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I Have To Be Careful Not To Fall In Love

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    I have a secret soft-spot for words. Something about the flow of language, the way words can conjure up beautiful imagery and stir up myriad feelings, the things a person can express via an expansive vocabulary can blow my mind. The delicate dance of playful banter... Sitting...
    bellacaduta bellacaduta 31-35, F Dec 2, 2011

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    The Plague

    ...is what I avoid it like.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Love...

    True love, I hide from it... Run away from it... Avoid it.. Fear it, hate it... am mesmerized by it. Am jealous of those who have it. Why, after so many years, am I not capable of feeling "love" anymore? I hate him somedays, and miss you during that time... and then other...
    MyPerpetualPerdition MyPerpetualPerdition 26-30, F Dec 5, 2011

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    So, I've never had a real life boyfriend before, maybe because I'm not pretty enough or smart enough idk. I've had crushes, I talk to boys, I've had guys interested in me, it's all...
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    Sometimes I think of the second he turned to me in the dry mid-summer grass and kissed me for the first time. I have a collection of moments that literally take my breath away. I...
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    And while I accept that, it's just who I am and my life, it doesn't mean that it's not hard sometimes. Tonight is one of those times. I was reading a book that I didn't expect to...
    IrisArrow IrisArrow 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    my friend cant handle the love i have for her , she thinks i am too emotional !! and weak because i love her so much and can not live without her!
    TRHL TRHL 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 10

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    Don't get me wrong, my husband is my world... My here, now and my future... But I can't stop having either dreams about my first true, long term love. Why is that? I know up and...
    laurenb229 laurenb229 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    i still love you! i still have so much to give and to do for you! its all about love. i love you T.i am hurting baby but i still love you , i have been so jealousy and needy but no...
    TRHL TRHL 26-30, M Mar 13

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    The best night ever. Was on snap chat talking to my crush aka my guy best friend and right before he was going to sleep he told me that he loves me. My day just got ten times...
    dimplesgirl17 dimplesgirl17 13-15, F Mar 13

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    my lover is not human!, it is a spirit that has been with me since I was about 7 and we have been in contact ever since, she is very protective of me and has keep me isolated from...
    seikofontay seikofontay 18-21, M 4 days ago

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    Sometimes I feel so full of love it just comes spilling out - J.M
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    today I met one of my close buddy zayn at maths academy after a very long time ...it was dark and raining when we were leaving the academy ....We both had to go through different...
    stoneseeker stoneseeker 18-21, M 1 Response 12 hrs ago

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    I have horrible anxiety. So I like this guy and I honestly think he likes me too. But we don't talk. I can't make eye contact. But he always looks at me and I can never look back...
    ImMessierThanMost ImMessierThanMost 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I have anxiety. Throughout high school, I knew a girl I liked. We talked and hung out a bit, but only really as friends. I never once hinted I liked her (darn anxiety) though. Too...
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    i have lost many people, but the lost of my crush was surprisingly the most hurtful of them all. RIP Toboe. i`m a mess without you.......
    WolfsParadice WolfsParadice 36-40 5 days ago

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    futureMD futureMD 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 3

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    It's sad.. Because I want to give it to one person .. But the question is, are you ready for me? ..
    bprice0600 bprice0600 18-21, F Mar 6

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    After have thought I have been in love before or even knowing I have loved someone before it wasn't until I truly started falling in love with this girl did I realize that this is...
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    😢 "Why did I have to fall in love?" By me I'm locking my heart And throwing the key Where no one can find it Not even me I thought she cared So I gave her my heart But I...
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    There is a sacredness in tears. They are not the mark of weakness, but of power. They speak more eloquently than ten thousand tongues. They are messengers of overwhelming grief and...
    Camouflage Camouflage 22-25, M 4 Responses Mar 7

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    when there is love, there is also pain... almost always love come with the pain, its natural... its the best feeling in the world, I have been in love quite a few times.. in love...
    crazihilary crazihilary 26-30, M 3 Responses Mar 10

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    Myalee Myalee 41-45, F Mar 17

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    Excerpts from "Flower of Love" by Oscar Wilde Sweet, I blame you not, for mine the fault was, had I not been made of common clay I had climbed the higher heights unclimbed yet...
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