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I Haven't Been Feeling Myself Lately

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    Wierd

    Recently i have been feeling a bit wierd. Some days i feel like myself some days i don't. I just wanna feel like my normal self. I also been feeling lot's of mixed emotions and lonliness. I just hope one day i will know how to cope better.
    misunderstood32 misunderstood32 18-21, F Aug 6, 2013

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    Rise

    It's easy to talk about rising, it's even simple enough to lay out a plan of how you want things to go but you know what is really a challenge? Waking up daily and trying adhere to your own steps. Someone once asked why I described myself as 'other' & 'unknown' on EP. How would...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Sep 14, 2011

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    I Hate This Feeling

    Well let me try again.  I just deleted my first story.  Instead of explaining how I got where I am now, I'll just sum it up quickly or try to. Being put in the old, stinky, aluminum trash can with the lid on.  Being trapped in there until...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Pain

    I dont know why but I just do not feel myself lately.  The energy has gone, the excitment for life has faded, and all that is left is sadness, emptiness.  I just want to feel again, enjoy doing the things I enjoy and have fun.  I feel like I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    i just don't know .. everything seems

    so useless.. can't find a real reason to smile for anymore, i lost the one person who made me happy. like REAL happy, now i just put on a fake smile, everyday. its worst than usual.. -sigh- just want to be happy once again.. a real happy, not a " act " .. it feels like while i...
    TheUnwanted13 TheUnwanted13 13-15, F Jan 30

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    Not Like My New Self Anyway........

    My problem is I'm going back to old patterns. Missing old ways, so trying to get them back. It's almost like I NEED to be miserable. Weird & completely messed up!!!! Of course now that I am recognizing the pattern, I am trying my hardest to stop it. It's not that easy though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2009

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    Lately

    Latey,Been feelin' great,Don't know myself,Ain't always,Been this way,What's happened?I've changed,Like never before,Happy as ever,It's amazing,How life flows,When you're happy,I can't believe,I used to feel,So down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    I'll Try My Best to Explain

    Lately, I haven't been feeling myself. There's a sudden feeling inside me that I know I am meant to accomplish something in life but I can't quite put my hand on it. There's more in life that I have yet accomplished. For some reason I feel as if I have to do something in...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    I Haven,t Been Feeling Myself Lately

    well over the last week i have not been feeling myself lately, i am getting fevers at night i went to my doctor, had some tests taken and are waiting for the results,i hope they find out why i am having these,i will know soon . vinny
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Lost In A Sea Of Me...

    Ever since my break up I've gone in a downward spiral using sex to make myself feel wanted, not sleeping not eatting and trying to compensate for the way I'm feeling with other things. Then when my dad became more ill and the uni work started to pile on I went down again. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Really?

     who have you been feeling lately?
    Beauphord Beauphord 46-50, M Jun 22, 2009

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    Ironic

    since my gf went away, ive lost all confidence. which is ironic, cos it means that i dont have the confidence to approach other women. which until now i havent been able to do cos of the comitment. another ironic thing about this is that since i havent been feeling myself, ive...
    1of2 1of2 22-25 2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Ugh...

    I don't even know who I am, let alone know How to feel it. I just am not feeling like the person I use to be....and it sucks!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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    Yeah...

    Whatever myself ******* is!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    For the Past Two Months

    For the past two months I haven't been myself. I can't even explain how I feel besides mixed up and lonley. Its almost like another person is living my life.
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Lost

    For the last couple of weeks i have been feeling off center. I'm usually a happy person, but i have been feeling angery and upset. Like i cant be happy anymore I have forgotten how. Does that make sense? To me it doesnt, I want the old me not this crazy out of control person. I'm...
    4EverFree2Bme 4EverFree2Bme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Been emotional (mentally).

    Just not openly
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    It's been such a long time since I've used this I kinda forgot about it but now I'm back bitchezz!! Oh and by the way sorry if you messaged me and I never answered but like I said...
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    Hello whoever actually reads what I write. I actually haven't been on in a long while, due to a ****** phone, ****** app and my computer actually broke a couple months back...
    GlamGasm GlamGasm 22-25, T Aug 12

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    I am sorry I haven't been on in a while because I totally forgot some how. I don't know how but I did but I will try n be on here as much as I can now so thanks n speak to u guys n...
    Beckywolf Beckywolf 13-15 a week ago

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    I've been on here for a few years but i've always been on and off here, just getting back into it out and I have to stay I have missed it so I shall start posting things again and...
    ForeverOnABoat ForeverOnABoat 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 2

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    I have been distant even from myself. Almost as if giving up. Which is hardly the case. I just feel distant and cannot get to grips with cacomorphobia. Got intimate with my wife...
    funnyface2014 funnyface2014 41-45 Aug 1

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    I really love my boyfriend, we've been dating for 2 years this fall. And I don't want to hurt him, that's why I've tried to rationally explain that I think we should break up and...
    RomanticLesbian RomanticLesbian 18-21, F Jul 29

