I Have Violent Thoughts

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    It's gotten worse in the past year too.

    I'm tired of being that creepy girl everyone is scared of, I've always had psychosexual fantasies, it's not so normal, but not too weird. But here lately, I'm so fascinated in murder, it's amazing, so many ways it can be done, and it all results in death. Seeing someone...
    kaylynx kaylynx
    18-21, F
    1 Response Jul 19, 2015


    i have violent thoughts at night randomly about beating the living crap of people i see at school even if i don't know them they just pop in my head(just the male's no female's) but i'm not a violent person i'm usually quiet and like to keep to myself any advice on how to stop...
    pulsery pulsery
    1 Response Jun 1, 2010

    The thing is, nobody expects it from me,

    I told my mom that I was seriously worried about my thoughts and she just laughed and said "haha, real funny." Anytime I'm in a huge crowd, I feel panicked, and I could literally see myself killing someone. Not that I'd mean to, but I feel like i could. I constantly lay down...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Jul 28, 2015

    Whenever I'm in class I like to imagine how I

    would kill everyone in the room... Just in case.
    Knyx Knyx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2014

    You have absolutely no idea,

    it isn't like I want them. They come to me tell me to do things and I don't.
    Cthr33po Cthr33po
    26-30, M
    2 Responses May 13, 2014


    i started cutting when i was in the 4th grade i never really understood why. i felt so alone and that no one understood me. finally i stopped and started again in the middle of 5th grade. not only was i cutting myself but i was having horrible sucidal thoughts. i was able to keep...
    misfit13415 misfit13415
    2 Responses Aug 31, 2008

    Nothing tickles my dark side

    as stories of people being bullied. It is sad how some individuals choose to use their strength to pick on the weak. I hate how the smart and withdrawn kids are picked on for being the way they are. I hate it when the popular and stronger kids think they can dominate the rest. I...
    JourneyOfLife JourneyOfLife
    26-30, M
    Feb 13, 2015

    ...When I Am Really, Really Mad.

    When I get really, really mad and angry, violent thoughts pop up in my head. Sometimes it lasts from a few hours to a day, and other times it can last for weeks (in this pattern: feeling depressed for a while, then that becomes anxiety, and then it turns into anger and having...
    clarie91s clarie91s
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 25, 2013

    A Bad Feeling of Wanting To...

    Yes I have violent thoughts, so bad that I actually scare myself. Some that picture me falling off of buildings, stabbing myself... blahblah. And sometimes I usually do try to hurt myself. I punch myself and stuff. Sometimes I go insane and start to fall for no reason, but I love...
    cementerygates cementerygates
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Mar 8, 2008

    I Fear For Myself

    I highly doubt that I would ever act on them. But there have been so many occasions when morbid, violent thoughts enter my head on a whim. Thoughts of shooting something, or someone. Many people. In a mall, my school, the street. I'm not a bad person, I'm really not. I don't...
    SheistheLorax SheistheLorax
    18-21, F
    7 Responses Mar 8, 2008

    I like my violent thoughts these days,

    strange of me to like them but I do. Some nights, I have dreams about this guy who just goes around hurting people, physically. He cuts them, hits them, uses objects to throw at them, and when he is finished, many people are dead.
    deleted deleted
    Jul 28, 2015

    I Don't Know Why Though

    I fantasize about choking ppl to death with my bare hands and watching their eyes pop out...sick I know. I have even thought about jumping out my window...just to know what it's like. I think about what it would be like to stab someone and stick my hand in the wound(shivers...
    deleted deleted
    6 Responses Dec 25, 2009

    I enjoy reading torture

    and cannibalism stories and imagine myself in them. Sometimes as torturer/cannibal, sometimes as victim
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    31-35, M
    Oct 11, 2015

    What Is Rong With My Mind

    i think about hurting people, mostly the people who hurt me. they dont hurt me physically but mentally. i think about getting a knife and stabbing them. or even just beating them until they dont breath. is there something wrong with me? why am i having these thoughts? the girls...
    helpXmee helpXmee
    13-15, F
    1 Response Jan 14, 2011

    Let’s go human hunting!

