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I Have To Sit And Wonder

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    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2011

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    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2011

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    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10, 2011

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    When Did Open Translate To Easy

    When did open translate to easy? I have to sit and wonder about that. You have all these people who want a more safe, open and transparent society yet the price of that openness is that you are often billed as a easy on account of it. Now on rare occasions, that may be warranted...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 9, 2011

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    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 22, 2010

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    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4

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    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 24, 2010

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    Related Experiences

    I have Elijah (15), Emmy (6), Ethan (6), Esme (6), Evan (3) and Eve (11 months) They are the best kids I could ever hope for. Jamie
    jamieroberthopsen jamieroberthopsen 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Why are American such prudes about being nude Or have a problem with being naked and seeing other people naked?
    vertffy vertffy 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 6

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    She is 38 going on 39 and I am 56 going on 57. I fell in love with a young female who ( was ) full of life, but then after she started to smoking pot she turned into the lazyest...
    jurk123 jurk123 56-60, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I love him like I've never loved before, he's the most nicest guy I've ever met, I can tell him anything. He's always there for me , he's my best friend and lover <3 our love is...
    misssleepy misssleepy 18-21, F Jul 14

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    The last time I boarded a train was a round trip from California to Michigan. This Middle eastern man sat next to me in the middle cabin (I had spoken to him previously in the...
    LunarBeam LunarBeam 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 7

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    After reading someones story about a rape the other night it got me thinking a little about my past. I laid in bed thinking about it and started to drift off to sleep. Suddenly my...
    BrokenOneX BrokenOneX 31-35 6 days ago

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    I have always wondered how other people view and see me, like do they see me in a good or bad way, what's the first thing that pops into their head when they see me, I find it very...
    SarahBBZ SarahBBZ 18-21, F 7 Responses Jul 9

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    This is how you make it through highschool. Get into a group of people that are completely different from you Then people will notice you because you stand out from that group of...
    cloakedgarden cloakedgarden 13-15, F Jul 23

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    Dear mom Thank you for divorcing my father! I have often wondered what happened to him; why he wanted me so much and yet never came to visit me after you kicked him out. I never...
    Vanaheim Vanaheim 31-35, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I have always wondered what the point of life is. To exist by conjoined atoms surrounded by negatively charged electrons. Despite centuries of reflection and 6 billion people alive...
    BrainnahGrace BrainnahGrace 13-15, F 4 Responses 23 hrs ago

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    Last year I had no one. This year I have a wonderful friend that has turned everything around for me. Better yet I got back in touch with my old childhood friend! So grateful.
    RoxannaM RoxannaM 22-25, F Jul 8

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    I think I am a bad wife and mother. I cheated on my family. I've met my husband since high school and I always had this feeling we were gonna end up together and so we did. He is...
    justagreeing justagreeing 22-25, F 5 Responses Jul 10

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    So the other day,I was back where I wanted to be. On the terrace,and to myself. The terrace being the most amazing place i can ever let myself go.Why? Because i feel it gives me...
    jpereira711 jpereira711 22-25, M Jul 9

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    Maths, science, beautiful mysteries of life begging to be explored. At the age of 5, I can remember sitting in the garden, staring quizzically at a fist full of dirt. A part from...
    NatashaRose NatashaRose 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    *I don't speak English well, but I'll try* Hi, My name is Raied ( رائد ) i'm 17 years old, and i'm an Arabic from Saudi Arabia. I had a really hard life, my parents get...
    Raied Raied 16-17, M 1 Response 47 mins ago

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    Ugh, I'm so socially awkward due to my anxiety and it bugs me. I can't manage to sleepover anywhere. I always end up coming back home. I have to keep my phone charged and on me 24...
    TheSongPlaysWithin TheSongPlaysWithin 16-17, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I am more than one person. It sounds weird when I say that out loud. I don't know how it started, and I don't know how to stop it. There me and there's the mad man who pesters me...
    LePaw LePaw 16-17, M 1 Response 32 mins ago

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    Between my 8th grade and freshman years of high school, I took an online class called "philosophy and pop culture." It taught basic theories and principles of philosophy as well as...
    WhimsicalWerd WhimsicalWerd 18-21, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I've put down two so far that are connected to each other on this site. They're really very strange, though at the time I experienced them I would have sworn that they were more...
    badgerman42 badgerman42 22-25, M Jul 16

