Another week of work is upon us.
The weekend was something of a...well it was pretty much normal for a weekend where I go out to the pub.
Except this time, I changed things.
There is this guy (isn't there always) and I've known him since I was 17/18 years old.
I'm 29 years old I being with my boyfriend for almost three years, I have being married before and have a 10 year old daughter, he has being married twice and has two daughter one is 12years old and the other 6years. Our relationship at the beginning was great and he was so good...
Oh, he wanted me when I was mean, but then when I was nice..
He's not a fan of heating it up, he gets his kicks from ice.
Fancies himself as a hunter, yeah it's all about the chase.
He'll keep you slyly on the side - you are the just-in-case.
You know that something...
He is the only thing that has made my heart beat faster in .... well, forever.
I'll always belong to him-but he stopped belonging to me a long time ago.
But it just can't be. Things that are meant to be shouldn't be met with such resistance should they? I think not...I'm more...
Last night I dreamt a dream
You were standing in front of me
You put your arms around me
And we melted into one
But when I awoke
You were nowhere to be seen
I dont know what it means
It felt so very real to me...
Everytime I close my eyes
I see you and your smiling eyes
I love every moment we shared and talked.
Every conversation was wonderful.
But I think its time for me to say goodbye.
Unfornately, I cry thinking I can't be there with him.
But he probably has someone better out there.
I fall more and more in love. although I know we both have...