I Hide My Feeling to Protect Others

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    Don't Want to Hurt Anyone

    I don't want to hide the way I feel. Sometimes I Feel  That if I Let How I am Truly Feeling out, That It will cause An Explosion Of emotions and pain. I Hate hurting people. No matter how much They hurt or break me. I still do my best To Hide my Feeling I don't want to Hide...
    matthewsmommy matthewsmommy
    18-21, F
    4 Responses May 30, 2008

    Selfish

     I've paid more attention to my actions and the actions around me, and I've realized that people around me are selfish and unfortunately so am I. But my one question is if I hide my pain to save others, am I still as selfish as I think I am? I've done somethings I regret...
    whatamitosay whatamitosay
    18-21, F
    1 Response Feb 2, 2009

    I am always Hiding my feelings to protect

    others, and to protect myself. I do it basically to hide how I am feeling, because I don't want others to worry about me, or about how I am feeling, I don't want them to get overwhelmed. I hate having my friends worrying about how I am feeling, and what is going on with me, but...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    Jul 3, 2015

    I Have Always Done This.....

    It has got to the point where even I don't know how I am truly feeling as I am always hiding it or pushing it down. I wish so much that I could be one of those people who expresses how they feel, as they feel it. For example, if someone made me angry, I wish I could go to them...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Dec 21, 2011

    Sorry Mom

    i don't want to hurt my mom and i don't want to hurt God. i don't want to hurt my friends, but the feelings I'm feeling it hurts to much. i don't want anybody to feel bad for me. i don't want my mom to cry because of me. i don't want her to feel bad. i don't want her to feel...
    scenegirlz scenegirlz
    13-15, F
    Oct 21, 2012

    Yes......absolutely This.

    I can think of many examples really. I have a colleague who used to be a friend but she has hurt me too much now and so I have tried to back off. I still see her kids who I have known for years and have a great relationship with but things with her will never be the same. Because...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses Apr 14, 2012

    It's A Tough Way To Live...

    i sometimes hide MYSELF to protect other people from my depression...which in turn,i think is a way of protecting them,and maybe myself,from extreme anger. i kind of know that,but havent figured out what to do about it. and isolating yourself is awful,but i know it can be hard...
    deeaqua deeaqua
    51-55, F
    3 Responses Nov 21, 2010

    Sick And Tired

    Evey day at school am all was sad and depressaed trying to haid my feelings for my peeps how care and qusiten the way i am am gust sick of haiden my feeling when am home and at school when all i went is to be alone and cry evey day it's the same show same masquerade so i made up...
    wolfs101s wolfs101s
    13-15, F
    2 Responses Feb 5, 2011

    Hide My Feelings

    Hide my feelings,Used to,Protect others,From my depression,One day,I decided,Tell the truth,Even if it hurts,May sound mean,But believe you me,People appreciated,I became an open book,Life,Got so much easier,Not only for me,But my friends too.
    startinover1 startinover1
    46-50
    1 Response Apr 8, 2012

    All The Time...

    I am always Hiding my feelings to protect others, and to protect myself. I do it basically to hide how I am feeling, because I don't want others to worry about me, or about how I am feeling, I don't want them to get overwhelmed. I hate having my friends worring about how I am...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Apr 29, 2010

    Broken Mirror

    I S VERY UPSET ONE NIGHT AND LOOKED IN THE MIRROR. THE HATE ANGER,VIOLENCE THAT I SAW WAS BAD. I SAW MY DAD AND PUNCHED OUT THE MIRROR.I FEEL I HAVE HIDDEN SO MANY FEELINGS THAT I CAN NOT SEE MYSELF ANY MORE. THAT BROKEN MIRROR IS LONG GONE. I DESERVE SO MUCH GOOD AND AM WORTH...
    thelambsink thelambsink
    41-45, M
    Oct 14, 2010
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