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I Have Wrote A Suicide Letter

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 9 People

    My Letter......

    Dear whoever is reading,If you are reading this then by hope I am gone. You know what the funny thing is, I once wanted to be alive but not anymore. I welcome death as if it is my best friend. You want to know what made me like this then let me tell you.I was abused, yea dad I...
    thisaccountisgone thisaccountisgone 18-21, F Nov 22, 2012

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