    There’s a small island of the coast, it’s uninhabitable because it floods a lot, but when the tide is low it’s the perfect opportunity! We’ll kidnap a beauty, knock her out, ***** her down, give her some recuperation time, and a note explaining what she’s gotten...
    Domienixxx Domienixxx
    1 Response Jul 30, 2015

    Why Am I Thinking These Things?

    I remember clearly when these thoughts came into my mind for the first time. They started coming in when I was a Freshman in High School. They were minor thoughts of just punching and kicking people, just usual teenager stuff I guess you could call, but I am now a Junior and...
    Anthony2 Anthony2
    5 Responses Feb 14, 2011

    Sometimes a knight in shining armour doesn't

    cut it... you need a butcher in bloody garb.
    JourneyOfLife JourneyOfLife
    26-30, M
    Mar 14, 2015

    I Can Scare Myself

    For a long time I've been having these violent(and disturbing) images and thoughts. Stuff inspired by urban legends. Stuff that would give many people nightmares. I'm only gonna share one example, but if you want more I'll post in the comments. Lying in bed. Very dim lighting...
    PantsAreTylersBathroom PantsAreTylersBathroom
    22-25, M
    May 15, 2012

    Usually when I'm angry enough I think of

    beating people up- make them understand their mistake. But if I'm really pissed I get a whole lot more creative. And then other times it's when I'm watching some kind of action movie of some sort. If I feel the violence is lacking in any way I'll change it in my head to be more...
    deleted deleted
    1 Response Aug 24, 2014

    All the people, who think they're invincible

    because they or someone known to them holds some position of power, needs to be reminded that they can still bleed.
    JourneyOfLife JourneyOfLife
    26-30, M
    Feb 3, 2015

    I often have fantasies of making love to a women

    who then t o r t u r e s me. I keep wondering what people in groups on here with t o r t u r e or v I o l e n t in the title would do to me if I was completely at their mercy
    Christuner666 Christuner666
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 8, 2015

    Call of Duty, Diablo,

    Fallout, Mortal Kombat, and movies like The Expendables. For years I had denied myself these medias, not because I believed they are morally wrong to watch or play, but because I was worried that they would bring on the thoughts of violence towards others in real life. The...
    stryk stryk
    31-35, M
    1 Response Dec 31, 2013


    Mostly against the X and all the wonderful things I would do to him... Now I can add his family to the mix as they aren't particularly fond of me. I guess when your brother/son is a low life, non working, refuses to grow up and support his kids, kinda guy you can't help but be...
    mysplitpersonality mysplitpersonality
    36-40, F
    Feb 19, 2008

    I always think about beating the living crap

    out of the people I hate. I hate so many people.
    meowrin meowrin
    18-21, F
    1 Response May 8, 2014

    The Stupid Pressure Of Being Good All The Time.

    I may be christian and all but that doesn't take away the fact that I'm human and subject to feel angry, deceptioned, left behind, ignored, rejected, not seen and acting out (at least in my thoughts) violently. Just the other day I went to the store to check out the antiques and...
    deleted deleted
    Jun 30, 2012

    I Want To... And It Feels Wrong.

    I want to be hurt. Physically. I want that kind of relationship. It is bad, it is wrong. I know that, still. I want a man that would hurt me. Why would I even want that? Hurt physically, mentally. I want for him to try to destroy me. That way I could stay with him. It would give...
    athens2 athens2
    22-25, F
    Mar 12, 2013

    I Don't Like Mondays

    i think about killing people sometimes when i'm angry i am hell unleashed
    jamesdean4ever jamesdean4ever
    18-21, M
    2 Responses Dec 7, 2011
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