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I Hide My Addiction To Eating Cum

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    I have suffered from an eating disorder for most of my life. I am 23 now. Anorexia developed in me when I was 10, by the time I was 15 it was severe and included bits of bulimia. I...
    Mslip Mslip 22-25, F 2 Responses a week ago

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    Would love to chat to people who have had eating disorder been abused these two things destroyed my relationship
    trish4pat trish4pat 36-40, F 1 Response 2 hrs ago

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    I'm mentally ill and I hide it all from my family. I'm ashamed I guess, or scared of what might happen.
    jijipong jijipong 16-17, M 3 hrs ago

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    Well my dad used to tell me off for eating. I always had a revved up metabolism which continued well into my teens. I could rival any teenage boy. But I was active- I never...
    NekroNomikon NekroNomikon 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 24

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    I can't stop. I'm 300 pounds and I can't stop eating fast food. I want to be thin but I have an addiction. When I don't get fast food I get irritated.
    Ddizaster Ddizaster 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    My depression gets worst and worst everyday. I hide it with a fake smile that I've been having for years. People make me feel worst by having real smiles and having actual friends...
    baconOtaku baconOtaku 18-21, F Apr 15

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    I'm 32 years old, 5'3 & 96lbs. I just don't eat. I'm a single mom of two and I think the stress I've been going through caused me to relapse. I was doing good for almost 6 years. I...
    SuzieChapstick SuzieChapstick 31-35, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Earlier in the day the Saturday, the one after Good Friday and before Easter Sunday, about 5 or so, I'd said to someone here, I'd better get going, because I have a feeling the...
    Lgl700 Lgl700 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    Well here we are, I've been clean about 6 months and feel great. I'm almost 12 weeks pregnant & veryyy happy. The fiance' and my son are beyond excited about our new addition and...
    StephanieBri StephanieBri 22-25, F Apr 3

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    Eating disorder was never my main illness, it think it developed due to my Schizotypal Personality and Depression, but I know what is to struggle with eating disorder...I can say...
    lauruze lauruze 22-25, F Apr 12

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    It is interesting to listen to people talk. You hear about people who eat at McDonald’s two or three times a day, and then blame McDonald’s for their physical problems. We all...
    FatherFarley FatherFarley 22-25, M Mar 29

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    Today tomorrow yesterday's addiction, just pure divine A selfish man - Francis lung
    MysteriousButterfly MysteriousButterfly 18-21, F Mar 28

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    I always say I won't do this anymore but when push comes to shove I give into my addiction. Everyday it's the same thing over and over.... I wait until my iPhone battery life is at...
    xMissTix xMissTix 26-30, F 4 Responses Mar 30

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    I miss him sometimes, its been nearly a year without my boys father and ex husband. Im still depressed unable to function at times I just cant believe what has become of him. I...
    swtgemini swtgemini 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 13

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    Hello. My name is Kaitlynn. I'm 18 years old, and have lost my parents to addiction. I was born illegitimate to a young couple in their mid-twenties. My dad was in a band he was...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 14

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    I've gone five, almost six months since I last hurt myself. I'm so proud! I can't really say this to anyone because they usually ask "why did you do it to begin with" or "why would...
    fallingintowonderrland fallingintowonderrland 16-17, F 5 days ago

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    I am a drug addict. I have recently: -Escaped an ******* who hurt my heart and chose drugs over letting me in. -Escaped 2 malignant narcissists who were trying with all intent to...
    quantumenergy quantumenergy 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I have an addiction to TED talks, questionable research articles on pubmed, motivational videos featuring Halcyon, skimming poly forums and blogs, debating, and using phrases like...
    teadaze teadaze 26-30, F 1 day ago

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    So, I think my anorexia is coming back. I've been eating a lot recently, but throwing it all up. I'm sick of doing that. All I want is to be skinny. I hate myself and when I...
    just1a2girl3 just1a2girl3 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 3

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    I think eating healthy really changes you in a good way and you feel better about yourself. I've been eating 5 meals a day for so far 3 weeks and I've seen a difference in my blue...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 9

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    I really can't stop eating. If I do, I'll starve to death. It's like I have to eat every day or I feel sluggish. I couldn't stop eating if I wanted too. Believe me, I've tried. I...
    BobFrost BobFrost 36-40, M 4 days ago

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    I find my biggest confliction with my eating disorder is my weed habit. I smoke pot for my insomnia/depression and I love it. I was on a whole bunch of meds that made me feel...
    FarrahRelates FarrahRelates 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 26

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    I have an eating disorder, but know one in my family takes me seriously. I know I have Binge Eating Disorder and I have had it for a long time now. I can't stop putting food in my...
    Marisa67002 Marisa67002 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 27

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    I really hate the thought of what I'm eating was once a living and beautiful creature. There are so many of us, especially one but she'll just deny it if I say her name, that won't...
    DarkHappiness DarkHappiness 13-15, F Apr 1

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    have anyone ever tried eating alone all the time? that feeling sucks man .. last time i usually eat at home so i don't worry about eating alone and stuff but now i am living in a...
    fatdude123 fatdude123 18-21, M Apr 5

