I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support

    Dearly beloved We are gathered here today To get through this thing called life Electric word life It means forever and that's a mighty long time But I'm here to tell you There's...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 21
    EP has been my home port for several years, it has given me a place to say the things that I needed to say, share the dark secrets that I did not ever share before, give support...
    darlingrose darlingrose
    70+, F
    6 Responses Apr 21
    Not much of one, but still a life :3
    secretlyhonest1 secretlyhonest1
    22-25, M
    Apr 21
    I havee. I can't say they are my best friends now, but when they were, oh boy did we do some stupid stuff! I think it's only right I end my time here on EP with a positive, fun...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1
    16-17, M
    Apr 20
    i seem to be an isolated entity and nothing comes easy to me ....i sometimes feel like my existence is purely to struggle ....i don,t have many people around me i don,t know...
    psychicprayer psychicprayer
    36-40
    Apr 20
    Life for me has always had more downs than ups, but somehow I've always managed to keep fighting through it. EP use to be a place I would come to vent and talk to people and it...
    nightskyvampire nightskyvampire
    16-17, F
    1 Response Apr 20
    I’m posting this hoping for feedback from a third party. I’ve been told by friends that my boyfriend is abusing me emotionally. - He only supports what I do if he likes it...
    LoreleiLoch LoreleiLoch
    18-21, F
    Apr 19
    For years I have been trusting others; males and females, in helping me through different situations. I have been lead down the garden path for the last time. I will do my own...
    southernnudistlifestyle southernnudistlifestyle
    36-40, F
    Apr 19
    When this place closes, I'll probably be busy with finals and stuff. But I'll miss some people
    DiamondAuthority DiamondAuthority
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 19
    So it's almost time for EP to shut down. Looking back to it, I think it's safe to say that EP has given me a lot of heartfelt smiles. Sure there were as much tears too xD But that...
    Kimmy159 Kimmy159
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 19
    I'm going to take some time to reflect today. I'm at a point where I question what I'm "studying" is really what I want to do for a "career". And yet, I feel hesitant jumping ship...
    Nick8876 Nick8876
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    i wish my life would be full of happiness but it's opposite of that no happiness 😔 I'm turning 19 in 2 months. From the childhood till now i never experienced what is happiness...
    alwaysthereforY0u alwaysthereforY0u
    18-21, M
    Apr 18
    This is gonna be a pretty long rant, sorry. You have been warned though. I'm 22, about to turn 23 in a couple of months, and I feel like I'm completely lost. I'm living with my...
    cyberwhat cyberwhat
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Our dog turned into a Mutated dog and was chasing us through a Laboratory. Ricky tried to escape but got turned into goo and eaten by the dog. We hid inside a pool to hide our...
    Just1n Just1n
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 18
    Im 17 years old and I was addicted to triple cs. Triple cs u may think are just some cough medicine thatll get u a high so youre not bored on a weekend but trust me it will RUIN...
    andy2198 andy2198
    16-17, M
    Apr 18
    I tell you why i hate my life people are heartless.people abuse animals for no reason and the animal die. i work at a job i hate that stress me out.and people are mean to nice...
    youwokeme99 youwokeme99
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 17
    I am nervous to have drinks with my down stair neighbor tomorrow . He is a man in late 60's and I feel that he might romance interest in me. I don't want to dating him because...
    Jennyank Jennyank
    36-40, F
    Apr 17
    Well I came on here throughout the years but ended up giving up on it due to life not going the way I needed. When I should have stayed for support and reaped the benefits of...
    purplepurplepurplelove purplepurplepurplelove
    41-45, F
    1 Response Apr 17
    Hey people of Experience Project. I've finally decided to post my situation on the internet and chose to do it here. It's kinda difficult to know where to start and this will be a...
    Mickee24 Mickee24
    22-25, M
    1 Response Apr 16
    This is kind of a goodbye to my friends, even though I am still staying in touch with many of you. It just seems poignant and 'fitting' to do this as the site is closing down and...
