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I Haven't Slept For Days

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 43 People

    Not Properly, Anyhow

    I go to bed about ten every evening but unless I'm dead tired or sick, I don't drop off instantly. The "Steeplechase" starts on the floor above me with the little girl running back and forth. Then there's a chorus of laughter, talking loudly, music, coughing and choking. All this...
    MaryJanine MaryJanine 56-60, F May 17, 2013

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    Today Iswednesday

    I slept on sunday night/monday morning.  I am pretty tired now though. I'm not having nice visual distortions yet, but i am definitely finding it harder to type now. Hav had seriously trippy cool patterns on everything, from EPing for too long before. Christ I don't...
    TheLuckyHobo TheLuckyHobo 31-35, M 1 Response Feb 4, 2009

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    I Like the Night.

    I haven't slept in four days, and I think it's affecting my emotions. This morning I was happier than I've been in a long time, but around five P.M. I decided I was going on a walk. On said walk, my mood deteriorated, I went from happy, to really angry. Angry enough to get in a...
    Sithos Sithos 18-21 1 Response Jul 6, 2009

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    You'd Think I'd Never Get Lonely With All My Personalities, But They Just Throw Parties In My Head...keeping Me From Going to Bed!

    I just think too much...that's all. I can't sleep because if I'm not thinking about this...I'm thinking about that, and these, that, and those thoughts breed other thoughts and on & on. I have to admit I write my best poetry when I'm semi-conscience... It is Labor day...
    QueenOfHearts QueenOfHearts 22-25, F 1 Response Sep 7, 2009

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