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I Have Thoughts Of Murdering People

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 240 People

    Hatred

    I have thought about killing my step father and his kids because they are so f ucking mean. They talk about me behind my back and make fun of my mental illnesses. They have made my life a lot more miserable. I would drug them and then torture them till they appologized and...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    Dance With Me...

    Wiping your blood from my fingers an elegant dance I've begun to crave the taste succulent, warming shimmering blades tickle demise lightly shower my world with joy tingling your guilt cuts deep to trickle merrious melodies or screams I bow as if to say thank you for your...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr 31-35, F May 27, 2012

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    Wow

    I have been divorced over a year from a true narcissit. I have two teenage children. My ex has encouraged them to have nothing to do with me although I did nothing she has accused me of. My son will have no part of it. My daughter believes every story as they evolve to no...
    sammy20 sammy20 46-50 Nov 29, 2012

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    I've been having thoughts about murdering my

    entire family. I always feel like this every second of the day. I just want to take my father's gun a shoot every single one of them in the head while they are sleeping... But these are just my thoughts, I never really would act on these..... But, ****!! I just feel like...
    BrutallyHonest13 BrutallyHonest13 22-25, F 1 Response Feb 19

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    does anyone else have a feeling

    that one day theyre just gonna murder someone?
    kinkykittymeow kinkykittymeow 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 15, 2014

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    I have a doll house fantasy with my apartment

    complex. Where I would go into everyone's home the middle of the night when they were all asleep, and quietly as possible kill them, dress them, and place them about the house - dad on the couch, wife in the kitchen, kid in the bath tub. & I would do this un every single...
    HeyThereHeather HeyThereHeather 26-30, F 2 Responses May 7

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    does anybody else just get seriously intense

    urges to hurt or harm someone or something physically for no particular reason???
    bonedecay bonedecay 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 17, 2014

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    I woke up from a very realistic dream

    where I had carried out a murder of someone I have fantasized about at least 1,000 in my head. I was filled with excitement and passion and I tried to talk myself down and feel ashamed but I couldn't. I just felt empowered and even more in love with myself and what im becoming.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity 18-21, F 3 Responses May 25, 2014

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    I want to do it so bad,

    right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope and dream, and feed off your happiness, pull it into me with your flesh. And when theres nothing left of your soul/mind I...
    JamieMostra JamieMostra 26-30, T 1 Response Apr 28

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    I Want To Know They Died Suffering

    I hope someone does kill my relativeshangings, chainsaw massacre or knifing I don't caremy fave one is them being on a plane or a rocket getting lost forever in space...the idea of a Concorde or plane getting lost in space sounds exciting to meor a lion dens massacre at the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    ChrisHogan ChrisHogan 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 30, 2014

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    i really want to kill my mother's ex

    because he have made so much bas things in my and my family's life, I fantasy about killing him
    hope02345 hope02345 13-15, F Jan 23

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    I never really would act on these

    and I definitely didn't ask for them but I don't hate the thoughts either because they're just thoughts. I really think of this only when it comes to a vile human being. I also have dreams about murdering if I really dislike someone. I think it's a stress relief thing.
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    Should I Do It ?

    I heard him early that morning , i did, im positive i did  but i cant go to the police because of my fear of what he might do to me if was to find out im the one who reported him. It was around 2 am Monday morning, I was up preparing for an exam which i had few hours later. i...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 4 Responses Oct 15, 2013

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    I want to kill my mother.

    she's a verbally abusive woman who yells at me for 3 hours because I didn't do the dishes. she even yelled at me when I was crying in front of relatives, And this was 10 minutes after my dog got ran over by a car. I just wanna get my belt and strangle her.
    Darcy616 Darcy616 22-25, M Dec 2, 2014

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    But.....

    that is all they are, and all they would ever be. I guess its the creative side of me. Its not even like I target to murder someone, or even plan it, its just, I've had dreams, where I have commited murder before, and I think its just the dark side of me, but that is all they are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 25, 2010

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    Murder

    The majority of my thoughts are based on murdering people. I've asked a really close friend about it and while she knows it's not right, she was really supportive when she talked to me about it. But I still feel like she doesn't understand. I want people to feel excruciating pain...
    Ns9erfan Ns9erfan 18-21, M 6 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    Nothing serious! Just a fantasy of a random

    tree falling on my ex husband. No I don't own a chainsaw
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses Dec 2, 2014

