I Have Urges To Cut Myself Again

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 168 People

    vinvicau vinvicau
    66-70, M
    Dec 31, 2014

    All the things that go on around me are

    depressing..It feels like I have to cut again..The depression is built up way too much..
    Insanexx Insanexx
    16-17, M
    1 Response Mar 23, 2014

    I just made myself stop

    but its my escape and it makes me feel better and **** just keeps getting worse
    Trinity14 Trinity14
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 1, 2014
    TrayFutia TrayFutia
    26-30, M
    1 Response Nov 1, 2014

    I hate my life. Nobody wants me

    or cares about me. I feel invisible, i feel like no one can see me. I really wish my life was better; i wish someone liked me, and i wish i wasn't here.
    JustineMusey JustineMusey
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015

    Too many thoughts overflowing my mind

    and too much to do in so little time...school's a killer. Too overwhelming >w> Trying to ignore the urge but it's so hard..
    MysticalBlade MysticalBlade
    16-17, F
    Mar 7, 2014

    I feel like a failure to be honest.

    But I know sometimes it just happens. I can't stop thinking about her. Can't stop reading her last text to me. I have so many mixed feelings I'm not sure what to say. I don't hate her, that I know for sure. And I kiss her, terribly. If I could hold her in my arms again, I'd be...
    endofalldays endofalldays
    22-25, F
    Nov 4, 2014

    "You'll have to watch me struggle from several

    rooms away, but tonight I need you to stay..." I love your love the most but it's like your toxic. You only want the best for me but you sit and torture yourself over it and it kills me. You become mean. I just want everything to be happy and okay. Not be tempted to take out the...
    soitskindoflikeadiary soitskindoflikeadiary
    18-21, F
    Apr 28, 2014

    I quit cutting and now me

    and my bestfriend are not friends so i feel like starting to cut .....
    kianacookiemonster kianacookiemonster
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 11, 2014

    The Knife

    I started cutting at the age of 14 all the way till i was 16. Then i lost the urges lately i been having these urges. I started going to see therapist and when i started talking about my past. It brought the urges on
    scaredlilgirl99 scaredlilgirl99
    22-25, F
    3 Responses Aug 21, 2013

    its an addiction. I'm 1 week clean.

    wish it was more but no because some people out there don't care how you feel. they don't care. you end up being really worried for them but all they do is ignore you and won't tell you anything on why the acted that way. no one cares how you feel. they are all selfish
    kimberlylovesbands kimberlylovesbands
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jul 31, 2015
    LanniLette LanniLette
    18-21, F
    Dec 23, 2014

    Yesterday . i Was With my friends

    and we were sitting on her bed and out of nowhere it tipped As i pushed my feet to the ground ... I may have stepped on her 5 month old puppy she says i just Knocked him over and the xbox hit him his head was cracked and his eye popped out but i feel like its all my fault im...
    kianacookiemonster kianacookiemonster
    16-17, F
    1 Response Jun 2, 2014

    I have tried really hard to stop cutting.

    Over the past couple years it has become somewhat of an addiction for me. Whenever I was upset, angry or just feeling anything I didn't want to feel I would cut myself. I stopped cutting a couple months ago because I know it isn't healthy. Last week I cut myself again... I don't...
    RubyTuesday413 RubyTuesday413
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Aug 29, 2014

    And I did yesterday..

    . I shouldn't have, I was clean for a year and some months /: .
    deleted deleted
    5 Responses Jul 11, 2015

    It's been a few days.

    I can't do anything because she'll see them. I need to stay occupied, flush the ******* blades. They're on me at all times. I ******* need it, but I can't let myself do it. I don't want her hurting. This week has been so ******* rough.
    endofalldays endofalldays
    22-25, F
    Nov 15, 2014

    I want to cut for the first time in 6 months

    but If I do I will hate myself for it and will be scared everyone will find out as my family know the signs as they found out before...
    ShadowWolf01 ShadowWolf01
    18-21, F
    1 Response Dec 23, 2014

    Quite Often Lately

    Off and on since my days in junior high school , i have had urges to cut,gash,and slash myself with various sharp objects and lately the urge to take a piece of glass or torn soda can has been really strong.Lately , things have been feeling really hopeless , due in no small part...
    RedEyesBlackDragon RedEyesBlackDragon
    51-55, M
    2 Responses Sep 18, 2013
    ommetaphobia ommetaphobia
    22-25, F
    1 Response Apr 13, 2015
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