    Burnley123 Burnley123
    31-35, M
    4 Responses Apr 15
    I hate hate hate having crushes, it always ends bad. Make my heart into that of a robot's, I'd be so much better for it. I can't control these damn emotions, even if I wanted to...
    Iscarpia87 Iscarpia87
    26-30, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    Apr 12
    So I see people are trying to post more experiences and let more things off their chest and telling their stories before EP closes. So I decided, hey, I might as well join the...
    jaeger053 jaeger053
    16-17
    1 Response Apr 12
    One of the best things about being a lifeguard was after the crowds left the pools and us lifeguards could enjoy all the peace and quiet at the end of the day and lock up. And then...
    talking4fun talking4fun
    51-55, M
    1 Response Apr 12
    Yes. I have used LSD. I knew an aging man who'd come around circa 1960's Cambridge Mass back when it was still legal and being experimented with by local intellectuals and other...
    catnamedcheese catnamedcheese
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Apr 11
    What is the purpose of life? Why do I even exist in the first place? 18th of March, 2016. I'll never forget that day. My instincts told me from that day and onwards, everything...
    Violetblossoms Violetblossoms
    18-21, F
    Apr 11
    Picking some of my leather up at the dry cleaners, wow do they clean a lot of leather:)
    JennyTom JennyTom
    41-45, F
    Apr 10
    Have you noticed how many people have created "new" accounts on here recently?😕 Obviously I'm not talking about the usual people who are genuine newcomers to EP - I'm talking...
    BSTisapain BSTisapain
    46-50, F
    3 Responses Apr 10
    It is sad to see this site go down, hopefully it is only temporary as they claim. I have made many friends here and shared many insights into my chosen life style, I have tried to...
    Idare Idare
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Apr 9
    If there's anything at all I've learned from the last four or so years, it's that life has never been black and white. I don't even think it can be simply black or simply white...
    DanceOfBlades DanceOfBlades
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    Like a car chase on the highway We were going nowhere real fast I let you tear my heart out I wear it on my sleeve now I thought I'd never take my foot off the gas You made me...
    stephanie751 stephanie751
    13-15, F
    Apr 9
    I think , those with low self esteem , anxiety , panic attacks - self worth issues - the problem for them , mostly is caused by not being accepted or treated by society/ people...
    Stephenrko Stephenrko
    36-40, M
    1 Response Apr 9
    This is my story. It is long, but I hope you all can relate to it. A year ago I went on a catholic retreat called Kairos and I gave a speech on my ideals and how to find them and...
    cmom96 cmom96
    18-21, F
    Apr 9
    i feel like i have nothing to lose i cherish what i have in life but now i am brave i can face the problems the challenges easily i am not afraid
    soul4 soul4
    18-21, M
    Apr 8
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION THE NEW CREATION IS A DIVINE PERSONALITY 1 Corinthians 15:47-48 The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Apr 8
    Hi all, well it's nearly the weekend and tbh I have watch EP in it final death throes and I can't watch it anymore, so this weekend I will make my peace and delete my account...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 8
    I'm going to be 44 years old this month. A month before my16th birthday my beloved Grandmother died. No sweet 16. My family thought it would be in inappropriate. When I turned 18...
    18776J 18776J
    41-45, F
    Apr 7
    Just because I said I don't like your favorite website or forum for personal reasons doesn't make me butthurt, I shouldn't have to bow down to anyone or suck up to them in order...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13
    22-25, M
    Apr 7
    Bear with me, this is going to be a long story, but I need to get this off my chest. I am happy people found these places to vent and some people were lucky enough to become aware...
    Horriblesister Horriblesister
    51-55, F
    1 Response Apr 4
    Not really . Join the new one EVERYONE!! experienceagain(dot)com Yaaaaay! Our salvation comes in 25 days. #share
    MrHeartaFire MrHeartaFire
    41-45, M
    Apr 4
    social anxiety, where do i start? lets just say this condition is messing up my life. i havnt ate lunch at school in 3 months cause i cant decide where to sit, or cause im afraid...
    alyssapenn32 alyssapenn32
    13-15, F
    4 Responses Apr 4
    I haven't been on here in a while, but I'm saddened to have decided to return only to find out that EP will be shutting down. :/ At some point, I really enjoyed using this app as a...
