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I Have to Let Him Go

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    So Hard To Let This Go

    Last night I dreamt a dream You were standing in front of me You put your arms around me And we melted into one But when I awoke You were nowhere to be seen I dont know what it means It felt so very real to me... Everytime I close my eyes I see you and your smiling eyes I miss...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 21, 2011

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    I really enjoyed being with him.

    I love every moment we shared and talked. Every conversation was wonderful. But I think its time for me to say goodbye. Unfornately, I cry thinking I can't be there with him. But he probably has someone better out there. I fall more and more in love. although I know we both have...
    87athleteunknown 87athleteunknown 18-21, F Jan 21

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    Just Let Go

    He is the only thing that has made my heart beat faster in .... well, forever. I'll always belong to him-but he stopped belonging to me a long time ago. But it just can't be. Things that are meant to be shouldn't be met with such resistance should they? I think not...I'm more...
    GraceBecomesHer GraceBecomesHer 21-25, F Dec 1, 2007

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    He Don't Want Me Now

    Oh, he wanted me when I was mean, but then when I was nice.. He's not a fan of heating it up, he gets his kicks from ice. Fancies himself as a hunter, yeah it's all about the chase. He'll keep you slyly on the side - you are the just-in-case. You know that something...
    tearaway tearaway 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 10, 2010

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    Bridge

    He knew me. He saw me once naked. I let hin put his hand in my soaking wet inside vagina and i cant say where else w
    godzillamimipie godzillamimipie 51-55 2 Responses Aug 9, 2012

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    He Ask Me To Leave!

    I'm 29 years old I being with my boyfriend for almost three years, I have being married before and have a 10 year old daughter, he has being married twice and has two daughter one is 12years old and the other 6years. Our relationship at the beginning was great and he was so good...
    CRAZY09 CRAZY09 26-30, F 7 Responses Dec 6, 2009

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