I Hide Behind A Mask Of Smiles, No One See Beneath The Surface

I never, ever created my mask of smiles. I never wanted that, as much as it has helped repair some things that were broken, when I was broken and open... not faking my smiles, I never wanted to play this game of happiness pretend. It's...

My Smiles are draining all my energy,
I feel so week, I bottle EVERYTHING up inside of me.
I love seeing people Smile it's the key to make people believe your happy.
But he's making me feel so weak! We been dating for two weeks...
He...

Fake smiles
And fake laughter
Fake giggles
And fake happiness
When can i stop trying to fool myself?
I am broken deep inside
I need forever to heal
Sometimes i feel happy
But am i really happy?
Only tears can warm my weeping heart

I have been burying it all my life. People hide it for different reasons......I hide it from myself. If I ever let it out the flood gates would open and I think it would over whelm me. I would then be so depressed I would not be able to...

One day a bunch of kids where bulling me by the time i made it home i was covered in marks
my parents wanted to know what happened i said i fell with a big smile on my faces that my
parents started to laugh soon after it became who i...

I don't let anyone see beyond the fake smile, and the stupid laugh. I did a long time ago, I didn't care, but now, I have been hurt too bad, and have been attacked for saying and showing how i truly feel, so I'm done, I no longer share...

So, this is the story of me and my crush! It's weird, but this really all started with my math teacher... yeah. So, btw, my crush's name will be c, and i'll be k. So, now it's may in 2013, but at the beginning of the school year, i don...

I love someone so much who doesn't love me back and I can hardly live with it

I'm not sure if anyone really knows who I really am.

People comment on how bright my smile is or how I'm always "happy". My boyfriend says I am the happiest person he knows.

Behind my smile I hide this darkness I've carried around...

My family and my friends believe that i am this happy girl that nothing can get me down but its lies,everyday i feel like i am in pain that all i want to do is run and hide. The laughing go lucky girl is slowing running thin. I don't...

I get told that I'm "always smiling" or that i have a cute smile. alot of time I just smile for everyone elses sake, and so everyone thinks that I'm more alright than I really am, so I dont have to explain it. I got told one time that...

My smile is one of many masks that I wear everyday. I think it is my most polite way to keep from showing people what I really think. People like it when you smile so I aim to please them.

Once there was a little girl,
She was always happy and free.
Then something she loved broke her,
She felt no longer free,
It might have tooken her years to push it away,
But she has to live with all those memories.
She doesn't want...

It's a lot easier when no one around you cares enough to try and dig deeper.Let's face it. No matter how good we may be at faking it if someone really tried. Really wanted to get underneath our skins, they could do it.