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    The Snows of Eden

    Hello my pretties,    It's been a while since I've written anything here; work and lethargy have conspired to dry up my thoughts and sap my energy. I hate these droughts of thought and action, when torpor overtakes me, rendering me nothing more than an automaton receiving a...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M Mar 7, 2009

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    My Toys, All Dusted Off

    Hello my pretties,    Early morning thoughts seem to party-crash my psyche, uninvited guests to the pajama party of my moody meanderings. Sometimes they are the life of my early-morning life; at other times, they can be boorish and rude, especially when they tell me things...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M 2 Responses Feb 5, 2009

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    Sleeping With Dragons

    Hello my pretties,    I can't stand walking on brown squares, especially the ones at school. When I'm caught in the halls with the kids, I'll zig-zag my way to my room, and the kids stare at me. Strangely enough, they have come to respect this OCD behavior and do get out of...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 17, 2009

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    No Sanctuary For the Insane

    Hello my pretties,    I may be crazy, but this is the way things seem to me:    Tolerance is a vastly overrated and universally misunderstood word. People who claim to be tolerant are quite intolerant, usually of people who don't see things their way. For...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M Apr 20, 2009

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    STILL I still see her.

    When my mind starts to return from its nightly primordial sojourn, I see her, a lovely and smiling chimera drifting towards me much too slowly. It is close to 4:00 A.M., but I am bombarded by impossibilities as the rest of my world sleeps. Jennifer approaches, and I see all of...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M Jan 27

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    Linger...

    Hello my pretties,    After Jen died, after I got H off to the airport (still crying after two days), after I got back home, I fell on to my couch, exhausted beyond any tiredness I had ever felt before. Dusk was arriving, throwing weird shadows on my walls, almost...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 56-60, M 1 Response Apr 14, 2009

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    I have one class on Tuesday and Thursday. English. I have to take the city bus to get to school. My class starts at 2-3:15pm. The bus didn't come until after 1. And I had to...
    Smelyalata97 Smelyalata97 18-21, F 52 mins ago

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    I actually have two old accounts that are still on here The first one I ever had got blocked for some reason and I couldn't recover it but its still on here The second one I tried...
    Gabe1997 Gabe1997 18-21, T 58 mins ago

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    Nor do I want to meet. How does a couple have another child when already they do not have the custody of two existing children? Father,mother, son 1,and daughter have not spoken or...
    RunEun RunEun 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    Hey everyone, I just wanted to say I have no clue what's going on with me at the moment. I have taken quite a lot of Concerta and seem to have no reaction to it currently. I took...
    phoebefeld173 phoebefeld173 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Hey everyone, I just wanted to say I have no clue what's going on with me at the moment. I have taken quite a lot of Concerta and seem to have no reaction to it currently. I took...
    phoebefeld173 phoebefeld173 13-15, F 1 hr ago

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    Yet but soon as I pass the written test again and someone is available to teach me how to drive I can then take the road test and hopefully pass and have my license at least. I use...
    animallover412 animallover412 31-35, F 2 hrs ago

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    I think there does need to be some adjustment for the age gaps on here between school age kids and adults. Something like this: . There should be a School Age section, which anyone...
    TypingMonkey TypingMonkey 51-55, M 2 hrs ago

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    once upon a midnight dreary I was going to my car, it was late, possibly early morning before sunrise. I had just played my usual beneath the bridge Russian roulette game, I'd put...
    Libralo Libralo 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I have a lot of friends, but nobody that I feel like I can really turn to and talk about my problems with. I have always felt that people "care" about me, but don't really care...
    iSpyce iSpyce 26-30, F 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Especially after today, got all dressed up in a sexy outfit for hubby, and before you ask no not a big women, I do have DD breasts. Thigh highs and a hot outfit. Hubby comes home...
    HisBeautifulDisaster HisBeautifulDisaster 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    All my life coping with anxiety. So many psychologists that I can't remember the number. I'm coming back to school and I would like to know why I find to do a normal activity, an...
    mmorgam mmorgam 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    Of course I have an accent, that goes without saying. There's no such thing as having "no accent" and when people insist that they have "no accent", it bothers me. Because as long...
    JerseyBoy16 JerseyBoy16 16-17, M 3 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    So when I would read the effects of being with a sociopath while being with one I would say: "That is not going to happen to me!" I was wrong. If you know someone is a sociopath...
    Julieta30 Julieta30 18-21, F 4 hrs ago

