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I Have To Fight For Myself Cuz Theres No Other Way Out

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    Yeah, just recently at about 8:15AM this

    morning, I got into a physical and verbal fight with my Fake Mother. She cussed at me, called me the N word several times, and hit me. Like I've mentioned in other stories, she is not my Real Mother and has destroyed my entire life. I have no one! No one to help me!
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 4, 2015

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