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I Haven't Been Feeling Myself Lately

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    I Hate This Feeling

    Well let me try again.  I just deleted my first story.  Instead of explaining how I got where I am now, I'll just sum it up quickly or try to. Being put in the old, stinky, aluminum trash can with the lid on.  Being trapped in there until...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Pain

    I dont know why but I just do not feel myself lately.  The energy has gone, the excitment for life has faded, and all that is left is sadness, emptiness.  I just want to feel again, enjoy doing the things I enjoy and have fun.  I feel like I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    i just don't know .. everything seems

    so useless.. can't find a real reason to smile for anymore, i lost the one person who made me happy. like REAL happy, now i just put on a fake smile, everyday. its worst than usual.. -sigh- just want to be happy once again.. a real happy, not a " act " .. it feels like while i...
    TheUnwanted13 TheUnwanted13 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 30, 2014

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    Wierd

    Recently i have been feeling a bit wierd. Some days i feel like myself some days i don't. I just wanna feel like my normal self. I also been feeling lot's of mixed emotions and lonliness. I just hope one day i will know how to cope better.
    misunderstood32 misunderstood32 18-21, F Aug 6, 2013

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    I'll Try My Best to Explain

    Lately, I haven't been feeling myself. There's a sudden feeling inside me that I know I am meant to accomplish something in life but I can't quite put my hand on it. There's more in life that I have yet accomplished. For some reason I feel as if I have to do something in...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Lost In A Sea Of Me...

    Ever since my break up I've gone in a downward spiral using sex to make myself feel wanted, not sleeping not eatting and trying to compensate for the way I'm feeling with other things. Then when my dad became more ill and the uni work started to pile on I went down again. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Not Like My New Self Anyway........

    My problem is I'm going back to old patterns. Missing old ways, so trying to get them back. It's almost like I NEED to be miserable. Weird & completely messed up!!!! Of course now that I am recognizing the pattern, I am trying my hardest to stop it. It's not that easy though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2009

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    I haven't been feeling how I should.

    I haven't been happy and haven't been myself. I battle anxiety and depression and it seems to be coming back. But its not about to take me down. I'm gonna make some changes and get myself feeling better. I'm too young to be unhappy feeling. :)
    JustDevy JustDevy 18-21, F Aug 17

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    Lost

    For the last couple of weeks i have been feeling off center. I'm usually a happy person, but i have been feeling angery and upset. Like i cant be happy anymore I have forgotten how. Does that make sense? To me it doesnt, I want the old me not this crazy out of control person. I'm...
    4EverFree2Bme 4EverFree2Bme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    I Haven,t Been Feeling Myself Lately

    well over the last week i have not been feeling myself lately, i am getting fevers at night i went to my doctor, had some tests taken and are waiting for the results,i hope they find out why i am having these,i will know soon . vinny
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    When you really need someone to be there,

    no one is there, that's when you realize how alone you are in this world..
    bisexualrose bisexualrose 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 14

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    Yeah...

    Whatever myself ******* is!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    For the Past Two Months

    For the past two months I haven't been myself. I can't even explain how I feel besides mixed up and lonley. Its almost like another person is living my life.
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    I've been dealing with too much

    and I'm just feeling so overwhelmed. I used to run to my mom and she'd help me get through it. I can no longer do this. She's become one of the things I need to deal with. I love my mom with everything in me, and having to cope with the dementia is getting to be too much. I hate...
    MsAnnieMack MsAnnieMack 46-50, F 9 Responses Aug 14

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    Ugh...

    I don't even know who I am, let alone know How to feel it. I just am not feeling like the person I use to be....and it sucks!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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    Lately

    Latey,Been feelin' great,Don't know myself,Ain't always,Been this way,What's happened?I've changed,Like never before,Happy as ever,It's amazing,How life flows,When you're happy,I can't believe,I used to feel,So down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    Ironic

    since my gf went away, ive lost all confidence. which is ironic, cos it means that i dont have the confidence to approach other women. which until now i havent been able to do cos of the comitment. another ironic thing about this is that since i havent been feeling myself, ive...
    1of2 1of2 22-25 2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Really?

     who have you been feeling lately?
    Beauphord Beauphord 46-50, M Jun 22, 2009

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    Been emotional (mentally).

    Just not openly
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22, 2014

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