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I Have Thought About Dying

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    A Lot Lately

    I think about it a lot lately but it is not a sad thing for me.  It is a peaceful thing and I am not afraid of dying.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 11 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    jim2430 jim2430 31-35, M Jul 8, 2014

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    What If

    what if i did die.who would mourn.who would cry.what lies would be told.which stories shared.would my funeral be a large one.who would take care of my kidds.where would i go.what happens after i died i dont think of suicide but death itself is amazing and so unknown with so many...
    13thstep13 13thstep13 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2011

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    Many, Many Times

    It could be very painful, maybe even slow. I'm not comfortable with that. Some days I hope it's fast, other times I hope that I will at least have a moment to appreciate the irony of it and pray. However I have come to accept that death could happen at any moment, and that my...
    Explodey Explodey 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2010

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    All The Time

    We're all gonna die. So yep, I think about it frequently.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 70+, F Jan 25, 2011

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    I Think About Dying A Lot..

    I think about what would happen to my family, my children.. Would they be alright?.. I think about how it would happen.. A car accident? Illness? Old age? I think about what my next life will be like.. Will I finally have an easy life? (all of my lives have been pretty damn tough...
    Beautifulimperfections Beautifulimperfections 26-30, F Mar 7, 2012

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    Honestly

    Yes,I have thought about dying because i think life is so hard.And it will stay that way..You can only can find the fun side of it if you take it easy and let it flow.Sometimes this advise really have a good point."Never take life seriously.Nobody gets out alive anyway."
    Dyana6252 Dyana6252 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Not For A Long Time

    at one point in time, not so long Ago, I hated every day I woke up, and just wanted to die to escape the torment in my head& soul. There are days I still feel tormented, but thankfully not as often as I used to, and I haven't attempted suicide in quiet a while.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F Apr 24, 2011

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    Today when I thought about dying,

    I felt an enormous amount of solace. The thought that someday I won't have to live brings an eerie feeling of comfort. I have two requests: I don't want to die in a painful matter and no one else can be physically hurt. One time, I was thinking about dying and I smiled. Just...
    LB1911 LB1911 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14, 2014

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    More Than I Care To Admit

    I actually came to terms with death somewhat a few years ago. As a kid it really scared me. I would lie in bed and think about. I would doubt God even though I was non-denominational Christian and walked to Sunday school every Sunday. Then in 2011, we moved across the country...
    Spankmesweetly Spankmesweetly 22-25, F 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    I am ready. I am no longer afraid.

    I hope it happens very soon. Eternal sleep is so much more peaceful than life. I'm tired of walking through hell everyday, empty and alone and hurting. I despise the rage I feel...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F Jul 8, 2014

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    Thought About Dying

    Actually I've thought about it a lot.  It's definitely one thing I plan to do before I die.
    MrNewton MrNewton 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    ..pause For Thought

    I am a self-confessed Depressive. Throughout my dysfunctional life I have played 'The Dying Game' over in my mind, many times.  My neighbour also suffered 'mental health issues' and he also spent many years playing that same game.Then he was given the awful news; he had Terminal...
    fmn44 fmn44 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    Yes I Have Thought Of It Once Or Twice When I Was 15 Years Old And Thought It Was Just Hopless That I Was Never Going To Find Love Ever Again

    I know it sounds a stupid reason to try to kill myself because I was never going to be in love ever again I might never feel what I felt like when I fell in love so when I was about fifteen I tried to kill myself probably twice but I am not going to do that ever again I thought I...
    angelus1988 angelus1988 22-25, M 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    Luwa

    Luwa. I'm spit No one would notice if I died.
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown 13-15, F Aug 16, 2012

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    Yes I Have

    I have thought about dying, not suicide though.  Just my own death.I know it has to happen one day, hopefully not too soon though.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F Nov 12, 2011

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    willMee willMee 51-55, M 8 hrs ago

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    It may sound stupid, but I panic when I think about dying. Since it is inevitable, it is not a fear I can get over. Well, except for dying, of course. :P
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic 26-30, F 4 Responses May 19

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    As long as I can remember I have always had thoughts of suicide and it is getting worse. I thought everyone has those thoughts, but now I know that it is abnormal. Now I just feel...
    Kebra725 Kebra725 18-21, F 1 Response May 15

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    I swear it's everynight i wake up from a dream involving someone i care about dying or leaving me. It's kinda to be expected considering how I was brought up but it happens...
    SimplyTori SimplyTori 16-17, F 2 Responses May 2

