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I Have Thought About Suicde

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    I Just Wanna Let Go

    Sometimes I feel like I am the only one who can see the truth behind life and it scares me. I see people worrying about school, relationships, and other problems and I'm jealous of them. Why cant I just worry about normal stuff? Why don't they see how pointless everything is...
    xBrickWallx xBrickWallx 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    Daylejess Daylejess 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 28 Responses Jul 13

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    Honestly, I have. I was about 12

    when I thought I was worthless, stupid, immature. I started believing those thing because I started hearing it from my parents. I wanted to give up and die so badly. I was considered the loner and the most quiet person in my group but dealt with it. I was so used to it that I...
    PureLies PureLies 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 21

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    You know people always say it's gonna be okay

    it's gonna be fine but tbh I'm **** of hearing that I wanna be able to say I am okay I am fine!!😭😭😭. I always think to myself would the world be better without me I mean I see no point in staying anymore I can't trust anyone, I'm always mucking up I just wish I had just...
    MalachaiP MalachaiP 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 1

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    Okay i have been thinking about suicide again

    for about a week or so now. I dont have the guts to acctually kill myself. I feel so selfish i dont even know ehy i want to. I know people love me. My family loves me and i have a bunch of friends but yet everyday i sit in my room thinking should i cut myself or not. I have been...
    kyleee099 kyleee099 13-15, F 5 Responses Jul 13

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    HoldingOnToAir HoldingOnToAir 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 27

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    I feel like the devil.

    I have secrets that no one knows about. I have feelings of suicide and the urge to cut all the time. My boyfriend is there for me, but he is only one person. He can only do so much. I need help. Professional help. I just don't want it. I don't want to be told that I am in fact...
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 8

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    I've been thinking about it again recently.

    I don't know what to do. I don't know how to fix it. I don't wanna go back down that road. I'm lost.
    21cookielover21 21cookielover21 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 12

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    I keep confiding in people

    that I plan to commit suicide and no one takes me seriously. So much for being cared for and missed and all that crap.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    I've put my suicide plan back into effect.

    I just can't see the point of living anymore. I hate the body, this flesh I'm trapped in. I'm tired of seeing the whole world in love and no one even looks my way. I'm tired of always being the problem. I'm always the one doing something wrong and I'm sick of it. IM DONE.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    :'(

    Even after my O.D i still think about cutting i havent yet but it's like every time im in a low mood when i feel like life's got nufing for me i just wanna cut myself really deep because in that moment of time death sounds pretty good.
    ohmylife ohmylife 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    I get pictures in my head of just doing it

    sometimes, haven't had them in a couple months oh well, it is ******* annoying >.<
    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I have thought about suicide

    when i was a kid and i still do but now i just hide all my feels im literally a soulless doll that doesn't say to many words. I watch everything thats going people don't know this but i know thing they dont want every one esle to know...
    LolipopGummi LolipopGummi 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 7

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    Elienseys Elienseys 16-17, F 4 Responses 4 days ago

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    Things like "it gets better"

    and "suicide is a permanent solution to a temoprary problem" may be true, but they don't really help to stop a person from killing themselves. Just be there for them and talk to them and listen, and cheer them up, but don't pretend to know how they feel. We can't. AND don't ever...
    YukiUeda17 YukiUeda17 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    I'm at the end of my rode .

    God is gone . Faith is gone . If I die . I've never lived the life I wanted . Never had my family . Just darkness . Suffering .
    amandalovee24 amandalovee24 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I honestly out of no

    where just sit and think about ways i could kill myself, i mean it would be so easy and certain people keep pushing my buttons i want them to
    lay1 lay1 13-15, F 2 Responses Jun 23

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    Its not that I wanted to kill myself

    because life is hard. It's because of situations and people I have been around. Throwing me aside like I'm garbage. Am I that nice or mean of a person to be around?
    avengedwolf88 avengedwolf88 26-30, M 6 Responses Jun 16

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    The First Time Many times.

    ..along my life: - First time was in a major change.I had it all,I was happy kid with a family.Suddenly,I lost it all.My mom died.Days without sleep,pain as I ever known before...the hardest pain I've ever felt in my life at such young age,I was eleven.That day I also lost my...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    Suicide does not end the chances of life

    getting worst, suicide just eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better.
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    I hate when my mind wonders.

    :( I feel like I want to die again...*sigh*
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I almost killed myself on June 26.

    I couldn't find my knife though. The next morning I was shocked with how my mind thought that. I haven't had a suicidal thought since then
    CatWithScars CatWithScars 13-15, F 5 Responses 4 days ago

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    I'm nervous about tomorrow.

    I don't know if I will be able to handle the doc visit and waiting for test results. Will it be like my last experience where I had a rude doctor who gave incorrect information. I don't want to talk about what I am going through. Hirsutism, anxiety, not sleeping, bipolar, sex...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    I don't know if I'm still here

    because I'm strong to not do it or because I'm a coward to do it
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 16

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    Always contemplated it.

    I hate it because I know I'm stronger than that. It makes me feel weak and emotional, other things I hate. I get that a lot, when I get so damned depressed. I have gotten so mad I thought I should kill myself and make my parents deal with the guilt. Make them suffer till they...
    alkaem alkaem 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 9

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    I need help, but at the same time I dont want

    any help. The ones who help me will feel good afterwards...but I'm still here frustrated and wont know what to do. I feel very uncomfortable in my own skin.
    camelunicorn camelunicorn 13-15, F Jul 13

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    I don't know what to say other

    than I think I need help.
    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    no friends, no life, no future,

    no joy, no one, no point, no happiness. just depression coupled with loneliness, if they arent already interlinked.
    ThatOtherGuy17 ThatOtherGuy17 16-17, M 4 Responses Apr 23

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    I don't want to hurt my family.

