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I Have Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts

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    Uncontrollable Unrelated Thoughts

    Hi i m suffereing from this since long time..i dont know probabably from my age of 16 or 17 now i m 30.what happens is when i dont have any work.. say for example when i about to sleep lot of thoughts pass they are UNRELATED... and UnControllable.Similary while waking up...
    thoughtsAsin thoughtsAsin 26-30, M 3 Responses Apr 6, 2010

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    I Had Uncontrollable Compulsive Thoughts...

    I had uncontrollable compulsive thoughts...HAD being the key word.  I went through a LOT of bad stuff about 2 years ago, and I came out of it an absolute mess.  I felt like life was out of control, and I had no idea how to handle it.  I didn't do drugs, or drink...
    Avice Avice 22-25, F 3 Responses Nov 15, 2007

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    Fighting Obssessive Thoughts Can Work!

    Four months after my 20-year old son committed suicide, while I was going through a major depressive period, I found my husband on the phone with a woman, explicitly having sex.  I was devastated, for more than a year I couldn't stop thinking about this and everything else...
    pdelrio2 pdelrio2 51-55, F 1 Response Nov 14, 2007

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    For those of you who own trucks

    or jeeps and actually use them, hopefully you'll understand well when I tell you, I have the uncontrollable urge to go offroading. I was driving to work today and it happened again, I was going down the highway when I passed a spot that led into a field, I threw the truck...
    Devilscar Devilscar 22-25, M Feb 23, 2014

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    For the past 5 years my sister and I have been part of a foster family system through kinship placement; We take in removed child from family who have lost custody for one reason...
    GrimCreeper0150 GrimCreeper0150 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    I used to write my thoughts now. I stopped because people in my house would find my journals :( and read what I wrote. Now I keep everything in my head.
    staystyleandsmile staystyleandsmile 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I don't actually tend to write down my thoughts, feels like it's a waste if it's just for me, anything for me feels like a waste. But I do write to my friends, which is why this...
    KittySoules KittySoules 22-25, T 1 Response 1 day ago

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    There is an EP group called "I want you to write a six word memoir." I have written a 6 word response in that group. Yet I just typed 6 words into random thoughts and I was asked...
    samedeepwater samedeepwater 51-55, M 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    It was during the summer. I was out of school and house hopping since I had no stable home to go back to. It was a difficult year. I felt like dying every day. I had bouts of...
    starsheepie starsheepie 22-25, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    As I stare at the mask in front of me I see soulless eyes staring back at me. A smile purses our lips, as a slight grimace of pain. A knowing look as the game begins again...
    MrMobos MrMobos 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I have really negative thoughts about the human life. How shall I put this, there is a phrase that goes something like "some people want to see the world burn" well my thoughts...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I tend to have random thoughts. But most of my thoughts involves me being with someone other than my boyfriend. Mostly involves hooking up with another guy or girl. Is that a bad...
    bichem2013 bichem2013 22-25, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    if mind reading were possible, the world would be in chaos... everyone has a fleeting though or two.. they have thoughts that cannot be helped, its not their fault.. what they do...
    Darasi Darasi 22-25, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I eat too much all my life, stress, despression, being scared of something, bad grades at school, eating at night, I eat everything: I like candies, pizza, ice-cream...I never felt...
    KIKIBOE22 KIKIBOE22 18-21, F a week ago

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    What if you’ve died…?Dear myI don’t really know how to call you, but I think you know what I mean…That day when I have heard you could have died my heart...
    Estranea Estranea 22-25, F a week ago

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    -random thoughts -burning in my throat -feels like I'm choking -I feel smothered -pressure in my head -getting words and phrases stuck in my head -trouble concentrating...
    Doggycute Doggycute 18-21, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    The thoughts in my head sow my mouth closed Because civilization cant a truth overdose It's simple but true Thoughts that I brew or not normal These thoughts comes from the...
    thetamedbeast thetamedbeast 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 3

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    I could never say that "I don't judge"... Even in the presence of a perfect God or in the face of the poorest of souls. Truth is, without judgement... Why try your best? From...
    Maricopa Maricopa 18-21 1 Response Feb 2

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    As I climb up the stairs I see you standing there Dressed up in your sexy babydoll arrow of love straight to my soul under the dim light of the moon your beauty graces the room...
    ChantouKimmy ChantouKimmy 41-45, F Feb 2

