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I Have Toys In the Attic

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    Linger...

    Hello my pretties,    After Jen died, after I got H off to the airport (still crying after two days), after I got back home, I fell on to my couch, exhausted beyond any tiredness I had ever felt before. Dusk was arriving, throwing weird shadows on my walls, almost...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 14, 2009

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    No Sanctuary For the Insane

    Hello my pretties,    I may be crazy, but this is the way things seem to me:    Tolerance is a vastly overrated and universally misunderstood word. People who claim to be tolerant are quite intolerant, usually of people who don't see things their way. For...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 20, 2009

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    My Toys, All Dusted Off

    Hello my pretties,    Early morning thoughts seem to party-crash my psyche, uninvited guests to the pajama party of my moody meanderings. Sometimes they are the life of my early-morning life; at other times, they can be boorish and rude, especially when they tell me things...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Feb 5, 2009

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    The Snows of Eden

    Hello my pretties,    It's been a while since I've written anything here; work and lethargy have conspired to dry up my thoughts and sap my energy. I hate these droughts of thought and action, when torpor overtakes me, rendering me nothing more than an automaton receiving a...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M Mar 7, 2009

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    Sleeping With Dragons

    Hello my pretties,    I can't stand walking on brown squares, especially the ones at school. When I'm caught in the halls with the kids, I'll zig-zag my way to my room, and the kids stare at me. Strangely enough, they have come to respect this OCD behavior and do get out of...
    DentedSyke DentedSyke 51-55, M 2 Responses Apr 17, 2009

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    I just woke up from a night mare. I was a child and I had my best friend with me. We were outside walking from her house to mine, they were next door to each other in the suburbs...
    vault101 vault101 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Yes I'm only 16, but I have fallen in love with little ones, and I really look forward to having some of my own one day. They're just so precious. I know & I've heard plenty of...
    cassidysc cassidysc 16-17, F Apr 6

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    (My daughter is a 20 year old college student living at home, her boyfriend is 22 or 23 living with his parents.) I don't know what it is about this guy, he is nice and even seems...
    sillyme89 sillyme89 41-45, F 2 Responses Mar 26

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    Haha this is kind of strange but I have a crush on Atticus finch of 'To Kill A Mockingbird' the role he plays in the book as an excellent father is really inspiring and I feel that...
    doublechin94 doublechin94 18-21, F Mar 26

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    Gypsy Shack Haunting By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective HPI (Hegelianism Paranormal Intelligence) International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Apr 6

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    Not the adult kind, but the kind you'd normally see ten year olds with. I have no shame in this; I love what I do. I'm also very proud of myself. When I was around nine, I wondered...
    WinterIncandescence WinterIncandescence 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    No . .nothing to do with sex. I have a soft toy horse and also a doggie and I cuddle them in the dark. I was 49 last week :)
    dispossessed dispossessed 46-50, F 1 Response Mar 20

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    Two nights ago i had this dream so i do not remember it as vividly.. I was walking around the the driveway of my home picking up trash and toys when i started hearing this buzzing...
    Kryste Kryste 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 2

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    I'm really embarrased about talking about this I'm nearly 20 years old and I hate being horny and on my own. Even though I don't want a physical or intimate relationship for a...
    stephanie1133308 stephanie1133308 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Hello. I'm actually happy to have found a place to read others similar stories to my sons.. when he was born, he was perfect. At about 4-5 months old, my mother noticed he wasn't...
    amburk amburk 22-25, F Mar 21

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    Nursery Designs- Well, hello everyone it's been a while hasn't it! Anyway, after my recent discovery of my PCOS I've had to put my TTC efforts on pause. Simply because my OB/GYN...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Mar 23

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    Nursery Designs- Well, hello everyone it's been a while hasn't it! Anyway, after my recent discovery of my PCOS I've had to put my TTC efforts on pause. Simply because my OB/GYN...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Mar 23

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    Nursery Designs- Well, hello everyone it's been a while hasn't it! Anyway, after my recent discovery of my PCOS I've had to put my TTC efforts on pause. Simply because my OB/GYN...
    IcySongBird IcySongBird 16-17, F Mar 23

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    I was also a manipulative child. As I got older, I was stubborn, argumentative, and deceptive. I realized at a young age that my mom didn't have the mental constitution to stand...
    AlwaysAnUphillBattle AlwaysAnUphillBattle 26-30 Mar 26

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    Circa 1995 to 1996 1) The very first time I uttered a curse, felt really guilty about it that I cried in a corner. 2) The very first person I considered my best friend. Her real...
    kixisback kixisback 22-25 Mar 28

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    - I was obsessed with the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I used to go dumpster diving with my friends, and found what I thought was a TurtleCom. I realize these days that it was...
    Sinaname Sinaname 26-30 Apr 5

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    I used to play by myself all the time as a kid ... with my toys and read books and dreamed big dreams ! i have since decided to let my wonderfulness out for all too to see...
    sexysmoalne sexysmoalne 36-40, M 1 Response Apr 9

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    'mom has dementia.' hah! nope, i am not going to say that. mom has NPD. Lying about her condition is one step forward to be like her. Mom is in her 50's. She can't be blame...
    fien fien 26-30, F 4 days ago

