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I Have To Sit And Wonder

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    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2011

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    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    When Did Open Translate To Easy

    When did open translate to easy? I have to sit and wonder about that. You have all these people who want a more safe, open and transparent society yet the price of that openness is that you are often billed as a easy on account of it. Now on rare occasions, that may be warranted...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2011

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    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 22, 2010

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    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2011

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4

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    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 24, 2010

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    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2010

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    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    I have Elijah (15), Emmy (6), Ethan (6), Esme (6), Evan (3) and Eve (11 months) They are the best kids I could ever hope for. Jamie
    jamieroberthopsen jamieroberthopsen 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Why are American such prudes about being nude Or have a problem with being naked and seeing other people naked?
    vertffy vertffy 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    I love him like I've never loved before, he's the most nicest guy I've ever met, I can tell him anything. He's always there for me , he's my best friend and lover <3 our love is...
    misssleepy misssleepy 18-21, F Jul 14

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    The last time I boarded a train was a round trip from California to Michigan. This Middle eastern man sat next to me in the middle cabin (I had spoken to him previously in the...
    LunarBeam LunarBeam 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    I have always wondered how other people view and see me, like do they see me in a good or bad way, what's the first thing that pops into their head when they see me, I find it very...
    SarahBBZ SarahBBZ 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    This is how you make it through highschool. Get into a group of people that are completely different from you Then people will notice you because you stand out from that group of...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F 1 day ago

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    Would you still love me if I went crazy? If I wasn't me but just a bugged out person that's literally lost their mind, would you take care of me? **** that go through head, don't...
    Sdm2987 Sdm2987 26-30, M 1 Response Jun 25

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    Last year I had no one. This year I have a wonderful friend that has turned everything around for me. Better yet I got back in touch with my old childhood friend! So grateful.
    RoxannaM RoxannaM 22-25, F Jul 8

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    I think I am a bad wife and mother. I cheated on my family. I've met my husband since high school and I always had this feeling we were gonna end up together and so we did. He is...
    justagreeing justagreeing 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 10

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    So the other day,I was back where I wanted to be. On the terrace,and to myself. The terrace being the most amazing place i can ever let myself go.Why? Because i feel it gives me...
    jpereira711 jpereira711 18-21, M Jul 9

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    We had been discussing the possibility of separating for about 4 months. Things were becoming strained between us. We were growing distant and I kept trying so hard to bridge the...
    Navylove19 Navylove19 18-21, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    Crazy thoughts.. Not sure where they come from, Often times when I'm waiting at the doctor's or at the bank.. I sit and look at people around me.. I look at guys, and start...
    ThePeach ThePeach 26-30, F 7 hrs ago

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    More weird dreams I was in my grandmothers house which was burnt years ago the house still smelled the same it was must of dirt and the smell of an old oil furnace the walls with...
    Organia Organia 46-50, F 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I met him almost 18 months ago, it was lightening.. incredible chemistry immediately. I had never experienced anything like it in my life... I remember the day, I remember...
    Scorpionchild Scorpionchild 46-50, F 7 hrs ago

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    My MM has disrespected me one too many times. I have tried to be everything that he wanted but have lost myself. I've lost my spark, my enthusiasm for life and even sometimes my...
    nolasanchez30 nolasanchez30 31-35, F 13 hrs ago

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    I never expected to fall in love with someone who is bipolar, but it happened and I wonder why I was chosen because some days it truly is difficult and draining. I am willing to...
    nicolem84 nicolem84 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Ghana, West Africa had held my heart since the day i stepped foot on their soil. Its so hard to put into words how much of an impact going to an African country will have on your...
    amandakleveland amandakleveland 18-21, F 3 Responses 15 hrs ago

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    When I graduated HS in 2000 I was a care free stoner who just floated through life on cloud 9. Just about everything I had was provided by my parents. I wouldn't have admitted it...
    reelman4372 reelman4372 31-35, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    That awkward moment when you are driving down the road and see your friends outside, so you decided to honk and wave, and they wave back at you. And then someone in another car...
    Env06 Env06 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    Have you guys ever dated someone who is much older than you, about 17 years older than you? How did your family or parents think and say to you?
    Whatsername21 Whatsername21 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    We have a hot tub that sits 12 persons. It is used frequently, in the cooler months, by my family and some of my closer friends who are non-nudists and nudists alike.
    leslieathome leslieathome 31-35, F 3 hrs ago

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    I've put down two so far that are connected to each other on this site. They're really very strange, though at the time I experienced them I would have sworn that they were more...
    badgerman42 badgerman42 22-25, M Jul 16

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    My Mother, simply put, is the meanest, angriest, most unpleasant person I know. She is a mentally ill psychotic, a tyrant, and a bully all rolled into one. My parents split up when...
    wishiwasabrady wishiwasabrady 41-45, M 1 Response Jun 29

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    When I was eleven I went to boarding school, leaving my three year old stepsister, Molly, at home. I had always been short for my age, and she had been rather tall but she was 3 so...
    betsy92 betsy92 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    the way people hurt us in our real lives..the way we try to explain our inner self to them..we say loudly what we are but noone bothers to understand or listen to our innerself but...
    happyhuman1 happyhuman1 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I spent most of my life with one woman, We raised one child together, built a house together and lived a very comfortable life financially for almost forty five years. She was...
    bjf102 bjf102 66-70 2 Responses Jul 5

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    of an accident, actually. See, I am user on this other website that is a teen dating website, MyLOL.net. (I didn't know it was a dating site...I thought it was just to make new...
    Velodeii Velodeii 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I have days I sit there looking at nothing ,,looking at everything ..wondering when my life will change..when ur young it is alive u have a gf one day then nothing maybe u work...
    azcat2828 azcat2828 41-45, M Jul 16

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    I am grateful that I have found this site. Before joining this site, I was heartbroken and very lost. So I decided to find an online forum where I can talk to people who been...
    yomy1603 yomy1603 18-21, F 16 hrs ago

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    I meet wonderful strangers that I can honestly call friends on EP. Alana000 you are a sweetheart very caring and adorable & beautiful girl. I feel very happy to have meet you...
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    Wow, this is a topic of interest among the masses. It seems that there are a lot of us with no friends or no close friends and yet here we all are. Too bad there isn't a coffee...
    BerthaMae BerthaMae 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    WOLF The wolf has been much misunderstood and maligned in history and is not the vicious intruder of western fairy tales. The wolf is a shy, yet very sociable creature with...
    imgreywlf imgreywlf 56-60, M 9 hrs ago

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    I can't remember if I ever sit opposite her.. I love to stay close, its easy to talk intimately, to actually lost in her words and in her eyes.. Easy to debone the chicken wings...
    9thguy 9thguy 26-30, M 5 hrs ago

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    wasn't sure what i was looking for at the time, mostly a online diary that i can come back to over and over and not worry about it getting wiped from a server or read by my ex when...
    sister11 sister11 36-40, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    So today i woke up from the haze, as if nothing ever happened, and it's terrible feeling, the streets are moist, and dark wet asphalt and grass, the street lamps shine, but it's...
    madhatter22 madhatter22 26-30, M 3 Responses Jun 30

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    I fell deeply in love with this girl, I never had opened myself to anyone like I opened myself to her. We were in love for about 2 years and everything seemed great, then one day...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    I don't understand what I did wrong . he would come home angry from a long day at work and take it out on me . every little thing I did set him off , and he would hold me up...
    abbyhh25 abbyhh25 16-17, F 5 Responses 9 hrs ago

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