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I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

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    Full disclosure In the spring of 2008 my dad died. Shortly there after my brother raped me. Later that year I saw a counselor at JBU. I told her around a year after it happened...
    kw43537 kw43537 13-15, F 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I was diagnosed when I was 10. I've lost most of my friends because of my OCD. I have made my hands bleed from compulsive hand washing. When somebody hugs me, I feel like I need to...
    XSkeletonCliqueX XSkeletonCliqueX 13-15, M 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    I have been looking after my grams for a long time. Now we live together and I am caring for her full time. it is an honor to see someone to the end of their life but it is not an...
    Ohsingmysoul Ohsingmysoul 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    When Life Gives You Lemons...Weeks after I received some unexpected news, I can still remember feeling some intense moments of anger. The kind of anger that sneaks up and engulfs...
    KassieKat KassieKat 46-50, F 10 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    NOTE: I already wrote this and posted it a while ago but I wanted to edit it, and EP's edit feature is bunk right now, so I deleted and posted againOk, y'all ready for another rant...
    BlueMetalChick BlueMetalChick 18-21, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    OK I do believe in GOD and must say I am truly a walking testimony but my life has not dictated my belief. As of today I am unemployed I don't know where I will find a job, my...
    Godhasme Godhasme 51-55, M 7 hrs ago

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    July 2nd 1999 I was at a community pool and I was four years old. My mother was with my dad reading the newspaper I wasn't allowed in the pool but I was questioning what was there...
    mylifewiththegirls mylifewiththegirls 22-25, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    Ok so I will acknowledge that this is way weird, but here it goes. I met a guy here on ep who turned my world upside down. He pursued me after seeing a few of my experience posts...
    bellyluv3478 bellyluv3478 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Before I go to bed I just wanna say thanks to the man in the big house lol you know who i mean the Lord. I just wanna say thanks for the life I have I know that my life is a...
    mowerben mowerben 18-21, M 13 hrs ago

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    So many people find me strange for taking an enormous interest in watching documenteries (spelled wrong?) about theories in regards to the purpose of life. But it isn't really an...
    Imaginatrix Imaginatrix 16-17, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I recently wrote about how drinking 100% coconut water 3x's a day and eating 1 tablespoon of coconut oil 3'xs a day had been helping me treat the psoriasis that recently flared all...
    clopez247 clopez247 31-35 13 hrs ago

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    I've just recently accepted my year old diagnosis as being on the Autism Disorder Spectrum with what is usually called Asperger's. I've learned a lot about myself by accepting my...
    ExtrovertedAspie ExtrovertedAspie 31-35, M 13 hrs ago

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    7/29/15 was the day I found out I had herpes. It was last week Tuesday when I started to feel ill and had extreme pain. I went to my local urgent care. My doctor asked a few...
    219Rose 219Rose 16-17, F 18 hrs ago

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    I was running with my friend down railroad tracks with one train going on our left and one on our right so we were in a middle set of tracks when we saw a train coming, with...
    civix22 civix22 18-21, M 19 hrs ago

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    Listing to the rain and being so incredibly amazed that the rain is clean fresh water falling from the sky. It is literally life being poured down on us!
    CheekiiMonkey CheekiiMonkey 18-21, F 2 Responses 19 hrs ago

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    As much as I want a social life which I'm not allowed because mother treats me like a slave and she always says" Sarah, don't think yourself a slave." Haha, she really knows how...
    SarahLou98 SarahLou98 16-17, F 2 Responses 20 hrs ago

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    I was diagnosed with PTS almost 3 years ago after undergoing surgery to remove a bone spur. I still don’t have full use of my arm and still suffer pain, but have learned what...
    PDG1 PDG1 46-50 3 days ago

