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I Haven't Been Feeling Myself Lately

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    For the Past Two Months

    For the past two months I haven't been myself. I can't even explain how I feel besides mixed up and lonley. Its almost like another person is living my life.
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Lost In A Sea Of Me...

    Ever since my break up I've gone in a downward spiral using sex to make myself feel wanted, not sleeping not eatting and trying to compensate for the way I'm feeling with other things. Then when my dad became more ill and the uni work started to pile on I went down again. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Wierd

    Recently i have been feeling a bit wierd. Some days i feel like myself some days i don't. I just wanna feel like my normal self. I also been feeling lot's of mixed emotions and lonliness. I just hope one day i will know how to cope better.
    misunderstood32 misunderstood32 18-21, F Aug 6, 2013

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    I'll Try My Best to Explain

    Lately, I haven't been feeling myself. There's a sudden feeling inside me that I know I am meant to accomplish something in life but I can't quite put my hand on it. There's more in life that I have yet accomplished. For some reason I feel as if I have to do something in...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Pain

    I dont know why but I just do not feel myself lately.  The energy has gone, the excitment for life has faded, and all that is left is sadness, emptiness.  I just want to feel again, enjoy doing the things I enjoy and have fun.  I feel like I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    I Hate This Feeling

    Well let me try again.  I just deleted my first story.  Instead of explaining how I got where I am now, I'll just sum it up quickly or try to. Being put in the old, stinky, aluminum trash can with the lid on.  Being trapped in there until...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Been emotional (mentally).

    Just not openly
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    Lost

    For the last couple of weeks i have been feeling off center. I'm usually a happy person, but i have been feeling angery and upset. Like i cant be happy anymore I have forgotten how. Does that make sense? To me it doesnt, I want the old me not this crazy out of control person. I'm...
    4EverFree2Bme 4EverFree2Bme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Lately

    Latey,Been feelin' great,Don't know myself,Ain't always,Been this way,What's happened?I've changed,Like never before,Happy as ever,It's amazing,How life flows,When you're happy,I can't believe,I used to feel,So down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I Haven,t Been Feeling Myself Lately

    well over the last week i have not been feeling myself lately, i am getting fevers at night i went to my doctor, had some tests taken and are waiting for the results,i hope they find out why i am having these,i will know soon . vinny
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Ugh...

    I don't even know who I am, let alone know How to feel it. I just am not feeling like the person I use to be....and it sucks!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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    Rise

    It's easy to talk about rising, it's even simple enough to lay out a plan of how you want things to go but you know what is really a challenge? Waking up daily and trying adhere to your own steps. Someone once asked why I described myself as 'other' & 'unknown' on EP. How would...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Sep 14, 2011

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    Ironic

    since my gf went away, ive lost all confidence. which is ironic, cos it means that i dont have the confidence to approach other women. which until now i havent been able to do cos of the comitment. another ironic thing about this is that since i havent been feeling myself, ive...
    1of2 1of2 22-25 2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Really?

     who have you been feeling lately?
    Beauphord Beauphord 46-50, M Jun 22, 2009

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    Not Like My New Self Anyway........

    My problem is I'm going back to old patterns. Missing old ways, so trying to get them back. It's almost like I NEED to be miserable. Weird & completely messed up!!!! Of course now that I am recognizing the pattern, I am trying my hardest to stop it. It's not that easy though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2009

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    i just don't know .. everything seems

    so useless.. can't find a real reason to smile for anymore, i lost the one person who made me happy. like REAL happy, now i just put on a fake smile, everyday. its worst than usual.. -sigh- just want to be happy once again.. a real happy, not a " act " .. it feels like while i...
    TheUnwanted13 TheUnwanted13 13-15, F Jan 30

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    Yeah...

    Whatever myself ******* is!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    I haven't been here on EP for ages. My life is so full right now. What's happening?......lol. Is there any topic that anyone would like too tackle. I'm up for "new discussions...
    Music4Dance Music4Dance 46-50, F 1 Response Sep 12

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    Hello everyone! It's been a while. I haven't been on her in quite some time so if you feel like chatting about life, scary movies or just what u did today, then feel free to talk...
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    I'm sorry guys my phone was taken away by my daddy because I wasn't doing well in school if you want to know what happened with that then message me I can't get into graphics due...
    Tygersilk Tygersilk 13-15, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Anyone else feel like that?
    Lovelyone1284 Lovelyone1284 26-30, F Aug 29

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    Sorry I haven't been in here lately it's been a bad few days.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 24

