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I Have Toys In the Attic

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    My Toys, All Dusted Off

    Hello my pretties,    Early morning thoughts seem to party-crash my psyche, uninvited guests to the pajama party of my moody meanderings. Sometimes they are the life of my early-morning life; at other times, they can be boorish and rude, especially when they tell me things...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 5, 2009

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    Linger...

    Hello my pretties,    After Jen died, after I got H off to the airport (still crying after two days), after I got back home, I fell on to my couch, exhausted beyond any tiredness I had ever felt before. Dusk was arriving, throwing weird shadows on my walls, almost...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    Sleeping With Dragons

    Hello my pretties,    I can't stand walking on brown squares, especially the ones at school. When I'm caught in the halls with the kids, I'll zig-zag my way to my room, and the kids stare at me. Strangely enough, they have come to respect this OCD behavior and do get out of...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    The Snows of Eden

    Hello my pretties,    It's been a while since I've written anything here; work and lethargy have conspired to dry up my thoughts and sap my energy. I hate these droughts of thought and action, when torpor overtakes me, rendering me nothing more than an automaton receiving a...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M Mar 7, 2009

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    No Sanctuary For the Insane

    Hello my pretties,    I may be crazy, but this is the way things seem to me:    Tolerance is a vastly overrated and universally misunderstood word. People who claim to be tolerant are quite intolerant, usually of people who don't see things their way. For...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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