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    I was staying at my cousins' house the past week and yes they have wifi. But the whole Internet is blocked. Like wth. Can't go on much except the odd Wikipedia page. Wohoo.
    ray9725 ray9725 18-21, M 1 Response Aug 4

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    My stepmother wanted me to tell my counsellor that my father was hitting me. She wouldn't leave me alone, and out of pressure, i did. The lady promised me that she wouldn't tell my...
    Atraxiella Atraxiella 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 7

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    It had been a while... a long while.. way too long that my husband didnt kiss me properly... but these past 2 weeks we have made out more times than the past few yrs!!! The "bite...
    jewel76 jewel76 36-40, F Aug 16

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    I feel like I am such a good kisser but to be honest, my husband sucks at it. He just try's to shove his tongue in my mouth and wiggle it around. Umm no. That isn't right. Ugh...
    breeze90 breeze90 22-25, F Aug 16

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    Ugh i literally fear kissing now,the last time it was like i was drowning and i just cringe at the thought.
    jesikahluv jesikahluv 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 16

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    Sorry I haven't been in here lately it's been a bad few days.
    Kelnea Kelnea 13-15, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Hi, EP! I haven't posted in a while. How's life for everyone out there? Life's been harsh lately, but I know I have a wonderful family an amazing boyfriend to count on :D
    chrisisyourfriend chrisisyourfriend 16-17, M Aug 9

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    Most people haven't seen? I can't think of a single person who's seen my true dark side. 98% of the time, my good side shows, and I am able to express that part of myself to others...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M 1 Response Aug 16

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    idk why I haven't, or why I'm so scared I could be gone in a matter of seconds/ minutes ;'(
    sophieirwinnxo sophieirwinnxo 13-15, F 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I dated with nearly 10 guys but haven't found my lover. My dating stopped after one or second meeting because sometimes both sides were not interested in each others or sometime...
    katnguyen katnguyen 26-30, F 2 Responses Aug 8

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    There's this guy that I met in 7th grade, and soon after we quickly became best friends. Then on valentines day that year he told me that he liked me. I didn't know how to respond...
    Littlemonkey2 Littlemonkey2 16-17, F 14 hrs ago

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    Survival of the Fittest - Most of the time I am steen as a reserved friendly smart kid. But when I feel in danger to myself in any form; I react with swiftly and brutally. This...
    ThatSn1perGuy ThatSn1perGuy 16-17, M Aug 16

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    Do you still remember the post about my prom or have you read it? If not read it first to know the story. My friend/pervert asked me the same question for 3 days straight and he's...
    Misaki7590 Misaki7590 16-17, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I've been up since 8am yesterday and I'm going strong.... Just got a case of red bull to keep it going.... I am going to enjoy this... Forget 3 days I'm going for 4
    enjoyholdingmypee enjoyholdingmypee 18-21, F 3 Responses 1 day ago

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    All I've done is lay here, sad and depressed. Very very very worried..... I go to work, barely do anything, very grumpy, then go home to lay here and wait to hear anything about...
    GuuIsAwesome GuuIsAwesome 18-21, M 4 Responses Aug 5

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    I see much hasn't changed. It's interesting to see where this program is going, and what people write into it. I imagine there's some algorithm which organizes data based with a...
    Aguynamedbill Aguynamedbill 31-35, M a week ago

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    I wonder mostly about the friends I had in school and college and how they are now.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F Jul 31

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    I hurt with the words that people say bad about me and sometimes wonder am I even worth the air I breathe but there's always a song to make me smile
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F Aug 16

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    But for now that is okay. I'll figure it out eventually.
    cutsy cutsy 36-40, F 1 Response a week ago

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    We all get to a point in life, when we realize that life is not fair at all, most people realize that when they are teenagers, but that's not my case. I was born in a really...
    DeniedWings DeniedWings 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    I could have not ate at all today and would have been fine... I have had close to nothing today, the exception being half portioned lunch because my dad made me eat.. But I feel...
    Chiisai425 Chiisai425 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 9

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    So, I haven't really been saying much to my messages that I get only cause well I'm sure the other person isn't that as interested either since I'm not saying much. So sorry but...
    Mini42301 Mini42301 13-15, F Aug 10

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    I don't have money for food, a place to stay. So I'm going homeless, no family and nobody who can help me. My drug addiction doesn't really help either. I am having a tough time...
    YoungRidah YoungRidah 18-21, M 2 Responses Aug 9

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    I haven't been until I saw the name of this group.The title made me think really think.It is time to improve myself.I've started to walk daily and joined a gym.I'm eating healthier...
    bignatbreastluver bignatbreastluver 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 5

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    You don't notice much about me anymore. I'm your daughter. You should be the first to see what's wrong. But you don't. You don't see the despair in my eyes or the tears on my face...
    NeverTrulyWanted NeverTrulyWanted 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 17

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    The past few night i haven't been able to sleep and sometimes i see weird flashes of lights or hears whispering or breathing and im always terrified i feel like I'm in danger.
    squjiggly squjiggly 16-17, F Aug 11