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    Universal law means we draw to us what we think. Thoughts are alive. They really hold energy. We see ourselves as being only solid, but we are energy. We are spirit living in...
    lullabywolfeh lullabywolfeh 51-55, F 4 Responses Feb 1

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    I think I have obsessive compulsive disorder as I m in continuous fear for the people I care about!! 24x7 and my overprotective nature irritates them!! I don't know how to change...
    alexmaine alexmaine 22-25, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    I am mid in to my pmdd. This month is not so bad but again I get rapid thoughts,uncontrollable outbursts. Hate myself,cannot sleep,major cramps. Everything aches. My mental state...
    4getmenot79 4getmenot79 36-40, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    So my parents decided to call cops on me because I wanted privacy so I locked myself in my room and they thought I was trying to commit suicide. That time I wasn't, I have tried 5...
    TinselCookie607 TinselCookie607 18-21, M Jan 31

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    I'm always waiting for the other person to turn their back on me, betray me or just leave me. I don't believe anyone will ever (want to) stay. Yes, I know I'm insecure. Yes, it's...
    js246 js246 22-25, F 3 Responses Jan 31

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    Recently diagnosed, learning coping strategies... Feels like if I even go near the thoughts I'm supposed to challenge, it amplifies them and makes them so scary... I fight against...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 31

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    If someone could read my thoughts they'd explode of insanity
    Addy123x Addy123x 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 31

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    today I when to the shop and in my head I was shouting at my self for some of the things Ive done. so glad no body can read my thoughts or they would think I'm crazy witch I am...
    unhear unhear 16-17, F 3 Responses Jan 28

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    Hello everyone! I just joined today after realizing my lying has went way out of control. I have been lying for many years trying to get sympathy and attention. The first time I...
    m0220m m0220m 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 27

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    i dont think they are dirty. I just have heavy sexual thoughts and desires. To some they may seem kinky or over the top but that doesn't mean they are "dirty". We all have...
    Newconvo1 Newconvo1 41-45, M Jan 27

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    I have experience high axiety and intrusive thoughts for last 4 months. intrusive thoughts are worse since they are mostly about my family, it scare me I may snap and do it. I...
    drage93 drage93 31-35, M 2 Responses Jan 26

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    My name is Kristen Phelan and I'm a casting director working with Watercooler Casting. We are currently in development of a new TV project that is looking to document and bring...
    thekp129 thekp129 41-45, F Jan 25

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    I admit that I battle suicidal thoughts a lot. It has come to the point were I'm scared I'll break and finally do it. I am scared to finally say I've had enough. I don't feel like...
    brokenprincess08 brokenprincess08 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 25

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    I always worry that when I see a doctor or mental health professional they can read my thoughts and know that I'm not always so forthcoming with the truth OR that I'm thinking...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 24

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    My Favorite Apps 1. Diaro - This is a journal app. You can tag your entries per category which really helps with the mental clutter. I use the pro version and it gives me access...
    SansSunshine SansSunshine 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 24

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    random thoughts... coyote came and spoke to me and said get used to your destiny everyday is a mystery to me im getting pretty good at listening getting fairly good at honoring...
    MourningDove7 MourningDove7 36-40, F 1 Response Jan 23

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    Well... They are hazel actually. Really blue when I wear blue. Which is my favorite color. But I assure you... When I'm on the prowl, when I have a love lust, when I have the...
    TxDDom TxDDom 46-50, M 2 Responses Jan 22

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    When I write my thoughts it makes me feel calm.
    wolfgirl177 wolfgirl177 16-17, F Jan 21

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    I would love to hear from someone who has had a similar story and a positive outcome! My doctor was not really forthcoming with information, and to be fair, I had so many...
    3Es1A 3Es1A 31-35, F Jan 19

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    Mentorn Media is making a documentary about people with compulsions to eat the inedible. We are interested in hearing from anyone who experiences the compulsive eating of non...
    Hbourne Hbourne 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    I have uncontrollable seizures daily on on meds but they only control to a certain extent I'm on a waiting list to see yet another neurologist doctors are hopeless here they seem...
    beccalovesmovies beccalovesmovies 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 19

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