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I Have Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts

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    Just found out the name

    for my peculiar mental behavior.
    narutobuddy narutobuddy 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    For those of you who own trucks

    or jeeps and actually use them, hopefully you'll understand well when I tell you, I have the uncontrollable urge to go offroading. I was driving to work today and it happened again, I was going down the highway when I passed a spot that led into a field, I threw the truck...
    Devilscar Devilscar 22-25, M Feb 23, 2014

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    Uncontrollable Unrelated Thoughts

    Hi i m suffereing from this since long time..i dont know probabably from my age of 16 or 17 now i m 30.what happens is when i dont have any work.. say for example when i about to sleep lot of thoughts pass they are UNRELATED... and UnControllable.Similary while waking up...
    thoughtsAsin thoughtsAsin 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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    I Had Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts...

    I had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts...HAD being the key word.  I went through a LOT of bad stuff about 2 years ago, and I came out of it an absolute mess.  I felt like life was out of control, and I had no idea how to handle it.  I didn't do drugs, or drink...
    Avice Avice 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2007

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    Fighting Obssessive Thoughts Can Work!

    Four months after my 20-year old son committed suicide, while I was going through a major depressive period, I found my husband on the phone with a woman, explicitly having sex.  I was devastated, for more than a year I couldn't stop thinking about this and everything else...
    pdelrio2 pdelrio2 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2007

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    JustinMP JustinMP 13-15, M 1 Response 38 mins ago

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    Recollection on angst, and nihilistic decadence is like noticing you have a big bright red zit on the tip of your nose, from this although disgusting, is a paved route towards a...
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    tooo muchh !! can t take it anymore so much responsibilities over my shoulder. no it s not okay to take care of my parents at 23. and no it s not okay to start working at 14. and...
    lebanongirl lebanongirl 22-25 2 hrs ago

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    It's kind of exhilarating when you realize you've narrowly missed making a complete and utter fool of yourself. It's one of those moments where you just have to laugh at yourself...
    ambivalentFriability ambivalentFriability 18-21 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    Well, here I go, back to the stone ages, i guess till Friday....ya'll have a good week.
    lifealwayschanges lifealwayschanges 41-45, F 2 Responses 4 hrs ago

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    which means I actually don't have it. ppl who have schizophrenia don't "think" they have it. They don't even know they have it! so, at least I can distinguish my paranoid delusions...
    StreetgirlnamedDesire504 StreetgirlnamedDesire504 36-40 4 hrs ago

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    There is nothing more pathetic than someone on ep you have a disagreement with, going and insulting you with your experiences. It makes you not even want to get on here.
    DeIuxedEdition DeIuxedEdition 18-21, F 11 Responses 7 hrs ago

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    Today my country celebrates 53 years of independence from Britain. I love my country ... the land of my birth and continued residence. I have no intention of giving up my...
    chocomint chocomint 51-55, F 1 Response 9 hrs ago

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    I'm not a nice guy, I have made that clear whenever I start a relationship or a friendship (yeah I know a friendship is a form of a relationship but not alot of people know that...
    ThePiggycorn ThePiggycorn 13-15, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

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    Many profiles have very, very clever items in their status and/or in the public view of the "front matter" you can see by clicking more. I wish they would put those as comments...
    Thisis4fun Thisis4fun 56-60, M 13 hrs ago

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    I always found it really hard to express my feelings and what I feel and believe in deep thoughts. I know it may seem like I can just as easily express myself like its nothing. But...
    Azena Azena 18-21, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    I find it really hard to go to sleep at night not because I'm scared of what could happen but because I'm just struck by sudden bouts of uncontrollable unprovoked anxiety. I just...
    petrichoreographed petrichoreographed 16-17 21 hrs ago

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    I'm so full of them that my thoughts are thinking about having sex with my thoughts of having sex..
    thebustierthebetter thebustierthebetter 46-50, M 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    My thoughts are random and entirely mine.My way of camouflaging reality and colouring my make believe world. I keep on penning thoughts as if am talking to my other half. You...
    winterfall winterfall 36-40 1 day ago

