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I Have Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts

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    I Had Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts...

    I had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts...HAD being the key word.  I went through a LOT of bad stuff about 2 years ago, and I came out of it an absolute mess.  I felt like life was out of control, and I had no idea how to handle it.  I didn't do drugs, or drink...
    Avice Avice 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2007

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    For those of you who own trucks

    or jeeps and actually use them, hopefully you'll understand well when I tell you, I have the uncontrollable urge to go offroading. I was driving to work today and it happened again, I was going down the highway when I passed a spot that led into a field, I threw the truck...
    Devilscar Devilscar 22-25, M Feb 23, 2014

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    Just found out the name

    for my peculiar mental behavior.
    narutobuddy narutobuddy 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2014

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    Fighting Obssessive Thoughts Can Work!

    Four months after my 20-year old son committed suicide, while I was going through a major depressive period, I found my husband on the phone with a woman, explicitly having sex.  I was devastated, for more than a year I couldn't stop thinking about this and everything else...
    pdelrio2 pdelrio2 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2007

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    Uncontrollable Unrelated Thoughts

    Hi i m suffereing from this since long time..i dont know probabably from my age of 16 or 17 now i m 30.what happens is when i dont have any work.. say for example when i about to sleep lot of thoughts pass they are UNRELATED... and UnControllable.Similary while waking up...
    thoughtsAsin thoughtsAsin 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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    well this isn't a super serious problem to most people, but it does make me feel extremely bad about myself. my boyfriend and I have been together for about 9 months. I do believe...
    HelloLovelyPerson HelloLovelyPerson 18-21, F 58 mins ago

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    Multiple phobias * 17 years___These include the phobias of even speaking out words. I once had the phobia of saying out the word 'failure.' That's how afraid I was of failures. And...
    WorthWonder WorthWonder 18-21, M 2 hrs ago

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    I work in a fast food place. There we are encouraged to be ourselves. There's a good 100 staff in total. and turnover is really high cos we work really hard for minimum wage...
    cloudsoflife cloudsoflife 26-30, M 3 Responses 2 hrs ago

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    Especially sometimes when I'm standing close to you, my thoughts are of you; of How much I just want to run my lips so softly from your neck to the bottom of your legs. Then...
    shelikesher shelikesher 70+ 1 Response 3 hrs ago

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    A bit of a rant. One thing I can't stand is that line people use, "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." That's so invalidating! They can't possibly know what I...
    BigBaddaBoom BigBaddaBoom 26-30, F 1 Response 4 hrs ago

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    Daily I go for work n come back n sleep in tosh daily schedule I do like to be alone in my break time with my thoughts
    harryben22 harryben22 26-30, M 4 hrs ago

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    I have a lousy colleague who does not know how to do his job with integrity. I swear I feel like killing that bastard.
    xnshuxx xnshuxx 26-30, F 4 hrs ago

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    Does anyone have that one person that as soon as they sign on, and you see them post the first question you immediately get a migraine?
    CallmeHopelessNotRomantic CallmeHopelessNotRomantic 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 hrs ago

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    I see giant crabs on Naked and Afraid and I feel chills. I don't know why they scare me so much. I remember the glass bottom tours. The fish and reefs. The time things forced...
    zax2 zax2 51-55, M 8 hrs ago

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    "I'm WEIRD...I just don't fit in!" If only you realized just how special you are. If you REALLY want to get a good picture of yourself and your true worth, just look through the...
    GraceIsMine GraceIsMine 66-70, F 1 Response 8 hrs ago

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    Although I don't get COMPLETELY random thoughts, my train of thought can go anywhere. Someone can mention "let there be light" and I'll think of Wheatley from portal 2 and then...
    sonicrulesdude sonicrulesdude 13-15, M 9 hrs ago

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    Had a bit of a mix-up at work. Got a call from the vendor quoting A part. "I know you guys are pushing the limit but we've really got to no-quote this job. The biggest dimension...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 1 Response 10 hrs ago

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    I'm glad they can't, some things may be thought but not meant..others can be thought and not told..and others that can cause all sorts of trouble.. I'm also curious how crazy the...
    raggedeagle raggedeagle 31-35, F 3 Responses 10 hrs ago

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    I went to park yesterday and spend some time alone, sitting and watching random kids giggle and play. I also love the feeling of fresh air that touches my unpainted face while the...
    sweetmuffins143 sweetmuffins143 26-30, F 15 hrs ago

