I Have Tried Ecstacy

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 278 People

    I love this drug, but find it hard to get good

    e's these days. always opens you up and those with you for a great time. be careful, the feeling is addictive and I understand how people could want it all the time. every now and then it's fantastic
    liketomasturbate liketomasturbate
    41-45, M
    Jan 14


    So, Ecstacy is my drug of choice i love it soo much. It helps me be soo happy and i love it. I feel so open about my life and i want to talk about my life with friends when were all on it. I love being around your best friends that are girls when you are all high. Last night i...
    tsafbrat tsafbrat
    1 Response Jun 18, 2011


    I remember the first time I tried it. It was great. I felt like everything around me was amazing. Everything I touched made me get a tingly sexual feeling. It was amazingggg
    luvinyou luvinyou
    18-21, F
    3 Responses May 21, 2008

    Just Had My First Experience

    Ecstacy F**king beautiful F**king scary I went so high And crashed so hard It made the world perfection It gave me no where to escape I was so in love I was so afraid I danced forever I curled up into a ball and wanted to stay like that forever Every touch...
    Azurehearts Azurehearts
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jun 28, 2009

    I've Done It Twice

    I've done it twice with my bestfriend and loved both times. I wouldn't mind doing it again. 
    Spiderofbeauty Spiderofbeauty
    18-21, F
    Jun 14, 2009

    No More Xtc For Me!!!

    I started rollin when I was 17, It became like an every weekend thing that turned into little binges here and there... Rolling was so much fun when it started, but I am a major addict when it comes to any substance and I soon found myself eating up to 8 pills...
    4four2twenty0 4four2twenty0
    22-25, F
    4 Responses Jan 2, 2010


    and never again!!! It was extremely stupid on my part and I never should have but I didn't want to die knowing I haven't tried everything I wanted to. Well I almost died because of it lol It was a house party rave lights and everything and we weren't really prepared for the...
    HanaNoMizu HanaNoMizu
    26-30, F
    15 Responses Jan 18, 2008

    I never had a down with those

    and I did twice :o but amazing feelinnnnng
    xxooxx1986 xxooxx1986
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 25, 2014

    My First Mdma Experience.

    Well there was so much that happened and somethings I regret but MDMA is probably the most fun drug to use in your teen age. So yesterday my buddy and I were planning to chill when he told me he had gotten some E and he wanted to try it. I've never done it before and I've only...
    LazeNeon LazeNeon
    16-17, M
    1 Response Jul 20, 2012

    It's All About Love

    The first time I took E was back in the 80s under the guidance of a therapist. This was back in the day when E was still legal and therapists were using it to facilitate therapy. My parents were very abusive and as a result, I grew up with my ability to love and feel loved...
    PnP PnP
    6 Responses Feb 5, 2008

    Party Goes Up And Later You Go Down

    II have done a few drugs in my past through my teenager years. XTC being one of them. the first time I had pills (or a pill) in this case. I was drunk and a friend or a friend was a party and said do you want some pills, being stupidly drunk i said yeah "throw two my way. That...
    Daveokay Daveokay
    22-25, M
    1 Response Feb 4, 2011

    Fun Times

    I used to love taking e , I loved being outta my head it was so much fun . Especially the love buzz you get off it, it would lead to mad passionate sex with whoever was on the love buzz too! And the tripping was crazy I used to love it, never had a bad trip. But the cone down...
    2cute2btrue 2cute2btrue
    26-30, F
    1 Response Mar 13, 2011

    I have done more ecstasy this past weekend

    than I ever have before. I can't believe that I survived, but I'm still recovering from the after effects. I admit that ecstasy gives you one hell of a high and is one if the best feelings in the world, but I think it will be a long while before I do it again lol...
    JustSimple20 JustSimple20
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jun 26, 2014


    hi im 36 years old and forgotten the amount of xtc i have taken over the years i started when i was just 17 and still have an healthy appetite for them now one night my friends dropped me n a pall of mine of after a pleasent evening, i decided to climb these fairly big steel...
    jasoncoleman jasoncoleman
    Aug 10, 2009


    ive done alot of drugs in my life and recently ive tried molly which is mdma same as ecstacy. it seems like this drug is on the rise and i think that there needs to be a stop to it before alot of teens die. i was wondering other peoples thoughts
    wtfishappeningtothisworld wtfishappeningtothisworld
    Jul 23, 2012