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    When I was eleven I went to boarding school, leaving my three year old stepsister, Molly, at home. I had always been short for my age, and she had been rather tall but she was 3 so...
    betsy92 betsy92 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 13

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    I meet wonderful strangers that I can honestly call friends on EP. Alana000 you are a sweetheart very caring and adorable & beautiful girl. I feel very happy to have meet you...
    Ilyme Ilyme 31-35, F 3 Responses Jul 1

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    I spent most of my life with one woman, We raised one child together, built a house together and lived a very comfortable life financially for almost forty five years. She was...
    bjf102 bjf102 66-70 2 Responses Jul 5

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    of an accident, actually. See, I am user on this other website that is a teen dating website, MyLOL.net. (I didn't know it was a dating site...I thought it was just to make new...
    Velodeii Velodeii 13-15, F Jul 5

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    I have days I sit there looking at nothing ,,looking at everything ..wondering when my life will change..when ur young it is alive u have a gf one day then nothing maybe u work...
    azcat2828 azcat2828 41-45, M Jul 16

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    I am grateful that I have found this site. Before joining this site, I was heartbroken and very lost. So I decided to find an online forum where I can talk to people who been...
    yomy1603 yomy1603 18-21, F a week ago

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    One never knows what's going to happen in the next moment of life. It's within that moment of not knowing that something supernatural takes place; just when you least expect it...
    Alark1 Alark1 56-60, F 5 days ago

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    Wow, this is a topic of interest among the masses. It seems that there are a lot of us with no friends or no close friends and yet here we all are. Too bad there isn't a coffee...
    BerthaMae BerthaMae 46-50, F 1 Response Jul 15

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    I fell deeply in love with this girl, I never had opened myself to anyone like I opened myself to her. We were in love for about 2 years and everything seemed great, then one day...
    Santi0924 Santi0924 18-21, M 2 Responses Jul 6

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    Earlier today I was over forty minutes into "The doctor is running behind," so I was doing my best to get comfortable in the waiting room and playing on Facebook. Try as I might to...
    shydate shydate 66-70, M 6 days ago

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    I think most of my EP friends know I was gone for about a week recently, but most of you don’t know where I was. I was actually on a vacation with my family “across the pond...
    SaraBee1995 SaraBee1995 18-21, F 5 Responses 3 days ago

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    Fainting’s not, perhaps, such a big deal, unless it happens to you often or if the circumstances are traumatic. Neither of these things applies to me. I have fainted only once in...
    Macmann Macmann 56-60, M Jul 14

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    It's hard to say what life is all about any more. I've just started my MSc. in Mechanical Engineering and sometimes wonder if I made the right choices. Of course everyone has a...
    RedScythe RedScythe 22-25, M Jul 14

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    Why do you tell me about her? You've told me that she's a great person, too good for in fact...yet, you're not happy. You've told me this over and over. But you go on telling me...
    Oso41412 Oso41412 41-45, F Jul 16

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    I rescued my kitty from the Humane Society. She's really mouthy but she loves sitting on my lap and purring. She sits behind me on the couch sometimes and licks my hair. It's kind...
    simplycomplex82 simplycomplex82 31-35, M 5 Responses Jul 21

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    Recurring fantasy... Somewhere in the middle of decent intellectual conversation, I make contact with the object of my affection... perhaps under a table that we both happen to...
    mydreamsonly mydreamsonly 31-35, M 2 Responses Jul 22

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    How To Stop Loving Someone Who Does Not Love You. 1. When he starts distancing himself from you, do not restring bridges with your own sinew. You will find yourself two months...
    butterfliesndut butterfliesndut 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I was a member 6-7 years ago when this site first became active. It was my roughest time when I joined and I’m happy EP was there as an escape from reality. The layout was a...
    dokkyo dokkyo 22-25 Jul 14

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    Yesterday while at work a friend came in for lunch. He sat at the counter We exchanged hellos and while taking his order in walks my ex. i could instantly feel my nerves kick into...
    sinistergirl sinistergirl 26-30, F 1 Response Jul 18

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