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I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

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    I suffer from BDD. BDD is Body Dysmorphic Disorder. Basically I obsess about my looks from the time I wake up to the time I go to sleep. Sometimes it even creeps up in my dreams...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 13

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    I would love to have a life.. I get up at 5am, go babysit and then come home and usually listen to music until its time for dinner and then I eat and then I fall asleep and wake...
    Louder4life Louder4life 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    My ex & I became friends again 4 or 5 months ago, yet today he said goodbye & that he doesn't think he can be just friends with me. After crying for 20 minutes, I see on Facebook...
    untamedx3heart untamedx3heart 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    I have a decision to make that will permanently alter the life of someone I care deeply for and my life, as well. It doesn't matter what I decide, the impact will be huge. I'm...
    peachykeen1515 peachykeen1515 22-25, F Jan 3

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    My life is my message. ~Gandhi~
    rowenbumble rowenbumble 56-60, F Jan 8

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    I am just posting nonstop because I am bored, and I don't even have any friends on here yet. FML
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M Jan 1

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    Sometimes I just am on the computer all day and then it gets dark and I'm just like, "I thought it was still morning doe..."
    chasetheweirdo8 chasetheweirdo8 13-15, M 1 Response Jan 2

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    Think I'm over EP. Time to do more challenging things
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F Jan 4

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    So I do. I can read, playing mini iPad, watching movies.
    mother1983 mother1983 31-35, F Jan 8

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    I have had bulimia for almost 8 years. Starting when I was 16/17. I don't throw up everyday. I go through stages where it can be everyday or more for a week then a week or two of...
    scarlettsunday scarlettsunday 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 2

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    In my life I've seen many things. Some were life changing and others were just mistakes. I've met some pretty outstanding people in my life and others not so great. People have put...
    JEJ2259 JEJ2259 22-25, M Jan 8

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    This year my life was changed in ways I would have never expected. The divorce my mother wanted after 19 years of marriage finally came and I had to move to another state. I live...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 4 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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    Beautiful man. Everyone seems to want you, even other men. You say you're mine but are you really? I won't let myself get too close to you. I want to... But I've been let down so...
    aanicole aanicole 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 9

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    10 years from now I keep having an image pop up, in my mind. I'm sitting down at a computer, it seems, or maybe I'm writing something on a piece of paper. I look occupied, but...
    TheAnonymousINFx TheAnonymousINFx 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 4

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    She can't bathe herself, dress, medicate, Prepare dinner, or be still left by itself for her own safety but they say she You should not qualify. I happen to be coping with them for...
    Matthis936h6fu1 Matthis936h6fu1 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 6

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    This condition has hindered my life so much since I got it 7 or 8 years ago. (Can't remember exactly). It's caused me to be unable to do many things. It caused me to be unable...
    BananaSmoothiee BananaSmoothiee 18-21, F Jan 14

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    I love to go down on a woman that's one of my favorite things to do. I haven't went down on a woman in a long time I'm having withdrawal
    bigfrank917 bigfrank917 31-35, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I am 15 years old, Mexican & I'm a 36B. I've always desired a decent bust since I was 7, looking into the mirror & wondering how I would look at my older years of adolescence-y...
    ChantyPrime ChantyPrime 13-15, F Jan 1

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    In July 2011 I became sick with encephalitis. Having encephalitis was like nothing I had ever experienced. I hurt so bad I wanted to die. I survived. The encephalitis went away...
    ag925silver ag925silver 41-45, M 5 days ago

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    We're all human. We all make mistakes. We all have ups and downs in life. What differs us from each other is our perspectives and will power (will power to be strong, to move on...
    infinitexhope infinitexhope 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Im done with letting negativity and depression rule with my life, im proud of myself for making the proper changes and deleted all my negative depressing post on EP. The past...
    TheWorldVsJ TheWorldVsJ 26-30, M 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    Prior to purchasing a life insurance policy, understand some fundamental points like exactly what is life insurance, what's life insurance top quality, how will be the premium...
    James2581uiu1 James2581uiu1 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Emma Walker (Protections Wellbeing Manager) offers pro video guidance on: I only smoke once in a while, should I describe myself being a smoker on my application?; Are there...
    Andrick161y4cv3 Andrick161y4cv3 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 7

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    Emma Walker (Protections Well being Supervisor) gives expert video clip assistance on: I only smoke often, must I explain myself as being a smoker on my software?; Are there...
    William7035cob3 William7035cob3 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 8

