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I Haven't Been Feeling Myself Lately

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    Not Like My New Self Anyway........

    My problem is I'm going back to old patterns. Missing old ways, so trying to get them back. It's almost like I NEED to be miserable. Weird & completely messed up!!!! Of course now that I am recognizing the pattern, I am trying my hardest to stop it. It's not that easy though...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Apr 29, 2009

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    Yeah...

    Whatever myself ******* is!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    Lost In A Sea Of Me...

    Ever since my break up I've gone in a downward spiral using sex to make myself feel wanted, not sleeping not eatting and trying to compensate for the way I'm feeling with other things. Then when my dad became more ill and the uni work started to pile on I went down again. The...
    deleted deleted 26-30 4 Responses Sep 14, 2011

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    Ugh...

    I don't even know who I am, let alone know How to feel it. I just am not feeling like the person I use to be....and it sucks!
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 6, 2009

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    Wierd

    Recently i have been feeling a bit wierd. Some days i feel like myself some days i don't. I just wanna feel like my normal self. I also been feeling lot's of mixed emotions and lonliness. I just hope one day i will know how to cope better.
    misunderstood32 misunderstood32 18-21, F Aug 6, 2013

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    Been emotional (mentally).

    Just not openly
    LilRedFoxTail LilRedFoxTail 18-21, M 1 Response Feb 22

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    i just don't know .. everything seems

    so useless.. can't find a real reason to smile for anymore, i lost the one person who made me happy. like REAL happy, now i just put on a fake smile, everyday. its worst than usual.. -sigh- just want to be happy once again.. a real happy, not a " act " .. it feels like while i...
    TheUnwanted13 TheUnwanted13 13-15, F Jan 30

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    I Haven,t Been Feeling Myself Lately

    well over the last week i have not been feeling myself lately, i am getting fevers at night i went to my doctor, had some tests taken and are waiting for the results,i hope they find out why i am having these,i will know soon . vinny
    mycuzinvinni mycuzinvinni 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 14, 2011

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    Really?

     who have you been feeling lately?
    Beauphord Beauphord 46-50, M Jun 22, 2009

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    Pain

    I dont know why but I just do not feel myself lately.  The energy has gone, the excitment for life has faded, and all that is left is sadness, emptiness.  I just want to feel again, enjoy doing the things I enjoy and have fun.  I feel like I...
    tatteredwings tatteredwings 36-40 3 Responses May 6, 2009

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    For the Past Two Months

    For the past two months I haven't been myself. I can't even explain how I feel besides mixed up and lonley. Its almost like another person is living my life.
    Darkfarey Darkfarey 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Ironic

    since my gf went away, ive lost all confidence. which is ironic, cos it means that i dont have the confidence to approach other women. which until now i havent been able to do cos of the comitment. another ironic thing about this is that since i havent been feeling myself, ive...
    1of2 1of2 22-25 2 Responses Apr 19, 2009

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    I'll Try My Best to Explain

    Lately, I haven't been feeling myself. There's a sudden feeling inside me that I know I am meant to accomplish something in life but I can't quite put my hand on it. There's more in life that I have yet accomplished. For some reason I feel as if I have to do something in...
    SourLove SourLove 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 19, 2009

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    Rise

    It's easy to talk about rising, it's even simple enough to lay out a plan of how you want things to go but you know what is really a challenge? Waking up daily and trying adhere to your own steps. Someone once asked why I described myself as 'other' & 'unknown' on EP. How would...
    RoaringFlameLostinShadow RoaringFlameLostinShadow 31-35, M Sep 14, 2011

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    I Hate This Feeling

    Well let me try again.  I just deleted my first story.  Instead of explaining how I got where I am now, I'll just sum it up quickly or try to. Being put in the old, stinky, aluminum trash can with the lid on.  Being trapped in there until...
    TexasLily TexasLily 51-55, F 7 Responses Nov 15, 2009

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    Lost

    For the last couple of weeks i have been feeling off center. I'm usually a happy person, but i have been feeling angery and upset. Like i cant be happy anymore I have forgotten how. Does that make sense? To me it doesnt, I want the old me not this crazy out of control person. I'm...
    4EverFree2Bme 4EverFree2Bme 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 31, 2013

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    Lately

    Latey,Been feelin' great,Don't know myself,Ain't always,Been this way,What's happened?I've changed,Like never before,Happy as ever,It's amazing,How life flows,When you're happy,I can't believe,I used to feel,So down.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Feb 19, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    Looks like a bit has changed . A lot if people I used to talk to haven't been on in at least a year just like my self. It's my own fault I guess though they could have texted me...
    dragonslayer001 dragonslayer001 41-45, M Nov 13

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    Work is just a hassle sometimes.
    saiyuu saiyuu 22-25, F 4 days ago

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    Hey guys! I've been on vacation with my family these past few days so I haven't been on here at all. I'm still on vacation but we aren't in disney world anymore so yaa
    kaitybobaityxo kaitybobaityxo 18-21, F 1 Response 1 hr ago