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    I guess you can call it as a Blood Phobia. For some reason, my body starts to go into a panic attack, I feel queezy and start to get light headed and I pass out. It doesn't ALWAYS...
    EvoKinevil EvoKinevil 26-30, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Lately then I wake up I always seem to have a hard-on it is I have to calm down just so I can go pee or I have to c#um to take care of it
    booyah270 booyah270 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    I love Dr. Who. It is THE number one best series I have ever seen. It bears the Matrix. It beats everything. I have tears streaming down my heart, soul and face thinking about it...
    QuestionMarks QuestionMarks 41-45, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I'm starting to find my own style at writing as I have in life...
    000Camilla 000Camilla 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    I find alot of people on EP are from the UK, and the time zone difference makes for odd conversation..
    abbyroad56 abbyroad56 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    This all started when I was in my college. There was a guy say X who was a very good friend. We were like best friends. At the last day of college he proposed me and I was shocked...
    lovemylife2210 lovemylife2210 26-30, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    Right, I'm over this emotional ****. Any offers to take it away? It's free to a good home, pay a bad one to take it. You can have the insecurities that come with their own...
    Littlemisssomebody Littlemisssomebody 31-35, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am completely seriously done with life. I can't catch a break from anybody. Not my mom, sister, or even the guy I'm sleeping with! I can't believe my life has come to the point...
    LilVixen17 LilVixen17 16-17, F 5 Responses Jul 22

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    I've done the face-to-face in person relationship enough times now to know the person for me isn't here. I've gone through some rough patches in the past year and a lot of people...
    Chris1510VA Chris1510VA 22-25, M Jul 22

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    I don't go out , I have no friends , I stay home watch movies , play games , make music .... I love my doggie too !!! All day home.
    DynatronCorpse64 DynatronCorpse64 16-17, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    I found my TF 1.5 years ago, never heard of the concept but found information for my curious mind as to why he felt so good. Since then it has been drama of pushing and pulling. We...
    pinkandyellow79 pinkandyellow79 31-35, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    I'm so not where I wanted or thought I'd be at my age. 25, no job, no higher education and living in the basement of my boyfriend's parents house.... Yeah great ******* life huh...
    GoldenHeart69 GoldenHeart69 22-25, F 4 Responses Jul 19

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    I fear I'll be stuck in a life which is dull. Especially as soon, the majority of people around my age will start to settle down and become boring. My best hope is probably a...
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 19

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    What is Life? Webster dictionary defines life as “the ability to grow, change, etc. that separates plants and animals from things like water or rocks.” Life is typically...
    Powederedtoastman Powederedtoastman 31-35, M Jul 19

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    It happens a lot lol..That said,knowledge is power..I'm trying to learn as much as i can about myself more and others,it might not fix the problem immediately but it's insightful...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    Yup. This to a tee. But it always hurts and probably always will.
    usernameinneed usernameinneed 26-30, M Jul 18

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    I've been let down so many times that i cant even trust someone who likes me and tell them anything:(
    thenameszed thenameszed 13-15, F 3 Responses Jul 18

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    I've been hurt so much from people that said they loved me. they have hurt me emotionally and physically. I feel nothing for these people anymore as I have moved on. with all this...
    ForgetableMe ForgetableMe 31-35, M 1 Response Jul 17

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    Yes I do I play two sports I hangout with my friends so if I don't answer you right away I'm doing something else
    Brenah16 Brenah16 16-17, F Jul 16

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    I also have a life outside other social media! I'm not on social media 24/7. Please accept that!
    adriana0102 adriana0102 16-17, F Jul 15

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    I was abused until the age of 24 (almost 25), and when I left the house my mom was finally able to have the courage to divorce my dad. She tried to get custody of my younger sister...
    LyraAlluse LyraAlluse 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    so yes, i'll delete my account in a week or 2.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 15

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    I am always waking up at 4 A.M.and reading posts like these out of desperation, so I figured I'd actually contribute. I'm a 21-year-old girl. I'm attractive, smart, sarcastic...
    cec75 cec75 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 15

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    I am writing this is the hope it may help someone else. I completely forgot I had this account until I received an email which led to me to my first and only post back in 2013...
    rose24785 rose24785 22-25, F Jul 15