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I Have To Fight For Myself Cuz Theres No Other Way Out

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    I am a passive person, but because I believe everyone needs to create good change in this world, my beliefs have carried me to a point where I need to try and work hard. First of all, I am in college, although I am not sure what my major is and I have no true goals yet, I want to...
    ResidentGoddessAstraea ResidentGoddessAstraea 18-21 Nov 17, 2012

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    sounds stupid to me I need to fight for myself and be a formidable person myself not have a man come to my rescue every 5 minutes. My husband knows he doesn't have to fight for me...
    louisetiger1 louisetiger1 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 5

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    Everyday is a pain and I have to go through it alone. No one is there when I need them, but I have to be there for them. People say I can't do suicide, but they continue to...
    Unknown1047 Unknown1047 18-21, M 4 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I would love is a man fight to protect me. If me & a guy were hanging out and some dude out of the blue decided to look at me and push me. I would stand up for myself but if the...
    lorrena19 lorrena19 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 5

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    It's been an exhausting two weeks. We were in court on Monday. All day. He was off the scale ridiculous. Desperate to control me and have as much power as he can through...
    Sunrise13 Sunrise13 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 8

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    I really don't know why I haven't killed myself yet. My life is **** and it isn't getting any better any time soon. I've made plans but I never go through with them. I just want to...
    TiredSoVeryTired TiredSoVeryTired 18-21, M 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    Fight For Life. Fight For Love. Never would I want to fight but doesn't mean I would not. Being depressed or the mental issues I have had have always been a fight so to truly find...
    Lugelogistics93 Lugelogistics93 18-21, M Mar 5

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    For those of you under the age of twenty who think you want to kill yourself ( I say twenty because I, myself am only 23 but I think this would also apply to people older than me...
    Animefreak4042 Animefreak4042 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    My fiance the father of my children just ended our relationship because his ex the one abandoned him and his daughter 6 years ago just popped back up out of the blue and now he...
    Bbycswt1 Bbycswt1 26-30, F Mar 4

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    I have been in a relationship, just recently. I think this relationship is the hardest kind a relationship could ever be. We are both gays and we're living thousands of miles apart...
    MrRadicals MrRadicals 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    Dear Experience Project readers, I am madly, truly, passionately, genuinely just deeply in love with my best friend G and have been for the past 2 years. We just recently admitted...
    Sunnysan22 Sunnysan22 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    I need a way out. I am stuck with no income no way to buy the things I need
    Soretushy Soretushy 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 3

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    When people ask how you been and the other person tells them your ok.... Or when I go doctors with my mum and they ask me what's wrong and she tells them :/ people need give me a...
    JonathanLovesToParty JonathanLovesToParty 13-15, M 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Have Not Forgotten 911.......
    goodnites25 goodnites25 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 21

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    My New Thigh High Boots! My new black leather thigh high boots arrived today. I have never worn thigh highs before. They are expensive and are hand made by Jean Gaborit in France...
    leatherman2 leatherman2 51-55, M 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    My Continuation of my Trichotillomania Story: Part 2: Healing Journey… Out of the darkness into the sun… Breakaway…. Grew up in a small town And when the rain would fall...
    ninja5593 ninja5593 18-21, F Mar 20

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    If you choose to stay then stay...if you decide to go then go...dont block the entrance cuz someone might want to enter in my life.......
    renskie99 renskie99 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I have done this for years and I like it this way sometimes don't feel emotional pain and I don't cry almost never my family is the cause of it the yelling the fighting and I have...
    sweetblackcat98 sweetblackcat98 16-17, F a week ago

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    It's the day before my court. And I am preparing and getting ready for my court trial tomorrow morning. I had to hitch hike to wiky this afternoon. Rode in the back of a truck. Got...
    Brandon15shawana Brandon15shawana 16-17, M 4 days ago

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    So I kind of dropped off this website for a while. I settled my insecurities and confusion so I just didn't really feel the desire to be here. And honestly? I don't really want to...
    Gab1331 Gab1331 18-21 1 Response Mar 15

