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    You Can't Have Them

    Inasmuch as I would love to box up all these thoughts and put them on a train to nowhere, that just isn't going to happen. I would like to give them all away some days, but who would decide who gets stuck with what? Good or bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    thoughts i maybe should not have,

    but i cant help, they are there and they ae in my brain.
    CuriousMeli CuriousMeli 13-15, F 3 Responses Feb 9

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    My Contradiction....

    The strands of my hair remind me of weeds that have grown in abundant, They have began to twist and turn in on themselves creating an effect similair to that of an attic cobweb. when my fingers find the need to devle into this arrangment of head hair the split ended...
    Toa2You Toa2You 18-21, F Sep 6, 2009

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    I never really would act on these and I definitely didn't ask for them but I don't hate the thoughts either because they're just thoughts. I really think of this only when it comes...
    Allforaview Allforaview 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 13

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    I've been having thoughts about murdering my entire family. I always feel like this every second of the day. I just want to take my father's gun a shoot every single one of them...
    SunshineAnderson13 SunshineAnderson13 22-25, F Feb 19

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    Sometimes anxiety is something you have to bear to keep moving. The thoughts of people around you constantly judging you, but just as quickly forgetting who are. The faces you pass...
    metallic28 metallic28 16-17, M Feb 9

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    I sat down to write because you are all I can think about when the sun has gone down and the place grows quiet. I could do a great many other things with this time, but my heart...
    Brunette4U Brunette4U 31-35, F 3 Responses Feb 21

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    Don’t be scared of the monsters, just look for them. Look to your left, to your right, under your bed, behind your dresser, in your closet but never look up, she hates being seen...
    jml2000 jml2000 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 21

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    I've been feeling like I might die(/"my end will come soon") for quite a while now. Either I'll kill myself or it'll be an accident, but I don't see a future after this year...
    Aamiityy Aamiityy 18-21, F Feb 23

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    Myths about the top 10 most common mental illnesses: 10. Antisocial Personality Disorder: Myth: Somebody who avoids social interaction is “antisocial”. Truth: Many people...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 4 Responses 2 days ago

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    It feels so lonely sometimes, not knowing anyone with the same condition that I have. I don't know anyone who can even remotely feel what I feel, or who can even slightly...
    LostandFading LostandFading 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 6

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    Lately, I've been thinking of what could have happened to us. If only I have uttered the words that never had the courage to leave my mouth. If only I have expressed myself more to...
    higalove higalove 18-21, F 20 hrs ago

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    Currently I am paralyzed with fear to make another decision. Lately, I have been making so many bad decisions that I don't think that I could live through another one. Maybe I...
    Missinterpret Missinterpret 31-35, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Most likely this has to do with having been bullied at school, had tons of medical problems growing up (and some I've only recently confirmed, though I've always suspected), and...
    halfblind79 halfblind79 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    Lucy and the chocolates. I lasted one day. The bearing factory, a freight train in my chest, so loud. The sound shook my gizzard. No thanks. Walmart, night stocker. Look in the...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    From the time I was a little kid I've seen things.From one home to another til I grew u. Then I saw nothing until I moved back to my home town w my sister. It was about 5yrs ago my...
    vbudd73 vbudd73 41-45, F 6 hrs ago

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    Politics are such bullshit. Republicans couldn't care less about you if you're not at least a middle class, white, and Christian. Democrats, on the other hand, spend too much time...
    CloseButNoGuitar CloseButNoGuitar 26-30, M 2 Responses 16 hrs ago

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    Does anyone else have reoccurring dreams? I have been having a dream where there is a beautiful, plush island in the sky and I am helping people on earth get to the island. What...
    maemae208 maemae208 26-30, F 5 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I have way too many "Did I just say that?" moments. :P
    SolitaryElf SolitaryElf 41-45, F 18 hrs ago

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    its summer here.28 degree celcius,78% humidity.my windows were closed and it started get a little sweaty for me.so i just took of my tshirt.went out at the back side of my house...
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 16 hrs ago

