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I Haven't Been Feeling Myself Lately

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    Yeah...

    Whatever myself ******* is!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Rise

    It's easy to talk about rising, it's even simple enough to lay out a plan of how you want things to go but you know what is really a challenge? Waking up daily and trying adhere to your own steps. Someone once asked why I described myself as 'other' & 'unknown' on EP. How would...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Sep 14, 2011

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    Lost

    For the last couple of weeks i have been feeling off center. I'm usually a happy person, but i have been feeling angery and upset. Like i cant be happy anymore I have forgotten how. Does that make sense? To me it doesnt, I want the old me not this crazy out of control person. I'm...
    4EverFree2Bme 4EverFree2Bme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    I Hate This Feeling

    Well let me try again.  I just deleted my first story.  Instead of explaining how I got where I am now, I'll just sum it up quickly or try to. Being put in the old, stinky, aluminum trash can with the lid on.  Being trapped in there until...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Wierd

    Recently i have been feeling a bit wierd. Some days i feel like myself some days i don't. I just wanna feel like my normal self. I also been feeling lot's of mixed emotions and lonliness. I just hope one day i will know how to cope better.
    misunderstood32 misunderstood32 18-21, F Aug 6, 2013

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    For the Past Two Months

    For the past two months I haven't been myself. I can't even explain how I feel besides mixed up and lonley. Its almost like another person is living my life.
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    i just don't know .. everything seems

    so useless.. can't find a real reason to smile for anymore, i lost the one person who made me happy. like REAL happy, now i just put on a fake smile, everyday. its worst than usual.. -sigh- just want to be happy once again.. a real happy, not a " act " .. it feels like while i...
    TheUnwanted13 TheUnwanted13 13-15, F Jan 30

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    Really?

     who have you been feeling lately?
    Beauphord Beauphord 46-50, M Jun 22, 2009

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    Lost In A Sea Of Me...

    Ever since my break up I've gone in a downward spiral using sex to make myself feel wanted, not sleeping not eatting and trying to compensate for the way I'm feeling with other things. Then when my dad became more ill and the uni work started to pile on I went down again. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Been emotional (mentally).

    Just not openly
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M 2 Responses Feb 22

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    Ugh...

    I don't even know who I am, let alone know How to feel it. I just am not feeling like the person I use to be....and it sucks!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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    I'll Try My Best to Explain

    Lately, I haven't been feeling myself. There's a sudden feeling inside me that I know I am meant to accomplish something in life but I can't quite put my hand on it. There's more in life that I have yet accomplished. For some reason I feel as if I have to do something in...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Ironic

    since my gf went away, ive lost all confidence. which is ironic, cos it means that i dont have the confidence to approach other women. which until now i havent been able to do cos of the comitment. another ironic thing about this is that since i havent been feeling myself, ive...
    1of2 1of2 22-25 2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Lately

    Latey,Been feelin' great,Don't know myself,Ain't always,Been this way,What's happened?I've changed,Like never before,Happy as ever,It's amazing,How life flows,When you're happy,I can't believe,I used to feel,So down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    Pain

    I dont know why but I just do not feel myself lately.  The energy has gone, the excitment for life has faded, and all that is left is sadness, emptiness.  I just want to feel again, enjoy doing the things I enjoy and have fun.  I feel like I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    Not Like My New Self Anyway........

    My problem is I'm going back to old patterns. Missing old ways, so trying to get them back. It's almost like I NEED to be miserable. Weird & completely messed up!!!! Of course now that I am recognizing the pattern, I am trying my hardest to stop it. It's not that easy though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2009

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    I Haven,t Been Feeling Myself Lately

    well over the last week i have not been feeling myself lately, i am getting fevers at night i went to my doctor, had some tests taken and are waiting for the results,i hope they find out why i am having these,i will know soon . vinny
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    Hey everyone! As the title says, I haven't been on in a while. I am currently messaging everyone back, accepting everyone as a friend, and responding to everyone. ALSO! If any of...
    ZaraBeau ZaraBeau 16-17, F 2 days ago

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    I once read an interesting perspective about the people you will encounter in your life, it states: "25% of people you meet: will never like you; 25% of people you meet: won't...
    FussBox FussBox 26-30, F Apr 7

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    I have been dating this boy for 4 months..we haven't kissed yet but we see each other every day. He pecked me on the lips once but it wasn't terribly good or passionate. Mm..hurry...
    4Ana 4Ana 16-17, F Mar 31

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    This is really weird. I'm 17, and have had my first boyfriend for six months. Yet, no kiss. No signs of a kiss. It makes me sad. I wonder why he hasn't kissed me.
    Beachball9 Beachball9 18-21, F 1 Response a week ago

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    Send me a message or something
    LadyKerr LadyKerr 16-17, F Mar 29

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    I sleep but just not at night -.- no matter how hard I try, I usually fall asleep when the sun rises. It is so horrible, help
    hannie93 hannie93 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Hello!! I feel horrible for being an EP volunteer and I haven't been on here in SOOOO long!! The end of 2013 was...well 2013 in general was bad for me, but things started to...
    9mKsH 9mKsH 22-25, M Mar 30

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    My boyfriend and I have been going out for 6 months and a half now, I am 23 and he is 24, he stays over and we have done stuff (sexually speaking) BUT we haven't had intercourse...
    Scar29 Scar29 22-25, F 3 Responses Apr 8

