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I Hide My True Feelings

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    SCJohnny SCJohnny 61-65, M 3 Responses Jun 13

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    But thank goodness that I can express my true feelings anonymously else I think I'd explode!!!!!!!!!! The boys who have hurt me will never know the extent of the pain they've caused me. My parents will never know how mad I am at them... My mom for never letting me have an...
    annathom annathom 26-30, F 10 Responses Jan 12, 2008

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    Now You See Me Now You Don't

    You see me, maybe you introduce yourself to me. Your first impression, I am a happy person, smiling at you. I am loud, my voice carries. I am short, you look down at me, only five feet tall. I have bad vision, thick glasses. Maybe you see me as a leader, maybe you see me as a...
    Swanfirefly Swanfirefly 18-21, F Jan 6, 2013

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    If some people knew how hurt I felt by them

    and by this world it would only hurt them more
    deleted deleted 26-30 Feb 2

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    I always have a smile on my face

    even if I'm broken inside. I only tell my feelings, people sometimes ask me: 'you are always happy how do you do that?' I don't answer that and run away.
    VanjaBraat VanjaBraat 13-15, F May 5

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    My True Feelings Are Bubbling At The Surface

    When everyone sees me, they only see my face. My smile, my blue eyes, my brown hair and my laughter. But there are things i never let my friends see.  those are the things underneath my skin. There are days i'll be depressed because im having dark thoughts and thinking about...
    BookFreak01 BookFreak01 13-15, F Dec 18, 2009

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    Ugh I Hate It!

    I have so many many things that I wish I had the guts to say... not bad things mostly... good things... really good things. But I just can't... I can't get up the courage to just say them! Why can't I just have a little more backbone... and courage. UGH!
    slightlyscrambled slightlyscrambled 18-21, F Sep 23, 2010

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    This is mostly an acceptance issue I believe.

    I'm always scared of showing my feelings, let alone talk about them. I'm not sure i ever have really. Sometimes I wish I could just be honest and say how I truly feel or what I really want to, but I just can't. So I hide behind lies and fear, and end up regretting it later, or...
    blooop123 blooop123 18-21, F 4 Responses Jun 13

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    saniorita saniorita 18-21, F Jun 13

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    I Always Hide My Feelings

    Well I always hide my feelings. I told myself that I should just pretend to always be happy. I say it's for other people but I honestly think that it's just for me. I guess I just don't want to show everyone my depressing sad side. I usually say I don't want anyone to worry. That...
    Tili56427 Tili56427 13-15, F 5 Responses Dec 28, 2012

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    I Think I Know Why. . . ?

    Now dat I think bout diz. I think I no y. I'm always happy, smiling, in a good mood. & ppl think I'm 'perfect', dat I never have problems. But da truth is, i do. Don't we all? I guess I dnt want others to no bout my problems. I guess u can say I'm ashamed.but I wud like it, if...
    xMariaaax xMariaaax 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 26, 2010

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    A Defense Mechanism Against Women

    I am an open book around my parents and family, and my male friends. So far none of them have betrayed that. I used to be more open with women, but now I just keep my feelings locked away from them, and try not to show too much emotion. My feelings and emotions have been used...
    SuperheroFanboy SuperheroFanboy 26-30, M 4 Responses May 17, 2013

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    Protection Or Something Else?

    Sometimes when I am at my Saturday school I tend to get a little shy but not that much. One day this girl asked me if I liked her dress and I said sure but underneath I was just thinking it was too flashy. that same day I saw this kid bullying another kkid and I wanted to tell...
    cute4me cute4me 13-15, F Mar 2, 2012

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    Emotionally Reserved

    it seems like people who were really afraid to talk about their "true feelings" wouldn't say anything here
    leptar leptar 18-21, M Apr 10, 2013

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    I Keep It All Locked Up But It's Going Down

    I hardly ever show/tell my true feelings. I have always hid them. When I post stuff like that no one knows me on facebook my friend said "Why are you saying this? You are always happy at school! You're just trying to act all emo and scene!" I hate when people say that! Just...
    TopKitten TopKitten 13-15, F 2 Responses May 20, 2012