    I'd Like to Try It Once

    Just to see what it's like. Plus in Psych we watched this video when we were studying altered states and it was pretty much like "Ecstasy has this this and this effect and this is why people love it" for like 10 minutes and then the last line is "but it is very...
    fitterhappiervelcro fitterhappiervelcro
    18-21, F
    1 Response Mar 3, 2009


    okay, so i have done ecstacy more then one time, but it took the last time i did it for me to hate it. the first few times were fine, i had only done one pill at a time, and they were weak to say the least. then i went clubbing one time on 2 pills. i was rediculously pumped, and...
    breakingtears breakingtears
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Oct 30, 2007

    A One Time Deal

    I only tried it once.  It was on the New Years Eve of 1999 to Y2K.  Myself & 3 friends of mine all made a deal that we would all take a pill that night.  Only one of my friends had ever done it before, in fact, he had done it many times.  He told us what...
    TheIdeaOfMe TheIdeaOfMe
    31-35, F
    Jan 18, 2008

    Love Drug Indeed...

    Tried it for the first time couple weekends ago.  My girlfriend and I both took half a pill, didn't feel much.  So about an hour later we took another half each and omg!  6 hours and a couple of bottles of wine and many ******* later we lay there exhausted and giggling.  Damn...
    fadeintoyou fadeintoyou
    31-35, F
    7 Responses Dec 27, 2011


    hi im 36 years old and forgotten the amount of xtc i have taken over the years i started when i was just 17 and still have an healthy appetite for them now one night my friends dropped me n a pall of mine of after a pleasent evening, i decided to climb these fairly big steel...
    jasoncoleman jasoncoleman
    Aug 10, 2009


    Isn't one of my favorite drugs of choice what so ever. The last time I had droped ecstacy I believe it was two days ago. I freaked out and thought that a demon was going to come and get me. I did a lot of stupid **** it was the oddest high I had ever had in my life...
    XLunaXLovegoodX XLunaXLovegoodX
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Dec 4, 2009


    Tried XTC (only half a pill) at a new years party with a guy i was very much involved with... we lay together on a couch((no naughty stuff) with ben howard playing and i can't possibly describe the sense of contentment i felt.. pure happiness! I have not been that happy since...
    Nevaeh2013 Nevaeh2013
    18-21, F
    May 21, 2012


    I love ecstasy. I don't do it often because I'd like to concentrate on school right now, and many people who take ecstasy a lot are referred to as "etards" lol. It doesn't necessarily make you stupid, it just takes you way longer to get words out. Anyways, my experience...
    BradleyNowell BradleyNowell
    11 Responses Nov 18, 2008

    I gotta admit that ecstasy gives you one of the

    best feelings in the world. The first time I did it I kept wanting more trying to chase that high. But the down was like being hit by a bus. Wanted to kill myself for a week until the down wore off. I still do it and enjoy it, but I don't go crazy with it and I usually feel...
    JustSimple20 JustSimple20
    22-25, M
    2 Responses May 23, 2014

    It Was Nice

    i was very wary of trying it but when i did i had a very euphoric experience, i felt a huge bond with people and had the desire to touch or be touch, your hopes and dreams multiply, you are blissfully happy. I enjoyed the experience however the next day i felt sad and depressed...
    Donalh Donalh
    22-25, M
    2 Responses Jul 7, 2008

    Love It!

    Oh sweet xtc. The last time I did it was one of the best nights of my life. My bestfriend and I blew one and then popped one. We took all our alcohol, weed, and legal weed to the hot tub and there we stayed. We drank and drank and drank and drank and smoked and smoked and smoked...
    Chelszyo Chelszyo
    18-21, F
    Jun 12, 2012

    No More

    Well I took it for over a year. Stupid I know! I used to do it every week out down town. I used to love it and would much rather do t than drink and get drunk. I was always fine the next day but I loved how I felt on them. Was more confident, was friends with everyone it is a...
    Chicky Chicky
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 28, 2008

    Trippin' Billies...

