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I Have Ups and Downs

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    Ups and Downs

    My life has been a rollercoaster from the day I was born.  I am now 26 and have overcome cocaine use ion my own I have been clean over a year.  i was told by a doctor I am bipolar.  I dont believe Im bipolar I do however believe that I am emotionally screwed. ...
    krazedanconfused krazedanconfused 26-30, F Oct 23, 2008

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    My Ups And Downs

    We all have some dea of what kind of person we want t be and become. But many times, life gives us some good times and bad times. For me , I get really discouraged when I can't play something right and I am trying over and over again but it is not working... or when I do some...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl 18-21, F 17 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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    Just like my day today.

    So id rather sweat it out. Jog and probably dance until my feet hurts. At least im happy with ME.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81 31-35, F Sep 17, 2014

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    I have a terrible migraine.

    So unhappy. Times like these I just Want. To. Quit.
    neile73 neile73 41-45, F 1 Response May 1, 2014

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    Life's Not A Straight Line

    Everyone has a time when they feel everything is perfect and Another when they feel like the whole world just pushed them away, it happens but the different between you and the person you see that looks like never gets down is the way you handle it, sure you can feel sad and lock...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 11, 2013

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    Mostly Downs

    I can't remember the ups!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 16, 2009

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    I have never thought

    that marriage can have greater impact in my life, it feels like something fall into you that you can't even escape and will have deep scar on your skin. Sometimes I am feeling happy with my husband and sometimes I don't. I know our marriage is still new to judge and I got to...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz 22-25, F Apr 22, 2014

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    Emotional Roller Coaster

    Up and down up and down it's extremely tiresome thinking about really just putting my phone in a drawer at hme n keeping it off. And leaving it in the car at work only use it for emergencies because so much is taking a toll on me I hate being up n down emotionally I need a stable...
    Pure2pretty Pure2pretty 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 28, 2013

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    Such Is Life

    I am in between at the moment....Was really down 2 weeks ago...but a phone with a flight ticket changed that.  What will next week bring?
    Eternal Eternal 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 10, 2009

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    I Have Ups And Downs

    I’m just like anyone else, I have ups and downs, When I’m up I’m reaaly cool, But when I’m down, I'm a right and utter bastard! So now you know, Don’t get up my nose, But treat me like a king, And I’ll be as good as gold!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8 46-50, M Jul 12, 2011

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    ^'s and v's

    ...well don't we all?! whether its that time of the month... annoying people you can't seem to get away from...  though there's usually a big difference between the beginning and the end of the week right?!
    hardbeef hardbeef 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 20, 2013

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    Blah

    I have days were I feel great and comfortable and others where I just feel...well I don't feel. Right now I'm on a down, sometimes I feel on top of the world and sometimes I'm just going crazy or I'm just numb. Right now I feel like I don't belong...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Mar 15, 2009

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    Most nights are spent the same with all these

    feelings that I just can't deal with. I don't really deal with anything and that's depressing. I don't feel pessimistic, just repressive. I always keep things in. Although, most of the time I write, reflect. Is this real feeling. I got new smokes last night and the pack is...
    thepinklioness thepinklioness 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 9, 2014

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    Feels Pretty Weird

    I go in and out of moods fine. However, I can feel a terrible  mood floating in at times.  Like an emotional  headache.  There's no shaking it and dodging it.  It can last an hour or a day. A blue mood.  Ever heard the line," been down...
    wiseowl wiseowl 61-65, F 7 Responses Sep 17, 2009

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    Down

    It seems that my life has always been arranged in a pattern. One year, my life will be perfect and nothing can stop me and then the next year, all of that falls apart and I spend my time rebuilding. Then the next year, life will be good again. Unfortunately, I have been...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

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    God Is Here!

    We all have ups and downs in life...but we have to keep it moving!. However we must pray and ask God to help us through our ups and downs in life. We must know that God tells us in the bible that he is with us always.God tells us our trials comes to make us strong(ups and downs...
    avoicespeaks avoicespeaks 36-40, F Mar 27, 2012

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    My life feels like a roller coaster.

