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I Hide My Addiction To Eating Cum

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    Hey so I have this well call it self pleasure/sexual addiction. It seems I am only happy or in a good mood If I get pleasured if it's by me or my gf. I want help rid myself of it...
    jakeyd125 jakeyd125 22-25, M 1 hr ago

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    I've always convinced myself that it was because I had coursework or needed to prepare for an exam, but the reason for my adderall addiction started before I'd even tried it. When...
    shmannabelle shmannabelle 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I debated wether to join this group or one that uses the term "might have" an eating disorder. I've studied it. Logically I know I do. But sometimes I feel just utterly paranoid...
    danii92 danii92 18-21, F 1 hr ago

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    I don't know what to do... I have been with my boyfriend for 3 years and until 2 days ago I had no idea he was a compulsive gambler. He is a really lovely person who treats me...
    randomrach363 randomrach363 18-21, F a week ago

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    I so sad because I gained weight from my eating habits. I eat non stop and I like to shove food into my mouth. I am freak. I eat not just a piece of cake, I eat the whole cake. I...
    Almondface Almondface 31-35 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    My boyfriend's gambling addiction is really putting a tear into our relationship. He has now been in Las Vegas for over a week now, and admitted to bringing $40k for gambling...
    blazeee blazeee 22-25, F 3 Responses Jul 28

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    Gosh! Where to begin? So it’s fair to say that I haven’t been suffering for as long as some people with their eating disorders but I can’t dismiss the fact that I HAVE been...
    Thatgirl889 Thatgirl889 16-17, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I joined this experience group long ago, but my addiction is growing! In the last year I have read the entire Ante-Nicene library. It was terribly addictive as it changed my...
    sailnude sailnude 41-45, F Aug 12

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    Every addiction arises from an unconscious refusal to face and move through your own pain...you are using something or somebody to cover up your pain. That is why, after the...
    PinkP0werRanger PinkP0werRanger 26-30, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I am so baffled right now. It's my first year of marriage. When we first met we didn't do drugs. Then we did hydrocodone at work waiting tables. We became a couple and went from...
    ladyeljay ladyeljay 26-30, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I may have an addiction to caffeine. I'm always buying those terrible energy drinks. They don't even taste good or provide any hydration but I keep buying them! It's like I can't...
    TravTru TravTru 18-21, M Jul 28

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    My 22year old son snorted heroin for 10 months last year. I found out on Jan 31and got him into am outpatient program in early Feb. he stayed clean for 5 months and then relapsed...
    SweetPeaLove SweetPeaLove 51-55, F Aug 4

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    I have an addiction... MUSIC Cannot function without it... Has to be on all the time... It is my only religion... It is my constant... It clears my mind of all my demons... It is...
    StereoTypical StereoTypical 41-45, M 2 Responses Aug 8

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    I am in desperate need of help to break an addiction. I dont want to say what it is (not smoking or drugs, or nothing rude) but i reallllllllllyyyy need help to break it. Ive been...
    gracebxox gracebxox 13-15, F 4 Responses Aug 8

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    It's a weird addiction, one I haven't heard of before so I don't think there's any medical treatment or counselling or anything like that so i'm gunna have too ride it out :O I...
    hanntiger1 hanntiger1 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 11

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    My addiction is human imperfection and suffering. I always have to find the pain in others, their secrets and feelings. I want to be able to depend on someone through a promise of...
    JonathanCTVirgo JonathanCTVirgo 18-21, M Aug 11

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    Ok so I've been best friends for 5 years and almost 3 years together. His been battling with his gambling for years. He never thought it was an issue until it started to affect our...
    Tara322 Tara322 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 12

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    I have a terrible gambling addiction and am losing everything
    terry19 terry19 26-30, M Aug 18

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    I can remember the moment and day when I was 15 years old and started my long journey with anorexia and bulimia the same way an alcoholic can remember their first drink. I started...
    scmichelle051 scmichelle051 31-35, F 1 Response Aug 2

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    I just love to *** again and again and again. Sometimes I *** just by thinking of *******. I think all that ******* has made my **** very sensitive, so sensitive that I can...
    SilkySmita SilkySmita 22-25, F 16 Responses Aug 13

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    So basically i have an eating disorder and i think my teacher was figuring out that i had one and i need to know if you guys think that he started to figure it out or not. At lunch...
    flowerqueenx flowerqueenx 13-15, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    I was looking through some old pictures, deleting a lot of them and I saw how thin I was in my prime... Gah. I always aspired to be thinspo lol and it looks like I am, for myself...
    KilljoyKitty KilljoyKitty 18-21, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    I get so scared of gaining weight. And I've been told many times by my step mom that I am fat. I used to think I was so pretty. I didn't think I was fat. I actually looked very...
    AshLovesLink AshLovesLink 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    When I first entered this site and looked for eating disorder support and help I came across some entries. All of the responses were for 'pro-mia pro-ana' ........ Can I please...
    caitcaitc caitcaitc 18-21, F Aug 14

