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I Held a Fallen Star As It Wept For Me

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    Silence

    The initial words came as a surprise And somehow the sun has ceased to rise Dull and bleak, the world has become And life within  turned into a humdrum. How does one learn to ever let go The once enraptured star receiving such a blow Staggering in murk where cold and fog exists...
    Sylphy Sylphy 41-45, F 2 Responses Dec 31, 2011

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    You need more of an *******

    than you rather and than less of of a nice guy like me to balance you out and find your compliment. My eyes are starting to open.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Aug 24, 2014

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    Spinning Mad

    My world spins wildly in a revolution of mayhem while the barbed equator digs in deeper with every turn. Dispondance: you b***h my lover... Acid rain pours from your skys erroding my former life. As my world bleeds Black her seas and lands shrouded from even my own...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Jun 18, 2010

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    Replaced

    I dare not tread in trecherous waters familiar roads now so strange. Footsteps followed no of them mine Echoed words while my mouth stayed shut. Your smile continues your void filled Left standing my breath intact words crumble to dust behind my teeth never to...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Nov 29, 2009

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    Where's My Second Chance?

    Once in my life holder of all the cards Now unable to enter the Game The strong shoulder, the rock you break yourself on The gentle hand to dry your tears Calming voice to bring peace the havok in your world correcting it's axis. Wisdom to catch your slipping...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 2 Responses Oct 2, 2009

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    In Your Sky

    See me in your sky as my tears number the stars on the obsidian canvas. Only to know I was loved once. Not for what I might be... but for the then and now the entity that bleed fresh before you. Dark rivers craving arms of comfort that only in a color a laugh a song a picture an...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Jul 17, 2011

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    Ghost Of You

    I saw a Ghost of You in My December dancing in a sheet of rain as it hid my tears unable to speak but still starring into the horizon beautiful blurs of mystic fire For You. You'll never know of these words hidden on this page, but my heart sleeps alone tonight wishing for what...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Dec 30, 2012

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    You sought me out. And on time.

    As if... you were waiting. Know I was too, mouth stitched shut, but in my heart i will always ache for you.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Aug 22, 2014

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    Fuschia Sky Blurs To Black Bubble...for You

    Drain the tragedy from my mouth that I may once again feel your lips pulsing with that life our life in that bubble, in that moment in time that was so Perfect.
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 Feb 1, 2012

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    My Fallen Star

    I held a fallen star as it wept for me as it wept for humanity I held a fallen star as it cried out for the world cried out in the pain felt a thousand times over I held a fallen star as it showed me the future the future that is bleak and dim for the people of Earth...
    sabergirl08 sabergirl08 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 21, 2009

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    I Caught Myself As I Fell Slowly To Earth

    When a dark shadow melts into the form of something you fear, it's easy to miss the edge of the cliff and fall right out into space. Long ago, I did, and oh what a fool. Still, what an amazing experience! As I was falling, I noticed these magnificent bright stars, which entered...
    ptinski ptinski 56-60, F 1 Response Oct 30, 2010

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    Make a Sound?

    If a tree were to fall in the forest, would it make a sound? How is it no one hears my deafening screams. Like the tree in the forest, am I just another tree? Inconsequential existance amidst a forest of inhabitants. Who will listen as I take my final breath and...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 1 Response Oct 2, 2009

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    Again...

    I wish you could see me. The good and bad. To be proud of what I've been able to achieve despite all the abuse. To feel the hug that made things OK. The hug that held me tight underneath so many stars over so many countless nights. I never got to say goodbye... Know if you...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 2 Responses May 3, 2011

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    Without Bars

    I wonder if I stay with you for my innocent Son income conversation for it is not a warm bed your witty remarks that destroy me with every breath you take Do I really fear solitude that much a slave to the fist the anger the temper the coulda, woulda shoulda's I...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 4 Responses Dec 8, 2009

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    In Someone Elses Sky

    My life falls apart piece by piece.  People stand idly by and shake their heads.  Ripped part by vultures who feast on me and that which they can use. I wont be alright despite what they say. Been down this tired road countless times.  Notes created then burned...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 2 Responses Aug 27, 2009

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    I Immediately Wrote A Chorus For A Song After Reading The Title Of These Experiences...

    I felt something when I joined this 'experience' Like I knew it was meant to happen and I was wondering if anyone could interpret this chorus and find some personal meaning in it that they would be willing to share. Thank you. I held a fallen star as it wept for me I wish you...
    LightningSoul LightningSoul 18-21, F Jun 14, 2013

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    Fall

    Come and go... Walk and stand still... Laugh and cry... Near and far... High and low... Smile and sigh...
    sylargen sylargen 26-30, M Jan 9, 2013

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    Speak With No Words

    I stare many days and nights into your eyes dreaming of what you would say if you could. Your silly look sturns somber at times as if to say I hear you Dad, I feel your pain. Hold the wall of tears as I try to smile at you hiding my ugly scars and burying the hurt of last...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 2 Responses Sep 13, 2009

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    Baptism Of Fire

    You told me once you never wanted to be the abusive person your father was to you. yet here you are being that exact same person to me. abusive. does this mean I have been inducted into your sick and twisted family... this cycle of abuse everyone says no one can escape?! I am...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 May 15, 2011

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    Barren...

    You sow the field with nothing but salt, angrily stomping the ground like a little troll their is no fruit to be sown this is not TV you feelings may change with the gulp of another pill but mine continue to hurt you are indifferent to the scars you leave in your wake One day...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 May 15, 2011

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    Night Time Prayer

    And now I lay me down to sleep "yes, i fking want to talk about things right now" I pray the Lord my soul to keep "whats the point of praying, I already know I'm going to hell" If I should die before I wake "You're worth more to me dead than alive...
    GoodEnough09 GoodEnough09 41-45 3 Responses Oct 10, 2009

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