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    But when i get visitors i hide them.Tho.. their not so personal thoughts.. more like ideas and notes about thoughts on stuff ive read.I had to sort all of them yesterday.. ...
    mirkwood86 mirkwood86 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I admit, there are very much weird thoughts that cross my mind, thoughts that are so weird that I don't want to share on here, because... well because I don't want you guys to...
    MissGaga MissGaga 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I want to write my random thoughts, English isn't my first language and I didn't mastered the language, so, I feel that my vocabulary is low and I run out of an accurate words to...
    Zxee Zxee 18-21, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    Always questioning, thinking, observing and curious about certain things.. I can read someone person like a book, Its so weird to think deeply I scare myself most of the time and...
    yasminesaleh00 yasminesaleh00 18-21, F Aug 22

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    I can't breathe sometimes. I can't grasp anything around me. It's overwhelming to a point of never ending. I keep quiet. No one should hear my thoughts aloud. Why do my thoughts...
    TrappedInAWonderland TrappedInAWonderland 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 22

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    My Fake Mother is extremely lazy and constantly stresses that she has to do everything in the house, taking all the credit, when I'm the one who does all of the work, in regards to...
    ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT ONESTARRYSTARRYNIGHT 26-30, F Aug 22

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    I swear people can read my thoughts. I just have the most random thoughts sometime. Usually it's when I'm in bed and can't sleep. Last week, I got this idea of doing something. It...
    alashfaaq alashfaaq 18-21, M Aug 22

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    Misophonia isn't just "Disliking Noise." It's a real disorder. There's noise everywhere, no way to escape it, and as a misophonia sufferer, I know it can get to the point of...
    ChristineGalaxies ChristineGalaxies 13-15, F Aug 21

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    Hey, heeeey baby, ooh ah, I wanna knooow if you'll be my girl!
    Longpatrol90 Longpatrol90 22-25, M 1 Response Aug 21

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    Hi there my name is Nate And I'm a 25 year old male With cerebral palsy, On August 14 2015 I was diagnosed with Hashi modos I was shocked Because I have been a bodybuilder for the...
    natecr natecr 22-25, M Aug 21

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    I think because of bpd, when I experience any thoughts of judgments against myself, they are magnified by ten. The father of my three children is engaged to be married. I want to...
    ms5271115 ms5271115 36-40, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    Today I had to tell my bff that having her on a friends list was to stressful for me and that I had to remove her. It isn't personal and we are now hanging out in a voip chat room...
    iacob iacob 26-30, T 1 Response Aug 20

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    My very first journal entry on Penzu...I'm not sure why I'm having such a difficult time with all this. ``` My decision to leave EP is still up in the air. I need to continue...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 7 Responses Aug 20

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    I'm working on listening. Really listening. It's hard to though when I have a thousand thoughts racing all the time. *sigh*
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 19

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    Tbh, sometimes I do wish that they could read it, but usually nah. I'm really an awkward in person so I don't express myself that well. However there are these thoughts that I have...
    PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy PinkBubbleGumAndCottonCandy 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 19

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    The day these thoughts have faded my smile will be revealed The day these thoughts are silenced my smile will be real The day these thoughts have vanished Depression will be...
    polarbearlove polarbearlove 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 18

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    I am conpulsive liar. I always lie about the small stuff. And in the end catches up to me. I did go through life for a small time no luring the relapsed at the wrong time. I'm...
    oppie83 oppie83 31-35, M Aug 18

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    Thoughts on marriages. Food for thoughts!!! “Social conservatives seem to see a bigger threat to marriage from committed gay couples who want in on it than from straight ones...
    IBelongToAlison IBelongToAlison 41-45, F Aug 17

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    I have something called Cyclothymia, which is a disorder that causes you mood to alter suddenly every two months or so, which kind of sucks. I start feeling down for no reason and...
    ForgedFromFire ForgedFromFire 16-17, M Aug 16

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    My habit of lying is destroying my relationship with my parents. I have lied to them twice recently about really big things, and then tried to cover it up when they asked about it...
    Tate8146 Tate8146 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    Let me try something different. Expose the nakedness of your inner being. Shed the clothing of pretense. Be a nudist when it comes to your thoughts. Spread the legs of wandering...
    SimilarDifference SimilarDifference 46-50, M 1 Response Aug 14

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