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I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

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    EP is merely a distraction to a busy life and an outlet where I can be negative without people assuming Im going to kill myself.
    Socalsunset Socalsunset 22-25, F Apr 8

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    Thought he was different? Well looks like I have been ghosted by someone I really thought was a decent guy. So does this mean I am just a fool or a bad judge of character? He`s...
    tamarisk1 tamarisk1 41-45, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    I rarely go.out. I lie in bed a lot. I have a few friends. I'm inpatient and anxious. I just want it back.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 7

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    Glad you joined the family sillychey97 Welcome to Hell 😈 ....We have cookies
    Living2Heights Living2Heights 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    I let people use me and I've never really noticed it. The people who hurt me the most I'm so nice too and they hurt me so badly. The people who are the sweetest too I hurt. Like...
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 9

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    I think Webster's should add this to the dictionary.... ************ - when you can love someone but they can't love you yet they take advantage of your feelings for them. Yep, in...
    HappyGirlJenny HappyGirlJenny 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    No love just like Eminem and Lil Wayne
    baylieloveshotguys baylieloveshotguys 13-15, F Apr 7

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    Can't believe that it's finally my day off and I spent it in bed all day /.-
    IsMyStory IsMyStory 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 8

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    -Father. Sociopathic. Physically and mentally abusive to both my mother and myself. I lived with him for thirteen years. My current household: -Mother. I live with her now. Was...
    SilencesLullaby SilencesLullaby 16-17, F 15 hrs ago

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    This is a long post so prepare accordingly.There's so much to tell that I'm not sure where to start. I'm not sure my story will receive as much attention as I require, either, or...
    somniatorlupus somniatorlupus 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    Hypocrit'sPeople on EP are always crying and whi'ning and bi'ching and p'ssing and mo'aning about the p'ervs and how all the men are p'ervs and everyone just wants s'x and sends...
    TheMissionaryChampion TheMissionaryChampion 22-25 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    i currently have an alcoholic boyfriend that i can take no longer.. its time for me to finally run........what i should have done years ago. its just tough and hard when you love...
    Latinheat123 Latinheat123 26-30 3 Responses Apr 16

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    Will this ever end? Hello. I'm 19 years old and turning 20 this year. I just graduated college and I'm about to find my first job. And I have PKC. I was first diagnosed with...
    cgdruta cgdruta 18-21, F a week ago

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    I don't think it's wrong to be happy. I believe everyone has a baseline emotionally. The way you generally feel when there is not something specific going on to affect your mood...
    littlecreekgirl littlecreekgirl 41-45, F 5 Responses Apr 1

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    Hi. my name is Angie. In 2012 I was hospitalized for having suicidal depression. I tried many meds but none of them were working. So one of my friends said she was having ect and...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 6 Responses Apr 5

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    I am feeling very overwhelmed these days. With life in general. I have been dealing with my father being ill for about two years now and it's slowly wearing away at finances...
    Withmywoes Withmywoes 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Well...this might sounds funny and sarcastic but it's not.. really? I saved an ant once.. from drowning.. I was washing my head, and I noticed the poor ant tries to avoid the water...
    FazyH FazyH 18-21, M 2 Responses Mar 29

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    About two years ago I was told I might have ovarian cancer. I had all sorts of blood work and other tests done; and it all came back negative. While I was happy that cancer wasn't...
    urfavoritgurl234 urfavoritgurl234 26-30, F Apr 3

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    He will be 15 this month, and he is starting to feel really bad. Arthritis, compressed spine, heart worm, gastric reflux, his lungs have this fungal tumor or something..in his legs...
    Shellfinder Shellfinder 56-60, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    My current girlfriend is suffering from depression and is suicidal. She has already attempted suicidal several times before. I have tried to have her cut down on self-harm. I'm...
    Escobarism Escobarism 18-21, M 1 Response a week ago

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    I am depressed and I give up. No I am not suicidal but I have given up. Tired of struggling to make it. I wanted to post my story somewhere to get it out. I have been knocked down...
    orbie orbie 41-45, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Simple things in life... Fresh clean sheets warm from the dryer with the smell of fabric softener still embedded inside. Waking without an alarm clock. Sipping on a nice cup of...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Apr 4