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    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 6 Responses Jan 30

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    I'm 15 years old. I guess you could call me a

    Nihilist.. Someone who doesn't value life or anyones elses. Someone who thinks life has no meaning but can still be happy. SO basically, I have these insane, murderous tendencies that I can't control. My other side takes control and loves torture and killing things. I wouldn't...
    ThatOnePerson5467 ThatOnePerson5467 13-15, M 1 Response May 25

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    I play out murdering people in my head

    and see and imagine every detail of how I would from tormenting first then slowlt killing them so precisely to which too savor their screams and holding them close to watch their souls leave their eyes as they gargle on their blood or bleed out. but unfortunately it's illegal...
    ChildOfLilith ChildOfLilith 26-30, M Mar 18

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    because of this i cant find a girlfriend as i know there in me for my money, most of them are shallow and dont wanna get to know me, like woah!
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    You make me have thoughts that are so much unbelievably sexy...THANK YOU.
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    Do we meet each other by chance, or is fate? Are we placed in each others lives for reason, or are we floating aimlessly in and out of each others lives? I choose to believe we are...
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    I have been reading people's posts every now and then today, and even written what I wanted to comment, but couldn't make myself click the post button. I made excuses like this was...
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    Cancer Cancer Cancer::::: I posted in earlier post about my sister-in-law’s battle with cancer. It was a hard fought battle and I would love to say there were no causalities...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 19 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm in love with my ex n I know I can't have him anymore that hurts I feel useless because I couldn't help him I wish that he would come and there could be a us again but I...
    angie314 angie314 13-15, F 1 Response May 15

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    Being interesting is like being a lady. If you have to remind people you are, you aren't. (Adapted from a quote originally by Margaret Thatcher)
    FryyM FryyM 22-25, M 3 Responses May 19

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    Not just some stupid thing kids who won't get offline till 3AM say I'm legit diagnoised and annoyed nobody around me knows what I deal with. While the world sleeps my body aches...
    RedDog123321 RedDog123321 18-21, M May 21

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    I have thoughts daily, multiple times a day. meds don't help. I feel even more lost. idk what to do anymore.
    jereljf2012 jereljf2012 18-21, T 2 Responses a week ago

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    I found out a month ago. I still cry and have the thoughts of people finding out thinking or calling me dirty. I can't even look at the guy that gave it to me. I'm still alil angry...
    kimmkayye kimmkayye 18-21, F 3 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    Sometimes I wish that I didn't have thoughts. Everyday I find my mind racing with thoughts and images and it gives me headaches. There's too much noise and I can't focus.I do what...
    BlackSeoul BlackSeoul 18-21, F May 14

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    I sometimes can't help but have thoughts of holding you, kissing you, and cuddling with you under the sheets.. "You are so beautiful to me."
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    I think I may have Menieres Disease by the symptoms I've had for over a year. Loss of hearing, ringing high pitch sound, slight dizziness when standing. And now after researching...
    LivingLifeOneDayAtATime LivingLifeOneDayAtATime 41-45, M May 14

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    To you my future sweetheart, I know you are out there, so I will wait for you, patiently...(words by Janette..IKZ) But I know you, you are already praying for me. Even never...
    RavenS45 RavenS45 18-21, F May 18

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    I did this when I was 16 and 17 when I just walked away from the people I knew in school and decided to go my own way in life. It wasn’t being bullied was the problem (I was), I...
    DARRIN001 DARRIN001 36-40, M May 19

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    I'd like to challenge this statement. We can tell ourselves that we admire people with intelligence and therefore we are, but the problem is that intelligence is defined in...
    MrSpecify MrSpecify 18-21, M 2 Responses May 19

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    Why I have trust issues.. People like to tell everyone else things. Smh. 1 true friend. 1. You can't been keep a damn friendship these days because everyone likes to know...
    HisPrincess343 HisPrincess343 13-15, F May 10

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    This is very true. I come off very innocent. Not to say that I have done anything horrible, because I haven't. But I have cheated on my fiancé and I have lied to him. I have lied...
    JSprague91 JSprague91 22-25, F 15 Responses May 4

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    i don't believe I've been blocked , but i have blocked rude people and pervs.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F May 4

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    I lost all faith in god. I wanna die but im so afraid of what comes after. Nothing makes sense anymore. I saw my best friend today. I found out that shes in an abusive relationship...