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I Have Trichotillomania

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    The Horror of Having to Disguise Yourself

    I'm Jordan and I'm fourteen. I've been pulling since I was about ten or so. I've pulled my scalp hair, eyelashes, eyebrows. I tried to hide it from everyone, I parted my hair a certain way, had strange makeup rituals, and made up lies that eventually got old. If someone tousled...
    jtwiggy jtwiggy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 5, 2009

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    This bald spot has been a pain in the ***.

    .I've had trich for 3 years,I always think, maybe if I pull somewhere else that spot will get better, but it never happens, I can't tell you the last time I've worn my hair down In public.. My friends alway ask me why I won't wear my hair down to swim, it makes me sad to see...
    imnotperfectimme imnotperfectimme 16-17, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Woke up this morning with a chunk of hair gone

    :-( Must have pulled it in my sleep I hate mornings like this.
    KJVgirl92 KJVgirl92 22-25, F a week ago

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    Trich And How I Stopped

    Hey, my trichs-in-law. Today, I am going to share my entire story of Trichotillomania and how I have managed to make a great recovery (for those of you who have trich, you will know what a task this is). I know exactly where it all began. Right now I'm 17 years old. The incident...
    Petrea94 Petrea94 16-17, F 33 Responses Nov 22, 2011

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    7 Years and Im Almost Done

        First, I would like to name some things that I wonder may be the contributing factors to my problem.      I have abandonment issues for starters. My mother left me to be take care of by my grandparents when I was about two years old. She has...
    SamEsRaraAvis SamEsRaraAvis 16-18, F 2 Responses Jan 6, 2008

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    I Wish I Could Stop.

    I've been pulling my hair and eyelashes out for many years. Since i was a little girl, now being 18. I used to have long beautiful eyelashes and hair. My pulling has gotten so bad that I have bald spots all over my head and i wear fake eyelashes everywhere I go. Some of my...
    mariexo mariexo 18-21 3 Responses Apr 3, 2013

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    My Trichotillomania Story

    Not sure how to start this really. It will be all from memory, as I haven’t written it down before. I of course didn’t realize it then, but when I was 9 I pulled out my eyelashes and then, again when I was in Year 6 at school. Although it was off and on. I think my problem...
    ninja5593 ninja5593 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 26, 2012

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    I Have Trichotillamania

    I first realized my Trichotillamania in 3rd grade. I would twist my hair around my finger, forming it into a knot, then I would rip it off. I did this atleast a hundread times a day. Until I got caught, I stopped. A year later I felt it, a strange pain in to eyebrows and eye...
    AreYouMadCool AreYouMadCool 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 27, 2013

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    Hi. It is my first time here

    so bear with me.... I honestly don't know why I want to stop pulling my hair since I have absolutely no intrest in it and would rather go bald, but I just feel angry and hate myself whenever I do that, so I want to stop, I just feel tired at myself a lot of times, and pulling my...
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    I've just hit the 48 hour mark of not touching

    my hair...not easy, I've literally had to stop myself from reaching up, and several times thought "just once won't hurt". After 17 years making it just 2 days feels so awesome.
    starlit85 starlit85 26-30, F 3 Responses Jul 16

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    I've just recently, today,

    found out that I have Trichotillomania. My story starts beck when I was about 15; my Grandmother told my that on my Dad's side of the family there's a gene that gives us a white patch of hair. My Grandmother said that it usually didn't occur until around 16. After that I started...
    BiscuitMonster BiscuitMonster 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    im not sure when i started pulling my hair

    but i have been doing it for years and im now 27. i also have depression/anxiety which im on medication for and had a very bad past. i have tried shaving my hair and letting it regrow but it hasnt worked. i thought to was just a habit i could get out but never been able to...
    shinedownbabyxo shinedownbabyxo 26-30, F Jul 10

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    This is something I really want you all to read.

