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I Have Thrown My Life Down The Tubes

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    Today one of my ultimate nightmares came to life, I was alone in the building of my school, it's dark nobodies around and I get this creepy feeling that makes me run out down the...
    submissivenurse submissivenurse 31-35, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I lost me, my passion for life itself. now I'm antisocial, daydreaming of being a highly successful person. I have a natural talent writing and music, I think. nobody believes in...
    claytonspain claytonspain 31-35, M 2 Responses 1 hr ago

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    I think this group may be the best place to write about this crush that I've been having for what feels like an eternity. And this post will be long and very detailed, so please...
    arcticray arcticray 16-17, F 1 hr ago

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    Okay , so i have this huge void in my life that nothing seems to fill No amount of soul searching will do it and certainly no amount of practical actions can detract from it. So I...
    colorbuff colorbuff 51-55, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Within two years of graduating from high school back in the early 80's, I married and had three children. A few years after that marriage ended, I remarried and was in a miserable...
    lightblueeyes lightblueeyes 46-50, F 7 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    15 years ago I loved him. I adored him and I respected him. Now, for the life of me, no matter what good he does I have little feelings at all. For the longest time I tried to...
    Mallory38 Mallory38 36-40, F 3 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Being a girl clearly has its ups and downs. I just don't understand why we have to fluctuate so much... One day feeling like a gazelle, the next feeling like a giant walrus. I...
    HotMessExpress101 HotMessExpress101 31-35, F 6 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    It's like watching yourself drown. It's like laying down and feeling unable to move in a nightmare. It's like the world's emptiness is unleashed on your soul and in that moment...
    Backspaceblogger Backspaceblogger 26-30 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Six months ago my life was very different. I was complacently married to a man that I had grown apart from, but I was alright with our situation. I had been intensely focused on...
    ginger9999 ginger9999 31-35, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    I dont know why but out of nowhere it comes. Like the feeling of having no control over my life and my heart thumps like hundred times per second. I feel down and useless , like i...
    charley00 charley00 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I write a lot about men...like a LOT. Men have always been a big part of my life since the first breath I took in this form. Growing up the only man a part of my life, after the...
    MsJessicaRabbit MsJessicaRabbit 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    When you feel so down, upset and stressed out... But you don't know the reason behind it... When you ask yourself so much questions that you wonder where would you find the right...
    dighard59 dighard59 26-30, F 8 hrs ago

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    I've been off of medication for several months. I went cold turkey when I found out I was pregnant. It was amazing not to be on meds and feel "normal". When I lost my baby I was...
    Audreydarling Audreydarling 26-30, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I had a very bad road accident coming home from work (March 2001). My brain was very badly damaged; I was told that there was no part around the outside of the brain which was not...
    VB05 VB05 51-55, M 10 hrs ago

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    I absolutely hate Monday's. And Tuesday. And Wednesday. And Thursday. Now Fridays I don't mind. Saturday back down hill. Sunday's make me happy again. Ugh......
    TennesseeWhiskey TennesseeWhiskey 41-45, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I have made mistakes in life like anyone else. But I have learned from them all and I am a better person for it .
    Cynthia79 Cynthia79 36-40, F 4 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I really really love women who wear skirts, especially with nylons... Its just like OMG I wanna go down on you....
    unrated28 unrated28 31-35, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I knew her for five years, we got to know each other after she got hired where I worked. She was twenty years younger than me. She was pretty and smart, I had a tiny crush on her...
    andyreed andyreed 51-55, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I'm very assuming that my life here isn't easy I just think the way I am and I think someday I'll be out here and never return. so I was like a hard rock in the past I can't feel...
    aereuz2 aereuz2 16-17, M 14 hrs ago

