I Have Thoughts Of Murdering People

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    I woke up from a very realistic dream

    where I had carried out a murder of someone I have fantasized about at least 1,000 in my head. I was filled with excitement and passion and I tried to talk myself down and feel ashamed but I couldn't. I just felt empowered and even more in love with myself and what im becoming.
    Mercurylucidity Mercurylucidity
    22-25, F
    3 Responses May 25, 2014


    The majority of my thoughts are based on murdering people. I've asked a really close friend about it and while she knows it's not right, she was really supportive when she talked to me about it. But I still feel like she doesn't understand. I want people to feel excruciating pain...
    Ns9erfan Ns9erfan
    18-21, M
    7 Responses Oct 20, 2013

    I have a doll house fantasy with my apartment

    complex. Where I would go into everyone's home the middle of the night when they were all asleep, and quietly as possible kill them, dress them, and place them about the house - dad on the couch, wife in the kitchen, kid in the bath tub. & I would do this un every single...
    HeyThereHeather HeyThereHeather
    26-30, F
    May 7, 2015


    that is all they are, and all they would ever be. I guess its the creative side of me. Its not even like I target to murder someone, or even plan it, its just, I've had dreams, where I have commited murder before, and I think its just the dark side of me, but that is all they are...
    deleted deleted
    Nov 25, 2010

    I want to kill my mother.

    she's a verbally abusive woman who yells at me for 3 hours because I didn't do the dishes. she even yelled at me when I was crying in front of relatives, And this was 10 minutes after my dog got ran over by a car. I just wanna get my belt and strangle her.
    Darcy616 Darcy616
    22-25, M
    Dec 2, 2014

    i really want to kill my mother's ex

    because he have made so much bas things in my and my family's life, I fantasy about killing him
    hope02345 hope02345
    16-17, F
    Jan 23, 2015

    i keep my anger bottled

    and sometimes i imagine killing everyone around me,including my own family babies and all .i have nightmares and i wake up crying i don't want to hurt anyone but i also want to destroy everything, i have depression,anxiety and suicidal thoughts im a complete ******* wreck
    mikey7879 mikey7879
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 23, 2015
    ChrisHogan ChrisHogan
    18-21, M
    1 Response Mar 30, 2014

    There are times when I dream of being a woman

    stalking those who have wrongef me and murdering them. Then watching them slowly die and laughing in their face. Maybe I shouldn't feel this way but I do.
    GsyBTBBoots GsyBTBBoots
    46-50, M
    2 Responses Jul 14, 2015
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jun 11, 2015

    Should I Do It ?

    I heard him early that morning , i did, im positive i did  but i cant go to the police because of my fear of what he might do to me if was to find out im the one who reported him. It was around 2 am Monday morning, I was up preparing for an exam which i had few hours later. i...
    BlueFloraKae BlueFloraKae
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2013

    does anybody else just get seriously intense

    urges to hurt or harm someone or something physically for no particular reason???
    bonedecay bonedecay
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Aug 17, 2014

    Let’s go human hunting!

    There’s a small island of the coast, it’s uninhabitable because it floods a lot, but when the tide is low it’s the perfect opportunity! We’ll kidnap a beauty, knock her out, ***** her down, give her some recuperation time, and a note explaining what she’s gotten...
    Domienixxx Domienixxx
    Jul 30, 2015

    There are a few people im thinking about

    killing. I'm not yet in the planning stages but I'm getting mentally prepared. It's going to be the best day of my life. And the last.
    deleted deleted
    Sep 13, 2015

    This boy, Logan Booth.

    ruined the lives of many in my school including mine, but he always had a friend with him. his friend's name I think is Jayden. when I kill Logan, if Jayden tries to protect him. I will kill him too. Logan, I'm coming for ya.
    Chief20Tribe20 Chief20Tribe20
    22-25, M
    Mar 7, 2016
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Jan 30, 2015

    Anyone wanna talk I'm very mess up

    so be carful Hehe🙃
    Tenshouhifuhihifuu Tenshouhifuhihifuu
    16-17, F
    2 Responses Apr 12, 2016

    does anyone else have a feeling

    that one day theyre just gonna murder someone?
    kinkykittymeow kinkykittymeow
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Aug 15, 2014

    Dance With Me...

