Post
This experience may contain mature content, as flagged by the community. Please click away if you do not want to see this content, or if you are not of age. To report inappropriate content, please email us.
If you are in a crisis, please call for help: 1-800-273-8255, or 1-800-784-2433 (available 24/7). More resources available here.

I Have Wrote A Suicide Letter

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 9 People

    My Letter......

    Dear whoever is reading,If you are reading this then by hope I am gone. You know what the funny thing is, I once wanted to be alive but not anymore. I welcome death as if it is my best friend. You want to know what made me like this then let me tell you.I was abused, yea dad I...
    thisaccountisgone thisaccountisgone 18-21, F Nov 22, 2012

    Your Response

    Cancel

    Related Experiences

    It was a suicide letter. I know now that I wasn't act upon it, but whilst writing it I for sure was going to. I'm going to keep it though. I have no want to delete it right now.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jul 27

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I've known a few people in my 20's whom committed suicide. Three good friends who seemed happy and not in any way depressed or unhappy. It's sad to know they couldn't talk to me...
    heyitsabike heyitsabike 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I sent my ex a letter a week ago, he was the one that broke up with me, stating he fell out of love with me. I wrote the letter for my own personal closure, and I got it. He was...
    wanderingheart237 wanderingheart237 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    4.5 yrs ago my husband of 12 yrs left me and our 3 kids for another woman. It was New Yrs and as I sat at home with our then 6 yr old daughter and 9 mo. Old twin boys I received a...
    strongerbytheday strongerbytheday 36-40, F a week ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    4 of my friends have committed suicide in the last year and a half. They were amazing and the best friends u could ever ask for. It was a shame they couldn't see that as much as I...
    georgia2001 georgia2001 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 7

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Hello :) My pain is silent. Nobody, not even my family, knows how much I hurt. I have two healthy adult daughters, and five amazing grandkids--gifts from God, every one. I have...
    sockmama sockmama 51-55, F Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have Borderline Personalitч Disorder, these past few weeks have been at its worst. I have attempted suicide twice & failed, and currentlч still self harm, I live with mч bo...
    BeBeautiful95 BeBeautiful95 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 19

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Just recently I began researching on middle child traits. I've found out that middle child syndrome is very real and it's not only me who suffers from it. Growing up, I have...
    123eat 123eat 22-25, F 1 Response 3 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Since I'm the only person in this category thus far, I suppose I'll explain what this means for me. For as long as I can remember, I have subconsciously assigned personalities to...
    Visola Visola 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Dear Future Husband, This isn’t the first letter I’ve written to you. This may be the first one I’m sharing with you (and others), but I want you to know I’ve been...
    Jessicamlee21 Jessicamlee21 18-21, F Aug 17

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My name is jessica I'm 27 I lost my mom to suicide may17 th 2009 I'm starting a support group for families left behind after a suicide it called Julie's hope. I'm looking for other...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 7 Responses 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My name is Jessica I lost my mother to suicide May 17 th 2009 but wasn't found until the 19 th . It still feels like it just happened yesterday she left behind her three children...
    lifeafterasuicide lifeafterasuicide 26-30, F 2 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I hate living like this, I hate looking in the mirror. I was overweight as a child,when I was 13 I was 6 foot 2 and 280 pounds then when I lost my weight I was 145 pounds frail and...
    Creativehue10 Creativehue10 26-30, M 1 Response 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Don't read anything into the content; just some passages for thought."Suicide is a very deep subject, but since you are interested, I will try to explain my thoughts to you...
    KeasbeyNights KeasbeyNights 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My dreams come true sometimes. I've had this happen to me many times. I had a dream that I was in science class, sitting at a big black table and I had 2 papers in front of me. 1...
    Trock50 Trock50 13-15, M 11 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So I wanted to commit suicide in the past, so this girl in class said ( if my bro killed himself I wouldn't care ) then I got up and walked out of class and 10mins later I went...
    dominick6 dominick6 13-15, M 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Some post on instagram said "This account has been comprimised... Im joking put the gun down and the blades away its still me im here haha" I commented on it saying how...
    ep1093 ep1093 13-15, F 1 Response 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I wrote a book that's being published: "Once The Storm is Over: From Grieving To Healing After The Suicide of My Daughter." I'm interested in connecting with those who have been...
    ninabingham ninabingham 46-50, F 4 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Supernatural Santa Cruz By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective Haunted and Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups/HPIinternational...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Yes, I'm a smart ***, but I just thought of a funny love letter. If you have the same sense of humor as I do, then you will get understand why I would think of this. The letter...
    TheCunylinguist TheCunylinguist 41-45, F 1 Response Jul 29

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was diagnosed with conversion disorder last November, and ever since then I still have no idea what to do about it. It's slowly been progressing since the sixth grade, and this...
    IvyBabbitt IvyBabbitt 13-15, F 3 Responses 8 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I came across this poem I wrote over 2 years ago and a happy to say I no longer recognize this person: Fear's Hiding Place In shadows I wait, frozen to the wall, watching...
    Myfairlady1 Myfairlady1 46-50, F 1 Response 7 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    well.... im here at home thinking about my crush. theres this girl that like him also. not to be races or anything but she black and im asian mixed with white american. my crush is...
    iloverico iloverico 18-21 4 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Demons: Acerbial and Savitsier By Paul Dale Roberts, HPI Esoteric Detective Haunted and Paranormal Investigations - HPI International https://www.facebook.com/#!/groups...
    PaulDaleRoberts PaulDaleRoberts 51-55, M Aug 16