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    I don't realize how much my past still has an impact on me, because I run away from it. I keep going and I don't look back. My mom decided to tell my younger sister about an...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F 3 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    While four-year-old Alfie loves ­dinosaurs, fire engines and cars, Logan prefers sparkly dresses, wands and Frozen’s Princess Elsa.But what makes their differences all...
    janecool janecool 16-17, M 4 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Getting old fears me. True. I am shocked that i am no longer a teenager, but why is it like only my age increases? I feel like my mentality when i was a teenager is the same as i...
    blitzkrieg7 blitzkrieg7 22-25, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    One of them untied and I'm late! I have an appointment to get checked. This is utter BS! Why don't they tie, cut and burn anymore?!
    BOJ1988 BOJ1988 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    This is a true story of what happened to Greg Zaffuto. I have just experienced much the same and do not want this to happen to you, so I am sharing the following. I apologize for...
    Grace2U Grace2U 66-70, F 1 day ago

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    If I had a single, cruel bone in my body, I would post a classified advert somewhere, asking for someone who has nothing to do, no reason to stay alive, nothing left to give and no...
    CantDriveHouseGladISavedTorana CantDriveHouseGladISavedTorana 36-40 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have this one friend on EP, I kinda fell for her a bit not long after knowing her but she was rather definite that she doesn't meet people or even talk to them on the phone from...
    anon8369 anon8369 31-35, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Hi there. My name is Bulim-- wait nope. My name is Larkin and I was diagnosed with Bulimia halfway through my sophomore year of high school. I bet you're wondering about the second...
    spark97 spark97 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Empty. It's the only word that comes to mind. When inside my head it's everything but,.... So many conflictions inside myself. When insides are Violent, Violet, blue, green, sad...
    Sometimesilence Sometimesilence 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    Soo deeply and badly. I am dying to have the life I ORIGINALLY WANTED before I came to Earth . And i want my love life this time to be predestined by ME. As i know what i want...
    Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday Angelinawhitepromdresseveryday 16-17, F 6 days ago

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    Was about 18. Got caught shoplifting in a record store (long time ago - it was vinyl!). Was taken upstairs to the managers office and waited. I had some... er... illegal substances...
    egbertnosh egbertnosh 51-55, M 1 Response Jan 30

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    Yeah! Work is ticking and money is in the pocket, who doesn't want to travel and have a lifelong bed on a cruise ship :) World is beautiful!
    JetWoes JetWoes 36-40, M 2 Responses Jan 30

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    Well as of now I mean. Got my draft paper for my schedule next year and guess who has 3 ap classes and math honors lol Me. 🙂🙃
    Atljjay Atljjay 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 30

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    I am used to it. It's still not nice though really, especially if you've invested yourself in a friendship or trusted yourself with someone who's a medical professional and just...
    stargirl58 stargirl58 26-30, F Jan 29

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    I have been diagnosed with bipolar with psychotic features. it has been very hard dealing with this. I have delusions and hallucinations when I am not on medicine. but I think we...
    kparker33 kparker33 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 29

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    my bipolar disorder and anxiety is ruining my life. i can not sustain a relationship. i usually do not even get past the initial meeting. i start to get overbearing and pushy...
    LannaKitten LannaKitten 41-45, F Jan 29

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    I wrote a post about temptation. It got some men defensive and they felt compelled to say repeatedly that they'd never be tempted to cheat. First of all, my post was not indicating...
    Walkalone9000 Walkalone9000 51-55, F 4 Responses Jan 29

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    I've never really talked about it except to people I'm closest to, so here goes nothin. When we started dating he treated me like I was precious and gave me attention i had never...
    SnowWhite87 SnowWhite87 26-30, F 4 Responses Jan 27

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    Shout out to all the perverted teenage boys that pretend they're cool on the Internet. Y'all are pathetic. :)
    sentimentalguy3 sentimentalguy3 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 26

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    Today, I had another conversation with my mom. Yes, I love her. Yes, she was there and saw (all of the abuse of me and my siblings.) Hard for her. She spends her days trying to...
    frspch frspch 51-55, F 6 Responses Jan 25

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