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    Online and Outside

    I am very emotional. I have found it easy to just keep my feelings inside and release them when I am alonee. I hate people thinking I'm weak. I keep to myself in the outside world. Then I can come on here and I never feel like I'm being judged. So I find myself sharring my...
    hopeless101 hopeless101 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 23, 2013

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    I Keep It All Locked Up Inside

    I never talk about my feelings and I always keep them hidden away. I bottle up my problems until I explode. I wish I could show friends and family how I really feel.  My friends see me as "the happy one" with no problems because I try to be optimistic & help others with...
    lucii lucii 16-17 4 Responses Jan 29, 2011

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    I hide my true feelings I think

    because I'm afraid that people won't understand what I am. It's fine if they don't accept, but what I hate most is when you start explaining to them why you are the way you are like I mean "I don't owe you or anyone an explanation with my life so can't you just leave it like...
    hajelove19 hajelove19 18-21, F 1 Response Jun 13

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    Crying

    Why would I show my emotions now? What do I have to gain from letting stuff out? What benefit could come from showing when I hurt? His insults hurt from the first, but anger was all that hit me when he called me a pig. Then he said right before apologizing that he didn’t mean...
    Swanfirefly Swanfirefly 18-21, F Jan 19, 2013

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    Now Guarded

    My feelings are foulable faulty and fraid There is no logic in their reason Leaving me hurt in my dismay Turning against me, committing treason That one time I let them free They ran rampant and uncontrollable Just to turn around and laugh at me That pain was completely...
    whisperingsunshine whisperingsunshine 31-35, F 13 Responses Mar 15, 2011

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    sologamer sologamer 13-15, F May 26

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    Wish I Could Express My Feelings...

     I always hide my true feelings until i reach my exploding point.  Instead, I tend to appear happy on the surface...and the happier I seem and the more witty comments I make...the more I am hurting inside.  I use caffeine as an escape. When I don't want to think...
    xxWHATEVERxx xxWHATEVERxx 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 30, 2009

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    I Want Them To Understand

    My family is really kind and fun. But I really hate it when they don't understand. I have an older sister that they ALWAYS compare me to. I really hate it. I won't ever turn out like my older sister. I hate it when they compare me with other people. I wish they understood how I...
    Tili56427 Tili56427 13-15, F Dec 28, 2012

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    Fake...

    I laugh to hide my shame, I smile because I am embarassed. I hide my feelings because it hurts too much to show them. When I open up I get ignored or put down. Sometimes I just need a hug but even thats more than people think I deserve.
    AloneInThisLife AloneInThisLife 22-25 Dec 28, 2012

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    I Never Talk About My Feelings

    This has become a real problem for me and it has been for a long time now i have had a lot of people tell me that it's okay for me to talk to them and that if i ever have a problem i can call them but most of the people who have said that to me i very rarely take them up on the...
    rmcrockett rmcrockett 22-25, M 1 Response Jul 6, 2012

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    Related Experiences

    It's best to share your true feelings. If you don't people will never know how you really feel
    cjohnson1983 cjohnson1983 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I am a big believer in this. If you can't tell me your true feelings then I don't want them around me. I hate to have to drag it out of someone. Just tell me good or bad and I...
    lonewolf2060 lonewolf2060 51-55, M 3 Responses 3 days ago

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    There are a couple of reasons. Mainly, a show of emotions is a weakness, and a sign of weakness. That's not necessarily a bad thing – the best way to engender trust is, after...
    Aurinne Aurinne 36-40, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Most people live in a shell of their own and do not express their feelings. Some feel it too odd to express in front of people. Guess some people are natural with it and some...
    uselessguy uselessguy 36-40, M 1 Response Aug 18

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    still trying to write a story for each experience i claim to have had, lol. i am one that will stay quiet when people are gossiping about this or that. it never fails, they'll...
    trailsonrails trailsonrails 51-55, M Aug 17

