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I Have Thoughts

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    You Can't Have Them

    Inasmuch as I would love to box up all these thoughts and put them on a train to nowhere, that just isn't going to happen. I would like to give them all away some days, but who would decide who gets stuck with what? Good or bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    My Contradiction....

    The strands of my hair remind me of weeds that have grown in abundant, They have began to twist and turn in on themselves creating an effect similair to that of an attic cobweb. when my fingers find the need to devle into this arrangment of head hair the split ended...
    Toa2You Toa2You 18-21, F Sep 6, 2009

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    If they could, they'd be like.....O_O Of course, I'm sure everyone has had thoughts where they were like, "Man, I'm so glad people can't read my mind right now." Lol. :P
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    It's been a tough week so far. I just want to be left alone with my thoughts today.. ๐Ÿ˜’
    TearfulNights22 TearfulNights22 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 10

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    This would be a bloody long story of I ever did put my thoughts and feelings into a book! Haha!
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    TheSouless TheSouless 13-15, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am my worst enemy. No one can save me from my own thoughts.
    MysticalBlade MysticalBlade 13-15, F 3 days ago

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