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I Have Thoughts

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    You Can't Have Them

    Inasmuch as I would love to box up all these thoughts and put them on a train to nowhere, that just isn't going to happen. I would like to give them all away some days, but who would decide who gets stuck with what? Good or bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    My Contradiction....

    The strands of my hair remind me of weeds that have grown in abundant, They have began to twist and turn in on themselves creating an effect similair to that of an attic cobweb. when my fingers find the need to devle into this arrangment of head hair the split ended...
    Toa2You Toa2You 18-21, F Sep 6, 2009

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    While I don't want to die I have thoughts of leaving Of jumping off a cliff I've slept with the girlfriend of a convicted murderer biker Just to push the limits of what if I ride...
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    I'm almost 30, I think. I've lost count on my age and I don't bother checking. I don't have any friends. Never had a girlfriend, oh and I still live with my parents. Over the...
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    This is my biggest confession ever on ep. I've know bout it for a long time now but today for some who the fk knows y reason, im spillin. :/ I was in a vulnerable position about...
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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11

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    Marriage There are two kinds of things in life, basically: logical, and emotional. Emotionally driven things tend to turn out badly, for me anyway. I’ve been in love 7 or more...
    Regrets472 Regrets472 26-30, F Nov 11

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    Really struggling. I am about 1 week pull free, and I'm finding my eyebrows and eyelashes are aching / feel like they're in my eye / itching. It is really bugging me! I want to...
    ninjagirlkc ninjagirlkc 26-30, F Nov 18

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    I haven't really written anything on EP in about 4 days. Just posted a few little blurb-y things. It's frustrating when I have ideas for something I want to write but am missing...
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My so-called "Random Thoughts" really are random. Most of them appear to me in the middle of the night. They might occur after I've smoked a nice fat joint, or be inspired by what...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 6 hrs ago

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    Do you know what I hate? I hate people who say "violent TV shows and violent video games should be banned or censored, because it causes our children to have more of a chance to...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response 22 mins ago

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    I am so sick and tired of hearing parents trying to get certain TV shows off the air, because they don't want their children watching it... IT'S CALLED PARENTAL CONTROLS - YOU...
    MeowOnMe MeowOnMe 18-21, F 1 Response 52 mins ago

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    This past summer I encountered NOT ONE mosquito. What does this mean? Our area, the Canadian Niagara region, has a Carolinian climate, hot and very humid in summer. While it is...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Look within you. The questions are all there. But look without and encounter a world that needs no answers. If you choose to question it you will be led astray, not by the natural...
    paulie138 paulie138 66-70, M 6 hrs ago

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    This morning, there is not much sun. I take a walk out into the hills, far away from our house in the field. As I ascend the slopes, I stop and look back on our house. I see the...
    novembermountain novembermountain 41-45, F 3 Responses Nov 7

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    Before I make any further posts on this experience thread, I must clarify that the things I write are not general statements, nor are they general accusation, I understand that...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    Time and space...reality.. Why am I in that specific place right now? Why are you reading my story , being questioned by it after a specific time..again.. How can everything be so...
    sparkydream sparkydream 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 8

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    Sometimes I think to myself I might be happier if I had faith, hope, beliefs. I did at one point. Then I discovered I had a mind of my own, used for processing thoughts and ideas...
    Justjonathan Justjonathan 16-17, M 1 Response Nov 13

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    Okay, I don't exactly know what they are for sure. But, for the past two years or so, I have gotten thoughts. Weird thoughts. For example I randomly started thinking about...
    DiogenesWolf DiogenesWolf 18-21 2 Responses Nov 13

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    I Have Thought About Suicde I lay here in the dark with my insomnia, waiting for the pill to kick in... Can't sleep and always tired... It takes a toll on my day to day tasks...
    MrCutBleedSmile MrCutBleedSmile 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 10

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    I am so glad people can't read my thoughts. All the people who have made me mad would know just what a mistake that was. When I'm having those conversations with myself trying to...
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 19

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    This experience message is for anyone who currently suffers from Hidradenitis Suppurativa (HS). PLEASE read my entire post before commenting, I have an EXTREMELY IMPORTANT and...
    starlits0ul starlits0ul 26-30 4 days ago

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    As I share my thoughts, I feel like I am planting seeds in a garden. Just like the seeds planted in a garden, once the thoughts are shared, it is important to come back to the...
    tryingagainII tryingagainII 56-60, M Oct 30

