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I Have Thought About Suicde

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    I'm being tortured and there's no escape.

    .. All I want to do is run... Run away and accept my fate... Or can someone help me... Anyone?
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 10

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    warriorally warriorally 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I have lightly considered before.

    But I would never do it, because I'm too afraid of the pain and I have goals and ambitions in life.
    Akakios1 Akakios1 13-15, M 6 Responses Apr 4

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    eatthekids1stplease eatthekids1stplease 18-21, M Jul 18

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    I am still here, and I know

    that I am a fighter. I may feel like ending my life, but I should be proud of myself for coming a long way and still being strong. But this battle will never end. That's the sad part.
    llovelyfallenangell llovelyfallenangell 16-17, F 3 Responses Mar 17

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    Suicide does not end the chances of life

    getting worst, suicide just eliminates the possibility of it ever getting better.
    Glo59 Glo59 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 7

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    I Just Wanna Let Go

    Sometimes I feel like I am the only one who can see the truth behind life and it scares me. I see people worrying about school, relationships, and other problems and I'm jealous of them. Why cant I just worry about normal stuff? Why don't they see how pointless everything is...
    xBrickWallx xBrickWallx 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 20, 2013

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    I had another bad day.

    I want to kill myself on Sunday. I just don't know what to do anymore. I've thought about cutting and just want to escape all of this pain and frustration. Help
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 12

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    MatildaBlack MatildaBlack 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 2

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    I almost killed myself this morning.

    I just want to be dead to leave the pain that I feel. I want to die but can't get myself to do it. I don't know what to do anymore. Help
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I know I have so much to live for,

    but all the pain inside doesn't seem to make it worth it. I just want the pain to stop. It scares me that this is what crosses my mind to make that pain end. I want to die.
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I think about it some times.

    How it would be easy just to wipe my self a way from the miserable life. That there's gonna come the day where everything I said or did will no longer matter. That, what's the point really. I'd just be helping a lot of people out by disappearing, better yet, probably not being...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 4

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    My boyfriend who I thought I was going to spend

    the rest of my life with left me. We lived together, slept with each other every night. Took baths with each other made dinner for each other. He got me a ring and said he promises to be with me forever. My heart is broken: he said the relationship is not something he wants. He...
    Mangocupcakes Mangocupcakes 16-17, F 1 Response a week ago

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    So update . Nothing really new still In the

    same misery I was a year ago . But now worse bc I'm trying to balance being the perfect weight pleasing people that end up leaving me or playing me the same way my husband played me . I can't seem to be happy . It so much negative all at once . I want to be happy. Men that I...
    amandalovee24 amandalovee24 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm literally failing every single aspect of my

    life. I'm not good at anything and all I do is make the people around me annoyed and pissed. Really just want to die.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F Sep 11

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    I've thought about suicide a lot lately.

    However, I've never thought about actually going through with it. I've been thinking about death. And I think the best way to die would be at my own hand. I'd really have to think my reasons through. And I wouldn't want to go in a stereotypical fashion. I don't know why I've...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F Aug 21

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    Suicide is not the answer.

    I've thought about it before.... I'm not saying its selfish in no way are you being selfish if you kill yourself.... But think if all the things you can become.... All the things you can be, all the thing you have been. Message me if you need someone to talk to. I'm young, yes...
    Hintin Hintin 13-15, M Aug 20

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    I don't want to hurt my family.

    I can't go through with it because I can't bear the thought of traumatizing them like that. I guess that's what keeps me going :)
    tonib123 tonib123 16-17, F 7 Responses Jul 17

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    I cannot stop thinking of suicide.

    It's been flooding my thoughts strong for the past 3 days. I'm afraid I will just snap! But due to my strong religious beliefs-I won't go to heaven. I'm so scared!!
    wheelsxoxo wheelsxoxo 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 21

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    I just wanted to say thank you to everyone on

    here. I never posted an experience but the people here are all so nice and let me know that I'm not alone. Even if you don't know my story I know that I can talk on here and that I won't be judged!
    skysplits skysplits 16-17, F May 28

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    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Haithere354 Haithere354 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    Crap can just be overwhelming!

    So the thoughts are bound to happen. But I believe there's always a way out of that darkness. For me it was God and His Son My Lord Savior Jesus Christ. Still hard at times, but I deal and keep moving. No one said it was easy. Whether it's faith, religion, someone to talk...
    Salute2MyFlaws Salute2MyFlaws 18-21, F 5 Responses Sep 11

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    There's that stupid thought again.

    And the plan is right behind :/
    jackjack600 jackjack600 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    The awful moment when you realize

    that no one you know will actually care if you commit suicide
    ExpressionDepression ExpressionDepression 22-25, M 1 Response Dec 8, 2013

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    No one would miss me

    if I died today..
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 5 Responses Sep 1

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    I don't see the point.

    I just feel like I am a burden to those around me. I can't stop thinking about what happened between me and this girl and it's been almost 5 years since it happened and I still haven't gotten over it. I think if I'm gone then I will be able to let go of her. I know what day I...
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Elienseys Elienseys 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I'm thinking of killing myself next Sunday.

    I can't take it anymore. I feel like I have no importance to people at times and I still miss her after 5 years.
    Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy Lifeisgoodtearsofjoy 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 7

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    I just got out of a mental hospital

    for suicdal thoughts and planning hated every second won't go back in my own cops will have to take me
    Jungle46 Jungle46 46-50, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    Yep quite a lot. I have drunk bleach

    and overdosed on pills but I'm not yet dead. I was thinking about killing myself this summer but it cannot happen now because I have the eyes of my friends and family on me but i don't doubt the fact that I am still capable of doing it.
    littlecrazymia littlecrazymia 13-15, F 6 Responses Aug 12

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    I have thought about it.

