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    Twin

    I am a twin. I am a girl and so is my twin. we are ferternal and i am the older one. i ask myself why did God choose me to be born first. Two minutes. Thats all, i am two minutes older. Almost no time, yet it is, a very long time indeed. Those two single minutes have compelled me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jun 30, 2011

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    When Are You Gonna Let Me Do The Same To You?

    ive told you my story. ive told you the deepest part of me. ive told you all of my darkness, the things ive told no one. except you. i feel...when im with you i just want to be with you. you did something to me and i dont know what it is, but im better because of it. you lit a...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Oct 9, 2011

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    Does It Exist?

    i wonder what happens after this. our first kiss was great, but what happens after this? i really have no idea. this has never happened to me before, and its a little embarassing considering how old i am. i look so confident,but im seriously just winging it. i dont know what im...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 28, 2011

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    Who's Afraid Of The Big Bad Alone?

    The Alone. Something every girl fears from time to time in their lives. Its the evil lurking behind the shadows awaiting the moment when it would strike. Many women go through this, and because of this fear it causes them to go into desperatation, meaning they would put...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 24, 2010

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    When Does "love" Become Lust?

    There is a fine line between love and lust, everyone your attracted to gets put into one of those categories. Do I love him? Do I just find him attractive? Those are questions often running through your mind at the time. Along with those categories, they also get put into two sub...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F 2 Responses May 22, 2010

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    Boyfriend Problems

    I've been with my boyfriend for over 9 months. lately we have been fighting, we've fought before but now its just everyday like a rollercoaster. Today I've been crying all day long I don't know what to do.I love my boyfriend so much but he keeps saying we need to take a break...
    LittleCookieGIRL LittleCookieGIRL 13-15, F Sep 25, 2012

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    Where For Art Thou Romeo?

    For many years fairytales have always told about true love and happy endings. Or how amazing love feels when you finally found it. Leaving images of the "perfect" guy that any average girl can find. They make it look so easy, and leaving girls with incredibly high standards...
    Aylenrose Aylenrose 16-17, F May 22, 2010

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    I have lived an tormenting life of everything

    from physical and mental abuse. To now living a life of still challenges till the day I die. Don't get me wrong,life hasn't been all bad. Just about three quarters of it has already passed and I'm in a phase now where events come up just don't seem so dramactic as they once were...
    Haunted5 Haunted5 56-60, F Apr 4, 2014

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    Your future wife is probably texting her "BAE"

    about how they're gonna be together forever lol hope you're not doing the same mistake!
    Baqar Baqar 22-25, M Jan 21

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    My Hands

    sometimes i look at my hands. when i was little i used to play with my mama's hands. i remember watching my nana's hands when i was little. my nana's hands are skinny like mine and so are my mama's. my nana's hands are wrinkled, worked, and strong. they are dark and the nails...
    deleted deleted 26-30 Jul 10, 2011

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    I asked myself this question for quite some time now and I realized that little would have changed. Maybe I wouldnt have gone through this guilt and healing process but I do...
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    I don't think they are thinking as profoundly about things as I am. Each to their own, I don't want to tell them to do otherwise or to claim that what I am doing is right. But...
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    My husband also likes it when I dress in shirt with no bra or panties we were in the same type of rut about 4 years ago. We were on a cruise the first time he shared me. We never...
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    Being called "Shy" because you're quiet in public situations.
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    Wondering why it had to be you .
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    I wonder...Why "experiences" show up for me that I never chose. ??? I don't appreciate some of the things listed as my experiences. I'm no saint but come on ... Some of that stuff...
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    Longer story than usual but I need to vent: Last night was the first time I saw my NM since Sept. I've been NC with her and my GC oldest brother and his family since Sept too. I've...
    zeeva70 zeeva70 41-45, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    I feel like I have never really been in love with anyone real. Don't get me wrong, I love my bf, I enjoy his company and appreciate him , he's cute, kind and he loves me more than...
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    That is right, I have 6555 points earned :) not too much, but not too little either
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    somedays, I want to die. somedays, I dont. somedays, I stare at a wall on the edge of my bed. it's a little messed up that I'm sitting here waiting on my old self return... where...
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    I only have one Ep account. Yes I have deleted my account several times, and have always came back, and yes I have changed my name, more times than this site has made improvements...
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    I have Read EP's terms of use, when I 1st joined EP, and over the years, I have read it, again and again, and I think everyone on EP should read it, and abide by the rules, but I...
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    I been sitting here a while. So many things going through my mind faster than i can keep up. In just a half An hour it will be July 4th . Lots of people will be celebrating and...
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    When I first came on this site I was despondent. Months later my mother passed say. Tears were streaming down my face. I was shocked to find that someone gave me a membership...
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    Off to Valleyfair for the day!! It's therapeutic really. All that screaming and laughing like a loony toon. I shall be cool as a cucumber upon my return no doubt. Maybe some really...
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    Thanks MOM, I love you! Thanks MOM, I had to write it twice because this story had to be longer!
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