabit are only the daily vessels that provide with nourishment and knowledge, baring our souls to each other. This world is connected as are we and I do...
    NightwolfBlackheart NightwolfBlackheart 26-30, M Oct 4

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    I have compassion for "The Lost Souls. For The Lost Souls, who have lost their ways in life.Consumed & tried to escaped their darkness inside. We need compassion & helped them out...
    DiscoNight1970s DiscoNight1970s 46-50, F Sep 23

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    There are those moments that are strangely familiar. Even though the experiences are happening for the first time, a tiny voice of intuition whispers to the back of our mind, "this...
    kisstherainn kisstherainn 22-25, F Oct 4

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    I was staring out the window at a huge orchard of apple trees. They bore fruit so large they were the size of pumpkins, and then they all began falling to the ground in a plentiful...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 3 Responses Sep 23

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    We've been best friends for quite some time now and years have passed, I realized I'm starting to fall for him. I moved to the US and he's moving to the Middle East. I am in love...
    MaryJay712 MaryJay712 16-17, F Oct 1

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    Why are bananas that shape? How do fish sleep? Why doesn't NATO stick a bloody great great concrete wall between Israel and Palestine and say ENOUGH! Why does the U.S. always have...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    He has never been welcomed in the lives of my twin brother or myself. My mother married someone else when we were 1. The speerm donor's ONLY function was to pay Child Support which...
    Zannuh Zannuh 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Qur’an:8:39 And fight them until there is no fitnah and [until] the religion, all of it, is for Allah . And if they cease - then indeed, Allah is Seeing of what they do” Qur...
    Cloderific Cloderific 41-45, F Oct 1

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    Ah **** I'm supposed to be getting a product ready for early morning demo, here I am trying to hold back tears at a song instead :p In any case, a beautiful ballad from Theatre of...
    Faust76 Faust76 36-40, M Sep 21

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    Three things every day... 1. Never used to believe in evil, only lost souls. Had always believed that good wins out in the end. Been learning lately these views are lovely but...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F Sep 26

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    There was a wooden fence within a field, and above it were dark clouds which were extremely low to the ground. Below, was a man sitting beneath them. I felt like I knew him somehow...
    AngelofPink AngelofPink 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 28

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    Infatuation: feels like being in love but it is not. The intensity of the emotion is strong but not pure like love Love: is the quiet understanding and mature acceptance of...
    MzPhoenix MzPhoenix 31-35, F 1 Response Oct 3

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    On the road that I have taken, one day, walking, I awaken, amazed to see where I have come, where I'm going, where I'm from. This is not the path I thought. This is not the place...
    Txrodeo Txrodeo 36-40, M Oct 5

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    Courage, love, friendship, compassion, and empathy lift us above the simple beasts and define humanity. ~~The Book of Counted Sorrows
    Txrodeo Txrodeo 36-40, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    To see what we have never seen, to be what we have never been. To shed the chrysalis and fly, depart the earth, kiss the sky, to be reborn, be someone new: is this a dream or is it...
    Txrodeo Txrodeo 36-40, M Oct 5

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    So here's me roughly 10 years ago. Artist, musician, technician, teacher, touring with my band part time, working on some kids books and short movie scripts. Owned my own business...
    platoflats platoflats 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 6

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    "The only person you are destined to become is the person you decide to be". –Ralph Waldo Emerson As I read experiences on here I can't help but feel for those that post...
    Txrodeo Txrodeo 36-40, M 1 Response Oct 7

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    I'm sitting on my floor, looking at my door where I have the basic steps/guide to becoming a doctor... And the most utter sadness struck me in the chest, and I thought... My life...
    1102Castiel 1102Castiel 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 7

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    I swear I felt as if I were entering a portal to another dimension. It was just an old gravel road in some long forgotten Illinois town...not even the garden of the gods. My...
    joecell joecell 46-50, M Oct 10

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    I was looking at my text messages and I noticed that about 99% of those conversations are meaningless. They're texts from friends and people I really love, but they don't mean...
    zuzeethh zuzeethh 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 10

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    'I dreamed of living, Alone but fearless, Secret longing, To be courageous, Loneliness kept bottled up inside, Just reveal your brave face, They'll never know you lied, Country...
    Tearystar1027 Tearystar1027 18-21, F Oct 11

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    Well, I'll be straight up on this. Firstly, I will have to step up male friend requirement, age cap is reduced by 5, so it means any men above 35 are no longer able to connect to...
    TetraZL TetraZL 13-15, F 2 Responses Oct 11

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    I have had this reacurent dream since my early childhood. In my dream, I am finaly reunited with this guy that is my one and only true love. Like we've always been a pair but now...
    S3RAPHINA S3RAPHINA 36-40 6 days ago

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    #1 Pet Peeve ~ Wimpy, needy, complaining, weak, lazy, souls! Maybe I'm very wrong and harsh for me to say such a thing. BUT People who are nothing but spoiled rotten, always...
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 5 days ago

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    Whenever this happens, I always blame myself.. It always fills my heart with sorrow and shame.. But this will never stop.. I just hate myself..
    youaremygift youaremygift 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I just think they are purely beautiful, maybe not aesthetically, to some, may only see wrinkles, a frail frame and silver hair. I see behind the eyes, I see the smile and I notice...
    LifeOfARoseCat LifeOfARoseCat 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    JacobStark JacobStark 18-21, M 22 hrs ago

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    She looks for me when I am not there, to praise her, to celebrate her beauty, to write to her the thousand ways I love her. I promised my heart to another, but her spirit draws me...
    A888888 A888888 26-30, F 1 Response Sep 22