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I Have Thoughts of Suicide

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 37 People

    I think in the end ive become my own worst

    enemy. My therapist solved my biggest problem today that i will have a place to go after my parents die.yet its not enough to end the suicide plan.why?well for one its already been planned out.but not the main reason i have an intense urge to kill myself but i don't despite...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Sep 23, 2015

    No Exit.

    I just wish I was dead, but death is not easy. For starters, too many people depend upon me, which is a blessing and a curse: blessing: it prevents me from killing myself; curse: it adds to the pressure that I feel that makes me want to kill myself. Furthermore, I can see no...
    Kitsch1 Kitsch1
    36-40, M
    1 Response Sep 30, 2009

    What's Wrong With Me!

    I have a wonderful mother and father who would give their lives for me.  I have a brother and sister who would be there in a heartbeat if i needed them.  I have an amazing husband who puts up with my mood swings and everyday's ups and downs.  I have two...
    SadSuccubus SadSuccubus
    26-30, F
    Oct 14, 2009

    No Exit.

    I just wish I was dead, but death is not easy. For starters, too many people depend upon me, which is a blessing and a curse: blessing: it prevents me from killing myself; curse: it adds to the pressure that I feel that makes me want to kill myself. Furthermore, I can see no...
    Kitsch1 Kitsch1
    36-40, M
    Sep 30, 2009

    Not Sure What To Do :(

    I write this story with the chances of survival a few. Today I met a psychologist in the hope of giving me some relief from the kind of phobia I have I believe and the disorder that i dont know still what it is. First the attender a girl made a fool out of me today in the...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

    I Know I'm A Coward, But For Which Reason?

    They say you are a coward for wanting to die, right....so are you more of a coward for wanting to but not having the guts to go through with it?  Either way i know i'm a coward.  I've had thoughts of suicide since i was 11.  I even attempted suicide when i was 13...
    SadSuccubus SadSuccubus
    26-30, F
    2 Responses Oct 14, 2009

    Do You Agree?

    i think people who have thoughts of suicide do so because of pure hopelessness. they have no hope that anyone will ever really care about them, or that they will ever feel happy, or be worthwhile, or whatever the case may be. It doesn't make them cowards. It makes them tired. the...
    Annalou Annalou
    66-70, M
    1 Response Nov 14, 2009

    No Exit.

    I just wish I was dead, but death is not easy. For starters, too many people depend upon me, which is a blessing and a curse: blessing: it prevents me from killing myself; curse: it adds to the pressure that I feel that makes me want to kill myself. Furthermore, I can see no...
    Kitsch1 Kitsch1
    36-40, M
    Sep 30, 2009

    Thoughts? Ive Planned It Out

    in details nearly practiced as well but i got cold and wet but a watery grave is what i plan hope nobody finds me its a big oceon out there
    christinemelody christinemelody
    56-60, T
    1 Response Apr 3, 2013

    Too Scared

    I am too scared to do it ... thoughts , many thoughts have crossed my mind. I have never been able to do so . I have been a cutter for many years. What used to be a daily ritual is now a very seldom occasion. I have thoughts about suicide and cutting often but rarely do I follow...
    BRITTANYISUPSET BRITTANYISUPSET
    18-21, F
    1 Response Sep 9, 2009

    Dark

    when i feel very dark. I don't think about making statement as some do. in fact i wish i could do it without anyone ever knowing. life just seems so superficial and unreal most of the time. i guess when you don't have many connections with people and can't trust enough to...
    Annalou Annalou
    66-70, M
    Nov 14, 2009
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