I am told that loving her is cheating on my wife. I will accept that. I love her more than anyone I have ever known. I am married but am cut out of my wife's life for eleven years...
If I can have another chance, I will take back the words Ive said I apologize for causing you pain and hurting your feelings. I hope you can find forgiveness in your heart.
I have a good heart, a submissive heart but good none the less! Some people take my kindness for weakness, taking advantage of me or calling me spineless, but that is because THEY...
Well; I spent most of my night filling out divorce papers. I can't help but think that if I had only been more of an Ahole I might not be doing this. Right now I need a category...
down to 218lbs todayyay beat that 220 mile stone :-)
I am greatful for the opportunity to have this heartache. It means I have loved, and loving makes life meaningful.
It's all different now, because back in the day there was no how. Where and what are we still doing, ripping each others hearts out while the hate keeps brewing. We're lying now...
I am having problems with my family and friends an am trying not cry and self harm how about u wassup
"I've scared you. I've said too much. I'm hopeless, and awkward and desperate for love!"
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I'm done being so miserable. Nobody deserves that. Happiness is a choice and I'm choosing it now. You should too. The heck with the people who kick us to the ground and enjoys it...
There was this guy that I liked a lot. He was everything for me. He was the only reason I would get up in the morning and do something. I did everything he wanted me to do but...
My heart is all about love and the white horse and all that good stuff but my realistic mind says, " Charming doesn't exist. He doesn't love you. Get t(his) money and the next."
I lost a very good sweetie heart and knew she would never be back.. that was 5 months ago.
I love you so much that it hurts.But it's your love that overwhelms me and I often end up in tears. The way you embrace my emotions and how vulnerable I become in your presence. I...
Only played the first one but I wanna play number 2! I've almost completed KH1 and I already know what happens in Chain of Memories
Once upon a time an affluent farmer approached Buddha with great hope. He prostrated before the sage and sought his blessings. Buddha raised his hand in benediction.
i was depressed to know i have to leave my world but now i think i wont miss ..
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I am not sure what has really happened lately with Melissa, I know I am still so much in love with her and really hope that we can one day actually be together within a deep love...
yeee haaa the scales where kind to me this morning :-)it was 221 lbs at the weigh in this morning :-)gonna be a victory dance for sure when i beat the 220 lbs lol
"No one ever gets tires of loving. They just get tired of waiting, assuming, getting disappointed, apologizing and hurting."
Yes. Totally. Genuine anti war protester, bought five finger bag for ten bucks, acid for fifty cents a hit. mescaline for twenty bucks an ounce. Had a ball, still kept a sixty hour...
Someone just broke up with me and I don't know what to say
Am I the only one who still plays with these? I seriously get excited to take baths just so I can play with them. :p
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yay 222 lbs at the weigh in this morning :-)
things are looking good
One of the most happiest moment in my life is when my boyfriend smiled when I gave him his birthday present. I knew it made his whole day special. Feeling blessed :-)
its really weird that my heart is broken yet i care for others
specially for broken hearted people
if only i could take their pain away
never break a heart cause its worse...
My sisters <3 I love them so much and even though I get mad at them, we are fine. So yeah. I love you, Yasmin and Yesenia.
(that is how you spell their names xD)
All of you. Now please don't ever feel pain. Stop please. I don't want anyone else to hurt. I don't want anyone to hurt every again. Please.
honestly i just dont count anymore i guess people just love
breaking my heart i guess now a days people dont really seek
love like forever kinda till the last breath
It has been almost 2 moths since he ''practically'' dumped me (we weren't dating ''officialy'', but I felt in love with him and it seemed he felt the same...) and started dating my...
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my bf hurt me so much that I can't believe I ever loved him because I regret talking to him and meeting him on here and he cheated on me now that's what hurts the most out of...
I finally understand the poems, the songs and the films. That feeling of despair, the suffocation, heart-clenching thing that is a broken heart.
I am not one to cry with ease...
And the boredom washes over me... Not alone just lonely. With someone but not the one. And reality sets in. hmm.
This is me pretty much every night. Even now while I'm writing this. I wonder if I will ever get through this pain. It feels like I am bound to carry it for all eternity.
I'm heartbroken and empty...I'm a great person with so much love to give and so much life...yet feel lifeless. I know this feeling will pass. It's the patience part that I'm not...
My boyfriend and I fought for 2 or 3 months because I suspected he was cheating when I noticed he started acting differently. It upset me because we shared a love that was...
I don't care about HIM. I don't give a sh about HIM. He isn't important. The memories are. But now I am done thinking so much about them all the time.
Fuc,k the liers who say they love you but they really don't
Fuc,k the pretenders who'll make you believe when nothing true
Fuc,k the maniacs who'll do everything to score
i am now down to 225lbs yay :-)
and it is getting easier
see im surrounded by all these people....and still im so lonely
i get it. I'm grown up. that's fine. i feel my former inner child slipping away. i have these weird bouts where I'll do something silly for a laugh. it's immature really. yesterday...
For the rest of my life and fall asleep In your arms listening to it
After one year of marriage my wife cheated on me with my boss.
So you've disappeared again.
I realize you are a drug I'm addicted to and I just came out of a relapse.
You probably don't see me that way...
You probably just see me as a...
It's the worst feeling ever. :'( I just want to cry .
About a week and a half ago, my girlfriend of over four months (I'll call her L) called off the relationship. Now, to some, this may not sound like we were together for long enough...
Yes, it's true. The worst part is that, the ones who keep on doing it are the ones whom I thought would never do and swore they never ever gonna wanna hurt me or break my heart...
true but I think the right spelling is again. kidding. lol.
If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you'll miss finding the one who gives you priority. Let go and heal.^^,)
If you spend too long holding on to the one who treats you like an option, you'll miss finding the one who gives you priority. Let go and heal. ??
No Oasis For Indigo Children
Checking my phone,
waiting for that call back,
checking my emotions,
she had me thinkin’ I was all that,
and just when I started to get comfortable...
Another Night in HeartBreak HollywoodWoke up,around 4pm,springtime’s sunlight,through my bedroom window shining in,I’m in a house,somewhere off Mulholland,had a call...
I just don't care anymore. Point a gun to my head and I'll smile. Talk to me and I'll pretend I care but to be honest. I don't care. I don't care about anything anymore.
i just broke up with my bf, i am literally still very sad and i feel like killing myself. it hurts it hurts. i really feel i am unloved and unwanted. i am not an attractive girl...