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I Have To Sit And Wonder

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    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 22, 2010

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    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Your future wife is probably texting her "BAE"

    about how they're gonna be together forever lol hope you're not doing the same mistake!
    Baqar Baqar 22-25, M Jan 21

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    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10, 2011

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    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2011

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4, 2014

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    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 24, 2010

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    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    But do waste time wondering. Codependancy requires that.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M Mar 10

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    Sometimes I think I am pretty and sometimes I don't. But either way I try to remind myself that pretty or not, it doesn't determine my worth. Every day i struggle to build my...
    cowellowl cowellowl 22-25 2 Responses Mar 19

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    You know it's gonna be a great day when you step outside and feel the smile spread across and think "this is great!" :D about 24 degrees with the light wind. It snowed another inch...
    justNIK justNIK 41-45, F 6 Responses 6 days ago

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    I work in customer service (phone and email). I have been told before that I put too much pressure on myself, and I agree that I do. But I just don't know how NOT to. Well...
    enigma19020 enigma19020 46-50, M Mar 3

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    Once again I am doing nothing in my mind I am adventurous I will go for that bush walk I will see great things I will have a wonderful day in the sun but do I ever do it well...
    rugz rugz 22-25, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Thinking about the universe fascinates me, because the more I start to think about it, the more I get lost and the more questions arise. I mean, science has found so much already...
    mmmfood mmmfood 22-25, M 1 Response Mar 4

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    I don't have to wonder this..., my only problem is how do you forget about them????
    CowboysAndAngels CowboysAndAngels 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 9

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    I have always wondered if it is wrong or not. The law says yes, but my second sight tells me otherwise as I've never felt bad, which is odd as ordinarily my moral compass points...
    trippyfaerie trippyfaerie 16-17, F Mar 8

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    I suppose I'm very independent, set in my ways, solitary, whatever you want to call it. I've never had a best friend so it's not hard for me not to stop caring about someone if...
    EccentricalMind EccentricalMind 22-25, F Mar 13

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    I really have to wonder, does anyone really forgive and move on, without ever thinking about it again ? They said you haven't forgiven if you haven't forgotten...is that true? How...
    KrisKrosSk8 KrisKrosSk8 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I'm so glad I have such wonderful family and friends so they can give me farm saga invites every hour, thanks guys!!!
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 3 days ago

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    Ever wonder how images look so excellent in magazines? It could be the strategy of an expert professional photographer or it can also be image modifying. This is a way to improve...
    fotosage02 fotosage02 22-25, F 1 hr ago

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    How can I sit here and wonder why ppl don't approach me? I'm not nice (very rude), don't put any effort into my looks, and I reek of depression.
    Casualdeviant02 Casualdeviant02 18-21, T 1 hr ago

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    So basically most people who aren't that close to me don't know that I am a person who suffers from GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder). Some of the symptoms of GAD include...
    devinesoul94 devinesoul94 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    As I go about my daily run its my relationship that is running through my mind, how did it degrade to what its become? How could I make things better? Do I want to try and save it...
    spiritofthecelts spiritofthecelts 31-35, M 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    What is this messenger site?
    RichieRich030680 RichieRich030680 31-35, M 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I've been in love for 10 years... With an unreachable angel. When I realized my true love orientation I really felt weird. Asexual panromantic and poly romantic. I suffer this...
    Becca92mx Becca92mx 22-25, T Mar 18

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    You know, part of me wonders why I am so damned infatuated with you. You are so very intruiging, yet I've only known you for 4 months. Part of that time we barely even spoke. But I...
    EtherealAmethyst EtherealAmethyst 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 22

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    Do my eyes droop? Yes and no. Lately I haven't like many pictures of myself because I didn't think I looked very alive. Every now and again when I had my concrete leg days I'd take...
    ncbarr ncbarr 31-35, F 1 Response Mar 7

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    9I wanna write something but I don't know where to begin. And I don't know where to end.And hence the silence.Alright. Since I don't know where to begin today I'll begin the 'story...
    UnleashTheRageTank UnleashTheRageTank 22-25 Mar 19

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    10I got a few random essays to write which would be suited for my experience "I Have An Essay" but for some reason I'll continue to post them in this group until further notice...
    UnleashTheRageTank UnleashTheRageTank 22-25 1 Response Mar 21

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    Most people don't know I have it, but it controls my life. I stay to myself most of the time. I fear the phone and refuse to answer it unless I have to, even if I know who is on...
    AmyOnEP AmyOnEP 41-45, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    I've lived with depression for 30 years. Reckless behaviour, suicidal thoughts & attempts & self harming episodes are common for me as are my frequent bouts of severe withdrawal...
    LLinnyT LLinnyT 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 9

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    I wonder,why we remember the negative things more than the good things? Even if there's more good things than bad things.Like remember insults more than compliments for example.Or...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    would yu believe, one night i was in sleep all of sudden i wake up to sit as if someone called me loudly, when i saw back on m bed m body was still laying on bed i immediate lay on...
    rocky0412 rocky0412 26-30, M 1 Response Mar 6

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    Last night I was looking over some my old stories, one in particular very popular and most viewed post under: I am a Lesbian... I noticed I really needed to clean up the...
    bemyvalentine bemyvalentine 56-60, F 6 Responses Mar 6

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    I'm 22, I was diagnosed when I was 12. When my doctors told me I would go blind, I was sad, but I was naive. Being only 12, when my doctors said 'probably not until you're 80', it...
    szmb szmb 22-25, F Mar 7

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    I'm still wondering how I managed to find this site >.>
    AnAnonymousPanda AnAnonymousPanda 16-17, M 4 Responses Mar 9

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    I was a wingman for my single female friend last night. she was feeling sorry for her self, negatively comparing herself to other women in the bar. she was worried about her...
    Blueeyedboy70i Blueeyedboy70i 41-45, M 8 Responses Mar 14

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    Almost everybody I loved and admired on EP left, and it seems like just about everyone who used to be cool on this site has also left. Ughhh why is this site going so downhill...
    TheMasterMan1 TheMasterMan1 16-17, M Mar 14

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    I have a lot of mixed feelings when I mention this to people. You know, you always get the response of "How can that be? You are so pretty!" or the most frequent, "You will be soon...
    HopeInConstruction HopeInConstruction 18-21, F Mar 16

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    Gentleman cowboy dreams Nothing Better To Try....Want...Share... Fantasy... ‚ÄčThere is a slight breeze moving along the grass turning it shades of blue to blue green. The...
    GWMH GWMH 56-60, M 1 Response Mar 16

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