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    Trust me, I like eating healthy and everything but sometimes it's so hard for me to stick to it. Sometimes when I don't have enough money I get back to my old habits and gain...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F 6 days ago

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    Darren0921 Darren0921 26-30, M Apr 10

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    I am at war... with myself. Actually, it's more like tug-of-war. My Life is in a long game of tug-of-war with My Body (either way, I consider myself a soldier, but you can think...
    Amsch95 Amsch95 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 28

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    Ok so last night I saw my friend do Cinderella ballet. Well after that her family took me and my other friend to dinner......at 11 pm. We went to Denny's and it was the first time...
    broadwaybabe99 broadwaybabe99 13-15, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    Well, im in recovery again. eating is a sometimes ok thing. Some days im hungry and give in, other days anna's in control. i cant wait to be rid of this eating disorder once and...
    wishingforrecovery wishingforrecovery 16-17, F Apr 3

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    I wouldn't say I don't like eating per say. I just don't know the aftermath. I have ednos and I know I should eat, but I feel like once I do, I won't be able to stop. My mind says...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F Apr 14

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    Since i was even a tartlet.... All my life has been a series of binge eating without purging, then starvation, on and off, on and off. I'm binge eating nonstop as for now. I see...
    AprilBurden23 AprilBurden23 18-21, F a week ago

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    My father and I both had eating disorders. I'm a girl though. someone once told me that a girl said eating disorders are for girls. That probably didn't help them, it just puts...
    kissthedeadly kissthedeadly 18-21, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Last year January I was admitted to hospital after I collapsed.I of course knew why but no one else did.I have been harboring horrible eating habits from everyone and this had...
    UnderTheSameStars UnderTheSameStars 18-21, F 4 days ago

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    I am obsessed with my body. I just want to be skinny. Why am I so fat? After having binge eating during a year I took a lot of weight then Mia came. She forced me to throw up...
    assia25 assia25 16-17, F 2 Responses 14 hrs ago

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    My g/f had an eating disorder where she counted calories. She would not eat food but instead drink a few glasses of coffee a day. When we had our child her body changed and she...
    musclemanmark musclemanmark 26-30, M 2 Responses 9 hrs ago

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    Who else likes to eat their own cumm. I know I do and the best part is it turns my girlfriend on when I do it. Sometimes she will make me ********** in my hand then lick it up or...
    gmcrzynrd gmcrzynrd 26-30, M 6 Responses Apr 9

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    I don't love cumm but I love to cumm. That has to count for something right? Anyone near Kentucky want a hot load let me know.
    andykenny andykenny 26-30, M 14 hrs ago

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    Some days I do. :/ No one seems to notice. Some of my family members were surprised when they found out I suffer from depression. "You always seem so happy," they'll say. (Maybe I...
    Whoami30 Whoami30 26-30, M Mar 24

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    Ana and Mia. My two best friends, who have almost killed me, but I desperately need them around. I feel lost without either one. Some days I will eat all day, and feel so guilty I...
    NYSlilAngel NYSlilAngel 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 27

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    recently diagnosed with binge eating disorder and going to start CBT group in May. does anyone have experience with this treatment
    troyabout troyabout 51-55, M Mar 27

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    My smile is broken I hope you can't see through the cracks In my mask of a Fake smile. What have I been doing wrong? Why do you look at me with pity I don't want to be weak But...
    FakeAndBroken FakeAndBroken 22-25, F Mar 30

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    So for the past two days I have ate a bowl of oatmeal for breakfast (I didn't load it with brown sugar and butter, just plain). I have also packed fruit for lunch then a regular...
    MissAma MissAma 26-30, F Apr 1

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    I was in 3rd grade when my best friend moved across the country. I began emotional over eating and gained 64 pounds. I was obese for my age and everyone at my tiny private school...
    BrittneyJean15 BrittneyJean15 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    The meds I'm on for ADHD and depression suppress my appetite so much. But even when I try to eat I hear myself think 'how could you want that? You fatass. You'll never look good...
    underageloner underageloner 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 1

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    Well I lost like 20 pounds so sad but I'm working on getting back to my nice plump 300 pounds and even more then that :) I hope one day I get to be nice and fat. Eating every thing...
    sexychubbygoddess sexychubbygoddess 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 2

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    I love to eat good food. Yet eating food is becoming more and more passé and not the done thing. Everyone's getting bigger, good food's getting more expensive, bad food is getting...
    Invisible75 Invisible75 36-40, M Apr 2

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    I've tried this normal eating thing for three days, and today the guilt is becoming unbearable, going back to my old ways again
    sarah3232 sarah3232 16-17, F Apr 3

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    Bulimia nervosa was my eating disorder!
    cowboy331 cowboy331 18-21, M 2 Responses Apr 3

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    I can't eat bread if it's not toasted, the milk has to be cold not warm or hot,I don't like eating with my hand so I prefer to use utensils,No one is allowed to drink from my...
    lostCake lostCake 22-25, F Apr 4

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