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    I have no idea why I haven't killed myself yet but the other day I waited at some Train tracks for an hour waiting for the train to run me over
    barefootlover7890 barefootlover7890 13-15, M 2 Responses Aug 29

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    There's more than two, I'm struggling to clarify myself in a world full of labels that box people in. I don't feel a need to define myself for myself but for other people to...
    HopefullRomantic HopefullRomantic 22-25, F 3 days ago

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    There's this guy that I met in 7th grade, and soon after we quickly became best friends. Then on valentines day that year he told me that he liked me. I didn't know how to respond...
    Littlemonkey2 Littlemonkey2 16-17, F Aug 29

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    In this weird way, I find it hilarious. Maybe its just the situation surrounding it, and my coping mechanism? Who knows... But, I moved out it August... I had to. I had originally...
    TubaAtheist TubaAtheist 18-21, F Sep 14

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    I was talking to someone on here about living in a sexless marraige, as I have many times since I joined, but wow I have never felt like this about anyone. I have been in this...
    forensicfox forensicfox 31-35, F 2 Responses Aug 30

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    I'm becoming a licensed professional counselor. I question this role because I do not enjoy my life. I dread my life. Each day. Waking up to see the sun is like torching my eyes...
    rainty98 rainty98 31-35, M 3 Responses Aug 29

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    So I have this problem I've grown up in a strongly catholic family. I never questioned my religion until a year ago when I got very interested in philosophy and stuff... Now I...
    marsbars30 marsbars30 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 1

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    The other day I almost got into a car crash and I kinda wonder why I told her that the light was red because if I hadn't she would have crashed
    JalenFrankie616 JalenFrankie616 13-15, F Aug 29

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    Do you still remember the post about my prom or have you read it? If not read it first to know the story. My friend/pervert asked me the same question for 3 days straight and he's...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 23

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    I know big time i belong with people just i love being with family people but then i wanna be happy inside too i have been lonely loveless so long i have become a recluse even...
    anasteel2 anasteel2 41-45, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    If you see this one cute guy every day, they talk to you, annoy you, is nice to you, and makes you laugh. What does that mean ? I know he doesn't like me cause I'm fat and ugly...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 4 Responses 6 days ago

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    I wanna take a selfie with someone, but my only friend doesn't want one :( and I'm scared to ask anyone else...
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    People said I'm a tomboy, never cry just because boys, cheesy romance stories, movies, easily get mad, never fell in love with a guy. But actually what they thought are different...
    Anonymously09 Anonymously09 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    death seems like such a great option
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F Aug 29

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    death seems like such a great option
    whyusteens whyusteens 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    ^maybe because you're worth something. And so many other people have much more to worry about than you do. ( btw no hate I'm just answering the question, and stating how people...
    Swagaliciousk Swagaliciousk 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 29

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    I have a 400 page Word document of my life 2 weeks before freshman year of high school to graduating senior year of high school. I would like to write a book on my experiences and...
    Sgm51ngc5194 Sgm51ngc5194 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Seriously on my 5th try I think... I've never felt this stupid since the time I tried taking ap spanish in highschool
    MenoVr2 MenoVr2 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    the dumb people who manages this site has sticks shoved where it's not supposed to go u unless u like that type of thing so they delete everything that's posted anymore so if I...
    jayjax211233 jayjax211233 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    the dumb people who manages this site has sticks shoved where it's not supposed to go u unless u like that type of thing so they delete everything that's posted anymore so if I...
    jayjax211233 jayjax211233 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    ******* tired of ******** <3 <3
    bluegirlie98 bluegirlie98 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I'm so full of niceness and optimism, on the surface, but tucked deep far away is a nasty angry demonic rage induced fury, who is kept shut and caged,.... Unless absolutely...
    Lthayer2011 Lthayer2011 18-21, F 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    Ummmm Lol. Not even in history. Sigh.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Some girls are too shy.......
    BeauteFloue BeauteFloue 22-25, F 8 hrs ago

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    Back in the day I wanted to have sex bad, just like any teenage guy. But, like most, I had no opportunities. When I finally decided to wait until I got married, guess what...
    JustAGuyinFL JustAGuyinFL 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 29

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    I haven't been the best of friends with myself. I know I've let myself down and that I'm harder on myself than most believe I should be But that's the price you pay when you have a...
    PoeticMute PoeticMute 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 12

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    Sometimes the pain doesn't hit me until late at night Then it cradles me, sings to me Coos to me words of its infinite false knowledge Laughing when it hurts Receiving pleasure...
    NeverForgeIt NeverForgeIt 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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