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I Have Thought About Dying

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    Luwa

    Luwa. I'm spit No one would notice if I died.
    NotBackingDown NotBackingDown 13-15, F Aug 16, 2012

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    Today when I thought about dying,

    I felt an enormous amount of solace. The thought that someday I won't have to live brings an eerie feeling of comfort. I have two requests: I don't want to die in a painful matter and no one else can be physically hurt. One time, I was thinking about dying and I smiled. Just...
    LB1911 LB1911 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 14

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    More Than I Care To Admit

    I actually came to terms with death somewhat a few years ago. As a kid it really scared me. I would lie in bed and think about. I would doubt God even though I was non-denominational Christian and walked to Sunday school every Sunday. Then in 2011, we moved across the country...
    Spankmesweetly Spankmesweetly 22-25, F 2 Responses May 31, 2013

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    jim2430 jim2430 31-35, M Jul 8

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    Honestly

    Yes,I have thought about dying because i think life is so hard.And it will stay that way..You can only can find the fun side of it if you take it easy and let it flow.Sometimes this advise really have a good point."Never take life seriously.Nobody gets out alive anyway."
    Dyana6252 Dyana6252 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 25, 2010

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    Yes I Have Thought Of It Once Or Twice When I Was 15 Years Old And Thought It Was Just Hopless That I Was Never Going To Find Love Ever Again

    I know it sounds a stupid reason to try to kill myself because I was never going to be in love ever again I might never feel what I felt like when I fell in love so when I was about fifteen I tried to kill myself probably twice but I am not going to do that ever again I thought I...
    angelus1988 angelus1988 22-25, M 1 Response May 20, 2011

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    I am ready. I am no longer afraid.

    I hope it happens very soon. Eternal sleep is so much more peaceful than life. I'm tired of walking through hell everyday, empty and alone and hurting. I despise the rage I feel...
    Icarus1228 Icarus1228 36-40, F Jul 8

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    Yes I Have

    I have thought about dying, not suicide though.  Just my own death.I know it has to happen one day, hopefully not too soon though.
    ImNotGood ImNotGood 31-35, F Nov 12, 2011

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    ..pause For Thought

    I am a self-confessed Depressive. Throughout my dysfunctional life I have played 'The Dying Game' over in my mind, many times.  My neighbour also suffered 'mental health issues' and he also spent many years playing that same game.Then he was given the awful news; he had Terminal...
    fmn44 fmn44 46-50, F 2 Responses May 8, 2012

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    What If

    what if i did die.who would mourn.who would cry.what lies would be told.which stories shared.would my funeral be a large one.who would take care of my kidds.where would i go.what happens after i died i dont think of suicide but death itself is amazing and so unknown with so many...
    13thstep13 13thstep13 31-35, M 1 Response Dec 21, 2011

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    All The Time

    We're all gonna die. So yep, I think about it frequently.
    CrazyHippieChick CrazyHippieChick 18-21, F Jan 25, 2011

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    Many, Many Times

    It could be very painful, maybe even slow. I'm not comfortable with that. Some days I hope it's fast, other times I hope that I will at least have a moment to appreciate the irony of it and pray. However I have come to accept that death could happen at any moment, and that my...
    Explodey Explodey 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 24, 2010

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    Not For A Long Time

    at one point in time, not so long Ago, I hated every day I woke up, and just wanted to die to escape the torment in my head& soul. There are days I still feel tormented, but thankfully not as often as I used to, and I haven't attempted suicide in quiet a while.
    Pebbles1982 Pebbles1982 26-30, F Apr 24, 2011

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    I Think About Dying A Lot..

    I think about what would happen to my family, my children.. Would they be alright?.. I think about how it would happen.. A car accident? Illness? Old age? I think about what my next life will be like.. Will I finally have an easy life? (all of my lives have been pretty damn tough...
    Beautifulimperfections Beautifulimperfections 26-30, F Mar 7, 2012

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    A Lot Lately

    I think about it a lot lately but it is not a sad thing for me.  It is a peaceful thing and I am not afraid of dying.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm 41-45, F 11 Responses Dec 24, 2009

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    Thought About Dying

    Actually I've thought about it a lot.  It's definitely one thing I plan to do before I die.
    MrNewton MrNewton 46-50, M 2 Responses Dec 17, 2009

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    i think about if i would be happier. maybe the pain would go away. i have suffered so much in this world and it doesnt make sense to keep being here living in hate for myself and...
    unlovednbroken unlovednbroken 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 23

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    I'm only a teenager, but sometimes I just can't get it out of my head that one day it will just be absolutely nothing and I'll be dead, and I almost feel like crying. I'm terrified...
    bearwhitethenerd bearwhitethenerd 70+, F 1 Response Aug 1

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    I'm Terrified Of Dying . I Have Had Anxiety over this . Thinking about dying makes me question why I'm here I. The first place if I'm just going to die . I'm scared . What if I don...
    MbVG MbVG 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 24

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    I was diagnosed with Tachycardia last year at 36 years old. I had never had any heart problems before July 4th 2013. I have however suffered from anxiety and panic attacks since...
    BriniG BriniG 36-40, F Aug 20

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    I love the smiths - asleep I know it's about dying but it's just like calming and helps me and I can also relate to it.
    littlecrazymia littlecrazymia 13-15, F Aug 20

