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    thoughts i maybe should not have,

    but i cant help, they are there and they ae in my brain.
    CuriousMeli CuriousMeli 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 9

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    You Can't Have Them

    Inasmuch as I would love to box up all these thoughts and put them on a train to nowhere, that just isn't going to happen. I would like to give them all away some days, but who would decide who gets stuck with what? Good or bad.
    deleted deleted 26-30 May 8, 2011

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    My Contradiction....

    The strands of my hair remind me of weeds that have grown in abundant, They have began to twist and turn in on themselves creating an effect similair to that of an attic cobweb. when my fingers find the need to devle into this arrangment of head hair the split ended...
    Toa2You Toa2You 18-21, F Sep 6, 2009

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