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    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 24, 2010

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    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4

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    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2011

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    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2010

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    When Did Open Translate To Easy

    When did open translate to easy? I have to sit and wonder about that. You have all these people who want a more safe, open and transparent society yet the price of that openness is that you are often billed as a easy on account of it. Now on rare occasions, that may be warranted...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2011

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    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2011

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    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 22, 2010

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    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Fight against other players in battles and take part in daily conquest wars. Help capture new territories for your people and defend them against attackers! Only the victorious...
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    I met my girlfriend sherry at a comic shop, and we started dating Halloween night, she's 30yrs old, she babies me in every way, she baths me, dresses me, brushes my teeth, puts my...
    TaylorDoyle TaylorDoyle 18-21, T 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    Michael Brown, Eric Gardner, the kid in Cleveland... The cops are out of control. Killing an unarmed man in "self-defence," Killing a kid with a toy gun, Using an illegal choke...
    SlushGray SlushGray 56-60, F Dec 4

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    We just hooked up a few days ago and I just absolutely love her. She is just the best girl ever. Even though we live miles apart we are completely in love with each other.
    KingAndrew95 KingAndrew95 18-21, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    My third anniversary on EP was in August 2014. I am a bit behind. You know how life keeps you busy. So it is time for me to share what I have learned in this past year. I hope you...
    PoetryNEmotion PoetryNEmotion 51-55, F 19 Responses Nov 27

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    What if you lost your ability to Love ? What if the ability to enjoy everything was taken away from one day to the next ? This is a glimpse into my life suffering from a mental...
    jeromeleegriffin jeromeleegriffin 41-45, M Nov 30

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    Saw my crush at the club the other day and now it's all I'm thinking about.. I don't stand a chance and I know this, but god he was so ideal and perfect, and just being around him...
    DesiredUsername23 DesiredUsername23 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Situation. Ive been married 16 years now. Our sex life has been nearly non-existant for about the last 7, having sex maybe twice a month on a good one. I have to practically just...
    Stuck41 Stuck41 41-45, M 1 Response Dec 6

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    There's something humorous about watching someone pop a balloon by sitting on it. Have you noticed that people can be very tense while sitting on a balloon then all of a sudden...
    bustrnot2bust bustrnot2bust 46-50, M Dec 5

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    sometimes I feel lame whenever I talk to or hang out with my friends. Yes I drink, but only with a group of people, so I'm only a social drinker. yet other than that, I don't smoke...
    alxvii alxvii 18-21, F 3 Responses Nov 28

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    basically because i've made so much bad decisions.I have always wondered how my life would've changed if i had changed my decision. nowadays i toss coins to take small decisions...
    alexgabriel alexgabriel 22-25, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    Why did it take me 33 years to realize this? Almost immediately after typing that question I feel doubt and shame not because I should have known years ago but because I feel I am...
    klaw25 klaw25 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 10

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    I REMEMBER THIS THIS IS WHY I HAVE ADHD (ATTENTION HYPERACTIVITY DISORDER) I REMEMBER WHEN I ATTENDED COMMUNITY COLLEGE WE WERE TOLD TO WRITE AN ESSAY ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I loved this guy for the best part of 5 years I still wake up with him being one of my first thoughts, dream of him, think of him in the day and he's my last thought of the day...
    lilygeorge12 lilygeorge12 22-25, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    Last night I went to dinner with some very good friends who I hadn't seen in a while. Just sitting there waiting to order, my body temperature shot through the roof as I started...
    pnw21 pnw21 22-25, M 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    So, this has been on my mind for a number of reasons, but those reasons don't matter at the moment. What matters is that I fear one of the most important of human emotions, if not...
    Aletheia14 Aletheia14 31-35, F 2 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    my neighbor is just all around bizarre. It's like an art form to the most disturbing degree. He loves any negative attention you're willing to give so he can turn it around in some...
    davenr7 davenr7 31-35 15 hrs ago