    AcousticSoul17 AcousticSoul17
    18-21, F
    Apr 4
    A bucket list of 100 things i want to do and see a must in my lifetime 1. Travel all over the world and experience all culture get in the heart of the country. 2. Swimming...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 4
    15 years old I was i believed to be the most uplifting best successful year for me which was 2008. Certainly was life changing! Psychology I was studying this favourite subject of...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    Apr 3
    My EP story I joined EP April 2010 and even remember my first story or two! I remember being excited haha choosing whatever picture and name you wanted! I was at college in my...
    LittleMilwee LittleMilwee
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 3
    I born in 1980, since I have remember I was so unlucky. Remember very well those days when as a 4-5 years old child when friends playing with theirs remot control toys mine was...
    Sam1980tdi Sam1980tdi
    36-40, M
    4 Responses Apr 2
    before the shutting down of EP i want to find a life partner for me any girl within my age want to be my life partner?
    tan987 tan987
    22-25, M
    3 Responses Apr 1
    Next week my Abilify dose is going to be raised to 4 mg. I'm mildly concerned about this because of the nausea side effect I've been getting. I've never actually thrown up yet, but...
    Hush92 Hush92
    18-21, F
    Apr 1
    Anyone that hurts me badly goes! I don't need people in my life that bring me down.
    GemmaL GemmaL
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Mar 31
    I'm sorry but this account is a secret account! I am a real person, but I will not be giving out any personal info/pictures because I want to keep my identity safe. Please...
    cutexkitten cutexkitten
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 31
    https://youtu.be/W5eoKLXvFbw ALL ANIMALS FEEL PAIN, AND DEEP SORROW, THEY LOVE THERE CHILDREN, THEY WANT WHAT'S BEST FOR THERE KIDS, THEY WANT TO BE HUGGED NOT BEATEN ABUSED AND...
    Kornisone Kornisone
    26-30, F
    3 Responses Mar 31
    so, i had a thing with this guy. i tried so hard not to **** things up like i always do and took it slow. a few weeks in he called me "hot", and it sent me over the roof. guys don...
    melaniemartinez melaniemartinez
    18-21, F
    Mar 31
    OPEN HEAVENS FELLOWSHIP DAILY DEVOTION LOVE NEVER FAILS 1 Corinthians 13:8 (AMP) Love never fails [never fades out or becomes obsolete or comes to an end]. As for prophecy (the...
    ganyoji ganyoji
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 31
    Hey everyone, I wasn't really sure who to turn to so I decided to post here. I turned 18 in january. Since last september, I have lost about 25 pounds. Right now I am 5'7 and 138...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 30
    Part V: Soon after I had pushed myself a step further into this taboo I had to leave for a six week long summer camp. There wasn't a day that passed without my thinking of him...
    verylostcause verylostcause
    16-17, F
    Mar 30
    Both A Heaven & Hell. Most would find stepping into a jailhouse a curse, a personal hell, a punishment to be avoided at all costs. While others have the ability to see it as a...
    Missluhvlee Missluhvlee
    18-21, F
    Mar 30
    ...And I don't know what to do about it. I don't know how to get better, and I don't know how to talk to my friends, family, or doctor about it. I feel like they just won't get it...
    onemoreusername onemoreusername
    18-21, F
    Mar 30
    I feel utterly crushed. I put my feelings back out there again, allowed you to convince me to give it a go to have you just go. I'm thrown away as easy as rubbish in your pocket...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 30
    I write, have a great job that allows me to work from home, walk the dog, workout at the gym, travel, have cool friends. But when I get pissed I take hostages.
    gtownguy gtownguy
    51-55, M
    Mar 30
    When my wife told she has infertility of tubal blockage, my all time dream and desire of being a dad suffered a major blow. Since we did not want to give up we set up some money so...
    Kiasman Kiasman
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Mar 30
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