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    I didn't even realise it happened until I came from university for the Easter holidays this year. Before going to uni, I had a select few friends, and there was a close, unspoken...
    TheBratPrince TheBratPrince 18-21, F Mar 31

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    On Easter and Jesus resurrection. He knew the truth, he knew our souls are immortal, are eternal...so he may have said to his followers: 'I know my destiny is to die a horrible...
    MistyMoon1 MistyMoon1 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I scream, thought no one could hear me. i almost feel ashamed that one person could be so important. That without them you somehow become less of a person. I almost want the hurt...
    fallenrach fallenrach 26-30 1 Response Apr 4

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    We all have days when we reach our limit, when one tiny, insignificant event pushes us over the edge and we break. Because we've been strong too long, because the heartaches just...
    diablesse34 diablesse34 46-50, F 18 Responses Apr 5

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    I get tummy aches all the time. But my tummy is fat, and I don't know if that's why it aches. Like right now I have the same kind of bad tummy ache I always get. It starts to hurt...
    parrotbay parrotbay 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 5

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    I believed in it all along because in the Bible God says this is so, I mean, that's why Jesus died for us so we could have eternal life (thank you Jesus!) but I have also witnessed...
    gardengirl17 gardengirl17 22-25, F 2 Responses Apr 10

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    Just now I felt completely overwhelmed, standing at the counter preparing a small fruit salad for my lunch, with my mother and aunt standing on either side of me. The counter space...
    lolitabrat lolitabrat 18-21, F Apr 13

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    My step mom and her kids, 2 boys and 1 girl took me in for a bit last year becouse my dad got arrested. When they did i would have to get up early in the morning before anyone else...
    cece14779 cece14779 13-15, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    It's been some time now ...I often wondered why it ended so quickly after 15 months together my last love , I gave my heart to her, we had no fights I thought things were working...
    joophomme joophomme 46-50, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    The Worst Regret We Can Have In Life Is Not For The Wrong Things We Did....BUT...For The Thousands Of The Right Things we Did For The Wrong People.....
    L0ve4every1 L0ve4every1 18-21, M 1 Response Mar 31

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    I was answering and interesting question, what's the origin of morals? It was asked by an extraordinary member of this community. I thought I wanted to share my reply with all of...
    TheOneYouDontWantToKnow TheOneYouDontWantToKnow 41-45, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    It's been 4 weeks since i've doubt about my feelings for my boyfriend and i also have depression, sometimes i love him sometimes i don't so i broke up with him tonight and all the...
    sparklysmile95 sparklysmile95 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 4

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    correction for me... I think I'm losing my friend.. .. I can't say best friend idk if it was even considered a friendship anymore... a real friend would ask what's up instead of...
    mergirl123 mergirl123 18-21, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    ⌂ Home Debbie Avatar Debbie ⚙ Forgive my spelling errors (was very hard to write) Also forgive how long winded this is, but fellow FM sufferers can relate to how...
    debbie913 debbie913 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I have a mother who is emotionally abusive, lacks reason and I suspect she has bipolar disorder. She injects nothing but negativity in my life and I have told her numerous times...
    organizedmadness organizedmadness 41-45, F 1 hr ago

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    We all know someone who has passed away. Well, maybe you're fortunate to have not, but I guarantee you know someone who has. Death isn't all as bad as people make it out to be...
    HelloKardashiann HelloKardashiann 18-21, F 1 Response 46 mins ago

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    If I manage to sleep, I awaken to all over burning, throbbing, stiffened pain; if I don't sleep, I position myself all night to pretend like I don't burn and hurt so badly I want...
    debbie913 debbie913 31-35, F 1 hr ago

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    There are things in life that I wish for - a better life, more time with my close ones, getting fit etc. Yet my laid back attitude is working against me, with me doing nothing and...
    HappieStinger HappieStinger 41-45, M 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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