I Have Walls That Are Too Hard To Break Down

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 49 People

    And I Guess You'll Never Know...

    So this is the hidden side of me, this is the me behind the walls but you'll never know who I am in real life, maybe you'll build a picture of me instead your head but you'll never know how close you are. You'll never know my real name... Not many people do, I go by a nickname in...
    S33menow S33menow
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2011

    I have always struggled to let people into my

    life due to the hardships that I have endured over the course of my life time. I remember when the sheriff came to my house and told me what had happened. I had no family around to comfort me the only people that were there were the baby sitter and the sheriff. The two people...
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    2 Responses Oct 29, 2015


    I am finding out more about myself everyday but thankfully I have a man that calls me on the bullshit when I feel like hiding behind the wall and pushing him away. I love my guy and I wish he would just stay behind the wall with me and everything would be perfect. lol
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    May 26, 2010

    I met a Psychologist friend online 4 years ago,

    even she is so nice and friendly to me, i feel so scared to her and her profession. We became good friends and i told her that i'm going to break the wall i put between us, but as the years passed by i realized i never did it, breaking my walls to strangers online is so hard...
    cottonbunny cottonbunny
    Oct 30, 2015

    Struggle To Let People In!!

    i always struggle to let people in, to see the what im really like, i mean, i never lie to people about what im like as a person, but its just that the more people try to get to know me, the more cautious i become about letting them in, cos its like i always think they are trying...
    cowshed123 cowshed123
    36-40, M
    1 Response Aug 9, 2010

    You Will Never Know Me

    I will never love anyone, because all my love was stolen when I was sexually abused. I will never try to explain my past to anybody, cus everyone thinks I'm exaggerating. I will never remove my makeup, because then you will see all of my scars.
    OneFalseHope15 OneFalseHope15
    18-21, F
    1 Response Aug 9, 2010
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