    Many times. I'm not proud of it. But it happened.
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 26-30, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Yesterday, it was horrible.

    I'm still thinking about it 😰 I'm so scared
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I keep confiding in people

    that I plan to commit suicide and no one takes me seriously. So much for being cared for and missed and all that crap.
    PurpleHart PurpleHart 16-17, F 4 Responses Jul 5

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    The darkness is back.

    The pills aren't helping and nobody cares. I'm tired of trying when each day just brings more pain, more disappointments, and more loneliness. I'm never enough for anyone. Never good enough, never smart enough, never good-looking enough, never talented enough. Just never...
    Transluminal2010 Transluminal2010 41-45, M 7 Responses May 11

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    0love 0love 18-21 3 Responses Sep 11

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    August 26, 2011

    This was one of the worst days of my life. Actually, it started a incredibly bad downward slide that still now has not reached the bottom. I sat on my couch, alone in my place. My wife was out 'scoring'....part of the problem... The money was gone. All of it. Things were being...
    amodelcitizen amodelcitizen 36-40, M 7 Responses May 2, 2013

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    Very Dark Moments...

    December was not a great month. In fact...it hadn't been that great of a year if I was being completely honest.   I sat alone staring out at the snow floating down from above...and realized I had never felt so utterly alone in my entire life. My melancholy had clearly...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 9 Responses Feb 7, 2012

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    I cut myself pretty bad a month ago.

    Not intending on suicide but I came close. I can't help but think what reason I'm still on earth.
    TheLonelyStoner95 TheLonelyStoner95 18-21, M 2 Responses May 20

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    I have thought about suicide

    when i was a kid and i still do but now i just hide all my feels im literally a soulless doll that doesn't say to many words. I watch everything thats going people don't know this but i know thing they dont want every one esle to know...
    LolipopGummi LolipopGummi 18-21, T 1 Response Mar 7

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    I haven't in a while though.

    Life's been so good lately and I don't plan on thinking about it ever again. But when I was younger I did. I've thought about it seriously three times. Once I tried but I didn't have the balls to take all the sleeping pills and I'm glad I didn't. The second time I tried to use a...
    genericidiot genericidiot 16-17, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    :'(

    Even after my O.D i still think about cutting i havent yet but it's like every time im in a low mood when i feel like life's got nufing for me i just wanna cut myself really deep because in that moment of time death sounds pretty good.
    ohmylife ohmylife 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 24, 2012

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    When i was 7 years old I was in the third grade

    and i started my menstrual cycle then. Well long story short my cycles were hell I'd have the worst cramps and was told at a young age I'd have to take birth control. I hated the fact but it was in 2012 thanksgiving weekend (the Saturday after) I told my mother I couldn't handle...
    cittykatluv cittykatluv 18-21, F Sep 11

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    Ever thought of suicide thoughts.

    Well I know I have many times. But I'm too afraid to do anything I'm a weakling. Don't get me wrong I don't want anyone to feel bad or sorry for me I just want to express my feeling through here. Well I always thought would anyone really miss me or would they just miss me for...
    ErenJ ErenJ 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 27, 2013

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    My names amber and I have thought about suicide

    a lot. I have so many problems at home and school is really stressful. My parents don't understand how hard it could be to be a teenager, they think "you only go to school and back so why should you be tired?" But they don't understand how frustrating school is. My friends act...
    diamond104 diamond104 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 16

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    Trigger warning! I almost did it yesterday.

    I had a razor blade in my hand and started to think about where it was best to cut. I had heard that there was a certain way to do it, but I had no knowledge of how to do it. Then I had read before that slitting your wrists has a high failure rate, so I stopped. If im going to...
    DifferentOutsider DifferentOutsider 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    It's creeping up on me right

    now :( I just want it to stop! I hate thinking about it!!!
    NegativePulse NegativePulse 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    4sh1ynn 4sh1ynn 13-15, F 27 Responses Jul 13

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    Honestly, I didn't have a rough life growing up.

    Given, it wasn't easy, I had my fair share of **** to go through at a very young age, but many have had worse than I. But ever since I can remember, I've wanted to give up on life. Even as a little girl on the playground. I didn't see the point in living. I've never truly felt...
    cgu94 cgu94 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 2

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    Things like "it gets better"

    and "suicide is a permanent solution to a temoprary problem" may be true, but they don't really help to stop a person from killing themselves. Just be there for them and talk to them and listen, and cheer them up, but don't pretend to know how they feel. We can't. AND don't ever...
    YukiUeda17 YukiUeda17 16-17, M 1 Response Jun 13

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    How to sit with someone

    who is suicidal? Understand that their longing for death is really their longing for Home. This is a spiritual crisis, not merely a medical one. They are trying to awaken from a nightmare. By all means, call a doctor, obtain professional medical help, get them to a hospital...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Apr 13

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    My brother is mean my school is mean I have

    bullies and ect don't try to talk about it with me I'm only 11 I have cut but I've stoped I'm happy my blade is at school bc I'm about to cut and ect and it's at school bc my blade is a pencil sharpener blade
    imnotthatspecia imnotthatspecia 13-15, F Aug 25

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    Every night go to sleep,

    I wish that I would never wake up.
    lamiavarc lamiavarc 16-17, F 9 Responses Aug 17

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    I'm Here For You

    Wanna kill yourself? Imagine this. You come home from school one day. You’ve had yet another horrible day. You’re just ready to give up. So you go to your room, close the door, and take out that suicide note you’ve written and rewritten over and over and over You take out...