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    I try to describe my anxiety but it's hard. I feel like a crazy woman. My mood swings are legendary. I will be fine one minute and the next ready to cry. Nights are the worse...
    kitakat00 kitakat00 26-30, F 1 Response 17 hrs ago

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    As the title suggests, I have made many mistakes in life and have many regrets in life. It may be too young for me to make such a statement because I am a senior in high school...
    euroforce euroforce 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    i always have this negative thoughts, i really want to get rid off.
    aveela aveela 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    It all started 3 years ago, and I had tried everything from classic coconut oil to, slathering peanut butter on it. but I think I finally found a way to rediscover my once...
    Goodhearttou Goodhearttou 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    My Thoughts: I'm alittle tired Gotta think about what to go forward in, my studies If Pinokkio said "my nose will now grow" what would happen? (Paradox) Still thinking if I got a...
    NeonPotato NeonPotato 16-17, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I do like to be alone with my thoughts, especially near mid-night. It was a hobby of mine. But then this hobby can enable my heart to tremble when I remember the nights I used them...
    JumpingTomatoes JumpingTomatoes 18-21 5 days ago

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    Whenever I'm in the car, I have to press my teeth shut or push my tongue to the side where the roads leading off the road we're on are going. I press it down as we pass by the...
    0emma0 0emma0 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    The fact that I'm filling this out speaks to my compulsiveness (touch nose, rub ear). There are some things that I'd love (touch nose, rub ear) to stop, but just can't.
    NickyFranks NickyFranks 51-55, M 6 days ago

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    can some one cure me ....i have sudden urge and uncontrollable poop...mostly when i am nervous
    mikeee3135 mikeee3135 26-30, M 6 days ago

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    Nope. I tried, but my thoughts are tangled with perplexed thoughts. They are not negative thoughts, but thoughts that have me intrigued at the moment, they keep me awake and...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 6 days ago

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    I'm going to be honest here and say that I'm not entirely sure if what I'm about to post fits most appropriately under this title. so if you are reading this and think it would fit...
    foremmma foremmma 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    For a while now I have been feeling really low and because I feel really low most of the time I don't want to face people, so I can't help but lie to avoid others whenever I can. I...
    rcmh171822 rcmh171822 18-21, F a week ago

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    Alrighty, I have been struggling with overwhelming emotions since I was about fourteen. I would experience extreme highs and lows to the point that I couldn't function. I would be...
    erbylance erbylance 26-30, F 3 Responses a week ago

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    I experienced my first panic attack when I was fifteen. The attack lasted 1 and a half to two hours and consisted of unprovoked and unrelenting panic, paranoid and intrusive...
    TeaspoonEm17 TeaspoonEm17 16-17, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    My thoughts can go from place to place rapidly. I actually love it because I can cover more ground and keep myself busy (if I want to be). lol
    aloveforever aloveforever 18-21, F a week ago

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    Updated- I was examined and asked questions to determine the severity of my OCD and the psychiatrist has put me in the range of severe OCD. Kinda makes sense. My OCD has not been...
    imJboy2001 imJboy2001 13-15, M Jun 19

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    I have a compulsive disorder that revolves around my intake on food. I am constantly thinking about how much I intake because the fear of gaining weight weighs so heavily on me...
    Charper44 Charper44 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 17

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    Yes... I am forever lost in deep thoughts. Sadly most of the time these thoughts are dark and weigh me down. To think deeply and often is sometimes a blessing but more often a...
    johnny048 johnny048 46-50, M 5 Responses Jun 17

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    don't get me wrong, I have nice, rational thoughts that come to my mind but that really isn't the thoughts I came here to discuss
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M Jun 17

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    I feel as though one of the county deputies is stalking me...he is in the same place, parked under the same tree every afternoon...waiting. I have this almost uncontrollable urge...
    pinkstarburst pinkstarburst 41-45, F 11 Responses Jun 16

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    When I first got diagnosed with polycystic ovaries my first and instant reaction was to google the syndrome to find out as much as I could about disease I knew very little about...
    cocochanel92 cocochanel92 22-25, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I'm looking for a feeder I have no weight limit I'm looking now I only do real life
    feedeeforyou feedeeforyou 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 16

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    I used to like late nights. I've been a night owl all my life...but lately the night time hours have meant unwanted thoughts. My mind dwells on them like an addiction. Now, all I...
    Tori84 Tori84 26-30, F 4 Responses Jun 16