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I Have Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts

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    I Had Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts...

    I had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts...HAD being the key word.  I went through a LOT of bad stuff about 2 years ago, and I came out of it an absolute mess.  I felt like life was out of control, and I had no idea how to handle it.  I didn't do drugs, or drink...
    Avice Avice 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2007

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    Uncontrollable Unrelated Thoughts

    Hi i m suffereing from this since long time..i dont know probabably from my age of 16 or 17 now i m 30.what happens is when i dont have any work.. say for example when i about to sleep lot of thoughts pass they are UNRELATED... and UnControllable.Similary while waking up...
    thoughtsAsin thoughtsAsin 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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    Fighting Obssessive Thoughts Can Work!

    Four months after my 20-year old son committed suicide, while I was going through a major depressive period, I found my husband on the phone with a woman, explicitly having sex.  I was devastated, for more than a year I couldn't stop thinking about this and everything else...
    pdelrio2 pdelrio2 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2007

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    For those of you who own trucks

    or jeeps and actually use them, hopefully you'll understand well when I tell you, I have the uncontrollable urge to go offroading. I was driving to work today and it happened again, I was going down the highway when I passed a spot that led into a field, I threw the truck...
    Devilscar Devilscar 18-21, M Feb 23

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    Desire, it's a sickness... Wanting something that you can't want... Needing something you can't have... Desire... Oh.. Desire...
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    I am a very successfull, mannered and likeable personality with secret compulsions, obsessions and habits that hamper my life.
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    I like whiskey and I like cigarettes... I like the quiet temptation of the coming white smoke my cigarette-breaths bring... I like the heat coiling in the pit of my chest...
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    They are crazy because they fix society. With no profit for any new luxuries. Aside from world peace that is. Lol.
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    What if I am unlovable? I am so messed up that people meet me and once the glitz and glam of the lip gloss has worn off and the real me shows through people can see how hurt and...
    lonelyworldlostgirl lonelyworldlostgirl 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    It's scary sometimes when I look into myself. Too ugly. Too broken. Too grotesque. The madness deep inside. I'm scared that it would break some time. I'm scared of the things...
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    People get so stressed but but i can't help thinking that it wont matter bc i will be dead one day. And ik that its better to live 60+happy than sad but my thought is hat when im...
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    I've decided to say the story of my life. When I was born my dad was a police officer my mom was a transcriber and we lived on a farm with my grandmother. I had the time of my...
    mickey123xp mickey123xp 13-15, F Jul 4

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    Not my first time writing about my condition, and as of right now I am on antibiotics and Humira. Honestly, it doesnt seem to be getting better, its at a complete standstill. idk...
    bel1196 bel1196 16-17, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    Everyone does haha. We all have these thoughts that come to us and we're like wtf ?
    Answeringyou35 Answeringyou35 18-21, F 3 hrs ago

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    I went on a diet in the last months. It wasn't properly a diet. but i hadn't enough time to eat or stuff myself, and i run from a part to another of the city all day long, so i...
    kyarahfel kyarahfel 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    In October I had an abortion. I've gone through the stages of grief, though it was painful I understood it and so did others. But then there were the emotions and thoughts that I...
    DizzieDazie DizzieDazie 18-21, F Jul 5

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    rsgpfastgold rsgpfastgold 22-25, M Jun 25

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    I have a lot of internal conflicts. I am constantly blaming myself as to why certain things have happened to me in my life. I have secretly dealt with depression and self harm my...
    ImAWorkInProgress ImAWorkInProgress 16-17, F 9 hrs ago

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    I always wanted to have someone special who only cares about how I feel. Who could comfort me when I feel alone and lost. That is why I have always imagined someone invisible next...
    NeverKnewMe NeverKnewMe 22-25, F 4 Responses 1 hr ago

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    Let's see if I can write my random without getting in trouble tonight. I woke and ., you know .. ;-) .., but that that did not really solve my issue, My mind stayed where it had no...
    Sunshine0615 Sunshine0615 36-40, F 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Every night since I was 5 i believe. I remember more nightmares than nice random dreams. Lots of flying when i was younger until recently last month. Lots of shadows and places I...
    xHI5x xHI5x 22-25 4 Responses 8 hrs ago

