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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    ^^Random logo for my chemical romance Kay not from everyone. I tell people online so does that count?.... Probably not. But anyway. I was free of it for a while but I have...
    PanicAtTheDiscount PanicAtTheDiscount 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    Ever since this girl first walked into our school for the first time, I couldn't take my eyes off her, and I know I probably wasn't the only one gazing at her beauty. Through my...
    elugo123456789 elugo123456789 18-21, M Apr 7

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    I hide my depression cause I'm afraid to live my life without being judged
    Maddya Maddya 18-21, F Apr 4

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    My depression gets worst and worst everyday. I hide it with a fake smile that I've been having for years. People make me feel worst by having real smiles and having actual friends...
    baconOtaku baconOtaku 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I walk around with a smile on my face and treat everyone with respect and kindness. Once I'm alone it turns straight to depression and I think about suicide and ending my life to...
    musicnote13 musicnote13 18-21, M 1 Response 5 days ago

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    I've hidden it from people a long time and now my family knows, but few of my friends know. I guess I'm so used to hiding it because now I try to get help, I seem fine or I really...
    whylife93 whylife93 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 11

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    Nowhere To Run-I was a naturally outgoing and straightforward child, but isolation was imposed on me by my adopted parents to keep what went on behind closed doors secret. I can...
    UnwantedMutt UnwantedMutt 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    Hello. Right now I'm listening to my music sitting alone in my room. I was feeling great today, but for some reason, right now I'm feeling upset. I'm thinking about a certain...
    GettingOverShit GettingOverShit 18-21, F Apr 7

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    Sometimes I just want to be alone, I want to sit down my back on the wall, away from all the distractions, away from everything. I don't know why, maybe because I don't want to...
    UnrequitedLove8 UnrequitedLove8 18-21, M 3 Responses Mar 23

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    I'm a lifeguard, college student, daughter, sister, cousin, friend, etc. but I'm not like everyone else I don't know what they except from me. But since I'm a lifeguard everyone is...
    andreaespe andreaespe 18-21, F Apr 9

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    When I am in large crowds in public I feel so out of place ... I just want to block everybody out of view. I may say I hate people sometimes (which is true), but I'm mature enough...
    Ellieokami Ellieokami 18-21, F 4 Responses 1 day ago

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    I know they are probably hiding an ***-full from us.. Including Aliens. Hangar 18! There have been so many sightings. Yes, many skeptics but their there. It's not a secret, your...
    freeebird freeebird 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 29

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    Each and every one of my friends here will be welcome to sit in this chair that is so dear to me.Today I have heard very sad news. I am afraid there is little I can do being...
    PhoenixM4 PhoenixM4 46-50, F 2 Responses Mar 22

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    I've been a love with a guy for 4 years and he doesn't feel the same at all
    GodGetsMe87 GodGetsMe87 26-30, F Mar 24

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    To my boy........... Oh how I love and admire you xA very proud Mother is reduced to tearsI've watched you grow throughout the yearsYou made my life so happy and warmI'll never...
    PhoenixM4 PhoenixM4 46-50, F 6 Responses Apr 6

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    My parents don't know about my depression and I need a way to tell them, any suggestions?
    tesdahl tesdahl 18-21, F Apr 7

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    For the past two years I've been struggling with this depression and anxiety, I struggling every day to control my emotions and the temptation to end it all. I've attempted suicide...
    georgiecrouch georgiecrouch 16-17, F Apr 7

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    If I could look through the eyes of another, I’d live in the shadows of what they see…
    ScreamingAlien ScreamingAlien 26-30, M Mar 27

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    1.) There are more selfish people in the world than selfless people. 2.) A lot of people only care about themselves. 3.) Some people enjoy causing pain to others. 4.). People...
    hadyourchance hadyourchance 31-35, F 4 Responses Apr 6

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    All Men Saved ? ~ Predestination is the doctrine that God alone is the One who chooses who is saved, that He ordains the means, the time, and the circumstances of salvation and...
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    The Small Turntable I remember when I was a kid going to the train depot with Mom one day and picking up a package. It was a good sized cardboard box and took up a spot in the...
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    I have suffered from an eating disorder for most of my life. I am 23 now. Anorexia developed in me when I was 10, by the time I was 15 it was severe and included bits of bulimia. I...
    Mslip Mslip 22-25, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I grew up with a big family who has served the Lord and as a child I never understood that blessing. Most of my teenage and twenties were spent living for the things of this world...
    IfIHadWings IfIHadWings 26-30, F 3 hrs ago

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    From all the people spending time online you can find anyone. But never did I expect to meet him...a man who has not only become my lover, but my best friend, confidant and whole...
    Tutuita Tutuita 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 9

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    "Good Intentions" ... Toad The Wet Sprocket It's hard to rely on my good intentions When my head's full of things that I can't mention Seems I usually get things right But I...
    midnighttrain61 midnighttrain61 51-55, M Mar 28