    Your Response

    Cancel
    To myself, I admire your strength and courage. You are always smiling and helping anyone in need but you need to realize that you are just as important as everyone else. Don't...
    Liv4Life Liv4Life 18-21, F 6 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I was rejected. This is hard for me to accept, let alone write a story about. But I guess awareness and acceptance are both ingredients to overcome this, to which I have vowed to...
    adjustedfocus adjustedfocus 31-35 1 Response 12 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Iv fallen in The vast abyss and im trapped in my mind with only the sounds of insanity that haunt me in my sleep. Although we have parted and your body is a lump of earth , i can...
    LunarDream LunarDream 13-15, M 14 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Been going thru some old pics and old letters to you today. Working a 16 hour shift allows for way too much time to think. I miss you and the way life was when you were around...
    kavlynn99 kavlynn99 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 30

    Your Response

    Cancel
    In my first "experience" I told you that you and I are different. This experience will just be peeling back one of the layers so you can see in more detail. I was diagnosed with...
    AshTheShade AshTheShade 31-35, M Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    From beyond the blue - green waters, In search of that which matters, Come together ye strange broken hearts, For smiles and tears in equal parts. This be the home for your...
    pretender2687 pretender2687 26-30, M 1 Response 2 days ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It all started when my mom and stepdad, let my aunt and her boyfriend rent a house from them. The contract that came with it was, 'if something in the house, or outside got broken...
    crazyhyperkid crazyhyperkid 13-15, M 1 Response Jul 31

    Your Response

    Cancel
    An Open Letter To All Those Who Broke My Heart I lay in bed with wolves and mistook them for butterflies Mauled by wolf who lay there Eaten by the other who seemed though...
    sonarlove sonarlove 22-25, F Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I lost myself to a phenomena called 'lack of words'...an irreplaceable feeling of realizing words never being enough...and in the same moment realizing that you have nothing but...
    Nishitaa Nishitaa 22-25, F Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay. not a Funeral one. But a Persuasive one. I'm worried to death it is not good enough. On why 'Freedom Of Speech' shouldn't be used for Negative purposes. I don't know if I...
    InnerEgo InnerEgo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm so sick of everything already, everything I life is just pointless. Please, I don't want to hear how "God will help me" or how "it all gets better" it never does. There's just...
    Shawnmil Shawnmil 56-60, M Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    My life as I know it has been turned upside down. Two nights ago, my husband didn't come home after work. In the 7 years we've been together, this wasn't something uncommon. He has...
    ZeldaIV ZeldaIV 31-35, F 1 Response 23 hrs ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I'm only 21 years old but can happily say that me and my younger sister have had the most idyllic childhood with many of our fond memories being spent with our grandparents. My...
    deathfromabove1066 deathfromabove1066 22-25, F Aug 1

    Your Response

    Cancel
    CO-INCIDENCE OF LIFE: 1. CHURCH has 6 letters so does MOSQUE and TEMPLE. 2. BIBLE has 5 letters so does QURAN and GEETA. 3. LIFE has 4 letters so does DEAD. 4. HATE has 4 letters...
    mahdiraza mahdiraza 16-17, M 3 Responses Aug 10

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Okay, facebook sucks and as I was trying to comment on a post, it deleted it, so I'm going to make my statement again. On the topic of whether or not suicide is selfish or not...
    ruca28 ruca28 26-30, M 5 Responses Aug 14

    Your Response

    Cancel
    Such an incredibly tragic loss of a comedic genius today. Rest in Peace Robin Williams. If you or someone you love is thinking about suicide, please seek out help. http://www...
    Dutchess68 Dutchess68 41-45 2 Responses Aug 11

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It took me long enough to share this but I felt I had too. The recent death of the late Robin Williams brought back memories of own biological fathers' suicide. I was ten at the...
    ChristyyS ChristyyS 22-25, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

    Your Response

    Cancel
    This is not a love letter. I couldn't find a experience close to what I mean so this will do. I write letters to my future self or for my children and family I will have. It sounds...
    rukesh3 rukesh3 18-21, F Jul 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I am a 45 years ago I attempted suicide. To this day I regret doing it. The way I did was painful when It happened and painful every time somebody looks at me that knows my story...
    Upforit45 Upforit45 51-55, F 2 Responses Jul 28

    Your Response

    Cancel
    It has been 14 years since my mother commited suicide. One night she went out and drowned herself. She was depressed and probably had some other issues she took with her. Still I...
    Will001 Will001 22-25, M 2 Responses Aug 3

    Your Response

    Cancel
    I have done everything and more and he still wants to die. When my brother came out as FTM you couldn't ask for a more supportive family. My mother and I bought him a new wardrobe...
    imitosis imitosis 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 4

    Your Response

    Cancel
    So looking up suicide and such, and I found something that is semi funny. Actually a lot of people attend to make a joke out of it... Pretty depressing and sad really, but you know...
    lostunit lostunit 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 5