    Now this isn't something I learned from my therapist. nor some professional. This is something that I discovered deep inside, and it is a weapon for me, against trich. If you're reading this, I want you to take a couple minutes to think hard about the stuff that you're ashamed...
    Abizabeth Abizabeth 16-17, F 2 Responses Mar 1

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    Trichotilomania and Me

    My name is Michelle, I have Trichotilomania.  I delveloped this horrifying, self destructive habit when I was 29 years old.  My belief was that I developed is as a result of PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Dissorder).  I was very very sick with a problematic pregancy...
    Chellestrick Chellestrick 36-40, F 24 Responses Nov 28, 2007

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    I have been pulling for the last 8 years.

    I mainly pick my eyebrows and eyelashes then grind it between the front of my teeth, and I do it subconsciously. I have continually tried to self correct the problem without resorting to medication. Recently I have been trying preventative measures like wearing gloves and hats...
    bens2 bens2 22-25 2 Responses Jun 21

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    All About Meeee

     Im a super happy girl! but one thing im not happy about is that I suffer from hair pulling! i dont like it at all! And also,i pull my eyelashes out! Wow, i feel like a total idiot when people say hey kayla wheres your eye lashes or why are you are you bald? ha i tell...
    kaybaby007 kaybaby007 16-18, F 4 Responses Apr 15, 2008

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    I have been suffering from trich

    for 4 years and in those 4 years I have gone to 4 different schools because of bullies. This year I am going to a new school and I am determined to not pull my hair out this summer!
    hairlesscareless hairlesscareless 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    My lashes and brows now look fine with plenty

    of eyebrow pencil, eyeliner and mascara... But I still don't feel confident without it :/
    mblo2984 mblo2984 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 10

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    I have trichotillomania,

    I have had it since the age of 13 I'm 16 now, I miss my full head of hair where i wasn't afraid to show my hair down, I have to hide everyday by putting my hair in a pony tail, I'm trying to get the courage to post a picture of my spots,
    v1ct0r1a v1ct0r1a 13-15, F Jul 6

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    Update from my last post,

    its been about two months since I stopped pulling my hair out! I'm so happy!
    Abizabeth Abizabeth 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 11

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    I don't even know where to begin.

    I think I started pulling my eyelashes out sometime when I was in middle school. I noticed it but never really paid attention until I was in high school. I am only 5 feet tall so I am really looking up at everyone which I believe causes people to notice more. This is when I...
    tatijk tatijk 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 15

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    niko031 niko031 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 27

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    I Am More Than Just Trichotillomania

    She touches her hair in a certain way. It’s very particular, very deliberate. Almost as if she is searching for one specific strand. But she’s only half conscious about what she’s doing. Found. Beautiful, fingers glide and caress and twirl. The flirting becomes violent...
    h0pelessh0pe h0pelessh0pe 16-17 3 Responses Jul 9, 2013

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    Coping With My Ttm

    I've had trichotillomania for as long as I can remember, since sometime early in elementary school. I pulled out my eyelashes, and to this day, I can't help it. I would always get teased and picked on for it, and we all know how mean kids can be, so I know others can...
    TarePanda TarePanda 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 26, 2009

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    i started pulling my hair out about a year ago,

    i have patches on my head, where ive pulled it out, i worry that my girlfriend will leave me due to it, she says she wont but i cant help but feel like she will and theres nothing i can do, for a short time when i was 15 i used to pluck my eyebrows, but as i got abit older it...
    martind2008 martind2008 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 8

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    Constant Urge to Pull

        i can remember the very first time i started pulling from my eyebrow; i was in third grade, at a new school and it was the day after my grandfather's funeral. after a while, i started pulling my eyelashes and i'd make little piles on my desk. i was so confused...
    holland1945 holland1945 19-21, F 11 Responses Dec 11, 2007

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    Hi all! This is my first time on a site like

    this, so I'm not really sure how it all works. I am 21 years old and have had Trichotillomania since I was 16. Beginning with the general eyelash and eyebrow yanking then without even noticing I moved on to the top of my head. My pulling has gotten much worse since I had my son...
    cassieemayy cassieemayy 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 18