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    I'm 19 years old, who still in university and got a full scholarship. I live in a country where religion's influence is really strong, and I'm not sure, but I think some people...
    hitbb14 hitbb14 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 9

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    I'm 14 so is that weird that I haven't yet?
    bvbandmcr bvbandmcr 13-15, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I inherited this from my dad, and this first started to surface when I was around 12 years old. Whenever I yawned, an extremely painful muscle spasm would occur on the left side of...
    RipperCreak RipperCreak 13-15, M 1 Response Nov 9

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    I love this show to pieces and A) I don't want it to end and B) I accidentally spoiler-ed myself so I know how it ends and I was beyond upset when I found out. So I have been...
    jesswinchester jesswinchester 18-21, F Nov 17

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    I'm sick of everything. Everyday I go to school people are saying **** about me. I just can't take it anymore. I'm sick of coming home from school crying all the time. What have I...
    zvkk zvkk 16-17, M 2 Responses Oct 26

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    I realize daily, life is so hard. I think if I'm only 16 and its this complicated how am I going to make it through life. I am scared of death but I don't know if I can live any...
    walkinwonder walkinwonder 16-17, F 1 day ago

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    One side is a friendly, fairly easy going side. The other is a jealous side with plenty of angst and jealously plus occasional fragments of misanthropy. Obviously the latter side...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 Response Oct 26

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    I'm close to saying my outsides and my insides. But I'm sure in one way or another, a doctor has seen my insides. Ok lame post.
    Kendles Kendles 18-21, M Nov 2

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    sometime when you feel alone !!!!! i'ven all the people whit you you're heart just want that one that one always makes you happy all the time when you sad and no one can there to...
    unknownsad unknownsad 18-21, F Nov 8

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    Actually About A Hour And A Half~ My booty is dragging today. Still trying to wind down from the little one being here. Her mama came got her. So going to eat and then take my...
    Restlessmama Restlessmama 31-35, F 1 Response Nov 13

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    I almost forgot what it was like.
    Shaman1985 Shaman1985 26-30, F a week ago

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    Having sex with a guy is pretty awesome
    Joeyboyfeet34577 Joeyboyfeet34577 16-17, M 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I must not eat. I babysit children a lot and that involves cooking them meals. even unhealthy ones. right now I have a big bowl of food in my face that i have to feed this baby...
    2Bthin100 2Bthin100 18-21, F 3 days ago

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    I just told my wife about EP I will be showing her my account soon.
    miffedcube miffedcube 31-35, M 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    You know what? I didn't join this website just so guys can talk to me. I join here because someone request it on yahoo answers. (odd I know lol) They told me this is a place where...
    xlyricbelle xlyricbelle 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 14

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    I know I haven't been on here lately and it has been a good time in the world as of late. I'm with this girl right now at her house and I just wanna be a giant teddy bear and it...
    grimhim grimhim 18-21, M 3 days ago

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    I haven't been posting lately and the reason for that is because I've been discovering myself. It's the most fulfilling thing I've ever experienced. The stresses of everyday life...
    Myeiaddiction Myeiaddiction 22-25, F 5 days ago

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    My parents have fought since I was very young, since I was in kindergarten to be specific. At the start, it was very bad. There would be endless screaming and shouting and would...
    changeisempowerment changeisempowerment 13-15, F Nov 18

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    I haven't been wanting to eat lately. I get hungry but when the food comes I just don't feel like eating. like I'll find something wrong with it (too cold, didn't come fast enough...
    sydneyduran sydneyduran 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 8

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    Let me clarify that it FEELS like I don't fit in anywhere, esp. right now in my life, but I know I fit in somewhere and have fit-in society in the past. I live in America, the most...
    relating2u79 relating2u79 31-35, M 3 Responses Oct 31

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    Sorry i haven't been replying to your messages and posting. I've been ver depressed these past few days and haven't bothered to even consider going on this. Im back now, I'm sorry...
    Acquire Acquire 13-15, M 4 Responses Nov 15

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    I haven't been on EP in a while! How is everyone feeling? :)
    jessemassetti jessemassetti 13-15, M Nov 15

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    I haven't been on here much, due to being incredibly busy in the last month and a half. So I'm copying a thing I wrote on my blog, just so y'all would know I'm fine. Worry not...
    CinnamonCat CinnamonCat 18-21, F Nov 10

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    Haven't been on this for a while, how's everyone doing:)
    ninaaaxx ninaaaxx 13-15, F 1 Response Oct 26

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    I really just want to die. I've been fantasizing about it all day. I haven't been this way in a long time. I just can't handle it anymore.
    hamletesque hamletesque 26-30, F 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have lost many people and I haven't been able to let anyone into my life for many years now. I don't know if I can ever fall in love again. I feel really lonely sometimes but I...
    xosiobhan xosiobhan 18-21, F Oct 28

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    I swear I'm not crazy. Everyone always thinks I am but I'm not. I went only because I was sick of talking to doctors and wanted some sleep after 32 hours of being awake. While I...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Oct 27

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