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I Have Thoughts About Killing Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 20 People

    Breaking Up With Gf Of 5 Years...

    is really hard right now. when i tell you she loved me more than life its self she did and now its all gone. she loved me with everything she had. i didnt know she loved me this much until she ended it with me. i really have a hard time letting people get close to me like my gf...
    alennyc alennyc
    31-35, M
    Dec 9, 2009

    A While Ago

    The first real time I thought about comitting suicide was in seventh grade. That is really really young! My plan was to go home after school go to my closet and hang myself. I remember being at school that day and in my last class the teacher said, "don't forget your work...
    Dereknl Dereknl
    18-21, M
    6 Responses May 5, 2008

    I Just Don't Understand...

    I'm 19 years old. I have everything I could possibly ask for. I'm going to a fantastic school, I'm getting good grades, I have great friends, but for some reason for the past year I have been hit with the worst anxiety and depression ever. It has been the strongest and most...
    jadedupe jadedupe
    18-21, M
    May 31, 2012

    Falling Down

     Usually I am the kind of "look on the bright side" kind of a person and I will just pick myself up when I fall down.  The issue is that picking myself up is becoming harder and harder.  It seems as if everytime something looks up, it just gets thrown back in my...
    slowlydrowning slowlydrowning
    18-21, M
    Jan 13, 2010

    I Tried It Once

    I did try to end my life when I was 12, but luckily it didn't work. My mom was married to an alcoholic jackhole who made our lives miserable and my dad couldn't do much to stop my misery. Events after that made my teenage years pretty interesting and I came out pretty well...
    Jesticles Jesticles
    26-30, F
    Jul 17, 2012

    I Just Dont Know.. Where to Go From Here.

    I have had a couple of thoughts about suicide. I don't think there is a purpose for me to be on this earth anymore. My experiences have made me want to die. Some good experiences, although the rest horrible. Me being molested was the biggest most scariest experience i've been...
    autumnfalls autumnfalls
    18-21, F
    9 Responses May 4, 2008

    Death Sounds Nice

    I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL ONE YEAR OLD DAUGHTER WHO LOVES LIFE BECAUSE OF THE LAUGHS SHE GETS OUT OF THE ENJOYMENT OF BEING AROUND HER MOTHER & FATHER. I HAVE BEEN WITH HER FATHER FOR 2 YEARS SEEMS LIKE AN ENTIRNITY. AT THE BEGINING I WAS SO IN LOVE WITH HIM TO ONLY FIND OUT HE WAS...
    LIFE93 LIFE93
    18-21
    Nov 3, 2012

    Death Sounds Really Good Rightnow

     I have been with my hubby for 15 yrs.... Now I think he is s;eeping with his STEP SISTER...... My family wont listen... I feel as if I am a ghost.. no mater I do I cant win..   No matter what I do in life I mees up...
    lonliehousewife lonliehousewife
    31-35
    2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

    Thoughts Of Suicide

    I'm 18 and I've suffered from Panic and Anxiety Disorder since I was ten. It all started after my mom got sick and she and my dad were at the hospital 24/7 and I never saw them. My older sister took care of me and my other siblings so my dad didn't have to leave my mom at the...
    cleartoexist cleartoexist
    18-21, F
    May 11, 2010

    No Title Just What I Feel And What Got Me There

    i have had thorght of killing myself since i was 6 year old young i know. I felt that way after the first time my farther touch me in a way i knew was wrong but i was to scared to tell anyone so i went through the scarey night the pain the heart ache the nasty thoughts making me...
    BDALIFE BDALIFE
    22-25
    Aug 14, 2012
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