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    I can tell you a lot about long distance relationships. They ARE hard. They CAN work, but MOST of the time, they don't. There is a big difference between being in a long distance...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 2 Responses Aug 2

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    1. I'm 16 2. I live in the UK 3. I still live in the city I was born in 4. I'm half English and half Scottish 5. I have a pet rabbit 6 . I play Pokemon 7. Avril Lavigne is my...
    Rayquaza76x Rayquaza76x 16-17, F Aug 4

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    I recently met a new member of my family and enjoyed their company very much. On the drive home I said to myself - "what is the worst thought I could have about this person right...
    Thisaboveall Thisaboveall 31-35, M Aug 6

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    Andrew558n8la3 Andrew558n8la3 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    People have said to me I'm only young how can my life be boring...here's the answer my life can be boring by your friends living in the town 10 miles away with mk transport into...
    Daisyellenrose Daisyellenrose 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 7

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    March, 2013 I was told I had polymyositis. My Doctor said I was using 20% of my muscle. I lost my job and living on SSD. My treatments are IVIG and predisone. When I first...
    Numberplay Numberplay 46-50, F Aug 17

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    Today I saw myself dying, but not in this body, a long time ago in another body, it was scary because I saw it from 1st and 3rd person view and felt the pain of the knife being...
    EmoGirl286 EmoGirl286 13-15, F 8 hrs ago

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    I went on holiday to spend over a week with my dad. last night after complaining about chest pains in his chest he woke me up in the middle of the night and told me to call my nan...
    pikalink pikalink 13-15, F Aug 3

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    Isn't everybody, somehow, afraid of dying alone? Nobody remembering you or your life story? I'm not really afraid of how I die.. it's just dying with out anyone there..
    SilverEyedWolf SilverEyedWolf 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    Well, there was one time our class was watching a documentary of WW2 and we saw countless people dying, of course, I felt bad but when I saw what they did to the animals what went...
    headphoneactress headphoneactress 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Good morning, my name is J---, I am currently living in massachusetts.. I am a former paramedic, for over 10 years, helping others always came naturally to me I loved the reward...
    terminally terminally 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 23

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    How do you "think" he is dying? Your dog is either dead as hell or jumping around in your flower garden. There is no in between. Bill: How is your dog doing? Steve: I think he...
    bigbacon12 bigbacon12 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 4

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    I'm allows going down hill and no one cares that I'm dying
    Supershoes24 Supershoes24 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Forget You How? How can I forget you at one point you showed me so much love. What happen to us? How can I forget you when you...
    natashaxxs natashaxxs 31-35, F 3 Responses Aug 12

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    Into myself, I fall and I feel what I thought to be reality slipping away. The tremors start and all fades to black. Meaning is lost in a torrent of confusion and the panic hits...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I've always been distant from my family. I don't really have any siblings. I worry that if I don't get married soon, any hopes of it being genuine will be for naught. What if I...
    snwyvern snwyvern 31-35, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I'm tired of doing this! why can't i stop even though i really want to!!? i'm doing this to my self even though i don't want to do it! It all started when i was 14, i don't know...
    TheTurtleDove TheTurtleDove 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    This has been, gnawing at my brain for awhile now, and I understand this post, should actually be within the I Want To Have A Baby posts, but... There are days where, I want to...
    MyEternalDesires MyEternalDesires 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 2

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    Do I need to see a doctor? Or Am I okay? I'm 17 and lately I've felt not myself. One minute I'm so happy and the next minute I'm dying inside because I'm so upset. Its not just...
    TheShyGurl TheShyGurl 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 3

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    These past few months I've been curious about death. I've been wondering which way I would die, if my life would flash before my eyes like people who've experienced near death say...
    uerhenede uerhenede 18-21, F Aug 6

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    So, another weird, disgusting and psycho nightmare! Last night, I dreamed that someone had killed me, but the way they did it is that as if they sucked my blood (didn’t see it...
    MissGaga MissGaga 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I've been suffering from acute depression for years. I've hidden my illness for a long time because I figured that It would go away as I grow older. However, that has not been the...
    agathashelly agathashelly 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 13

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    I'm not sure if anyone would be interested in reading this but i think it's a good idea to share some stuff about myself. 1 I am rational deep critical thinker and an atheist,i...
    lady2089 lady2089 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Okay, I haven’t written much lately but I have to air my views about how I see our headlines in the world these days. I sometimes feel we are in the end times of humanity. Every...
    HikingGuy HikingGuy 46-50, M 4 Responses Aug 21

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    William162d6ol9 William162d6ol9 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    1997........when I was 19 I lost my Mum to cancer, I was just about to start my A Level finals and head off to Uni when she was diagnosed with lung cancer but then died 3 days...
    aronpaul8778 aronpaul8778 36-40, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    will I make it... I swear these past 7 days have been crazy.. I had started an open doc on my computer to act as a letter to CP while he was gone (bush backpacking). I just wanted...
    WendyBlabs WendyBlabs 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I am not the type to speak aloud to someone about this issue, this is more space for me to vent than anything else. I have been suffering for bulimia for the last 8 years, and it...
    Yourbaaaby Yourbaaaby 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 7