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    I've written here before, under this same section "I Have a Broken Heart." It was in August and I think then, I still clung to the idea that I could make it work with my ex. I...
    Twiddledum Twiddledum 26-30, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I'm 31 years old and have been battling back problems for the last 15 years. It used to come on just once in awhile, a little pain in the lower back, some tingling down my right...
    jeneral3015 jeneral3015 31-35, F 17 hrs ago

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    I'm 16 years old.There are 10 days till my birthday.I've been depressed for good 3 years.My whole puberty was a great mess.One year and two months ago,I got bulimic.Before that,I...
    mystiquebelle mystiquebelle 13-15, F 14 hrs ago

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    *Walks up to counter* “Hi, I would like to order a man, athletic build, cute face- maybe with a little scuff on it;), very kind, charming, and intelligent; and that will be all...
    MW1321 MW1321 18-21, M 2 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    To be completely honest, I denied it for some time. I haven't actually done any kind of official test, but I have a nurse practitioner and a number of knowledgeable individuals who...
    Kavka Kavka 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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    HI , Im 24 years old , im a man . the thing about me is i am not quite sure if i have cauda Equina , i didnt have an accident or any truama , my pain first started at my right foot...
    Atrilundy Atrilundy 22-25, M 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    oh the battle with the body has been a living nightmare from hell as you all know so well. I have so many physical problems, I just get that look from the doctors. urggg So I have...
    mommaceitta mommaceitta 51-55, F 14 hrs ago

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    I really want to experience this since I never have before. I've never had a mutual bond with someone in which we feel strongly for each other. I am jealous of other people who...
    Dreamer32 Dreamer32 22-25, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    #2 on my list of "Things I am proud of about me": 2. I’m not lazy/selfish/spoiled. I guess I’m not exactly sure what I would call this, but basically when I see people doing...
    shannonymous shannonymous 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

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    I only have a few moments to type this update about grandma. First of all my family and I would like to thank people who are sending their positive thought and prayers. We've had...
    badgirlbee badgirlbee 18-21, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    If I had friends! 😫😭 I mean I have friends, socially, but nobody asks to hang out with me or asks me to join them on something, unless its my sister and her friends. Maybe...
    ashalew ashalew 22-25, F 19 hrs ago

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    I suffer awful anxiety attacks since 10 years every day. I also have social anxiety and have had panic attacks outside the house. I was on meds 10 years ago as it all started...
    angel8i angel8i 31-35, F 1 Response 19 hrs ago

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    I Have this collection of ribbons because use them when i have a haircut first week the hair sometimes dosen't look so good or because i must go for a haircut and didn't found time...
    blackweirdcat blackweirdcat 46-50, F 17 hrs ago

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    I'm a teacher who moved to a small town because I was supposed to get married. Didn't happen and now I have nothing and no one in my life. I have no one to call or talk to. I'm...
    srta srta 26-30, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    I am 13 and I have had pimples since 4th grade, and now I am in 7th grade and it has gotten so bad I don't want to go anywhere. But the worst part is I make it worse for myself...
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    I have yet to see anyone about it or get an official diagnosis, but I think I have paranoid or disorganized schizophrenia. I have been experiencing auditory, visual, and even...
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    I feel like I have no chance of being in a proper relationship... I had a girls night out with some friends last night which was fun, but I found myself feeling like the 'grenade...
    charllymarie charllymarie 18-21, F 4 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    Lots of things in mind these days. Lots of memories, that I didn't have on the surface. I have things to say that I'm not ready to say. I don't even think I'm ready to write them...
    WickedScullyOfTheWest WickedScullyOfTheWest 31-35, F 10 hrs ago

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    I don't understand why men are obsessed with their penis size and why the assume if they have a large penis, they suddenly know how to have sex. And then they have the gall to...
    ErraticallyGrey ErraticallyGrey 22-25, F 6 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    Another incident from when I was 14, one which is burned into my memory in excruciating detail. It happened a few weeks after my naked picture had made the rounds at school, and...
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    Hi there I have had ADHD for the last 30+ yrs and let me tell you I have had my ups and downs and things can get challenging at time I know I have found something that has worked...
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    I'm new to EP.. I was told by my close friend that it was a great app that would help me deal with having herpes. Basically I was in a relationship with a guy for over a year...
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    I have very dark hair, dark eyelashes and eyebrows. I started to get the odd grey hair when I was 20. It seems to be a common thing for darker hair i guess. I have a guy friend who...
    SmashedUpSanity SmashedUpSanity 26-30, F 1 Response 5 hrs ago

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    This...is getting out of control. Anyone remember "Jose" the stalker I had? He's going completely nuts. He's started sending hate messages to anyone in my circle. And I have about...
    bluemetalchick9 bluemetalchick9 18-21, F 4 Responses 57 mins ago

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    A lot of people (mainly guys) have said my voice is very soothing. I don't really agree but ehh.
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    Last night I had a dream that felt good when I was having it but now I am awake I find it disturbing. I was with a crowd of people (in my mind, I seemed to associate them with...
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    While at uni I was at a party and one of the lecturers was there. She was about 35 and I was 19, and we had a wonderful time at the party, and ended up kissing while we were...
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    "After A While" After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul and you learn love doesn't mean leaning and company doesn't always mean...
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