    Wiping your blood from my fingers an elegant dance I've begun to crave the taste succulent, warming shimmering blades tickle demise lightly shower my world with joy tingling your guilt cuts deep to trickle merrious melodies or screams I bow as if to say thank you for your...
    bdmthrfkr bdmthrfkr
    36-40, F
    May 27, 2012

    I want to do it so bad,

    right now! Not just take you, but own you, and use you, destroy you-not your body but your mind, your soul. I want to shatter every confidence, every hope and dream, and feed off your happiness, pull it into me with your flesh. And when theres nothing left of your soul/mind I...
    Domienixxx Domienixxx
    Apr 28, 2015

    I play out murdering people in my head

    and see and imagine every detail of how I would from tormenting first then slowlt killing them so precisely to which too savor their screams and holding them close to watch their souls leave their eyes as they gargle on their blood or bleed out. but unfortunately it's illegal...
    ChildOfLilith ChildOfLilith
    26-30, M
    Mar 18, 2015

    I Want To Know They Died Suffering

    I hope someone does kill my relativeshangings, chainsaw massacre or knifing I don't caremy fave one is them being on a plane or a rocket getting lost forever in space...the idea of a Concorde or plane getting lost in space sounds exciting to meor a lion dens massacre at the...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    1 Response May 13, 2012

    By the way, I would NEVER act on these.

    Now, for some reason I keep having thoughts of murdering random people. I think out senarios where they have to die.
    annonymous56 annonymous56
    16-17, F
    1 Response Sep 7, 2015

    I've been having thoughts about murdering my

    entire family. I always feel like this every second of the day. I just want to take my father's gun a shoot every single one of them in the head while they are sleeping... But these are just my thoughts, I never really would act on these..... But, ****!! I just feel like...
    Sunshineh13 Sunshineh13
    26-30, F
    1 Response Feb 19, 2015

    I never really would act on these

    and I definitely didn't ask for them but I don't hate the thoughts either because they're just thoughts. I really think of this only when it comes to a vile human being. I also have dreams about murdering if I really dislike someone. I think it's a stress relief thing.
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Feb 13, 2015


    I have thought about killing my step father and his kids because they are so f ucking mean. They talk about me behind my back and make fun of my mental illnesses. They have made my life a lot more miserable. I would drug them and then torture them till they appologized and...
    SomewhereTomorrow SomewhereTomorrow
    18-21, F
    5 Responses Apr 16, 2011

    Nothing serious! Just a fantasy of a random

    tree falling on my ex husband. No I don't own a chainsaw
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    1 Response Dec 2, 2014

    I'm 15 years old. I guess you could call me a

    Nihilist.. Someone who doesn't value life or anyones elses. Someone who thinks life has no meaning but can still be happy. SO basically, I have these insane, murderous tendencies that I can't control. My other side takes control and loves torture and killing things. I wouldn't...
    ThatOnePerson5467 ThatOnePerson5467
    18-21, M
    4 Responses May 25, 2015

    Christina. Is it true,

    bittch? Did you touch him? Did you hurt him? I usually take a lot of pleasure in my torture, not with you though. There's no game here. There's no threats. I'm going to kill you with my bare hands. Quickly, quietly. What kind of pathetic piece of shitt does that to the weak? You...
    Domienixxx Domienixxx
    Feb 3, 2016


    I have been divorced over a year from a true narcissit. I have two teenage children. My ex has encouraged them to have nothing to do with me although I did nothing she has accused me of. My son will have no part of it. My daughter believes every story as they evolve to no...
    sammy20 sammy20
    Nov 29, 2012
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