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I Have Thought About Suicde

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    The awful moment when you realize

    that no one you know will actually care if you commit suicide
    ExpressionDepression ExpressionDepression 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    I cannot stop thinking of suicide.

    It's been flooding my thoughts strong for the past 3 days. I'm afraid I will just snap! But due to my strong religious beliefs-I won't go to heaven. I'm so scared!!
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M Jul 18

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    Suicide has always come to me

    when my life just doesn't feel worth living. I have lost a lot and my life is barely taking off. The things that keeps me going is God, my mom, and my two puppies.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    Daylejess Daylejess 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Its not that I wanted to kill myself

    because life is hard. It's because of situations and people I have been around. Throwing me aside like I'm garbage. Am I that nice or mean of a person to be around?
    avengedwolf88 avengedwolf88 26-30, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    I have lightly considered before.

    But I would never do it, because I'm too afraid of the pain and I have goals and ambitions in life.
    Akakios1 Akakios1 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I'm Here For You

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 19, 2012

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    In the past, but for about a year I have felt

    cleansed and clear headed. Sometimes when I'm sad or depressed (like right now) those thoughts try to creep up again but I push them aside . I do not want to die , I want a better life .
    tasha456 tasha456 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 5

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    Suicide does not end the chances of life

    getting worst, suicide just eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better.
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    My thoughts are the worst at night.

    I have a lot of nights where ending it all is all I can think about and I don't know how to stop it. Today is one of those nights, but of course I don't have the guts to actually go along with it.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 16

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    seems as if no matter how hard I try,

    I will always be a failure to everyone else.
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 6 Responses Aug 18

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    I keep confiding in people

    that I plan to commit suicide and no one takes me seriously. So much for being cared for and missed and all that crap.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I can't take much more.

    .. I feel so alone and nobody even notices. I'm just a piece of **** that deserves to be taken away from this place.
    KianaNicole1010 KianaNicole1010 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 11

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    I don't want to hurt my family.

    I can't go through with it because I can't bear the thought of traumatizing them like that. I guess that's what keeps me going :)
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 17

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    Honestly, I didn't have a rough life growing up.

    Given, it wasn't easy, I had my fair share of **** to go through at a very young age, but many have had worse than I. But ever since I can remember, I've wanted to give up on life. Even as a little girl on the playground. I didn't see the point in living. I've never truly felt...
    cgu94 cgu94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    (Part 1) Ok, I have a loonnnnggg story to tell,

    so bear with me through the end. Basically my whole life story here.... And sorry if I'm all over the place with this, it's kinda hard for me. :[ My parents broke up (never married) just after my first birthday, so I don't really remember it very well. But I've always been an...
    Kenz42 Kenz42 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    My sister boyfriend is abusive,

    i called the police and now he is facing a prison sentence. My mother and sister seem to be on his side though, I heard them arguing and mum didn't even stick up for me, she was just saying things like " she's my daughter I love her no matter what her actions are" and " you'll...
    BulletproofLoneliness BulletproofLoneliness 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 26

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    :'(

    Even after my O.D i still think about cutting i havent yet but it's like every time im in a low mood when i feel like life's got nufing for me i just wanna cut myself really deep because in that moment of time death sounds pretty good.
    ohmylife ohmylife 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    I almost killed myself on June 26.

    I couldn't find my knife though. The next morning I was shocked with how my mind thought that. I haven't had a suicidal thought since then
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 19

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    Elienseys Elienseys 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    August 26, 2011

    This was one of the worst days of my life. Actually, it started a incredibly bad downward slide that still now has not reached the bottom. I sat on my couch, alone in my place. My wife was out 'scoring'....part of the problem... The money was gone. All of it. Things were being...
    amodelcitizen amodelcitizen 36-40, M 7 Responses May 2, 2013

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    My names amber and I have thought about suicide

    a lot. I have so many problems at home and school is really stressful. My parents don't understand how hard it could be to be a teenager, they think "you only go to school and back so why should you be tired?" But they don't understand how frustrating school is. My friends act...
    diamond104 diamond104 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 16

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    kaylafuentes kaylafuentes 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 13

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    warriorally warriorally 16-17, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on

    here. I never posted an experience but the people here are all so nice and let me know that I'm not alone. Even if you don't know my story I know that I can talk on here and that I won't be judged!
    skysplits skysplits 16-17, F May 28

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    My brother is mean my school is mean I have

    bullies and ect don't try to talk about it with me I'm only 11 I have cut but I've stoped I'm happy my blade is at school bc I'm about to cut and ect and it's at school bc my blade is a pencil sharpener blade
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    I am still here, and I know

    that I am a fighter. I may feel like ending my life, but I should be proud of myself for coming a long way and still being strong. But this battle will never end. That's the sad part.
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    I'm actually doing better i used to think about

    how i was going to kill myself all the time.
    lifeschallenge lifeschallenge 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 5

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    I do, but I just can't bring myself to

    that edge of the cliff. I feel things will get better soon.
    dirtydarkness dirtydarkness 26-30, F 5 Responses Aug 18

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    I'm pulled over on the side of highway

    and can't stop crying. I sit here hoping a car won't be paying attention and will hit me. Either that or I will start to go again and roll the car. This pain is too much. I hate feeling like this.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 30

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    I feel like I'm not wanted here.