    This was probably my drug of choice for a long time... at one time I was eating 12 beans a night... I'm truly surprised my brain isn't rotted... I still eat one or two when I hit a concert but I'd like to keep what little brain cells I have left so I'm leaving this to being just...
    phidget phidget
    31-35, F
    14 Responses Jun 18, 2008


    the funniest thing is I thought and planned my birthday last yearNothing went the way I planned it the one I spent most of it with was a creepWe dined and he violated me in such a way I do not wish to sayI bid him farewellCalled my other friend who was always cool he brought me a...
    natalie343 natalie343
    31-35, F
    May 13, 2012

    YeaH Meeh Too

    I use to dO it every weekend with my friends... i live in sacramento n out here we call it thizzing!!!! real popular... But yeah I use to get real depressed afterwards,,, &&& i think it made me a little paranoid.... But Then i stopped and i done it a few more times...
    SoEmPtY SoEmPtY
    16-17, F
    Dec 18, 2007


    I've done it a couple times at raves and even though it was a TON of fun, I don't think I'll do it again. 
    Captainwinky Captainwinky
    22-25, F
    1 Response Dec 10, 2007


    i've donr ecstacy twice...the first i got some with some friends and we all decided to take it before school..it was wierd cuz i didnt think it was working but i just felt so happy and i loved this soft sweater that my friend let me barrow..the second time was much better..it was...
    xiji13 xiji13
    16-17, M
    Jan 29, 2008

    I Tried It... and Then I Tried It Again... and Again... and Again... Etc

    I did a lot of E in my 20's. It's a fun drug - doesn't have the horrible come-downs of other things like coke and doesn't have the potential to freak you out like acid and shrooms. I would do 3 - 4 pills every weekend. It doesn't make you aggressive or depressive. You hardly...
    velosapien velosapien
    31-35, M
    2 Responses Sep 30, 2008

    Should I.?

    Well I tried Ecstasy one time. It was called Blue Buddah. I had the best time of my life. At first I was terrifiedd. Because I smoked so much weed before and after I took the pill I was like "Wtf is going go" Cuz I forgot I took the...
    HelloBritty HelloBritty
    16-17, F
    3 Responses Jul 24, 2009

    St.Paddys Day

    I tried it for the first time last Sunday (st. Paddys day) i only took one and they were called 'cherry bomb' apparently. I was with my cousin and she said it should work after about an hour and I was waiting for it to happen.. Then after an hour and a half it happened it was...
    onlygoingup onlygoingup
    16-17, F
    Mar 24, 2013

    Exit Ecstacy

    The first time I tried X was when I was 18. It was the popular drug at the time and it seemed like everyone was doing it... highschool mentality. I would regularly over hear my classmates talk about the night before, about their experience. I was really good friends with the high...
    24hrcity 24hrcity
    26-30, M
    Nov 3, 2011

    Share 1 Story? There Were So Many.

    I was a heavy x user for probably 7 years.  I always liked mine smacked up or straight Molly. How many pills? I've lost count. At one point I was eating 20 beans/ weekend. It was crazy. I learned a lot about myself (and other people). I do think the drug could help a...
    DeadMonikor DeadMonikor
    31-35, M
    Apr 19, 2009

    My First Time.

    The first time I tried it, I was with my best friend and we were chillin on the beach. He had done it before, so I felt ok trying something new. I popped a pill, and after about half an hour nothing was happening, and thought maybe our pills were no good. Another 15 minutes later...
    absolutpmp absolutpmp
    36-40, M
    Jun 17, 2013


    An absolutely wonderful drug - the best, if you ask me....pure love!  But be careful - make sure you're getting pure stuff, and don't abuse it.  It loses its effect over time, and can have serious side effects if you do too much.  This is powerful stuff, so don't...
    Turning35 Turning35
    1 Response Apr 22, 2009

    Rolling On School Nights

    I loved doing ecstasy on school nights. My emotionally (and sometimes physically) abusive ex-boyfriend and best friend would sleep over at my house whenever my parents would allow it. I stopped taking antidepressants that year so ecstasy could affect me (SSRIs block the effects...
    Ariste Ariste
    Jul 14, 2012


    Ecstacy is another drug, I don't dare trying.  Nope, no junkie here!!!
    Whateverrrrr Whateverrrrr
    36-40, F
    2 Responses May 18, 2011

    I use to be a worryless kid

    until I was 15.My life suddenly changed when a friend of mine returned after 7 long years.My family had moved form the place where he and I met.I was 8 and he was 11... just two little children,then became best friends.His family did'nt like us and so of mine.I don't know why...
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