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    I can remember the exact night

    that I started to become fascinated by my hair. It was the summer before my junior year of high school, and I was in the back seat of my friend's car headed to a bonfire. I had always liked twisting my hair, but I had never pulled it out. As I was twisting my hair in the back...
    mollymagnolia mollymagnolia 22-25, F Jul 8

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    I have officially been pull-free

    since April 18th, 2014 and I am extremely happy with myself. I am going to get my first haircut (by a hairstylist) in almost 4 years. <3 I just wanted to remind people that there IS an end to this disorder! I had mine through hypnotherapy! It worked for me. If ANYONE ever...
    court14harris court14harris 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 26

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    It started when i was 12 (im 16 now) i used to

    pull it because i was bored and now i just do it because its so addictive. Sometimes i chew it up and eat it and when i dont do it i feel all panicky inside :( it used to be everyday and now i do it almost everyday but its still too f#cking hard . Im scared to get help because...
    mandycandy0123 mandycandy0123 13-15, F Jul 4

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    Pull... pull... pull.

    .. I've pulled my hair out both with my fingers and with a brush. I believe it's something emotional and you can't just stop. If you could, you would. I'm not doing it now. How am I not doing it? I have OCD... and I think it may be one of my obsessive compulsions, and I don't...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jun 28

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    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 27

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    I am so proud of myself.

    This is officially day 3 being pull free. I want this to last.
    123me321 123me321 13-15, F 4 Responses Apr 28

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    I'm a sophomore in highschool

    and I've had trich for almost 3 years now. I've been doing very good at my pulling and scab picking and since I'm experienced, I'd love to help out the younger ones or newbies before its too late, and befriend other girls my age. I'd hate to see anybody go through what I went...
    AubreeElise AubreeElise 13-15, F 4 Responses Dec 22, 2013

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    I pull out the hair on my eyebrows

    and head when I have pimples or anything close to a pimple.
    HappyHart5 HappyHart5 16-17, F 1 Response Jul 17

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    i started pulling in chunks today.

    i mean it when i say chunks. :( more than 10 hair strands together
    iamnoor iamnoor 13-15, F Jul 1

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    My Story....

    I've had trich since I was 8. I've hated the whole 10 years of it! I pull my eyelashes and hair. I've wanted to find people that have what I have so I can connect with them and talk to because I want to talk to people who know what it's like and what I'm going through. I still...
    TrichWarrior TrichWarrior 18-21, F 4 Responses Jul 21, 2013

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    I have had trich since 6th grade.

    I started out pulling my eyelashes and than my eyebrows. But eventually I stopped. And started pulling out my hair and eating the bulbs on the end. I am now 19. Growing up I knew some of my friends noticed a bald spot on my head and others too. I felt embarrassed and I always...
    Ambr13 Ambr13 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 12

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    I've had this horrible disorder

    for about 2 years now... It is a monster that jut keeps getting bigger and BIGGER. Sometimes I stop for a week then something happens and the next thing I know my nice patch of eyebrows or eyelashes that I had is gone. Why is there this disease why can't it just go away. I would...
    bellamay00 bellamay00 13-15, F 3 Responses Jun 14

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    A Cured Hair Puller

      Each thread of hair feels as soft as silk as I play with it with my fingers. I touch the root of one hair I have been dying to pull. I reach the root and dig my nails into the skin and there is a slight pop. I slowly part it from my head and feel a rush of relief. My...
    LDAWG1 LDAWG1 16-18, F 17 Responses Aug 13, 2007

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    I can't remember a time

    when I wasn't struggling with Trich in my life. I'm 19 years old now, and my mom can still recall me ripping clumps out of my hair and making piles when I was just 3 years old. Over the years, my pulling places have varied- from the scalp, from my arms, even from my stomach or...
    kpmc612 kpmc612 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    My Life Because Of Eyebrow Pulling