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    Life is way to short.. I live my life to fullest.. So many people are closed minded.. Why.. Just enjoy life.. We only have one life why not enjoy it..
    horneybear79912 horneybear79912 36-40, M 1 Response Jan 5

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    Life is a one way street and you can't look back. Life's just too short. We are all apart of something bigger and we are all set with an expiry date. One day we will die and my...
    lolznewaccountio lolznewaccountio 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 9

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    The physical universe must have more life in it, unless Gods original purpose was delayed by the physical Adam. There is nothing wasted in the universe. Life is always defined by...
    Corzomec Corzomec 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I mean think about it we spend 12-13 years in grades school just to get out of that school and go into another, and then we work for the rest of our lives. I have one life and I...
    mstv1112 mstv1112 13-15, F 2 Responses Jan 6

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    Im about ready to just run away..I am sick of getting treated the way I do im not a ******* dog you don't understand that the things you go out of your way to say to me really hurt...
    Scarsdontfade Scarsdontfade 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Society has put a pressure on us, the youth and the young adults, to "have your life together." We've been asked countless times when we were kids, "What do you want to be when you...
    elliechickenface elliechickenface 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 8

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    I can deal with the pervs because I can straight up ignore them. I have trouble with the teenagers. One the one hand they can make me laugh and their innocence can be so sweet...
    chimpsticks chimpsticks 31-35, F 5 Responses Jan 12

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    Im at my ropes end. Im a 29 year old divorced women with a beautiful son and a wonderful boyfriend. I am a hard worker and have been a successful parts manager at a car dealership...
    ChristieSunshine ChristieSunshine 26-30, F Jan 18

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    My dear friend of almost 30 years died this week from a heroin overdose. He was the love of my life the first few years but the party never stopped for him and I couldn't live like...
    pkkitty pkkitty 41-45, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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    I'm afraid that I won't be established enough in my own life to care for a child. I know some people say "all a kid needs is love," but realistically they need food, shelter...
    Amd81491 Amd81491 22-25, F 2 Responses Dec 29, 2014

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    Some people dead *** have no life. You have nothing going on for you in person, you sit in the house, have no friends or job so you come on the internet and make drama. I just read...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    I had a dream I woke up and a strange man was shaving my vag very meticulously. He had multiple tools and creams. Some I did not recognize. I was confused and couldn't tell if I...
    Luckybird Luckybird 26-30, F 15 Responses Dec 30, 2014

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    Why do we make life so complicated? Missing somebody?............Call Wanna meet up?.................Invite Wanna be understood?......Explain Have questions?..................Ask...
    mostdaysaregood mostdaysaregood 46-50, F Jan 6

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    It's been 3 years since I left him. I am currently in a new wonderful relationship, but my past haunts me every single day. I've never reached out for support, and I worry that...
    Erika88o Erika88o 26-30 Jan 6

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    I did this to myself. I have been allowing down for a long time. my thought processes slowed to an almost halt. I could often not formulate any reasonable action in response to...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M Jan 7

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    I don't have a life. Work, home, food, sleep. Repeat. Don't go out, don't make friends, forever single and lonely. I'm in my early 20's I should be making memories!
    02sarahh 02sarahh 18-21, F Jan 10

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    The only purpose I have in life is to serve my parents, and I can only do that $h!t for so long! Dammit! I don't know how I'm supposed to live through life helping people- and then...
    deademotion11 deademotion11 22-25, M Jan 12

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    I've got an alien and a predator fighting in my head. Both have ugly mouths don't you think. She had a beautiful mouth...don't go all Deliverance of me, it's just the truth. I...
    rustyskills rustyskills 41-45, M 4 days ago

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    I want to have a future but I just can't see it. Everybody seems to have their life figured out, and here i am still on the blind spot not knowing what i wanna be, or potentially...
    LeviKururugi LeviKururugi 16-17, M 1 Response 15 hrs ago

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    And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, even so must the Son of man be lifted up: That whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have eternal life. (John 3:14...
    b1tch2u b1tch2u 31-35 1 Response Dec 29, 2014

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    Let's get one thing straight. I don't work FOR you. I work WITH you to get to your goals. I work FOR my family and my personal well being. Your goals and aspirations are not my own...
    mirogran mirogran 31-35, M Jan 1

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