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    Three weeks ago I watched my beautiful grandma take her last breath. It feels like just yesterday. She had been diagnosed with one of the deadliest forms of cancer just ONE short...
    unpredictableprediction unpredictableprediction 22-25, F May 11

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    As we daily go about our lives. We are constantly building and remodeling our walls of security around our heart. I like to call mine "prison". It is the daily defense to...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 8 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I believe i have... I am struggelning with these thoughts... Impulses. I could just end it, jump infront of that train.... Or it would feel so good to cut... To feel something...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 16-17, F 1 Response May 3

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    I'm a high school senior and I'm about to graduate high school. So I've recently noticed some kid at my school who sits all by himself in the hallway and he always has his head...
    lonewolf2323 lonewolf2323 18-21, M May 14

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    People throwing rubbish next to rubbish bins. Even as close as a meter away. Seeing rubbish bags full of stuff they can recycle. I know it's choice I just care about the planet...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 Apr 30

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    I thought I would never be the one to talk about recovery. But I have to say, I've improved tremendously. My sister passed away when I was 10 from insulin overdose which she...
    iminrecovery iminrecovery 18-21, F 1 Response May 3

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    I have felt like I have carried extra weight on my shoulders for years. I don't know what it is like to feel free and exhilarated.Jobs have depressed me the most in my life. I feel...
    capehope3 capehope3 41-45 2 Responses May 12

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    I feel like I am dying inside. I am almost reluctant to sleep for knowing the darkness which envelops me each night. It was better than this for a long time: so much light in my...
    MayaKing MayaKing 31-35, F 52 mins ago

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    Was in the hospital where Dad was admitted on Friday with severe pain. We know it's all part of the process, and that he's dying with little time left - but god damn it, we're...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    Seems there has been about half a dozen people who have given me the silent treatment over the last five years. I use to beg and grovel to find out a reason as to why I was being...
    hospitalrooms hospitalrooms 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    If you would like someone who relates and like to talk about these things add me on my Fb and YouTube . Jessicasomebody . I want to make videos about this stuff and about what we...
    jessicalynnsmith jessicalynnsmith 22-25, F 3 hrs ago

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    This story is crazy but true. I was dreaming the other night that I was having a stroke and dying and my grandma had a stroke and died and I didn't even know about her passing...
    Applepieofyoureye Applepieofyoureye 26-30, F May 8

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    I'm not depressed or suicidal or anything. But isn't it weird how, when you think about what dying is like, you must first become so much more aware of your self and your body?
    underlyinghonesty underlyinghonesty 22-25, F 1 Response May 5

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    I don't relax anymore. The type of relax where I take my mind into a drowzy-ish state. Every single time I get a severe attack of my chest. So bad I feel like I'm dying. It...
    1lonelydaisy 1lonelydaisy 41-45 1 Response May 12

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    This is easily one of the most horrific nocturnal events of my life so far. It happened at 3am today and I haven't been back to sleep since. It's also going to be a rather long...
    minokay minokay 22-25, F May 18

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    2 years ago I was in a relationship with an abusive ******* who made me feel like **** everyday and then made me believe it was my fault for feeling like ****. Now that I've had...
    Kesaroo Kesaroo 16-17, F 16 mins ago

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    I am very stressed out. I was assigned a group project, I had to do the video, my friend Michael did the Poster, and this other girl was meant to do the brochure. But the other...
    TheBellaBubbles TheBellaBubbles 18-21, F 1 Response May 13

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    It's weird. I think I am bordering between sanity and insanity. But I still keep myself sane. Or maybe I can see how I was killed in my past lives. I usually feel a gun on my head...
    PrInCeSsLiLo PrInCeSsLiLo 31-35, F 1 Response May 4

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    I don't know where to start, I don't even know what happened. My friend of 2 years has recently been acting weird lately, sometimes she'll talk to me and other times she'll...
    TheDevilInTheMirror TheDevilInTheMirror 16-17, F 3 hrs ago

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    I know we are all dying but at age 26(a year away) I will die in one of two ways. Either my aortic artery will dislodge and I will bleed into my chest cavity or my internal organs...
    Durco Durco 22-25, M 1 Response May 5

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    I'm new to this and I need to get this feeling out. So here I go. Second Grade is where it started. Mrs. Holston's class. I walked into that class not knowing what to...
    AtheistChrist AtheistChrist 13-15, M 3 hrs ago

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    1) my name is lucy yyvan. im 19 years old, live in florida, and am in a committed relationship. 2) i have multiple chronic illness, including but not limited to, ehlers danlos...
    lucyxyyvan lucyxyyvan 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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