I Have To Sit And Wonder

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 4, 2014

    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 10, 2011

    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Jun 30, 2011

    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose
    16-17, F
    2 Responses May 22, 2010

    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Oct 9, 2011

    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Aug 28, 2011

    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL
    13-15, F
    Sep 25, 2012

    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose
    16-17, F
    May 24, 2010

    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose
    16-17, F
    May 22, 2010

    Your future wife is probably texting her "BAE"

    about how they're gonna be together forever lol hope you're not doing the same mistake!
    Baqar Baqar
    22-25, M
    Jan 21, 2015

    I check my phone in the morning time

    for her text message I usually get from her during the night, and she isn't there. I'm thinking she is busy. I wait later on in the day, still nothing. I wonder if she's okay? I want to text her, but I don't want to be a bother. Is she waiting for me maybe? Did she forget me...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Apr 7

    why aren't we given a button to click i suggest

    this person seek mental help immediately? i mean damn! the crazy people here need to be diagnosed or medicated already!
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Apr 7

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