I Have Thoughts That Could Shatter the Rational Mind

For those that have unique, bizarre, "out there" thoughts. 149 People

    Oh Yeah

    If you even began to comprehend what I was thinking about your head would explode! Maybe a little dramatic, but I really feel that way a lot. I tell things to scientists and they are like "what....?" I mean stuff people don't even consider or...
    VincentValentine VincentValentine
    31-35, M
    12 Responses Aug 12, 2009

    ....

    It's true. You can't handle some of the thoughts I have in my mind.  They willl shock you, scare you, and make you change your mind about your very existence so don't even ask because you can't handle my thoughts.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    3 Responses Oct 5, 2009

    My friend said I remind her of a fairy,

    so I claimed that I am a glitter fairy who sprinkles glitter on everyone to make them happy :P Then we said that I am a dark water skinny dipping fairy. I think we said some more things but this is most of what I remember. Yes, I always have insane thoughts lol.
    ErraticSarcastic ErraticSarcastic
    31-35, F
    Nov 19, 2015

    Minded

    Minded, winded, I have thoughts that cross from realms unknown and tackle my reason when I sleep and I dream. Humankind and animals, I have thoughts, How did we become so hateful here? Why do we build walls? I dream. What really is rational, what is kind, why do I worry about...
    aoutdouze aoutdouze
    22-25, F
    Aug 23, 2013

    Mirror

    There was a mirror therewas a mirror there, but I couldn't see the letters to be able to read it properly there were wordsdripping bluely from the ceiling but nothing could I read properly (there was something facely too but nothing really
    softandonly softandonly
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 3, 2010

    Well It's Sure Not Normal, Is It?

    It makes me mad if I think about it too much, how I don't have mind-exploding thoughts that much. I have thought some really complicated things, but sadly, others people have thought of them and they aren't that mind-blowing revolutionary. When I was riding in a car when I was...
    Angelwings7 Angelwings7
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Jan 16, 2012

    Colors

    I see things in a way that most people just don't. Sometimes, if I look at something, it's like there's too much stuff in too small a space. Mostly what I'm talking about, though, are colors. It's hard to explain. Logically, I know most people see colors as flat, two...
    sideways8 sideways8
    31-35, F
    Jun 27, 2013

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