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I Have To Fight For Myself Cuz Theres No Other Way Out

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    I am a passive person, but because I believe everyone needs to create good change in this world, my beliefs have carried me to a point where I need to try and work hard. First of all, I am in college, although I am not sure what my major is and I have no true goals yet, I want to...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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    Maybe not what. But who is more like it. I will not fight someone just because they make me angry or something. I will fight for my loved ones. I will fight for my family, my...
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    "We were never meant to, crawling for the bait we never will. I can think for myself, I've got something no pill could ever kill." metric - synthetica.
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    My 'crush' and I have both admitted that we have feelings for each other but we agreed to 'get to know each other first' and decided that now wasn't the correct time.. But I want...
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    I've been with my boyfriend for years... So much that the word boyfriend seems belittling to him. As irrational as it may seem I would risk everything I have for him... that's...
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    To be honest...I can't stop thinking about you..I torture myself with you.. I can't write down what is true in my head for fear that it'll become a lie when I write it, but this is...
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    Totally I'll even help my enemy fight side but afterwards if we still hate each other the truce is over after the war.
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    I hesitate so I can think before I answer. So sometimes people answer for me. Stop!
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    Eyes that hate that haven't wakes if their will accepts it I wish them grace in the digestion of everything on there plate
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