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I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

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    I always felt from a young age that I may not be able to have children. I don't know why, it was just always something that seemed right to me. I love babies and children, but...
    kitkat0216 kitkat0216 31-35, F 41 mins ago

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    I wrote this recently and decided i should put it here. It gives you perspective on my life. It's pretty grim, and only the tip of the ice berg: TFW you are so depressed that...
    Coretz Coretz 18-21, M 1 hr ago

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    Once, because there was no where to sit at lunch time, I sat with some year nines in some small rounded table who were in my older brother's form. Some girl was talking and as...
    Eninferno Eninferno 13-15, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    My memories of 5th grade are for the most part negative. I started at a new school when I was in 5th grade and I was 10 years old at the time and wore dresses and white pantyhose...
    allisonhashope allisonhashope 13-15, F 4 hrs ago

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    I don't like seeing my mom depressed.. It hurts my so bad. She just said how embarrassed she was when it came to our house because my uncle (her brother) has such a beautiful...
    xMellowButterflyx xMellowButterflyx 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    So, I watched the movie ‘Love & Mercy’ last night starring John Cusack and Elizabeth Banks and it was actually a really good movie. It was based on a true story about the lead...
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    The simple truth of life is that we must all learn how to love. Not just through giving and recieving it, but by BEING it. We must do this through the experiences we have with...
    a11th1ngsf1shy a11th1ngsf1shy 31-35, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    I'm waiting on more tests to rule out some other things but I think I have endometriosis based off my symptoms. I get bad stomach pain normally all day. It's made worse by eating...
    fallenstar23 fallenstar23 22-25, F 9 hrs ago

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    I just came back from a dinner with my boyfriends family and friends and felt sad coming back. The thoughts I had was I envied my boyfriend for having family stability and wished...
    montgomery1984 montgomery1984 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    like now i have forgotten
    ConfusedPsychopath ConfusedPsychopath 18-21, M 10 hrs ago

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    12 months ago I created my profile and picked a name for my feminine self. 12 months ago Jessica came into my life (Virgos rule, BTW) What a year it's been.... I won't bother...
    JessicaDale JessicaDale 51-55, T 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I believe family is there to guide you on the track of life that you're supposed to be on. But I also feel like they hold you back from the life you could have had.
    Abcdefghijessy Abcdefghijessy 18-21, F 2 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    I ALMOST DIED WHEN I WAS PREGNANT for my daughter my blood count dropped down to a 4 the DRS did nothing for me one dr told my mom I might not live but thank I did. its now 23...
    florencemartine florencemartine 41-45, F 13 hrs ago

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    I was verbally abused by a LMHC. I went to her in 2011 for social skills because I did not know how to go about things in life. I have Aspergers, Mild Cognitive Impairment and...
    amylcu amylcu 31-35 1 Response 14 hrs ago

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    I've been having this nightmare. I don't exactly remember all of it but there's always this one part that wakes me up its so clear. There's a part where I get thrown against the...
    Mewl Mewl 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    I was walking around the yard in dirty hi cut blue panties, hanging clothes, mowing the weeds down, shoes on, getting a lot of attention, everyone seeing my t--- bounce around, as...
    lancemowrey lancemowrey 56-60, F 6 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    ⭐️🌟⭐️ Oh written in the stars A million miles away A message to the main Oh Seasons come and go But I will never change And I'm on my way Yeah You're listening now...
    MissMixalott MissMixalott 31-35, F 15 hrs ago

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    To Mom and Dad who tortured me with old classics. This is an old favorite of theirs. "An American Dream" - Nitty Gritty Dirt Band I beg your pardon, mama, what did you say? My...
    RogueLogic RogueLogic 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    Right now, we have a worksheet we need to finish by next Monday at 8:30am. It's basically about analyzing signs and symbols, and writing down definitions to different keywords...
    LittleMidnight LittleMidnight 18-21 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I used to have so much self respect.. Now I have very little.. I've done stupid things that have thrown my integrity on the line to try and win someone back into my life
    Catho Catho 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    I, amazingly, woke up today with a huge, heavy, dark weight on my shoulders. I went from last night, whirring over the endless possibilities my life, relationship, future held for...
    Jessa3141 Jessa3141 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    Making plans with friends = them cancelling at the last minute Arranging to go and see them = them deciding they suddenly have other plans Arranging for them to come here = them...
    Anth1290 Anth1290 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    It doesn't matter anyway because I'm like a walking dead. EP is my thoughts and my life outside of it is nothing but a rotten corpse.
    catacomb catacomb 66-70 1 Response Aug 18

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    My whole childhood is built on drugs, mothering my sister, being the one to make sure everything's okay, and being the strong one. Memories of my childhood aren't all bad. I have...
    Flower124 Flower124 18-21 Aug 16

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    Like it or not, when Adam and Eve sinned in the beginning, that is when sin entered into the world. It's not like God didn't know that would happen or what was going on. He did. He...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F Aug 15

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    Anger is not something to be ashamed of. Anger is a natural response to injustice and can help break the cycle of abuse. Anger is a crucial part of recovery. Two weeks ago on 7/31...
    wowodeals wowodeals 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    sometimes i wonder , do we all suffer or just some of us? do we all live that fair life ? do we all have ups and down? i dont think so some people are just so damn lucky is like...
    anonyme27 anonyme27 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have been let down By my closest friend Do i dare telling him? Do i dare making him sad? No i dont ... I am his friend I would never let him know Know how sad i feel How...
    rb47 rb47 36-40, F 1 Response Aug 14

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    I have no life in the real world so i crated one online and i keep it secret from my family members. They have their own lives they do not tell me much of but they bother me when...
    RVFreeze RVFreeze 18-21, M Aug 13

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    And my circle of friends...I'm seeing too much arrogance and attitude as if people think I have no life apart from EP...seriously? Lol
    RestlessWarrior1 RestlessWarrior1 46-50, T Aug 13

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    I've noticed so many these days are angry with God. They accuse him of being a bully, narcissistic, uncaring, hateful, unfair, unloving, evil, and just plain mean. They say they...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F Aug 12

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    I have fed mouths that have talked **** back to me. I have wiped away tears from the faces that caused mine. I have picked up people that have put me down and kicked me while I was...
    WokenandOpen WokenandOpen 31-35, M 2 Responses Aug 12

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    Be careful who you associate yourself with. Their habits rub off on you eventually. Don't associate with the bums who have no life goals and make dumb **** such as drama a priority...
    ThePrettyOnee ThePrettyOnee 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 11

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    I'm a new member. I need some advice. My life is work. I give 12-14 hrs a day to my job. I make very good money for what I do. I have no life outside of work. On my days off I do...
    bruce29775 bruce29775 56-60, M Aug 11

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    Hi. I have found the way to lesson anxiety- and the only way without taking pills (that don't work anyway.) You know that feeling, where you feel as if there is a huge black cloud...
    junipery junipery 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 11

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    It's like I have a finally come up for a breath of air but I have a hundred people pulling me down back into the water, trying to drown me. What is this fate of mine? I am so alone...
    myheaven myheaven 22-25, F 3 Responses Aug 11

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    Haha saying I have "a" scar is a understatement 😂 I have 20 scars. I don't like them at all though. I can't use scar cream because they're just too deep😕 but here's how I got...
    purplekittycat122 purplekittycat122 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 10

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    I am jealous of them, I wish I had brothers instead of sisters too. They are so happy and have a life of glee😅
    StudCanadian StudCanadian 16-17, M 2 Responses Aug 10

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