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    I have been dating my boyfriend for a little over a year and a half. I knew that before me he was a heroin addict for quite some time. He had been completely clean for a year and a...
    mcrabtree217 mcrabtree217 18-21, F Apr 3

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    SpaceThe only thing I ever knewPlaceWith the time I know I'll have to choose, noStay beneath the groundHide away from youI sink into the crowdIf it meant that I'd escape...
    musicilove musicilove 36-40, F 2 days ago

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    So here's my story. I know it's kind of weird but that's why I'm posting it. Maybe if I get my feelings out I can get over them and realize that it could never happen. So... I was...
    LastOfTheAmericanGirls82 LastOfTheAmericanGirls82 16-17 5 Responses Mar 31

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    On my Deviantart account I am known for posting lists of the things that I love, now you may think that these have no business being on an art site like most of the snobs who tend...
    Monstermaster13 Monstermaster13 22-25, M Apr 11

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    I find it incredibly difficult to open up to people, especially lately because everyone I've ever been close to has left. Now I just keep the majority of my thoughts and feelings...
    hollylynn91 hollylynn91 22-25, F Mar 26

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    "If Everyone Cared"From underneath the trees, we watch the skyConfusing stars for satellitesI never dreamed that you'd be mineBut here we are, we're here tonightSinging Amen, I, I...
    chllaxdude chllaxdude 51-55, M Mar 28

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    This is my story. I grew up in an Atheist household, and got my passion for Christianity from my other relatives. I loved to talk about it all the time! As I started to get older i...
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen 13-15, F 2 Responses Apr 7

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    This is my story. I grew up in an Atheist household, and got my passion for Christianity from my other relatives. I loved to talk about it all the time! As I started to get older i...
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    This is my story. I grew up in an Atheist household, and got my passion for Christianity from my other relatives. I loved to talk about it all the time! As I started to get older i...
    EvangelistTeen EvangelistTeen 13-15, F 8 Responses Apr 7

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    It's weird how life works. One minute there are 30 people alive and the next only 2. It was really scary when the plane fell I really had no idea what to do. I got up and started...
    sammyt98 sammyt98 16-17, F Mar 31

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    I havent been with my partner very long, neither of us are driving at the moment and live in different towns so its fairly difficult to see each other, but in the dating phase we...
    clairejones93 clairejones93 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 6

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    Here is an example of a Shakespearean Sonnet I wrote for English class. ____________________________________ Don’t ever try to be something you’re not You’ll only look...
    laubrown1 laubrown1 16-17, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    Forget the pain Cherish the moment! There's many different world's that you can't ever imagine, when we started to go on our way. It's always happen something to you. I think a...
    Pianoandme Pianoandme 18-21, F Apr 12

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    I am extremely lost. I have driven myself away from my family. I have built a wall around me hiding from everyone. I don't know what to do anymore. it has been four long and...
    lizquiet lizquiet 16-17, F 5 hrs ago

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    If its not intended with my heart then its not meant to be said. I only write from my heart when in love with someone because i believe that is the only thing they deserve..is to...
    Islandkween Islandkween 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 23

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    Ah hugs ♥ I loved them since my childhood. But who doesn't? Well, not everyone loves them... I think they are scared of that “weird” feeling they don't understand. Poor...
    TsukiyoChan TsukiyoChan 22-25, F 5 Responses Mar 27

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    "How do you know he is the one"? "What do you love about him"? A question I have been asked so many times throughout my life. To be honest, I was not sure. With my other...
    Skyiiler Skyiiler 18-21, F Apr 6

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    this should be fun to try..... 1.-my name is Jim 2.-Live in FL 3.-46yo 4.-single 5.-I like amusement parks 6.-use to work for a traveling carnival 7.-i live with 3 roommates 8.-i...
    manandcat manandcat 41-45, M 1 Response Mar 25

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    when i was about 15 i meet this guy named jon (i figure now that wasnt his real name) he was 29. (jail bait on his end) we meet on yahoo. i will never forget him. i fell head over...
    hallowedwillow hallowedwillow 26-30, F Mar 26

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    My mom is my best friend and understands me fully. Only my mom is a little different than other mothers. Ever since my brother and I were young she was always away. As in she...
    Cloverpaschke44 Cloverpaschke44 16-17, F 1 Response Mar 30

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    I was 15. He was 16. I was a freshman and he was a sophomore. We met on our bus. I had never had a boyfriend before him and was literally desperate to find someone, anyone to fill...
    DuracellAA DuracellAA 18-21, F Apr 8

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    Amnesia <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><> See I smoke when I drank I'm heavy weight like a tank Burn more green than forest fires...
    A30NewBreedEnt A30NewBreedEnt 18-21, M 21 hrs ago

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