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I Have To Be Careful Not To Fall In Love

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    Love...

    True love, I hide from it... Run away from it... Avoid it.. Fear it, hate it... am mesmerized by it. Am jealous of those who have it. Why, after so many years, am I not capable of feeling "love" anymore? I hate him somedays, and miss you during that time... and then other...
    MyPerpetualPerdition MyPerpetualPerdition 26-30, F Dec 5, 2011

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    The Plague

    ...is what I avoid it like.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Especially Online

    I have a secret soft-spot for words. Something about the flow of language, the way words can conjure up beautiful imagery and stir up myriad feelings, the things a person can express via an expansive vocabulary can blow my mind. The delicate dance of playful banter... Sitting...
    bellacaduta bellacaduta 31-35, F Dec 2, 2011

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