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I Hide Part Of Who I Am From My Family

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    I Don't Want Them To Know

    how much they can hurt me by fighting with each other. If I let them know, they will think that I am trying to control them; so I hide it.
    Serenitree Serenitree 70+, F Oct 15, 2012

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    Hiding So Much

    I'm a wolf therian I'm a bit suicidal I have a girlfriend on EP I'm on EP and several other things I hide, hell they think they know me, boy are they wrong if I showed who I am I'd be sent to a mental asylum
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Mar 29, 2013

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    Union

    Sink into your mother's arms The womb that gave you birth Let her take you secrets back and lay them in the earth Let her take you in her arms Let her take you home Let her take you home Leave to her the gifts she gave of flesh and breath and bone Sink into your lover's arms The...
    Akaia897 Akaia897 22-25, F 2 Responses Jul 9, 2012

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    The part I hide from my family is my submissive

    side... It didn't go over well that I was a lesbian, and so because of that, there are some things I don't feel the need to share....
    missangela2013 missangela2013 26-30, F Dec 2, 2013

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    Mostly From My Mom.

    My mom thinks I am all happily married and stuff. Well, I'm not. She couldn't have kids so they adopted and it was just me. My dad died a few years back and it is tough on my mom. I barely make enough money to get by, can't help her out with that. I think the only thing she...
    katnipkitkat katnipkitkat 41-45, F 1 Response Oct 4, 2012

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    I just do. I don't understand

    why but, I do. They don't know what I really like, what I like to watch, what music I really listen to, what my dreams are, the stories I have made, the number of profiles on other websites. I just cover up everything, like an colony of ants below ground and above it is just...
    ZeroStealth117 ZeroStealth117 18-21 Feb 6

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    I still don't think they realize I'm psychotic.

    .. But to be fair, I try not to bring it up
    WatchOutItsKyle WatchOutItsKyle 16-17, M 1 Response Feb 16

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    It's All On My Ep Profile

    I hide alot of stuff. It's all here on EP. All the normal stuff goes on facebook. That's it really!
    Heellover Heellover 36-40, M Jul 29, 2012

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    Yeah, Hiding It All Is Just A Part Of Life...

    I'm a bit too shy to tell my parents everything about myself. I don;t know how they would react to be honest. Grew up in a religious, conservative, military family (in the military myself now). I'm bi, I'm a furry, I'm a complicated person... I don;t know iof they would get it...
    Tru3Flight91 Tru3Flight91 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 21, 2012

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