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    What are your symptoms??? I wanted to stay home last night, yesterday was a long day, but I went into the hospital emergency room. I guessed I would be left in the waiting room...
    LadyGypsy LadyGypsy 36-40, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I didn't married. If I never got a daughter. If I never went to the army. It is not that I regret anything of it. But I am curious if I could see what would have happened to me if...
    Nickgermany Nickgermany 46-50, M 6 hrs ago

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    I wonder about these two topics all the time. "Is there a creator?" and "what happens after death?" If there is some kind of creator, then I wonder what it is and why it created...
    moose73630 moose73630 16-17, M 2 Responses Dec 7

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    Recently diagnosed. Diagnosis seems a bit pointless seeing as there's no cure but I suppose it will stop me wasting my time looking for a solution. I wonder what to do with a life...
    Dontcare8 Dontcare8 26-30, F 12 hrs ago

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    Happened to know Yasurs, it gives me deep impression. Once time in my girl’s friend home, I want to buy a unique accessory. I scan many shopping site not find satisfied product...
    yasurscouk yasurscouk 22-25, F Nov 25

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    10yeargap.com focuses on younger women dating older men and it encourages age gap marriage. 10YearGap.com is not a sugar daddy site. Single women are attracted to older single men...
    JessieFay JessieFay 31-35, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    I've realized that I'm incapable of hearing "It's the Most Wonderful Time of the Year" without chuckling at the mental picture of Will Ferrell vomiting on a revolving platform...
    lcz415 lcz415 26-30 9 hrs ago

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    Again, excuse the awkward wordings to get around the censors, but it won't let me post this story without them. I was in one for six days in February, and then they forced me to...
    Boulier Boulier 18-21, F 5 Responses Dec 7

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    There are many things over a span of years that I have allowed to be said about me, and to me by members of this site. I have told you repeatedly that I do not speak out to...
    Joseph84 Joseph84 31-35, M 2 Responses Dec 8

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    NOVEMBER 3rd 2014(monday) It was my sisters birthday.I went to a temple with my sister and her family(uncle). After 1 hour we reached the temple and i told them that i will sit...
    Camouflage Camouflage 18-21, M 1 Response Nov 29

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    Well, I stumbled on this site because I was looking for info on TGA. I had an episode in July 2013 and in August the same year I realized I could no longer do my job as I needed to...
    talktomorrow talktomorrow 66-70, M Dec 5

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    Fifteen days. It has been that long since I contacted him in any way. I don't cry about it anymore. I still feel disappointed and used I guess. I still wonder whether he's found...
    Somecrazygirl Somecrazygirl 36-40, F 4 days ago

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    My live-in boyfriend of 3 years just left me. We met three years ago and had a fantastic relationship for about two years, and this year was rocky. What broke us up was not...
    purplemoonpie purplemoonpie 26-30, F 4 Responses Dec 5

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    I wonder this all the time!!! every day
    RememberingSunday22 RememberingSunday22 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My sister in law just told me that my anxiety is aggravating to her. You think it's not aggravating to me? I have to live with it, day in and day out. Put yourself in my shoes for...
    reneeo11314 reneeo11314 18-21, F 6 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Imagination is a wonderful faculty but a vivid imagination can be something of a burden. I found this out a long time ago, when I was seventeen. I was sitting at home one evening...
    macmann macmann 56-60, M Nov 29

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    I wonder why this site was even made now
    Darlinghton Darlinghton 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 8

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    I know everyone makes mistakes. I've made too many in my life to count. I have made some that changed a lot of life's including mine. Those which I regret everyday; and will never...
    rebel9933 rebel9933 41-45, M 17 hrs ago

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    I want to have this one place, here, as my own little secret. I don't have a significant other nor anyone I consider a "best" friend. This is my one place I can feel free to say...
    lynnieruns lynnieruns 41-45, F 5 Responses 16 hrs ago

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