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    I'm a lover who loves to fight the things I hate and decimate it before the feet of the ones I love.....because that's what cats do!;)
    Spitbak Spitbak 41-45, M Mar 7

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    You don't want to make love warfare but you'll do what you've got to do! Sticking up for yourself and those you love is policy. Then, it'll be true love conquers all!
    Astrucbmt Astrucbmt 22-25, F 4 Responses Mar 4

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    I am.protecting ones that I care about from bad people, I may be corrupt but it doesn't mean that I don't have that little piece left saying "help".
    shur09 shur09 13-15, F Mar 16

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    I'm extremely independent, but I ask for help when I need it. I just need to know how capable I am on my own.
    queenettejeanette queenettejeanette 13-15, F Mar 22

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    The reason for joining EP was purely because I needed a outlet. I was sad because something happend that made such a big impact on me. I had no chance to defend myself from what I...
    GuiltBear GuiltBear 31-35, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I defend people that i love, because my life is for Hustle, Loyalty, Respect which John Cena inspired me of living my life with those three motivations.
    Annaambrose Annaambrose 16-17 2 days ago

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    I don't know who I am anymore I have completely lost my self. I began this year trying to change my life and all I did was make it worst I am falling all of my. lasses I have no...
    misprisy101 misprisy101 13-15, F Mar 6

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    i feel too deep. love too much. too much anger at myself. i want to be all to others but give myself nothing.
    ArnoldJRimmer ArnoldJRimmer 46-50, M 1 Response Mar 20

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    I feel like my entire life has just been a struggle. Im too chicken **** to kill myself but i pray every night to die in my sleep. Im tired of living, im exhausted. I cant do this...
    niellyn niellyn 22-25 1 day ago

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    What is the points of living? I love my boyfriend I really do but I just don't want to live anymore. I have different plans on how I'm going to do it. Guns,Pills like last time or...
    EternallyScreamingInSilence EternallyScreamingInSilence 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 1

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    looking for a serious partner to marry specially a white person
    gloia1234 gloia1234 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 4

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    Omg I remember I was ************ in class when I was young. It was just absolutely weird and thinking about it just gets me like why did I do that lol. I was in kindergarten, and...
    katherinneee katherinneee 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 13

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    today, I noticed I HATE the way I look and I feel as if people are gonna forget about me anyways... :/
    Hayley13T15 Hayley13T15 13-15, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Sorry my other one was cut off. So someone will ask me my name and someone will say eve ! ?!!!!!! (Isn't my name using an example)
    kitty609 kitty609 18-21, F Mar 1

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    uo knw .. its about 2 years ,..she left me..she cheated me ..and went for the other boy ...the boy was my friend...v were together for 2 years...i was in pain for 6 months ...i...
    abdulrahman1998 abdulrahman1998 18-21, M Mar 8

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    so he is in year 11, I'm in year 9. and to make it worse, he has a girlfriend. she doesn't go to our school though. he would always look at me when we were near each other and he...
    gracestc gracestc 13-15, F 2 Responses Mar 10

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    I had to cut some close friends out of my life. I think we just landed on different levels,they still live at home. I have a house and a very demanding job. I think our lives...
    JustNickThanks JustNickThanks 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    Was talked into throwing my collection out some time back. Pretty big and beautiful collection. It was under false pretenses getting me to toss. I regret it. There's something...
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 1 Response Mar 15

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    My mum has been with her partner for a while now, maybe four years, and they're finally engaged. My mums fiancé has a son, and he comes over to sleep regularly at my house along...
    ClaraBowDaily ClaraBowDaily 18-21, F 4 Responses Mar 22

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    Puked again today. Felt a little sick and just decided to get rid of the feeling by just puking it up. Went to the toilet and stuck my fingers down my throat until my lunch came up...
    pukeboy pukeboy 22-25, M 6 days ago

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    Breaking up with me and telling me it's not my fault took a considerable toll on me. I need to think about what I could have done wrong, or what I should have done better. In any...
    Alyyeska Alyyeska 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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