I Have Thought About Running Away Before

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 525 People

    I Need Someone To Talk To

    I'm struggling on a decision of running away from home or staying and being miserable. I know it's a choice to be miserable or happy but I don't think I can take this anymore.
    19Justin96 19Justin96
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Aug 5, 2013

    Escape From This Feelings

    When I was still in elementary I used to keep on thinking about running-away-from-home-strategy because I felt like all my family could see was my mistakes and as a kid I took it very seriously.. I was probably overreacting but that was how I felt at that time.. But as I enter...
    marjan29 marjan29
    22-25, F
    Jun 3, 2013
    ursummerdreamz ursummerdreamz
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 25

    I Wanted To, But I Never Did...

    I never actually ran away, but I got kicked out of the house with my sisters before. We were going to go to our friend's house, but my mom told us to come back in the house. i knew she didn't want us back and I'm starting to wish that i had run away. My parents treat me like a...
    xxstRuggLe4mExx xxstRuggLe4mExx
    13-15, F
    May 5, 2011

    things that can make you happier,

    theirs lots of things to do out there. But don't do drugs! Haha even though that can probably make you happy! But just don't! I bless everyone to have happier lives, and to be much creative! We need all kinds of people in this world!
    RianaVela RianaVela
    13-15, F
    1 Response Mar 24, 2014

    Ive Done It

    ever since i was 5 actually i thought about it because my mother and father (he died when i was 5)were very abusive towards me and only me out of me and Eric and when i was 12 i actually attempted to but my brother found me and convinced me to come back home then when i was 14 i...
    fightingvoicesinmyhead fightingvoicesinmyhead
    18-21, F
    May 13, 2011

    I want to run away but I want a group of people

    to go with. At the moment I don't have really anywhere to go, but I feel that in a group it would be better because we could all stick together. I live in England, South west.
    BlueMoon797 BlueMoon797
    16-17, F
    4 Responses May 31, 2014

    Still Here.

    As a kid, I used to pack up this tiny pink suitcase. I filled it with my favorite clothes and toys, and I would push it out onto the roof when my mom and dad were fighting. I used to sit up there with that suitcase, dreaming about where I could run off to. Sometimes I would...
    OblitusAuri OblitusAuri
    22-25, F
    4 Responses May 14, 2010

    Recently my parents have been very horrible to

    me. Last Thursday in new years my dad said to me that he is sick of me, that he hates me, that i look gay, and he punched me in the face 3 times. My mom always stands up to him so she is no help. They even took down my bedroom door saying i wont have privacy in this house. I...
    dsilva10 dsilva10
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Jan 6, 2015

    I have a runaway group

    and one has left already, we are in the USA. Our ages are 16, 15, 14, and 14. We are looking to stay in the US and would like to get new members here:)
    deleted deleted
    Aug 9, 2015

    Like grab your **** and lets go.

    I am so ready. It would have to be fast and far so I wouldnt hear everyone wondering why. No I cant do it. One of the best things I had beat into me was running away never solves the problem, when you finally come back it is all still there waiting for you. So maybe when the doc...
    boldtimer boldtimer
    66-70, M
    Feb 24

    I started thinking about running away

    when my grandma (that I live with) and my aunt would get into arguments. Tearing me and my cousins apart, who i was close to. The time I spent away from my cousins made me start thinking about running away with them. I was about 11. But I thought everything through. I had a plan...
    Firefly08 Firefly08
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2015

    I can't get it off my mind I just want to pack

    up and go, I just want to disappear nobody would care anyway my parents would be find after awhile and my friends would get over it to I dunno
    NerdForLife NerdForLife
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Nov 11, 2014

    Almost constantly ! Seems

    as if I can never quite settle down . I am always so restless , always aching for some new adventure . I am also commitment phobe in a way I am starting to think ?? My good friends & I call it my running shoes . I have them permanently on . Serious relationships seem to trigger...
    BornOnDaBayou337 BornOnDaBayou337
    31-35, F
    1 Response Nov 3, 2014

    Looking For People In Florida, Who Want To Runaway To Alaska

    I'm looking for 16-18 year old people to runaway with me to Alaska, you need at least $1000 start up cash to buy a train ticket and to get supplies and food. You need to be ready for intense physical labor, and by labor, I mean biking and hiking several miles. If you would so...
    Pubathedog Pubathedog
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Sep 14, 2013

    I have ran away before.

    When I was young(er), oh bite me! ( : I want to run away now, but I have nowhere to go. Not that I did then. I don't know what I'm going to do.
    Seanonymous Seanonymous
    41-45, M
    2 Responses Feb 22

    Still Do Everyday

    I am 17 and Cant wait till I turn eighteen and can leave my house. I've been counting down since I was 14. Every birthday I eould be like 4 years left, thank god 3 years left, only 2 years left =] Now its only 9 months!!! Eeeeekkkkkkk Cant waait...
    ClinicalExtacsy ClinicalExtacsy
    18-21, T
    1 Response May 12, 2010

    Runaway/Adventure 2014

    Now, I've taken a new approach. We are going to be running away together, as a group. Details will be discussed later. Now, what will happen is that we'll arrange to meet up (I live in Texas) and then we'll be heading to Cali for a little bit, okay? We don't HAVE to meet in...
    Eichan Eichan
    16-17, F
    4 Responses Nov 8, 2013

    Ran Away

    I never did run away, but sometimes i didn't go home when i was suppose to, and they might have thought i ran away. I would always think about it, but really where would i have gone? I was just a child. I thought about walking 15 miles through two cities to to get to my dads...
    Arorin Arorin
    22-25, M
    105 Responses Mar 27, 2010
    imissdnce imissdnce
    31-35, F
    Jun 24, 2015

    Well This Is About It.

    i was 6 or 7 at the time. I felt like running away because my older brother liked to beat me. Physically I don't really feel much anymore. But my emotions are all over. He likes/liked to verbally abuse me also. I told my parents but they yelled at me and told me to stop lying. I...
    HayleyGrace14 HayleyGrace14
    16-17, F
    1 Response May 26, 2013


    I guess I was five...Mom hadn't got sick yet, but we were in the Nebraska house. So yeah.I was five when I first carefully wrote a letter saying that I was going to leave.  Looking back, I was trying to escape the neglect, both physical and emotional.  Even that young I didn't...
    Plaid Plaid
    31-35, F
    Jun 30, 2012

    Sadly i'd have nowhere to go &

    yet sometimes that sounds even better.
    RandomExistence RandomExistence
    16-17, M
    2 Responses Feb 25

    I Have Thought About Running Away Before

    Its true, i was the older 1 of the brothers and i kept on taking all the responsibilities, but no.... my younger brother didnt take responsibilities, only attention, help and pretty much anything he wanted! My father beat me up when i did something wrong but him... he smiled at...
    123hey321 123hey321
    26-30, M
    1 Response Oct 30, 2013

    I have run away before.

    but I was found and brought back the next day
    Lilaven Lilaven
    18-21, M
    1 Response Feb 25
    Savythegreat Savythegreat
    13-15, F
    1 Response Feb 25

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