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    During my sophomore year of high school I suffered from ENDOS. In my sophomore year, I realized that I wasn't happy with my body, and I was gonna do something about it. It...
    rumblingheart rumblingheart 16-17, F Aug 18

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    I used to weigh myself everyday. I don't now because my scale is broken. I purposely skip meals sometimes. I calorie restrict a lot. I binge. I am on both extremities of eating and...
    Jackiebh Jackiebh 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    So I stopped eating a little over three weeks ago. Lack of a will to live I feel, it's been weird for me. I've always been a foodie, I love food a little too much if anything. Over...
    Ladybuddha1 Ladybuddha1 26-30, F 2 Responses 1 day ago

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    i usually *** a couple of times in a row... think last time must've *** at least 10 times it just wouldnt stop gushing out of my engorged ***** and i wanted more & more... felt so...
    jewel76 jewel76 36-40, F 25 Responses Aug 19

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    Basically I got into a huge fight with my best friend. We both said some mean things but I'm sure I said the meanest things. I brought up a guy she likes and said "that's why he...
    swimmer20166 swimmer20166 16-17, F Jul 29

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    Meats and Seafoods I have eaten and enjoyed were: Octopus, Alligator, Shark, Mahi-Mahi, Venison, Emu, Ostrich, Beefalo (a hybrid cow and buffalo), Bison, Conch, Squid, Quail, Goat...
    Moca2014 Moca2014 26-30 Jul 29

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    Does anyone else always feel guilty every night at this time after eating and worry about how many calories and weight gain! Just wanna be skinny
    redheadxx redheadxx 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 29

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    I hide my emotions by having a cold stare.
    dancerwithheart dancerwithheart 13-15, F Jul 30

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    .. I'm so used to saying that "something is wrong with my stomach, I just can't hold food down".. For years that I think I actually believed it. Realizing recently that I don't...
    YupThatsMee YupThatsMee 22-25, F Jul 31

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    You know eating out the Nutella container.
    usernameunavailabletrylater usernameunavailabletrylater 18-21, F 5 Responses Jul 31

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    Well of course I do. Whenever they're remotely visible I'm considered fragile or to be over reacting. So I keep them to myself, they're mine after all. Whatever feelings I have...
    BleedingOrchids BleedingOrchids 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 3

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    As some of you know, I am a natural "A" cup, but to enhance things, I wear a push-up bra everyday. Well, it's summer here in NE Ohio and the temps are getting into the 80's. We...
    davis36a davis36a 61-65 1 Response Aug 4

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    I binge eat and I don't know why, I don't enjoy the food I'm eating and realised yesterday I don't actually like the taste of the food I binge eat, I just buy the most junky food I...
    TokenCat TokenCat 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 5

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    Always been curious about my maximum pie capacity...well, my maximum food capacity, as I generally eat anything. Whenever I've gone out with the family for a meal, I usually end...
    thinkofonelater thinkofonelater 18-21, M Aug 5

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    I recovered for a while, but emotionally and mentally I felt much more out of control and it wasn't really worth it, I've stopped eating again, and things seem to be much better...
    reachingforthesun reachingforthesun 16-17, F Aug 6

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    My mom asked why I looked so pale I'm like ummmm not staying in the sun then she's like no have u been eating I'm like uhhhh ya duh she looked at me and said what u want for dinner...
    Sprinklesnstuff Sprinklesnstuff 13-15, M 5 Responses Aug 6

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    Earlier today a friend of mine challanged me to an pizza eating contest. We ordered lots of pizza and just ate til someone would say "I'm too full". Strangely I claimed victory...
    UnfittingBoy UnfittingBoy 18-21, M Aug 7

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    I feel so fcken fat like no joke i seriously need to stop eating fml
    desitor desitor 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 10

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    Well, I met my boyfriend yesterday at a convention...a friend of mine was with me...the majority of the time, my boyfriend and I had to practically hide behind the charade of just...
    sunatdawn214 sunatdawn214 16-17, F 2 Responses Aug 10

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    Each day more n more i think about it i think im starting to get my eating disorder again i feel so worthless and disgusting,self hate i feel like i don't want to be strong i don't...
    desitor desitor 16-17, F Aug 11

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    I have started gaining recently and I've never felt anything more amazing. Eating until the point of being completely stuffed and bloated is amazing. Can't wait to become an obese...
    ClosetPope ClosetPope 16-17, M 1 Response Aug 12

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    exercising because I want to. Not because I want to lose weight. I will not let my eating disorder control me
    disasterland disasterland 18-21, F 2 Responses Aug 12

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    I just hate eating, not because I want to lose weight (I do that through exercise and balanced diet), but because it's just do disgusting. Shovelling plant and animal into the open...
    Gennai02 Gennai02 26-30, F Aug 12