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I Have Thoughts Of Murdering People

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    Hatred

    I have thought about killing my step father and his kids because they are so f ucking mean. They talk about me behind my back and make fun of my mental illnesses. They have made my life a lot more miserable. I would drug them and then torture them till they appologized and...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 16, 2011

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    ChrisHogan ChrisHogan 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 30

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    But.....

    that is all they are, and all they would ever be. I guess its the creative side of me. Its not even like I target to murder someone, or even plan it, its just, I've had dreams, where I have commited murder before, and I think its just the dark side of me, but that is all they are...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Nov 25, 2010

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    does anybody else just get seriously intense

    urges to hurt or harm someone or something physically for no particular reason???
    bonedecay bonedecay 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 17

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    I Want To Know They Died Suffering

    I hope someone does kill my relativeshangings, chainsaw massacre or knifing I don't caremy fave one is them being on a plane or a rocket getting lost forever in space...the idea of a Concorde or plane getting lost in space sounds exciting to meor a lion dens massacre at the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals 36-40, F 1 Response May 13, 2012

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    Dance With Me...

    Wiping your blood from my fingers an elegant dance I've begun to crave the taste succulent, warming shimmering blades tickle demise lightly shower my world with joy tingling your guilt cuts deep to trickle merrious melodies or screams I bow as if to say thank you for your...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr 31-35, F May 27, 2012

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    Murder

    The majority of my thoughts are based on murdering people. I've asked a really close friend about it and while she knows it's not right, she was really supportive when she talked to me about it. But I still feel like she doesn't understand. I want people to feel excruciating pain...
    Ns9erfan Ns9erfan 16-17, M 3 Responses Oct 20, 2013

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    does anyone else have a feeling

    that one day theyre just gonna murder someone?
    kinkykittymeow kinkykittymeow 18-21, F Aug 15

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    Should I Do It ?

    I heard him early that morning , i did, im positive i did  but i cant go to the police because of my fear of what he might do to me if was to find out im the one who reported him. It was around 2 am Monday morning, I was up preparing for an exam which i had few hours later. i...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 15, 2013

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    I woke up from a very realistic dream

    where I had carried out a murder of someone I have fantasized about at least 1,000 in my head. I was filled with excitement and passion and I tried to talk myself down and feel ashamed but I couldn't. I just felt empowered and even more in love with myself and what im becoming.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity 18-21, F 2 Responses May 25

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    Wow

    I have been divorced over a year from a true narcissit. I have two teenage children. My ex has encouraged them to have nothing to do with me although I did nothing she has accused me of. My son will have no part of it. My daughter believes every story as they evolve to no...
    sammy20 sammy20 46-50 Nov 29, 2012

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    Right now I don't know why

    but I really want to kill my cousin she has done nothing to annoy me yet but I feel like in 1 hour everything is going to change i just hope I can contain my self.
    vay123 vay123 16-17, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    They're what stop me and I'm no different than most people ,I'm not writing this to tell my story I'm attempting to write what it is that has people remove the power and potential...
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    Today I am feeling like this for sure. It seems like no one wants to be around me. When I open my mouth, usually something stupid comes out, and then I get contradicted or...
    goldenbeginning goldenbeginning 31-35, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Trusting people in particular has always been a problem for me. I have been through some pretty harrowing times in my life but it used to take very little for me to trust people...
    bec413 bec413 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    :) on the outside but :( in the inside!I've been through a lot of pain physically as well as psychologically so i've been through hell and been through a lot more than a average 21...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    WARNING: LONG POST AHEAD I dont really have any friends and i havent had any for many years except my wife and kids. I have a few people i talk to online but other than that no...
    shinjorai shinjorai 36-40, M 2 Responses Aug 10

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    First of all, thank you for sharing; I can't imagine what would I have done without people in the same situation I am posting their stories, knowing I am not the only one, knowing...
    alinie alinie 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    allisondela allisondela 18-21, F Aug 14

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    Well, I don't think this is advice, but something to remind people who've been hurt in relationships. My last boyfriend hurt me a lot and I didn't expect that he would ever break...
    innocentflower innocentflower 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 3

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    I only have 2 real friends, and i m crushing on one of them...I don't have many friends...People always tell me to make more friends, but I think I am picky in making friends...don...
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    Genuine connections are fairly hit and miss in life but I am fortunate to have a few people I have such a connection with. I look at the experience groups I've added like this one...
    didyouseethat didyouseethat 41-45, F 5 Responses Aug 8

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    I'm just not cut out for then. I'm emotionally spent, like all the time. My first serious relationship was online- we didn't even put a label on it, we just talked all the time...
    kxCobra kxCobra 18-21, F Aug 8

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    I have been watching people since my college days. Nothing better than to watching others at the beach, elevators, and other places.
    bethanyinusa bethanyinusa 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 9

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    Irridescentgirl Irridescentgirl 51-55, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    It seems that I cannot really trust anyone worthy. I use to be so naive.. In an odd way this was a very good thing. But now I have horrible nightmares and a deep feeling of sadness...
    RayneZ RayneZ 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Xyanii Xyanii 22-25, F 8 Responses Aug 13

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    laurenstone97 laurenstone97 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 14

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    I'm gonna be blunt: I need help. I decided before that I wanna get fat (I'm sick of being thin) , but I feel like I have to tell people; I mean, sucking in my (hoping to be...
    Cha0tikShad0ws Cha0tikShad0ws 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 16

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