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I Have Thought About Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 31 People

    It seems like it comes without warning.

    Especially at night, when the light fades, my demons awaken to haunt my mind. They are relentless in their conquest to get me to do the unthinkable. The pain, as much as I fight, as hard as I try, keeps getting worse. Russian Roulette, Acetone, overdosing on tylenol, all seem...
    AnubisRising AnubisRising
    26-30, M
    Jun 12, 2014

    It's a sensitive subject

    that most would rather avoid. I'm not asking for help or looking for someone to listen. I'd just like to get it off my chest a little. I still have scars from years ago when I used to self-harm. I have fewer on my right wrist cause I'm right-handed but I felt I had to start...
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    1 Response Mar 9, 2014

    Weighing up the negatives

    and positives as to why I shouldn't give up. I don't have many positives. Why is mental health so hard... I'm literally hanging on by a piece of string and I don't know how much longer I can hold on for.
    Chenzo1989 Chenzo1989
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 1, 2014

    One time my mom grounded me

    for two years because she would not get me a good phone and i took her old one and deleted everything for games and apps then it turns out it had all of my little brothers dad's text messages about walking out on him and he did but my mom kept it so if he ever came back and...
    malik1720 malik1720
    26-30, M
    Jun 18, 2014

    There have been times in everyones life

    where they have a low point. Where they feel like they hit rock bottom. I have felt like that before. And lately i have felt like that more often. Its not that I want to commit suicide, but sometimes I just think about what would happen if I did. I weigh it out just to make sure...
    thatguyoverthere93 thatguyoverthere93
    22-25, M
    Apr 5, 2014

    I don't always think about it.

    When I don't, I still feel really dow, as if no one would care.. I self harm. My parents think I stopped, but I haven't. Actualy, I'm getting worse. I want to get some form of help, but I don't lnow what to do. The suicidal thoughts are getting more frequent.. I'm thinking about...
    imdoneitneverends imdoneitneverends
    22-25, F
    Dec 11, 2013
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