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I Have Tried to Kill Myself

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 42 People

    when i was about 7-8 i had a metabolism

    that was too good and i hated it because i was always 6.14 no matter what i ate and when i turned 9 i lost it i gained weight like no tomorrow and so i stopped playing outside which made me gain more weight so when i hit 9.5 i went upstairs and put a school tie around my neck...
    owlmask owlmask
    22-25, M
    Mar 31, 2014

    Since I Was A Little Girl

    I can remember being a little five year old girl sitting in my closet with a butcher knife to my chest crying desperately for the strength to shove it in not really wanting to die just wanting to escape and end all the bad. My step father sexually abused me. Whenever we were...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    1 Response Jun 20, 2012

    I Tried

    i tried killing my self when i was 14, i did this because i was getting bullied and i also had problems f my own.  But after that one i have tried about 4 other times and am now trying again all i can do is hope that this time it will work out for me as everything is...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Mar 11, 2009

    Again...

    I tried to do it again, i couldn't, i can't ever ******* do it. My son was crying for me in the next room with my boyfriend who was screaming 'if your going to kill yourself do it!' If my son hadn't been crying for me i would have. I felt my skin ripping from my slices and the...
    XcookiexbakerXx XcookiexbakerXx
    22-25, F
    Sep 6, 2013

    Tried Twice ... Failed ... Gave Up

    Tried twice ... First time at thirteen ... Tried to slit my wrists and bleed to death ... Didn't work ... Just caused my parents a whole lot of embarrassment Second time was when u was 19 ... Better attempt tried to electrocute myself by attaching wires to my head and switching...
    shreem75 shreem75
    36-40, M
    Nov 15, 2012

    Twice..

    I tried to kill myself twice... The first time I tried to cut my bleeds. I started to, but then I was scared... I asked myself would it hurt and how long it'll need till I die. I still heve a scar on my hand from this trying... The second time I drank a handful tablets. I'm not...
    misunderztood misunderztood
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Jan 9, 2008

    My Overdose

      The Overdose, true-life short story. Freedom wasn’t as rosy as I’d thought. I wasn’t happy at all. Rebelling from my mother and the cult had sent me into a morbid depression. It affected me badly. I spent days feeling tense and afraid, unsure of myself...
    emmasharn emmasharn
    31-35, F
    May 16, 2009

    I Was About 5 Years Old

    when i tried to take my own life i took my blanket and my teddy wolf and walkd dow tot he rail road tracks and sat on the shier tracks and sat ther i knew the train was coming buti wanted the pain to end the abuse to end i could feel the gound as it shoot i could hear the train...
    rickibrat2 rickibrat2
    61-65, M
    Sep 4, 2011

    About a Year Ago...

    I tried hanging myself. Since then, I've used various coping methods to keep stuff like that in check. I made a big list of things I want to accomplish, and what I wanted to live for. Since then, I've been depressed and lonely at times, but never suicidal.
    drcynic drcynic
    26-30, M
    2 Responses Nov 30, 2007

    That Day

    about a month after i turned 18 i came out to my parents. they flipped and i was scared they were going to kick my out so i moved out. i lived with my best friend. her dad was in and out of the hospital while i lived there. i spent alot of time there with her and her mom. i...
    goopernipple goopernipple
    18-21
    1 Response Feb 21, 2009

    I Have Tried

        i have tried to kill myself many times . and thought about it many times before then . i have tried to drown my self , choke myself . i have thought of driving myself into a concert pole or  drive off of a bridge . i am still alive so there you go .
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response Oct 27, 2009

    I have tried to kill myself.

    2012, i have tooken 60 pills. Thinking i would die but i was saved. I had thrown up almost all the pills and was in slight coma for a day. Yes things got better, but im still trapped. Idk, sometimes i still crave death.
    Ideallove Ideallove
    22-25, F
    1 Response Mar 21
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