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    Been here for almost a month, I think. Still haven't found people I can really relate to. It seemed like a great site, but people only like to say that they want to meet someone to...
    DoctorSoto DoctorSoto 31-35, M 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Maybe he's given up? God, I hope so. Maybe He's been there the entire time and I just haven't noticed Him.
    WeskaDarkstar WeskaDarkstar 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    Firmly believe strangers are just friends we haven't met yet.. So with that said. Where are are ladies with great vibes and conversation?! Don't be shy
    MrMan90210 MrMan90210 22-25, M Apr 10

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    I haven't taken the exam yet as I am waiting on my voucher.
    soulofawiccanflower soulofawiccanflower 41-45 Mar 26

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    I Can't take this feeling, lately it's very strong. I look around, I see the reasons to live for but at the same time I don't want to live. Everything annoys, inside there's pain...
    Demeterdreaming Demeterdreaming 18-21, F Mar 25

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    It doesn't take meeting someone to make a difference , it takes being real honest and down to earth . It takes being human and respectful enough to care about someone else's...
    Brunettechic1004 Brunettechic1004 18-21, F Apr 11

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    Dearest One, I just wanted to let you know I'm healed and ready to meet you. There is so much to look forward to! I'm ready for you to walk into my life now. Take me by the...
    todayalways todayalways 46-50, F Apr 5

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    i've been lonely for the past five years and i try to meet girls but noone seems to be in to relationships anymore because there is to much unfaithfulness. im really lonely and...
    peartreebud peartreebud 18-21, M Mar 30

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    I want to feel that love that makes your toes curl! I want urgent kisses that morph into want, to need, then to frenzy. I want to be woke early in the morning by kisses on my skin...
    NatureLovvver NatureLovvver 31-35, F 7 Responses Apr 12

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    I have the normal, semi-girly side that I don't have to try, and then the therian, dark and complex side that most people don't see because they don't care an I have no room to...
    PteMatriarch PteMatriarch 13-15, F a week ago

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    It's all a lie. Apparently I'm still cold and heartless, I still hate everything and everyone apparently. I'm still a horrible person too, I hate everything. And I don't even care...
    thesassiestamerican thesassiestamerican 13-15, M 2 days ago

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    Do you ever get sick of people telling you that what you hope.plan.dream of doing in this Life Time is unreasonable, unrealistic, a fantasy? Well damn - try telling that to...
    Mcgregor117 Mcgregor117 18-21, M 2 days ago

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    i,m sick of men and i want to have a lesbian friend 45 or older that lives in Taylor Mi or somewhere close to that must be able to meet up talk and maybe more ,white only so if you...
    seekingalady68 seekingalady68 41-45, F Mar 26

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    I want sex I just have not found someone to have it with in the Cleveland TN area and it's not from the lack of trying. Any one out there who can help?
    onomaine onomaine 22-25, M Mar 27

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    This is probably my greatest accomplishment so far.
    THEINSIDER20 THEINSIDER20 31-35, M Mar 27

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    Have you ever saw someone from primary school that went to different high school then yourself then you run in to her at the shops and think to yourself man she's gorgeous.
    arronwashington arronwashington 13-15, M 1 Response Mar 28

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    all my get up & go has got up & gone ! bloody depresion
    translesbian translesbian 41-45, T 2 Responses Mar 29

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    And it's starting to worry the heck out of me
    baseCharlie baseCharlie 18-21, M Apr 2

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    I live in a body with another personality he try's to destroy so i lock him in a cage in the back of my head I call him shaggy
    frogboom frogboom 16-17, M a week ago

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    It took me a while to realize that somewhere along my path of life I actually managed to lose myself in reality. I lost old friends and gained new ones and realized I had changed...
    ariel2891 ariel2891 22-25, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I came to a realisation today that I have given up on myself. I have been putting on a brave front for the most part, but inside been struggling with inner turmoil. I was driving...
    NewDay NewDay 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 2

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    I was about to send this to a girl, who I'm madly in love with, and who is also my best friend. But I couldn't bring myself to hit send... "I've known you for about 6 years now...
    Canonomousjay Canonomousjay 18-21, M 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I wake up every morning feeling useless and pointless and irrelevant. The only reason I haven't off'd myself yet is because I wouldn't want to make my parents feel like they...
    eMojave eMojave 16-17, M Mar 31

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    I haven't been to a therapist, and therefore haven't been diagnosed with anything. However, I can feel my mind just eating away at itself, and I'm becoming very paranoid. I believe...
    Mindoralin Mindoralin 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I had 8 (epileptic) seizures a few months ago. Since then, I haven't been able to think straight. I can't talk without stopping to think about what word to say next. I stutter. I...
    ChloeCat19 ChloeCat19 18-21, F 2 Responses Apr 13

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    To people who read my posts they are probably used to the fact that I never send out any negative vibes, but there's a first time for all. I have learnt that trust is a very...
    BeatTheBest BeatTheBest 16-17, M Apr 10

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    I'm actually really glad that I stumbled across this community today because it has uplifted me in a way that I haven't been able to uplift myself. I'm a single mother of two...
    PhoenixEmerged PhoenixEmerged 26-30, F 14 hrs ago

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