I Have Ups and Downs

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 257 People

    Just like my day today.

    So id rather sweat it out. Jog and probably dance until my feet hurts. At least im happy with ME.
    Elleshore81 Elleshore81
    31-35, F
    Sep 17, 2014


    I have days were I feel great and comfortable and others where I just feel...well I don't feel. Right now I'm on a down, sometimes I feel on top of the world and sometimes I'm just going crazy or I'm just numb. Right now I feel like I don't belong...
    deleted deleted
    4 Responses Mar 15, 2009

    Such Is Life

    I am in between at the moment....Was really down 2 weeks ago...but a phone with a flight ticket changed that.  What will next week bring?
    Eternal Eternal
    31-35, F
    1 Response Sep 10, 2009

    Mostly Downs

    I can't remember the ups!
    LordVoldemort LordVoldemort
    36-40, F
    2 Responses Mar 16, 2009


    It seems that my life has always been arranged in a pattern. One year, my life will be perfect and nothing can stop me and then the next year, all of that falls apart and I spend my time rebuilding. Then the next year, life will be good again. Unfortunately, I have been...
    flyawayhome flyawayhome
    22-25, F
    2 Responses Jul 16, 2013

    I've been in an emotional rollercoaster .

    .. I can ever follow through with things until the end, I've tried but there's something that always holds me back from doing so, idk what it is. I meet people and never call them or text them and when I do I don't hear back from them, it ****** me off and never contact them...
    ChrisErizo1 ChrisErizo1
    31-35, M
    Jul 12, 2015

    I have never thought

    that marriage can have greater impact in my life, it feels like something fall into you that you can't even escape and will have deep scar on your skin. Sometimes I am feeling happy with my husband and sometimes I don't. I know our marriage is still new to judge and I got to...
    AnnaBellaRockz AnnaBellaRockz
    22-25, F
    Apr 22, 2014

    Emotional Roller Coaster

    Up and down up and down it's extremely tiresome thinking about really just putting my phone in a drawer at hme n keeping it off. And leaving it in the car at work only use it for emergencies because so much is taking a toll on me I hate being up n down emotionally I need a stable...
    Pure2pretty Pure2pretty
    22-25, F
    Nov 28, 2013

    I have a terrible migraine.

    So unhappy. Times like these I just Want. To. Quit.
    neile73 neile73
    41-45, F
    May 1, 2014

    My life feels like a roller coaster.

    I'm constantly going up and down. I know everyone has their bad and good days, but with me, it changes multiple times in a day. One second I'm having a good day and the next second I'm not. Sometimes it changes for no reason at all.
    Ashley1421 Ashley1421
    16-17, F
    Jul 10, 2014

    Most nights are spent the same with all these

    feelings that I just can't deal with. I don't really deal with anything and that's depressing. I don't feel pessimistic, just repressive. I always keep things in. Although, most of the time I write, reflect. Is this real feeling. I got new smokes last night and the pack is...
    thepinklioness thepinklioness
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jun 9, 2014

    Ups and Downs

    My life has been a rollercoaster from the day I was born.  I am now 26 and have overcome cocaine use ion my own I have been clean over a year.  i was told by a doctor I am bipolar.  I dont believe Im bipolar I do however believe that I am emotionally screwed. ...
    krazedanconfused krazedanconfused
    26-30, F
    Oct 23, 2008

    Life's Not A Straight Line

    Everyone has a time when they feel everything is perfect and Another when they feel like the whole world just pushed them away, it happens but the different between you and the person you see that looks like never gets down is the way you handle it, sure you can feel sad and lock...
    deleted deleted
    Aug 11, 2013

    God Is Here!

    We all have ups and downs in life...but we have to keep it moving!. However we must pray and ask God to help us through our ups and downs in life. We must know that God tells us in the bible that he is with us always.God tells us our trials comes to make us strong(ups and downs...
    avoicespeaks avoicespeaks
    36-40, F
    Mar 27, 2012

    I Have Ups And Downs

    I’m just like anyone else, I have ups and downs, When I’m up I’m reaaly cool, But when I’m down, I'm a right and utter bastard! So now you know, Don’t get up my nose, But treat me like a king, And I’ll be as good as gold!
    cndrewdrvr8 cndrewdrvr8
    46-50, M
    Jul 12, 2011

    Feels Pretty Weird

    I go in and out of moods fine. However, I can feel a terrible  mood floating in at times.  Like an emotional  headache.  There's no shaking it and dodging it.  It can last an hour or a day. A blue mood.  Ever heard the line," been down...
    wiseowl wiseowl
    61-65, F
    7 Responses Sep 17, 2009

    My Ups And Downs

    We all have some dea of what kind of person we want t be and become. But many times, life gives us some good times and bad times. For me , I get really discouraged when I can't play something right and I am trying over and over again but it is not working... or when I do some...
    thepianogirl thepianogirl
    18-21, F
    13 Responses Jan 20, 2013

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