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    I have my notifications set on a knocking sound it sounds like somebody's in my phone knocking on the glass then let me out let me out
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I enjoy reading almost as much as I do writing. Stephen King advises writers to do two things, read and write. Regardless of whether I am reading or writing I have a morning ritual...
    lasergraph lasergraph 61-65, M 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Today was a **** *** day. Man, I hated everyone today. Some people are so self centered and have no regard for other people and their feelings. it frustrates me and makes me sad.
    greeneyz83 greeneyz83 31-35, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    If you don't use your head... You might as well have two *****...
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M 4 hrs ago

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    Introspective poem by Woody Harrelson, Yes, by him. I sometimes feel like an alien creature for which there is not earthly explanation. Sure I have human form walking erect and...
    Strawberrryfieldsforever Strawberrryfieldsforever 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    It is painful to share this, but if somebody has got a decent piece of advice... please. My friend is very smart, successful and a person whom you remember even if you meet them...
    raspberrycheescake raspberrycheescake 31-35, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    i do like talking to u think about it as much as u like all the days if it comes to that let these images, thoughts, hopes and dreams wash through your mind like the foamy lips of...
    wombat456 wombat456 41-45, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    It comes naturally, these thoughts are so much, I'm unable to focus on study, I'm using ep in that way that is not right, I'm wasting my nights because of these thoughts, many...
    pracie25 pracie25 18-21, T 2 Responses Feb 12

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    My friends have gotten tired of hearing about the things that go through my head. They have all abandoned me. I had a different profile on ep before and made a friend who I thought...
    ZakaryJosephJones ZakaryJosephJones 26-30, M 2 Responses Feb 9

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    I was just reading about the fact that one of the "Sister Wives" has divorced "The husband." My thoughts... GOOD...now only two or three more to go!! Additional thoughts that...
    Loverofpeace Loverofpeace 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 22

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    This is from a woman who is a life coach (or something like that - I'm not sure exactly what she chooses as her title.) I'm on her mailing list, and she also posts on Facebook...
    SmartKat SmartKat 46-50, F 8 Responses 5 days ago

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    There's an old german song that says "Die Gedanken sind Frei" (The thoughts are free). I totally agree. There's no place as free as our brain. For centuries the church with...
    SodoMaster SodoMaster 56-60, M Feb 10

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    Can you imagine me sitting with my friends chatting about boys.. All of them saying they like men with beards ..in suits...tattoos then its my turn 'I like overweight men...you...
    ThinkPink21 ThinkPink21 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    If people knew what I thought sometimes I would be embarrassed. It's a good thing I keep my thoughts to myself and I bite my tongue. If I followed through on my thoughts I could be...
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    I don't post random thoughts for comments or hearts... I post random thoughts for release...
    AwesomeAlert AwesomeAlert 46-50, M Feb 5

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    I'm quite raw emotionally at the moment, so you may not want to read this. Firstly, I'm disgusted that this pathetic experience can't even spell "suicidal" correctly. Perhaps the...
    metagross metagross 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 7

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    I have no illusions about myself. No matter how many times I hear good and positive stuff, I know me. I am not hot. I do not have a great body. I am what you would call average...
    kinkysexybabe kinkysexybabe 36-40, F 6 Responses Feb 9

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    I frequently feel the need to say something and to put my two cents in. I need to be able to be expressive in the utmost degree, or else I'll feel like I cheated myself. My...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 18-21, F 2 Responses Feb 11

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    Sometimes one of the difficult tasks is to put your thoughts in words or writing because unless others understand what you are going through it is difficult It is like being dumb...
    FightingTillTheEnd FightingTillTheEnd 31-35, M Feb 12

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    Life is peaceful for now. Juz me doing day to day things. Gonna start doing my degree in CS during March. I am happy with my life for now yeah. But I can't help feeling a little...
    YongTauFoo YongTauFoo 18-21, F Feb 12

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    These thoughts I have can not always be swept away, and they are reoccurring throughout the day. When they pop into my head it becomes vivid and my body goes numb and it plays on a...
    chrissed47 chrissed47 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    0215015 – Some Random thoughts on friendship There are people you click with, there are people you like, there are people you don’t like, and there are people you can’t...
    jjoe01 jjoe01 41-45, M 3 Responses Feb 15

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