I Hide My Tears

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    Walking away on a sidewalk

    so confidently after making him down, pain is so strong simply unbearable. Seeing man cry one in a lifetime. If he is crying, tears rolling down on his cheek. Strong man by nature, have been in many tough occasions of life but stayed far from being emotional. This time, pain...
    TrueServant TrueServant
    26-30, M
    Apr 27, 2014

    But Not Very Well.

    I don't like people to see me upset. I want people to think I am strong. Sometimes, though, I am not strong, and I cry, and then whoever happens to be around gets drowned in my flood of salty water.
    Serenitree Serenitree
    70+, F
    3 Responses Oct 15, 2012

    Yeah...

    I try my hardest not to when people are around
    iminpain iminpain
    18-21, M
    Sep 12, 2010

    I Don't Want You To See.

    I cry when I'm on my own in my room because if I started crying in front of someone they would want to know what's wrong with me and I wouldn't know what to say. Sometimes I just want to cry though most of the time I can't.
    BrokenAngelWishes BrokenAngelWishes
    18-21, F
    Nov 7, 2009

    ...hmm.

    I dont cry in the first place.... but if i did. I would hide them. I hide my hidden tears I'll say.
    LoveLindseyMusic420 LoveLindseyMusic420
    18-21, F
    Nov 8, 2009

    I am extremely depressed all the time I just am

    not happy with myself I feel so worthless all the time and I question my purpose. I am strong in my faith and am thankful for my existence because I know I have so much to be thankful for but that doesn't stop the feelings of anger and depression I have.....
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee
    18-21, F
    Dec 8, 2013

    A Smile Can Hide A Million Tears

     Smile There's a lot behind my smile A lot that you don't see A lot that I hide from you You don't know the real me There's a lot behind my smile So much that I hide from you Things you'll never know And couldn't comprehend if you do You'll never see behind this mask That I...
    crystalmovingstars crystalmovingstars
    18-21, F
    Oct 24, 2012

    I Always Have

    I never could stand for anyone to see me crying, not even my husband or children. I know there is a reason, I just don;t understand what it is. It's like there is a block in place that prevents me from figuring out why I feel so exposed if someone sees me crying, I don't know...
    TwilightDream TwilightDream
    36-40, F
    1 Response Jan 23, 2012

    I Fake A Smile And Run Away From People I Love

    I don't want anyone to see me crying. I usually hide my tears, even with my family or my best friend. I don't want them to feel pity for me. I can laugh like crazy in public, but when I'm alone, I cry like a baby. Even though I know that it's ok to cry sometimes, but I don't want...
    virgo93 virgo93
    18-21, F
    1 Response Apr 18, 2012

    Hide My Tears

    Hide my tears,Too often,I do,Wanna be happy,Appear happy,My sadness,Hide it.
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket
    46-50, M
    1 Response Sep 4, 2012

    Not That I Chose To

    I've been wishing I could cry for years, I just can't. Dunno why. The pain just accumulates in my chest, in my soul. I'm hurting so badly, I'm so broken...
    redpanda redpanda
    18-21, M
    Sep 12, 2010

    Through Laughter, I Cry

    Yeah, I hide my tears and I always have ever since I was a little girl. I remember vaguely when it started. I think I was in the third or fourth grade and I came home crying about what some other student said to me. This probably was my thousandth time coming home from school...
    Dimples87 Dimples87
    26-30, F
    4 Responses Dec 18, 2009

    anyone ever feel like telling someone exactly

    how you feel but fear they'll leave?
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    2 Responses May 15, 2015

    Because

    I don't want him to see me cry. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    46-50, F
    Sep 16, 2009

    Eyes Are Windows To The Soul

    It doesn't matter color eyes you have, each one tells a story. Even the most beautiful eyes have possibly shed the most tears. Tears that you will never see or maybe you don't wish to see. Tears that are shed in anger, depression, happiness, shock, love or anything in general. It...
    sayalunera93 sayalunera93
    18-21, F
    Feb 19, 2013

    I am doing a little better

    but still struggle to keep the fake smile on my face everyday....
    lovingmeyousee lovingmeyousee
    18-21, F
    Dec 19, 2013

    There're lots of sadness in my heart.

    There're lots of pain in my heart. I'm completely overwhelmed. And i have none who can share with me.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    3 Responses Mar 24, 2015

    i'm crying..........gosh.

    .i hate typing grrrr talking is how easier
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    4 Responses Apr 2, 2015

    Tears

    Tears are the silent language of sadness :'(
    Angel840 Angel840
    18-21, F
    2 Responses Feb 19, 2013

    I Repress Everything.....

    Right now, I couldn't feel less cared about. If I didn't have EP and the kids in the daycare, I dread to think where I would be. I have always been there for others, supported them and given them my love. Unfortunately I have rarely had the same level of treatment back which...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    1 Response May 9, 2012

    I Hide My Tears Becalse

    I hide my tears becalse when I was a child i was yelled at and told i'll give you something to cry about such harsh words my mother spoke to me as a child when i would cry , my mother didnt see the damage that those words have on a child or even now as iam adult . the saying...
    lunnas lunnas
    41-45, F
    Oct 4, 2010

    No Longer

    I used to be afraid to let you see me cry. I didn't want to show that I was weak or in pain because you told me that I had to be the strong one. All my life I've had to be the strong one, and I just wanted to be the one that had to be taken care of for once in my life. When I...
    Amay408 Amay408
    18-21, F
    Nov 2, 2010

    Yes, it's true I hide my tears

    but only because I must never show anyone that I am weak, in strong on the inside but I must never let anyone see me for who I really am, I cry alone because I feel alone. At school I just have the need to let it all out, but sometimes it's hard to keep in.
    ACAC2000 ACAC2000
    16-17
    Mar 15, 2015

    What Was The Use In Crying!!

    Im talking about my soon to be X. Over the years ive learnt not to cry. Through the arguements and violence...i cried and pleaded with him. But it fell on "deaf ears" he had no compassion..or instinct...to just STOP!! or too hold me. No instead he would make me feel "pathetic" a...
    feetdreams feetdreams
    46-50, F
    10 Responses Mar 9, 2012

    I Just Do

    I have gotten to the point of letting people know I am sad, that is a huge improvement from holding everything in and kind of losing it while sitting alone in silence after it all builds up too much. Maybe one day I won't have to hide anymore.
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 10, 2011

    Just like this song..

    . Down So Long" Sun sets' cross the ocean I'm a thousand miles from anywhere My pocketbook and my heart both just got stolen And the sun acts like she don't even care The wind blows cold when you reach the top It feels like someone's face is stuck to the bottom of my shoe I got...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 28, 2015

    Mask

    I was once sad and lonely, Having nobody to comfort me, So I wore a mask that always smiled; To hide my feelings behind a lie. Before long, I had many friends; With my mask, I was one of them. But deep inside, I still felt empty, Like I was missing a part of me. Nobody could...
    butterflygirl7777 butterflygirl7777
    22-25, F
    1 Response Oct 23, 2012

    Run Away And Hide

    whenever I get really sad, I run away and hide. I am afraid to show my tears to others... even loved ones... for my wings are broken... I wonder why I always like to hide, running away? I really don't know... I guess I like to block it all out...
    YunoAkiGasai YunoAkiGasai
    18-21, F
    3 Responses Feb 3, 2012

    Tears

    I do not let others see me cry. No it is not some macho I am a man so I can't cry reason.It is because when I get to that point I am very vulnerable.
    mailmanshadow mailmanshadow
    56-60, M
    Sep 13, 2011
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