I Have Wanted To Hurt Myself

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    I Do But I Don't

    I've been holding back, forbear the growing urge to saw my scissors against my own flesh, even though the longing for the numbness and the pain is increasingly harder to resist. I've wished for the cool blade of my scissors to rake across my pale skin, to rid me of this hollowed...
    Snow1353 Snow1353
    18-21, F
    Oct 30, 2013

    I'm Afraid Of It Happening Again

    My best friend and I made a pact not to cut anymore. But i've honestly been aching to have my scissors sliding against my bare flesh again. To feel that sensation of pain, so i don't feel what's in my heart. And i can feel a different kind of pain. I've been holding on to the...
    Snow1353 Snow1353
    18-21, F
    Oct 28, 2013

    Unfortunately

    I have been depressed in my life, and there have been times when I just wanted to walk into the ocean and never look back. I have also wanted very much not to be on earth at times but I always come to my senses and rwalize it is not the answer.
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    7 Responses Feb 19, 2011
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