    Can someone message me and give me some pointers on how to stay alive?
    Cucciababy Cucciababy 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 22

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    I get pictures in my head of just doing it

    sometimes, haven't had them in a couple months oh well, it is ******* annoying >.<
    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 18

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    Every night go to sleep,

    I wish that I would never wake up.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 17

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    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 27 Responses Jul 13

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    I have thought about suicide

    when i was a kid and i still do but now i just hide all my feels im literally a soulless doll that doesn't say to many words. I watch everything thats going people don't know this but i know thing they dont want every one esle to know...
    LolipopGummi LolipopGummi 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 7

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    I think about it some times.

    How it would be easy just to wipe my self a way from the miserable life. That there's gonna come the day where everything I said or did will no longer matter. That, what's the point really. I'd just be helping a lot of people out by disappearing, better yet, probably not being...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    The First Time Many times.

    ..along my life: - First time was in a major change.I had it all,I was happy kid with a family.Suddenly,I lost it all.My mom died.Days without sleep,pain as I ever known before...the hardest pain I've ever felt in my life at such young age,I was eleven.That day I also lost my...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 23

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    After hearing the news of Robin Williams I have

    done some looking at myself. I am very ashamed to admit I have thought about suicide way too much. I really don't think I could do it though. I have gone through all the ways to do it. bullet to the brain nick my jugular slit wrists drink a jug of antifreeze stab myself in the...
    ballen0420 ballen0420 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    Yep quite a lot. I have drunk bleach

    and overdosed on pills but I'm not yet dead. I was thinking about killing myself this summer but it cannot happen now because I have the eyes of my friends and family on me but i don't doubt the fact that I am still capable of doing it.
    littlecrazymia littlecrazymia 13-15, F 7 Responses Aug 12

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    Ever thought of suicide thoughts.

    Well I know I have many times. But I'm too afraid to do anything I'm a weakling. Don't get me wrong I don't want anyone to feel bad or sorry for me I just want to express my feeling through here. Well I always thought would anyone really miss me or would they just miss me for...
    ErenJ ErenJ 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    I cut myself pretty bad a month ago.

    Not intending on suicide but I came close. I can't help but think what reason I'm still on earth.
    TheLonelyStoner95 TheLonelyStoner95 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    How to sit with someone

    who is suicidal? Understand that their longing for death is really their longing for Home. This is a spiritual crisis, not merely a medical one. They are trying to awaken from a nightmare. By all means, call a doctor, obtain professional medical help, get them to a hospital...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 13

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    Yes, I have. But it isn't the answer to life's

    problems. I rather live then die knowing my family and friends would miss me and be in grief. I'd miss out on a lot, too. What I've been through is tough, but no matter how sh*tty life can get, you gotta stay strong and keep going. Don't rely on drugs and alcohol to help you. It...
    xMikayla xMikayla 13-15, F Jul 18

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    I don't know if I'm still here

    because I'm strong to not do it or because I'm a coward to do it
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    I just got out of a mental hospital

    for suicdal thoughts and planning hated every second won't go back in my own cops will have to take me
    Jungle46 Jungle46 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I Just Wanna Let Go

    Sometimes I feel like I am the only one who can see the truth behind life and it scares me. I see people worrying about school, relationships, and other problems and I'm jealous of them. Why cant I just worry about normal stuff? Why don't they see how pointless everything is...
    xBrickWallx xBrickWallx 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Very Dark Moments...

    December was not a great month. In fact...it hadn't been that great of a year if I was being completely honest.   I sat alone staring out at the snow floating down from above...and realized I had never felt so utterly alone in my entire life. My melancholy had clearly...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    Suicide is not the answer.

    I've thought about it before.... I'm not saying its selfish in no way are you being selfish if you kill yourself.... But think if all the things you can become.... All the things you can be, all the thing you have been. Message me if you need someone to talk to. I'm young, yes...
    Sneckip Sneckip 13-15, M Aug 20

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    Throughout my life I have thought of suicide

    so many times. I've hit rock bottom and somehow managed to crawl back up from it.
    mattywheels25 mattywheels25 26-30, M 2 Responses Aug 17

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    Just want to say goodbye.

    Sleep forever.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I've thought about suicide a lot lately.

    However, I've never thought about actually going through with it. I've been thinking about death. And I think the best way to die would be at my own hand. I'd really have to think my reasons through. And I wouldn't want to go in a stereotypical fashion. I don't know why I've...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F Aug 21

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    Things like "it gets better"

    and "suicide is a permanent solution to a temoprary problem" may be true, but they don't really help to stop a person from killing themselves. Just be there for them and talk to them and listen, and cheer them up, but don't pretend to know how they feel. We can't. AND don't ever...
    YukiUeda17 YukiUeda17 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 13

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