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    At this point I'm just done, I have no privacy then I get yelled at for not being in my room, ftw, done
    sommer02 sommer02 16-17, F 3 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Idk why .. I always have lol
    MiaSnider MiaSnider 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    I am writing in the hopes that anyone reading this will not feel as alone. On tuesday 6/24/2014 I was arrested for an extreme DUI and a collision. I stayed up nearly the whole...
    RiseAbove222 RiseAbove222 22-25, F 3 Responses Jun 28

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    This is not infatuation, I've been infatuated before and this is completely different...I've been married 3 and 1/2 years and I love my husband though we have a rocky marriage...
    galaxyrea galaxyrea 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 1

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    The wings of a butterfly Do you know the butterfly effect and the phrase, "the flutter of a butterfly can bring about a storm in another country?” What can a butterfly affect...
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    Racing thoughts make me grrr sometimes!! Lol But seriously, bipolar causes fast racing thoughts that sometimes makes it hard to talk out loud. Maybe that sounds like craziness...
    PinkUnicorn26 PinkUnicorn26 26-30, F Jun 25

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    I have horrible OCD. It paralyzes me and has affected many aspects of my life for years. I never had any Obsessive Compulsive Disorder-like symptoms til I was about 5. I was a...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jun 27

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    Remember when EP first started and it was about MS? Then, they decided to spread the love and make it about experiences... about anything. It's a wonderful idea, but there are...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jun 27

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    The thoughts they creep in without me even knowing sometimes, they hit me so hard it takes my breath away. Some thoughts i have visions with and the visions can feel like i am...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jun 29

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    I have never heard of it but apparently its an obsessive disorder and people with borderline personality and anxiety disorder have it. I don't know how i am going to stop because i...
    Gentleandlovingsoul Gentleandlovingsoul 36-40, F Jul 1

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    A person once asked me "What's your major malfunction?" That question may have not been serious, but my serious answer would be anxiety. It's been a real problem and pain since I...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Jul 4

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    If people could read my thoughts... I would get sideways glances, more than a couple looks in my direction, and horrified expressions... lol I am so glad I am safe inside my head...
    UmmaCoward UmmaCoward 18-21, F 3 Responses Jul 13

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    I'm new here and I was hoping to meet a few people with the same problem. I have no one to turn to and have lost out on all my friends due to my disorder..
    nj93 nj93 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 14

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    It's rather funny how this is working out. Lately, I've been obsessing over whether or not I have OCD. You know, spending hours googling symptoms, and taking tests, reading...
    jaisikae jaisikae 26-30, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I'm writing this here for anyone struggling with bed bugs like I am. I hope this is of some help, as I've rid my room of most, compared to what I began with. They aren't completely...
    insertausername insertausername 13-15, F 4 days ago

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    What's with all these people saying their thoughts are so messed up but not actually sharing any of them? Protip: However messed up you think your thoughts are, someone else has...
    DeadHeretic DeadHeretic 26-30, M 2 Responses Jul 3

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    My OCD is extremely frustrating due to my constant, obsessive need to keep, update and obey my to-do lists. With my thoughts always jumbled up, I always over think and suddenly my...
    boneache boneache 18-21, F Jul 12

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    I am glad people can't read my thoughts and I cant read theirs. If everyone could read each others thoughts it would be terrible. Everyone would be consistently in shock in terror...
    IamMell IamMell 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I don't know if it's just me or what, but in my little world of myth and magic, my thoughts always manifest in the form of spheres. Either in little bubbles that I can pop and...
    Quertal Quertal 13-15, M 1 Response Jun 22

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    I don't know if anyone can read my thoughts. But as far as I'm not imprisoned and not in a psychiatric hospital and even got some friends... I guess nobody can read my thoughts.
    youarenothing youarenothing 22-25, M Jun 22

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    I was raised a Christian. I never have had a born again experience. I knew about God but I suppose never knew Him as a person. Being raised Catholic might have something to do...
    Deejaygee Deejaygee 51-55, M 3 Responses Jun 27

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    Voices I hear all the voices, Echoing in my mind. Their words are simple, So simple yet so painful. They whisper softly in my ear, Filling my head with thoughts, Thoughts that...
    sumthinoriginal sumthinoriginal 16-17, F Jun 29

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    I would LOVE to share more about my personal life, private thoughts, love life, intimate details, etc. but EP makes it so damn hard to write a story. I'd love a full, OFFICIAL list...
    hottiewithabody94 hottiewithabody94 18-21, F 5 Responses Jun 30

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