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I Have To Fight For Myself Cuz Theres No Other Way Out

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    I am a passive person, but because I believe everyone needs to create good change in this world, my beliefs have carried me to a point where I need to try and work hard. First of all, I am in college, although I am not sure what my major is and I have no true goals yet, I want to...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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