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I Have Ups and Downs

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    Such Is Life

    I am in between at the moment....Was really down 2 weeks ago...but a phone with a flight ticket changed that.  What will next week bring?
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2009

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    My life feels like a roller coaster.

    I'm constantly going up and down. I know everyone has their bad and good days, but with me, it changes multiple times in a day. One second I'm having a good day and the next second I'm not. Sometimes it changes for no reason at all.
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F Jul 10

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    Mostly Downs

    I can't remember the ups!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 16, 2009

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    Up and down up and down it's extremely tiresome thinking about really just putting my phone in a drawer at hme n keeping it off. And leaving it in the car at work only use it for emergencies because so much is taking a toll on me I hate being up n down emotionally I need a stable...
    Pure2pretty Pure2pretty 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2013

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    Life's Not A Straight Line

    Everyone has a time when they feel everything is perfect and Another when they feel like the whole world just pushed them away, it happens but the different between you and the person you see that looks like never gets down is the way you handle it, sure you can feel sad and lock...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 11, 2013

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    I have a terrible migraine.

    So unhappy. Times like these I just Want. To. Quit.
    neile73 neile73 41-45, F 1 Response May 1

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    God Is Here!

    We all have ups and downs in life...but we have to keep it moving!. However we must pray and ask God to help us through our ups and downs in life. We must know that God tells us in the bible that he is with us always.God tells us our trials comes to make us strong(ups and downs...
    avoicespeaks avoicespeaks 36-40, F Mar 27, 2012

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    Most nights are spent the same with all these

    feelings that I just can't deal with. I don't really deal with anything and that's depressing. I don't feel pessimistic, just repressive. I always keep things in. Although, most of the time I write, reflect. Is this real feeling. I got new smokes last night and the pack is...
    thepinklioness thepinklioness 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9

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    Just like my day today.

    So id rather sweat it out. Jog and probably dance until my feet hurts. At least im happy with ME.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Sep 17

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    Feels Pretty Weird

    I go in and out of moods fine. However, I can feel a terrible  mood floating in at times.  Like an emotional  headache.  There's no shaking it and dodging it.  It can last an hour or a day. A blue mood.  Ever heard the line," been down...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 7 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    My Ups And Downs

    We all have some dea of what kind of person we want t be and become. But many times, life gives us some good times and bad times. For me , I get really discouraged when I can't play something right and I am trying over and over again but it is not working... or when I do some...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 17 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    Down

    It seems that my life has always been arranged in a pattern. One year, my life will be perfect and nothing can stop me and then the next year, all of that falls apart and I spend my time rebuilding. Then the next year, life will be good again. Unfortunately, I have been...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    Blah

    I have days were I feel great and comfortable and others where I just feel...well I don't feel. Right now I'm on a down, sometimes I feel on top of the world and sometimes I'm just going crazy or I'm just numb. Right now I feel like I don't belong...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    I have never thought

    that marriage can have greater impact in my life, it feels like something fall into you that you can't even escape and will have deep scar on your skin. Sometimes I am feeling happy with my husband and sometimes I don't. I know our marriage is still new to judge and I got to...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F Apr 22

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    ^'s and v's

    ...well don't we all?! whether its that time of the month... annoying people you can't seem to get away from...  though there's usually a big difference between the beginning and the end of the week right?!
    hardbeef hardbeef 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    Ups and Downs

    My life has been a rollercoaster from the day I was born.  I am now 26 and have overcome cocaine use ion my own I have been clean over a year.  i was told by a doctor I am bipolar.  I dont believe Im bipolar I do however believe that I am emotionally screwed. ...
    krazedanconfused krazedanconfused 26-30, F Oct 23, 2008

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    I Have Ups And Downs

    I’m just like anyone else, I have ups and downs, When I’m up I’m reaaly cool, But when I’m down, I'm a right and utter bastard! So now you know, Don’t get up my nose, But treat me like a king, And I’ll be as good as gold!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jul 12, 2011

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    one of the worst i've had was when i dreamed that my sister mother and grandmother were at my grandma's house. mom was upstairs taking a shower. i dont know where my sis and gram...
    iridescenteyes iridescenteyes 26-30, F Nov 13

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    Ups and downs in the life of a trans or CD person are the fact. I am facing them daily and I fight against them with a smile on my face even if there usually is nothing to be laugh...
    deedeets deedeets 41-45, T 4 days ago

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    Well, my family got a new dartboard, right? And my brother and I decided to go play it, at like 9 pm, so around a half an hour ago, so we were throwing them, and I hit the wood...
    PercyJacksonisAWESOME PercyJacksonisAWESOME 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    Love my sister but she can be a right BRAT at times. She's as different from me as it could be being a right tomboy but I love her to bits! But she got herself into right trouble...
    Susanna96 Susanna96 16-17, F 5 Responses 1 day ago

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    I went to the ER by ambulance and was in the ER for 24 hours while they were trying to figure out what to do with me. While in the ER I was considered a SI reason (suicide ideation...
    sadly203 sadly203 18-21 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Let's clarify this to anyone who tries to take advantage of someone whilst on a first date. It is NOT okay to touch someone's butt, chest, or any other area of their body without...
    BloodofAmara BloodofAmara 16-17, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

