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I Have Thoughts Of Murdering People

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    Murder - The majority of my thoughts are based on murdering people. I've asked a really close friend about it and while she knows it's not right, she was really supportive when she...
    Ns9erfan Ns9erfan 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Should I Do It ? - I heard him early that morning , i did, im positive i did  but i cant go to the police because of my fear of what he might do to me if was to find out im the...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2013

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    You Got A F*cking Death Wish, I'm A Genie It'll Get Done - Victim, victim, honey you're my fifth one Honey on that topping when I stuff you in my system Rape a pregnant ***** and...
    hgosch hgosch 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 17, 2011

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    I Want To Know They Died Suffering - I hope someone does kill my relativeshangings, chainsaw massacre or knifing I don't caremy fave one is them being on a plane or a rocket...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    Dance With Me... - Wiping your blood from my fingers an elegant dance I've begun to crave the taste succulent, warming shimmering blades tickle demise lightly shower my world with...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr 31-35, F May 27, 2012

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    Wow - I have been divorced over a year from a true narcissit. I have two teenage children. My ex has encouraged them to have nothing to do with me although I did nothing she has...
    sammy20 sammy20 46-50 Nov 29, 2012

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    But..... - that is all they are, and all they would ever be. I guess its the creative side of me. Its not even like I target to murder someone, or even plan it, its just, I've had...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 25, 2010

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    I have a weird desire to kill.. Myself as well
    ChrisHogan ChrisHogan 13-15, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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