    I'm constantly going up and down. I know everyone has their bad and good days, but with me, it changes multiple times in a day. One second I'm having a good day and the next second I'm not. Sometimes it changes for no reason at all.
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421 13-15, F Jul 10, 2014

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    Guys, this (excuse my language) **** is not something to play with. It's not something for little kids and random people to do just for fun. It's meant to be taken maturely, and...
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    [PLEASE READ]!>> I WANT PEOPLE LEARN WHAT I HAVE LEARNED> Its kinda a long post, but worth the read, I promise. To begin with, I actually dont suffer from it anymore, but I...
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    Mushypanties12 Mushypanties12 18-21 4 Responses Feb 10

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    What a difference a year makes. 12 little months......Wow! I can scarcely believe it. Today is the first anniversary of my EP membership! When l look back, the year has flown.The...
    2BlossomBlue 2BlossomBlue 51-55, F 15 Responses Feb 15

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    Yesterday , something happened that brought fear to my heart and tears to my eyes, I felt so sad and didn't understand why. While I was on the bus with my sister, it was a double...
    Starz93 Starz93 18-21, F 5 Responses Feb 16

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    I consider my dog a part of my family I love him to death he is so cute and he always knows when I'm upset and he never fails to make me feel better. He is 2 yrs old and I have...
    Kleathco Kleathco 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    It's 4 30 am and I just woke up from the scariest nightmare ever!!!! •nightmare• I was downtown... On the ledge of a ****** apartment roof hiding behind a vent thing...
    suicidalblonde suicidalblonde 13-15, F Feb 16

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    My mum is a narcissist. She's so horrible to me, she tries to make me feel crazy all the time and that everything is my fault. She can NEVER say 'I'm sorry, I was wrong' never...
    Misscoconut Misscoconut 18-21, F Feb 6

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    Another Goodbye ButterflyI wish she wasn't so upset,when she left me,mad as she was when she left,but it's the only way she knows how leave me,believe me,I know the type,so...
    AaronLA AaronLA 31-35, M Feb 15

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    This is just a bit of an update from the past three months since I've last written about what's happened. As predicted my parents were so upset with the fact that I was taking...
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    eternalnyte42 eternalnyte42 26-30, M Feb 4

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    I RE discovered this about 10 years ago. I was in a relation with a girl from America who had a child. She came to stay with her child for several months and then returned home...
    LowRise LowRise 36-40, M 2 Responses Feb 1

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    im sat in my living room wearing a new pair of pull ups, watching the tv. im driving plenty of fluid and im waiting for my bladder to fill. I love the padded feel my pull up gives...
    smithy99 smithy99 41-45, M 1 Response Feb 1

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    when i was barely 3 years old my brother who was around 7 at the time almost shot me in the head with a pistol. i can remember everything. it amazes me because i was so young. i...
    ocifersanchez ocifersanchez 31-35, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    So I thought I'd write about this because I enjoy reading stories similar and I have one to share to all of you. Winding back four years ago, It was my first day of timetable class...
    rcammur rcammur 22-25, F Feb 8

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    I live in an apartment complex and when I got home I was walking behind this hottie wearing a short red dress and high heels. She looked good and I happened to have my camera so...
    82739cjz 82739cjz 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 12

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    This may seem like a small, unimportant issue but it really does make me feel upset... It snowed today just like it did the past couple of years and I like to create memorable...
    ysimm23 ysimm23 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I cannot even begin to express how much my little sister hurts me. And I mean the mental kind of pain, not physical. A few years ago I was talking to this boy, and I even went as...
    courtneylightsupthesky courtneylightsupthesky 18-21, F 13 hrs ago

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    And people wonder why I get so upset an get suicidal ..they really don't understand.
    racheldoyle00 racheldoyle00 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 27

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    I've put my pull ups on for bed now
    Djnappy Djnappy 16-17, M 2 Responses Feb 3

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    does anyone want to add me? I love the feeling of letting go and feeling the warmth surround me. there is nothing like it. I want to take the next step and wear my pull ups out in...
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    "But what if..." Julia is often scared. When you ask her what she is scared of she will answer you "everything". Today is Friday. We get up early on Friday, because 'A' has...
    Remotay88 Remotay88 18-21, F Feb 6

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    Mom just told me when they go to Worcester during the Easter break I can't go with them cause I have lessons. Upset doesn't describe how I feel... I hope she changes her mind soon...
    Darkoceans11 Darkoceans11 13-15, M 3 Responses Feb 7

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