    I can't go through with it because I can't bear the thought of traumatizing them like that. I guess that's what keeps me going :)
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 7 Responses a week ago

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    How to sit with someone

    who is suicidal? Understand that their longing for death is really their longing for Home. This is a spiritual crisis, not merely a medical one. They are trying to awaken from a nightmare. By all means, call a doctor, obtain professional medical help, get them to a hospital...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I cut myself pretty bad a month ago.

    Not intending on suicide but I came close. I can't help but think what reason I'm still on earth.
    TheLonelyStoner95 TheLonelyStoner95 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    thegirlofglass thegirlofglass 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 2

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    I'm Here For You

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out...
    MissJessicurr MissJessicurr 18-21, F 8 Responses Oct 19, 2012

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    Very Dark Moments...

    December was not a great month. In fact...it hadn't been that great of a year if I was being completely honest.   I sat alone staring out at the snow floating down from above...and realized I had never felt so utterly alone in my entire life. My melancholy had clearly...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    August 26, 2011

    This was one of the worst days of my life. Actually, it started a incredibly bad downward slide that still now has not reached the bottom. I sat on my couch, alone in my place. My wife was out 'scoring'....part of the problem... The money was gone. All of it. Things were being...
    amodelcitizen amodelcitizen 36-40, M 7 Responses May 2, 2013

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    Yes, I have. But it isn't the answer to life's

    problems. I rather live then die knowing my family and friends would miss me and be in grief. I'd miss out on a lot, too. What I've been through is tough, but no matter how sh*tty life can get, you gotta stay strong and keep going. Don't rely on drugs and alcohol to help you. It...
    Mikaylaxo Mikaylaxo 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Why is it that no one can date me?

    I have asked my crushes but they all say know. It's probably because I'm a fat ugly piece of ****. I just want to die.
    malebiesexual malebiesexual 13-15, M 5 Responses Jul 5

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    I decided not to go through with my suicide.

    My close friend is having a baby and I really want to be there for her. I've also found peace in the realization that singleness isn't a curse but probably the best thing that can happen to you. So.. Suck it world, I'm not going anywhere for a while.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    Beckoning Death (2/28/14) The warm,

    sunny day and its occasional gentle breeze feel good laid upon my skin. While it is a welcomed change of weather emotionally, it is taunting and torturing me; my heart my soul they are both almost completely dead and I'm okay with that. Buckets pour from my eyes everyday I can't...
    girlofnirvana girlofnirvana 26-30, F 2 Responses Jul 11

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    I think about it some times.

    How it would be easy just to wipe my self a way from the miserable life. That there's gonna come the day where everything I said or did will no longer matter. That, what's the point really. I'd just be helping a lot of people out by disappearing, better yet, probably not being...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    My names amber and I have thought about suicide

    a lot. I have so many problems at home and school is really stressful. My parents don't understand how hard it could be to be a teenager, they think "you only go to school and back so why should you be tired?" But they don't understand how frustrating school is. My friends act...
    diamond104 diamond104 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 16

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    My thoughts are the worst at night.

    I have a lot of nights where ending it all is all I can think about and I don't know how to stop it. Today is one of those nights, but of course I don't have the guts to actually go along with it.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    As I lay here with a knife pressed against my

    throat and my door wide open, I wonder if anyone will notice.
    amber09lee amber09lee 22-25, F 4 Responses Jun 17

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    Ever thought of suicide thoughts.

    Well I know I have many times. But I'm too afraid to do anything I'm a weakling. Don't get me wrong I don't want anyone to feel bad or sorry for me I just want to express my feeling through here. Well I always thought would anyone really miss me or would they just miss me for...
    ErenJ ErenJ 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    When I told my mother

    that I plan to commit suicide on my birthday she was kinda just like "people don't usually plan that". She thinks I'm kidding. Whatever, she can't say she didn't see it coming.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 5

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    Honestly, I didn't have a rough life growing up.

    Given, it wasn't easy, I had my fair share of **** to go through at a very young age, but many have had worse than I. But ever since I can remember, I've wanted to give up on life. Even as a little girl on the playground. I didn't see the point in living. I've never truly felt...
    cgu94 cgu94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    The awful moment when you realize

    that no one you know will actually care if you commit suicide
    ExpressionDepression ExpressionDepression 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    I used to constantly

    but I made changes to my life and found someone who is truly wonderful to me and now I don't.
    charliebarton14 charliebarton14 13-15, F Jul 11

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    I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on

    here. I never posted an experience but the people here are all so nice and let me know that I'm not alone. Even if you don't know my story I know that I can talk on here and that I won't be judged!
    skysplits skysplits 13-15, F May 28

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    I have lightly considered before.

    But I would never do it, because I'm too afraid of the pain and I have goals and ambitions in life.
    Akakios1 Akakios1 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 4

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    I am still here, and I know

    that I am a fighter. I may feel like ending my life, but I should be proud of myself for coming a long way and still being strong. But this battle will never end. That's the sad part.
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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