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    So I get a phone call at 7am my boss telling me that I have to work 10 to 6am tonight. Ugh my normal shift is 5p-1a. My wife is upset about it but in the end I'm still making...
    clnj clnj 26-30, M 10 hrs ago

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    I have a lovely Eastern European accent formed from being from Lithuania during the USSR. Apparently it is a mixture of Lithuanian and Russian accent, but when I am upset/angry I...
    Alexz72 Alexz72 22-25, F 37 mins ago

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    I'd say I spend about 20% of my day trying to convince my dog that we're not about to be murdered by the mailman, UPS guy, squirrels... :|
    FinnyFunny FinnyFunny 18-21, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I'm really not meaning to starve myself. I don't feel overweight at 85 lbs. Actually I feel the opposite. Like I am too tiny. I feel like I don't take up space. But no food is...
    Minnowshi Minnowshi 18-21, F 2 hrs ago

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    This dream that happened many years ago involved two young brothers going to prom, both were ready and their dates were waiting outside in a black limo. While the oldest brother...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 27

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    A bunch of time ago hehe I was with a guy I wasn't meant to be with.I got carried away being young and accepting to be his gf.He had major issues and I was feeling really...
    4biandu 4biandu 26-30, F 2 Responses Oct 31

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    Today is going to be a good day :) I can feel it. I'm finally starting to feel good about myself and my life. I have a lot of ups and downs with my self confidence, but I woke up...
    tenderheart92 tenderheart92 18-21, F Nov 2

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    Fear of life We are a living part of creation empowered by spirit. Inside each living creature lives a soul. It pushes us drives us affects us in every possible way. Every faith...
    anamikanta anamikanta 31-35 Nov 9

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    I remember when I was 12, I went to have a sleepover at my friend's house. It was Friday night so we were up pretty late. Eventually, my friend fell asleep around 2 AM, I was still...
    BSPdS BSPdS 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 11

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    The bus bumps in all the ruts in the road. You have to listen for the bell to get off! Life is like a bed of roses, as you move around it can stick you in the ***!
    Skjeggstad Skjeggstad 22-25, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Never Trust A Beautiful Girl!- I grew up in Kirghiz Soviet Socialist Republic which is now known as Kyrgyzstan. My parents,my mother and stepfather,were still very unassimalated...
    DoonJi DoonJi 41-45, M 2 days ago

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    Married for 10 years. She was very pushy from the start, we got married 3 months into dating! It was romantic and very dynamic initially and we shared and still share a lot of...
    Letsseewhathappens Letsseewhathappens 41-45, M 1 Response Nov 15

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    I believe in strict gender roles, as the women and the man have different roles. For example, the woman serves the man his plate of food, brings him his drink, does his laundry...
    cycoeva cycoeva 41-45, F 2 Responses Oct 30

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    Please read-I've been trying to figure out whether my father is emotionally abusive or not. So for the past several years I have been noticing very problematic things my father...
    njhbabe njhbabe 13-15 2 Responses Oct 26

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    My heart beats heavy to the sound of this rhythm from the instrumental song, I feel utterly hurt and bitter. I want to cry but I feel like masking it off in anger and feeling upset...
    Xenasdreams Xenasdreams 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 24

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    I am usually extremely urinal shy in bathrooms (why I wear pull ups) but yesterday I found a bathroom with no one in it and I still couldn't go. I ended up taking my pull up off...
    WipePooper WipePooper 18-21, M 2 Responses Nov 15

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    Ages 16-19 I was in an emotionally and physically abusive relationship. While I've grown past and become a stronger person, I'm really struggling with dating now. I'm in a new...
    BabyBlondeOne BabyBlondeOne 18-21, F 7 Responses Nov 2

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    Letter to my nana that I will never send. Dear nana, i remember being told Ashleigh and Matthew had gone to your house, taken by my dad, your ex-son-in-law. Matthew had never met...
    vexedspider vexedspider 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    I want everything in life. There's no downside to wanting everything other than feeling incredibly poor and like your life is incredibly unfulfilling.
    Friability Friability 18-21 1 Response Oct 25

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    My first time taking an adderall was when I was 13 years old. I loved the feeling more than I could explain. Luckily for me, my parents AND my sisters were prescribed Adderall, so...
    juicylucey17 juicylucey17 13-15, F Oct 26

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    I wasn't an active person in this dream, I was just sort of watching it play out like a movie. There was a girl who had gone through very traumatic sexual abuse as a child. This...
    PinkMellow PinkMellow 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 26

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    I caught my neighbour having a peep this morning. i went downstairs to make tea. Naturally I was naked...and semi hard too. I looked out the window across the shared access and...
    nakedjohn9999 nakedjohn9999 46-50, M 2 Responses Oct 27

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    I feared for my life early in the afternoon. I'm over exaggerating, of course, but that feeling you have when you know you'll be in FREAKING TROUBLES, well that feeling is like...
    EarlPhantomhive EarlPhantomhive 18-21, F 1 Response Oct 31

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