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I Have To Be Careful Not To Fall In Love

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    I have a secret soft-spot for words. Something about the flow of language, the way words can conjure up beautiful imagery and stir up myriad feelings, the things a person can express via an expansive vocabulary can blow my mind. The delicate dance of playful banter... Sitting...
    bellacaduta bellacaduta 31-35, F Dec 2, 2011

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    The Plague

    ...is what I avoid it like.
    SpiritOfTheRabbit SpiritOfTheRabbit 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 1, 2012

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    Love...

    True love, I hide from it... Run away from it... Avoid it.. Fear it, hate it... am mesmerized by it. Am jealous of those who have it. Why, after so many years, am I not capable of feeling "love" anymore? I hate him somedays, and miss you during that time... and then other...
    MyPerpetualPerdition MyPerpetualPerdition 26-30, F Dec 5, 2011

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    I found love, but out of fear that he was too good for me-- I let him go and hurt him. He came back, but then I felt I wasn't worth it. Now he's with another, and I can see that...
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    I met him in 7th Grade. We had a rocky start and I did not have any feelings for him in the beginning. We would always fight. But as time passed I started helping him with school...
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    so here's a true story. I have a strange way of being able to retell it even though its the worst thing to ever happen in my life. its one of those things that used to be hard to...
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    I've never truly loved my wife, nor do we have great sexual chemistry, but our relationship is otherwise very open and honest. I was mildly depressed getting into it almost a...
    Haplava Haplava 26-30, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I married my true love at the age of 20 and unfortunately she later fell out of love with me. I stayed depressed for months. I remarried later on and we had a beautiful baby boy...
    grinbearit grinbearit 51-55, M 3 Responses Jan 16

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    The House that Found Us! My wife and I had made the decision to move to the country, a very rural place, so we wanted to buy a cool house, preferably very old. So, we went with a...
    severalanimals severalanimals 56-60, M 6 Responses Jan 9

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    I have more than people can take! I guess that's what my cat is for.....poor little chirps
    ordminnet ordminnet 31-35, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I lost my mother last January. I think that was the hardest thing that I have had to deal with. She was my best friend. There isn't a day that goes by that I think of her.
    Camo74 Camo74 36-40, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    More than a year ago now. Weird. I used to honestly think I'd not get over it. But I did. And that's even weirder.
    AzuraSkies AzuraSkies 16-17 Jan 6

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    Of course, you never truly realize it until it's gone. But now, I know what I'm looking for. Once I find it, I'll know tomorrow is never promised, but forever is guaranteed. My...
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    I have been in love twice in my life and both times heartbroken. Scared of feeling that way ever again but I want to fall in love again. Not sure though how to get over that...
    domes56 domes56 36-40, M 5 Responses Jan 13

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    What can I say? I have fallen in love with the guy that I am with. I have no idea what it is about him but I have never fallen so hard so fast. I love you Trip :)
    NicholeCarter1995 NicholeCarter1995 18-21, F Jan 14

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    BandsAreMyLifeForever BandsAreMyLifeForever 13-15, F Dec 29, 2014

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    mydarksidenow mydarksidenow 26-30 3 Responses Jan 7

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    This is my first time ever writing one of my experiences on this site so...forgive me if it's a bit jumbled or not very well written. I am actually very shy and nervous about this...
    HisKindredSpirit HisKindredSpirit 22-25, F 2 Responses Jan 11

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    He invited me to spend my weekend with his family(just his mother and his sister). I went and thought it went pretty well because his mom really kind to me. When i asked him...
    mimsNayla mimsNayla 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    I cut it.. I cut him, I cut his ties.. I'm regretting it so much, It's hurting too much. Why did I have to fall so hard for him? why couldn't it have been a happy ending? It felt...
    xRiax xRiax 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 17

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    There is no way to really express the way I feel at this very moment. All these emotions erupting out of me, bursting out from every inch of me. I feel more alive than I ever did...
    ocecas ocecas 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I once caught a turtle while fishing but now have a Tortoise who enjoys listening to Phish. ? If that's not cool enough, two years ago my son launched a small piece of wood into...
    IrishEyes4smiling IrishEyes4smiling 41-45, M Dec 31, 2014

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    I used to step on her dress on purpose just to have it fall to the ground and that I could see her panties.
    ErikAlpha20 ErikAlpha20 18-21, M 1 Response Jan 9

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    My wife of 13 yrs, says, out of the blue, I don't feel anything for you anymore, and I don't know if I want to be married anymore. She is unclear on these feelings at times, and...
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    i met someone online 7ish months ago and have recently fallen in love with him.. but i havent physsically met him but we have had the "dating" title for almost 6 months. he wants...
    mlhenry mlhenry 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I have been thinking to much. Findings a new job, school, family, finances...it is getting my mind into trouble. I have slept but when I wake I feel as if I have just fallen asleep...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F Dec 29, 2014

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    Love is forbidden To those who fight Who fight for love For love is not. Love is given To those who need Who need love For love is fickle. Love is lost To those who try Who try...
    zainshah1 zainshah1 26-30, M 1 Response Jan 17

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    Hey i have no life I never graduated, never had a prom, never had some cute love story happen in my life, even though i have my true love... we never had a nice cute story though...
    beckybecks224 beckybecks224 18-21, F Dec 26, 2014

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    Close your eyes for a second. Now tell me, what did you feel? Did you feel alone surrounded by darkness with no one there to hear your cry? Did you feel safe as if hidden by a veil...
    welchbw welchbw 18-21, M Dec 26, 2014

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    Well I feel my sons love but no one else. When they say they love me I just look at them, like it doesn't register. My theory I have no self love so it's hard for me to receive or...
    toniyl toniyl 36-40, F 3 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Wilddesires Wilddesires 51-55, M 2 Responses Dec 27, 2014

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    Gingersnapped Gingersnapped 51-55, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2014

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