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    My first car loan ever. Yes, I'm a late bloomer. I've always driven very used cars for a few years at a time. But I am tired of being faced with needing to dash off somewhere and...
    propellergirl propellergirl 46-50, F 4 hrs ago

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    What on earth is family support? Just material support, I think. What can't non-family people give material support? Because material needs are a big burden. If one spends so much...
    ExileMyself ExileMyself 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    Another story, this one is about something that happened today that made my heart go all a-flutter and make me feel like I was in a Jane Austin novel... Yesterday I treated myself...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 5 hrs ago

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    When someone brings on your anxiety what do you do? I have been living with anxiety since childhood, which only increased 8 years ago when I lost a child aged 5 weeks. Since then...
    ALifeMoreOrdinary ALifeMoreOrdinary 26-30, F 5 Responses 5 hrs ago

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    I feel so empty I wish I was dead I have lost everyone I have ever loved and they all go away eventually. But what's so hard is I only have my auntie to love and to hope that she...
    Paisley247 Paisley247 13-15, F 3 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I just had a debate with Jehovah's Witness about anxiety and depression. They provided the following bible verse: [Matthew 6:25-34 34: Therefore don't worry about tomorrow, for...
    LuckyInTheSkyWithDiamonds LuckyInTheSkyWithDiamonds 22-25, F 4 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    i have a crush on a coworker of mine and i honestly have no idea why there is just something about him that i am attracted to and its not even his looks. idk what it is. but hes...
    PoisonedxxApple PoisonedxxApple 18-21, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    I'm an auto claims Adjuster and estimator. I evaluate damage to vehicles. Where I work is so freakin busy, you rarely have a chance to catch your breath. I almost always want to...
    thejeweler thejeweler 31-35, F 7 hrs ago

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    It has been a comfort, being a member of this EP group, there are so many people in a similar boat and sharing a similar pain it is truly comforting. Emotions are such a...
    RaiseYourWhat RaiseYourWhat 26-30, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

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    I love my dog, even though she kept me awake last night, and I am very tired while she is sleeping through today ;-) My retriever is terrified of thunderstorms. She pants...
    roadcyclist roadcyclist 46-50, M 7 hrs ago

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    I was married for 8 years, during tat time my hub always hinted about how hot a three way would be. well one night he got his wish. We met a cute girl at a club and brought her...
    leatherandlace4u leatherandlace4u 31-35, F 9 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Dear Louie I thought maybe writing a letter might help with whatever I'm feeling, because as we know I don't talk much. But with writing I get it all out before I even think. So I...
    WhoseMe WhoseMe 18-21, F 8 hrs ago

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    My MIL took her evil actions to another level. I hate to say this but she's such a fake and negative person. She is unhappy about the fact that my husband and I are happy together...
    eezah eezah 26-30, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Ever since i was about 9 i've been suffering with being hairier than all the other girls. Now at 17 i have hair everywhere- my chest, back, stomach, neck, whole face, and my legs...
    Beyhivehoney Beyhivehoney 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    Theres somethings you cant or just dont want to talk to people about but need to get off your chest somehow. My childhood was strange i remember my mother picking me and my...
    Cloudsandcream Cloudsandcream 22-25, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    It has been over a year since we started trying to get pregnant. It became increasingly difficult to even want to try. At first it was exciting. But as the months went on, it...
    St4rbright St4rbright 26-30, F 4 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    When I was 10 years old, I was with my mom and dad at my older brothers wedding. The wedding was at 11 am , and we overslept. I just had time to go pe before my mom made me get...
    pollypatterson19 pollypatterson19 18-21, F 3 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    This is a lil excerpt from a comment I made. "you can over come it. its a matter of retraining ur brain. and reassuring urself. what ur experiencing is probably not real.like...
    BeautifullySickkk BeautifullySickkk 31-35, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    People with a victim mentally never progress. Either you do something about your life and take responsibility for it. I believe in justice and justice must be served but i also...
    HigherCalling HigherCalling 26-30, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    1 am 19 years old, vietnamese, born in Australia. I have been dating my first boyfriend now for about 1 year and 4 months. I don't know what to do. For some reason my parents keep...
    riceball0109 riceball0109 18-21, F 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    I know mine seems a lot better since I found her. I have to confess, I never really saw myself having a female best friend....kind of a sex fiend, so that always seemed a little...
    Extant1 Extant1 51-55, M 5 Responses 11 hrs ago

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    Hey everyone I thought I'd share my experience. This is for anyone with hsv1 not hsv2, but if you have 2, this might bring you comfort I have what almost 90% of people have, hsv1...
    macwellgirl macwellgirl 26-30, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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