Its making me feel low.
Its making me feel sad.
I cant talk to anyone in my real world about it. simply because i dont want to.
I want to get it all out, but the words are not coming out right.
I am disgusted. because i dont want to feel this way.
I have never been married. I have never had kids. I want nothing more in this world than to marrie the girl of my dreams. I want to have kids more than anything. I work so hard to get to these goals yet everytime I come close everything crumbles beneath my feet. No more! I will...