    I’m 19 years old and I plug out my eyebrows. Most of the time I felt like I was the only one in this world with this problem until I started getting the urge to take out my eye lashes. So I went on and searched in Google “I plug out my eye lashes”, then I came across the...
    yasmilg1 yasmilg1 22-25, F 27 Responses Sep 26, 2010

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    Wow, I feel a little better

    after hearing about so many other people's stories that sound so similar to mine. My plucking started in second grade, at age 7 or 8, and it started with my eyebrows. I'd focus specifically on a few hairs and would end up accidentally digging little "holes" into my skin; my...
    tulipsunleashed tulipsunleashed 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 17

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    18 Years Old And Been Pulling For 11 Years

    Nothing could have prepared me for how many ways trichotillomania would affect me. In almost every facet of life, I can feel uncomfortable, because of my appearance. I wonder, do they notice? Do they know I can't stop? My dating was affected, low self-esteem, and depression all...
    elyseamber elyseamber 18-21 3 Responses Feb 16, 2011

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    This Is My Story As Was Published In The Huffington Post 10/1/12

    Who you are looking at in this photo right now is a fraud. Every day I go to great lengths to hide what I really look like. Every day I make sure you don't see what I do every morning when I wake up and look in my bathroom mirror. Because I have a disorder that an estimated 2-4...
    sandy7814 sandy7814 36-40 2 Responses Oct 11, 2012

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    Today is the day that I shaved my head don't be

    scared ladies it really isn't that bad. Remeber that hair does grow back and it doesn't chage who you are so keep your head's up and don't let trichotillomania get the best of you because you're all over comers :)
    KianiYvonne13 KianiYvonne13 16-17 1 Response Mar 24

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    I started pulling my eyebrows out 4 years ago,

    then once I had none left I started ripping out my eyelashes. I still have no eyelashes and eyebrows and I occasionally pull from the hair on my head too. I also have urges to pull other people's hair out especially if they have a hair that is out of place.
    behindblueeyess behindblueeyess 18-21, F 3 Responses Jun 22

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    So since I'm new to this I figured I'd post my

    story to hopefully get some support and help reassure myself that I am not alone in this battle... I started pulling out my hair in 1st grade. It started with eyelashes....just pulled all of them out. My mom figured I was just being curious, told me not to do it again, and we...
    katiegiambalvo katiegiambalvo 16-17, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    It's A Thing, It's A Real Thing!!!!

    I will never forget the day I learned that it had a name. Trichotillomania. I love to say it. I love to write it. I hate to have it. I started pulling when I was 8, I guess. I didn't really notice until one day my mom grabbed my face and pulled my head in for a closer look. She...
    leddead leddead 18-21, F 6 Responses Oct 23, 2012

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    I was diagnosed with Trichotillomania

    when I was 5 years old. I am now 22. I only pull my eyelashes now. I used to pull the hair in my scalp and my eyebrows. I am having the most difficult time letting my eyelashes grow. A year ago I was able to let then grow out for 45 days and then stress got the best of me and I...
    09cramptonsa 09cramptonsa 22-25, F 6 Responses Apr 24

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    I am 17 years old and I have been pulling my

    hair out since I was in fifth grade. I joined this site hoping that I could find people around my age who live near me and have the same problem I do. I wear headbands all of the time to hide any bald spots and almost always wear it up because its difficult. I use to do softball...
    court14harris court14harris 16-17, F 2 Responses Apr 28

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    I have been pulling since elementary school.

    First eyelashes, then eyebrows, then from my head as well. Obviously it is something that has always been something I have wanted to kick, but for the most part it wasn't outwardly noticeable (aside from the times when I got out of control on my eyelashes, those can be very...
    mmcch mmcch 22-25 2 Responses Jul 13

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    Currently pulling :( help.

    Distract me. Something.
    niko031 niko031 16-17, F 2 Responses Jun 25

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