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    So everyone that knows me understands that I am emotional. I use words of emotion, my music is full of feeling, everything. So when I encounter someone who shows no feeling to me...
    devinprater devinprater 18-21, M Aug 18

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    I really do - we are only strangers in life , when we keep to our selves - there are reasons some of us keep to our selves - due to bashing , bullying , gossip and i don't blame...
    stephenrko stephenrko 31-35, M Aug 23

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    Fighting My Own Demons The greatest enemy is the ego. I learned, it demands to act out without considering the people around and the consequences. It makes you forget wisdom. It...
    samemay54 samemay54 51-55, F 6 Responses Sep 3

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    Peace out going to school message me and I'll reply in the afternoon
    nathan16500 nathan16500 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    Well adoring is kind of the wrong word for me...because most of the time when I do share... people either take and twist what I say into something they may feel with the words I...
    MMMartin MMMartin 51-55, F 2 Responses Sep 6

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    Im almost 21 and my sister Anna is 18. Ever since we were little we have had a special bond. We have always been super close. but recently i've been looking at her differently. her...
    HannatheBanana93 HannatheBanana93 18-21, F 5 Responses Aug 16

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    People tell me I don't express my feelings well enough and that I take my anger out on them. This is true and I seen it happen. I don't have anyone I can talk to, and my so called...
    muhhryaa muhhryaa 16-17, F Aug 25

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    One of my first few close friends on EP....and although our friendship is only 2 months old, I truly believed that this person is so genuine and felt a closeness that I never felt...
    Aryg Aryg 36-40, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    Friends when they are true are bits of Heaven in human form. They might not fit your mold. They might exact your norm. They are angels without wings. They listen when your heart...
    blossomingbeauti blossomingbeauti 36-40, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    I say this because I am passing through this, yes I am young but yet I know what I feel. Society can say many things , they can say is stupid or its not true love because we are...
    yiyaa yiyaa 16-17 3 days ago

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    Hi guys... right now I'm watching a show called The Haunted, and I'm in a mood to share an erie story that happened to me as a little boy. Ok, so one night I was sitting in the...
    KSniper KSniper 16-17, M Aug 27

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    Among our contributing specialists recently set alongside one another a kick-butt short article that's the “Make this happen – and DON’T Try this” rule...
    Benitakey Benitakey 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    Love. Love is the greatest gift God ever gave man. Love is not wanting to go anywhere without her. Love is not caring what other people think about the two of you. Love is when you...
    CaptainChocolate CaptainChocolate 46-50, M Aug 27

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    I had a boy best friend once. He was kind, funny, smart, caring and was a gentleman. I started having feelings for him but I didn't want to say anything because I knew it would...
    Avreyxo Avreyxo 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 30

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    Silly boy. We don't /love/ each other. There's something, but it isn't love. I used to love you though. I used to love the thought of you smiling and I used to be able to smile...
    catherineeac catherineeac 13-15, F Aug 31

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    A lot of people tend to hide their emotions behind faces. Well, I hide mine behind humour or a sweet person. I love to bring joy to people! To see their faces light up, to see...
    MixedEmotions2000 MixedEmotions2000 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 1

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    I thought of this and please tell me what you think. I believe that there is a huge population in this country that doesn't know what it feels like to be loved. That is why there...
    lifelifeishard lifelifeishard 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 2

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    I'm camping with my bf like true Canadians! We will see snow in the morning :p gnight :)
    Rosaalie Rosaalie 18-21, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    Language of friendshipA friendship is the strongest bond two people can have that is not obliged by blood ties. I am talking of all weather friends, which albeit rare these days...
    angelicsmiles angelicsmiles 31-35, F 10 Responses 1 day ago

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    Im a girl who has feelings towards my bestfriend who is a girl too. Im inlove with her for a long time yet still not have gotten over it. We went different ways after I graduated...
    iFuckenLoveYou iFuckenLoveYou 18-21, F Aug 22

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