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    My thoughts are not for the faint-hearted and neither are they for the intellectually challenged. And for those who need my sarcasm drawn out in crayons, the whole exercise can be...
    AthenaJones AthenaJones 36-40, F 7 Responses Nov 3

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    Don't cater to negative thoughts. Counter your thoughts for example: Thought: I'm not going anywhere in life, look at what I've done and where I'm at. Me out loud: I'm not dead...
    dashuria dashuria 13-15, F 1 Response Nov 16

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    it's really weird how our thoughts can affect in our life.. my life in the edge ... and I'm gonna fall down ... fighting them needs alot of time, which is not available everytime...
    lilmemeunique lilmemeunique 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    if people can read my thoughts it will be the weirdest thing ever. I'm a mean emotional person and I just don't want sharing my thoughts to other people
    zimoash20 zimoash20 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Death doesn't fill my fantasize thoughts, only happiness. My thoughts freeze me in them and I seem to be daydreaming. The lack of awareness, of reality surrounds me. I was stuck in...
    Asia06 Asia06 18-21, F Oct 31

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    thoughts... daydreams... mentally, they drive me crazy, physically, i wish i had it for real... the 1 thing i crave most... the love of a girl... kisses, cuddling, snuggling up...
    LuckyDreamer LuckyDreamer 18-21, M Nov 9

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    I am never bored. LOL I don't require noise or entertainment. To just sit and breathe and let the mind wander where it will...it's like surfing the net. lol one train of thought...
    niklb niklb 41-45, F Nov 10

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    Sleep. Ha! I wish. If only I could stop these racing thoughts long enough for my brain to relax. Maybe, just maybe I'd be able to get some sleep. I always have racing thoughts but...
    OhShucksGoDucks OhShucksGoDucks 36-40, F 1 Response Nov 17

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    if you cant control your thoughts? then who is the thinker? there is the thinker and there is the watcher watching the thoughts. can you see the duality! duality,..i have been...
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 17

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    Our thoughts are not always our actions. Our thoughts are there to allow us time to consider the pros and cons of action. sometimes they are a release so we don't have to take an...
    wuzgnu wuzgnu 61-65, M Nov 19

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    Dark Sided My dark thoughts dim the senses Will not indulge in words like menses Deep down in the abyss low Thoughts considered taboo flow The lust gets a jump start Thoughts...
    ReflectiveMan ReflectiveMan 41-45, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I studied dreams in psychology all the way back at school so this is 6 years ago! Here are some psychological theories about dreams having meanings. I’m going to start with the...
    MilweePetite MilweePetite 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I post to vent. I post because i want to be heard. I post cause I have random thoughts. I do not post to be Judged by YOU. I do not post to defend my thoughts and feelings If...
    ember23 ember23 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I've hallucinated a few times this year but didn't think much of it. Have been waiting for a referral to a psychiatrist as I identified alot with the symptoms of bipolar. Now I'm...
    animamia animamia 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 3

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    I have these thoughts daily and it becomes obsessive, I don't know exactly what's wrong with me because I just feel like people are bad and are judging me, and they are inpure, it...
    Zezebabe Zezebabe 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    I feel anxiety all the time.....at least once a week. It wasn't always there and now that it is...I have no idea what to do. The worst part is that it's made me become this...
    lisettispaghetti lisettispaghetti 22-25, F 4 Responses Nov 18

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    I know that I definitely have depression and I suffer desperately from suicidal thoughts, but I shouldn't! I have a generally loving family, I am doing well for someone who is...
    PinkWink PinkWink 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I'll admit.. I tend to just go with the flow of things.. even though I have much to say. Often times I have so many thoughts floating around that I have difficulty gathering my...
    mercifulpennies mercifulpennies 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    If people knew what was really in my thoughts they would be shocked.
    leepoffaith78 leepoffaith78 36-40, F 7 Responses Oct 29

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    my oh my... lordy be.... ain't that what we're doing here. *smile* Releasing out thoughts for the world to read.
    MorningBreeze MorningBreeze 56-60, F 8 Responses Oct 29

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    I'll put it this way..instead of "a penny for my thoughts"....it would be "you couldn't meet my price"..:)
    SouthernItaliano SouthernItaliano 51-55, M 3 Responses Oct 30

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    I think every one of us has those days when everyone around seems happy and/or want to talk to you and you're grumpy and your thoughts sound like: "Can you please shut the **** up...
    CookieMonstuh CookieMonstuh 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 30

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