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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    Its been a complete year since we last met( me and my supposedly ex). After that time, when he left to Birmingham, I started feeling really depressed since before he left we had...
    fatimaaabbasi fatimaaabbasi 16-17, F 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I lie and say I'm okay, or just thoughtful. She looks right through me and thinks I'm lying about something else- probably things I'm screwing around on her. Sometimes I fly into...
    Doviov Doviov 41-45 18 hrs ago

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    It's amazing what long sleeves and a fake smile can hide...
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    I hide my depression very well I'll pretend to laugh and have a good time when really I just want to die I just hate everything
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 14

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    Everyone who knows me thinks I am always happy and full of joy and spirit and I am most of the time but behind that it's a completely different person. I'm upset and want to just...
    Thecupcakebaker Thecupcakebaker 13-15, M 2 Responses Jan 8

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    Ever since I got back to school I've been feeling content with loneliness. I have quick little conversations with everyone just to be friendly and any other time I have a reason to...
    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 16-17, F Jan 7

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    Four years ago, I dated a girl named Alissa. We had just met a month earlier, but had gotten extremely close within that short amount of time. I fell in love with her too fast and...
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    Depression is hitting me hard tonight. ****, I feel like crying.
    nathanieljlaw nathanieljlaw 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 28, 2014

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    I've been not myself for weeks, and nobody noticed.
    queeenbey queeenbey 16-17, F 5 Responses Jan 11

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    This is just sad... I have been depressed for some time, idk maybe Four years, i have been through so much pain and now i am at a really scary part, i feel empty, have this...
    lynnewolf99 lynnewolf99 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    Nothing makes me especially happy anymore. I feel alone when I am not. My silence and introversion brings out the anxiety in people. I need help. I feel so small even when I'm not...
    Dreamerrrrrrr Dreamerrrrrrr 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 14

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    I wanna open a pancake house in Greece...
    Christymaybe Christymaybe 13-15, F Dec 31, 2014

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    Alone doesn't always have to be lonely.
    hxlils hxlils 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 19

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    Please! People can be exhausting!! Doesn't matter WHO they are!!! Whether physically or emotionally, you cope with their demands most of the time. But every now and then it's good...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M Jan 20

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    Sometimes, I get so overwhelmed and stressed out I want to bust out of my skin. I want to run away so nobody has to deal with me and my emotional state.
    Floo64 Floo64 22-25, F Jan 20

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    I get so depressed and although I want to talk to people, I hate spreading negativity and then I worry that they will talk bad about me. Sometimes I just really wanna let off some...
    Mizpoppy Mizpoppy 26-30, F 8 Responses 3 days ago

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    Even a minor accident to just to get away seems great
    Babypuncher454 Babypuncher454 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I am tired of letting my body define me... It has taken control over my life and my identity. I want to stop upward or downward comparing my body to models and friends. What...
    HalfPerfect HalfPerfect 18-21, F 4 Responses Jan 8

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    Last year i reconnected with a guy i used to date in high school. In a short period of time i fell madly in love with him. He is a heroin addict and hide it for a very long time...
    amymichelle71 amymichelle71 31-35, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I love fantasy so much, but whenever I say that sort of thing, everyone goes for the wrong 'type' of fantasy, as in the 'love' kind. No. I am not into that, nor do I have anything...
    THISarcane THISarcane 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    I've had a "thing" about being pregnant for around a year. I completely love the idea of hiding a pregnancy from everyone for as long as possible before finally admitting it to...
    LeahUK LeahUK 13-15, F 1 Response Jan 13

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    What's the point of somebody trying to make you feel wanted and says that they love you,when his hiding his cellphone make sure I don't get to see his msgs hide them from home...
    Maria0439 Maria0439 22-25, F 6 Responses Jan 4

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    I have just declared my cd activity to my lady friend. She has been very supportive and has offered to do my make up. As soon as i get home from work i don the girly stuff and feel...
    motokini motokini 56-60, M 5 Responses Jan 6

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    Hello everyone, I'm Emma. This is my last post on EP. I'll miss many of you, such as Chrissaysyourock, Caitlin, Zach, Oliver, Marc, Amy, Hannah, and many others. In my most...
    Driftingminds Driftingminds 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I won 'Horatio' my bear in a raffle for cancer research, (strange fact, as soon as I saw him I KNEW he was mine) I bought 3 tickets out of 10,000 n won him, that was just before...
    gingerstone gingerstone 31-35, M 1 Response Jan 13

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    I CAN'T SAY GOODBYE TO YOU - Helen Reddy You say it would be better If we stopped seeing each other If you had only met me first When you were free 'Cause now you've got...
    Lakee112812 Lakee112812 36-40, F Jan 6

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    Lately i've really been feeling like i should become a nun i just want to be away from everyone and everything around me and be in the house of God.. i love when ppl need advice...
    FaithH0peLove FaithH0peLove 18-21, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    I have enjoyed reading all your posts about your labs. I too love my Caseybug, although she is gone now, she is never far from my mind and will always be in my heart. We were...
    Besidmyself Besidmyself 31-35, F Dec 31, 2014

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    I post on this experience alot but I don't care. My mum died in March. This is the last picture of us and my sister.Ignore how cool I look. My mum is in the back obiously. Doesn't...
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    Dear god. Take this from me. Take my poison. Take my sting. Take my anger. Take my pain. Take my bitterness. Take my sadness. Take my hurt. Take my awful memories. Take my lack if...
    willbefreeiwill willbefreeiwill 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    One of the unique incidents relating to sympathy and equality in the history of mankind is what 'Umar came by one night. It was usual with him to go out during the nights to see...
    aycha aycha 31-35, F 3 Responses Jan 1

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    Sometimes I wish I could just disappear, get away from everyone so I can improve and fix myself.
    heaven89 heaven89 22-25, F Jan 5

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    I Appreciate the simple things in life like when u wake up in the morning and make a coffe and simple breakfast and thinking were still alive and doing good things from...
    wengvalle1965 wengvalle1965 41-45, M Jan 14

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    When you can talk with someone about things outside the box; the beauty and mystery of life and all it encompasses. I have always enjoyed having fun with my friends, but a lot of...
    LifeofLewis LifeofLewis 22-25, M 3 Responses 6 days ago

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    I'll just share ten things about my darn self! Enjoy! 1- I have no dating experience (I will start dating at age 18), therefore I am not like 'most teenagers' as any typical...
    Dagymislife Dagymislife 13-15, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    i have been daydreaming like this for as long as i can remember so i cant really say if it stems from a trauma or some sort of repressed memory but when it happens the dreams are...
    cose cose 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I - part of the nature... And I, strangely enough, love myself... Yes each person - creation of the nature, and some people to me very much even are nice, some even very much and...
    Liklayder Liklayder 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I mean it's Britain everyone loves Britain XD I can do a really posh London accent it's not cheesy though at least I try not to make it.
    Annabeth11 Annabeth11 13-15, F 1 Response Dec 30, 2014

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    samshaw69 samshaw69 16-17, M Jan 6

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    jermdbt80612 jermdbt80612 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 28, 2014

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    "We cultivate love when we allow our most vulnerable and powerful selves to be deeply seen and known, and when we honor the spiritual connection that grows from that offering with...
    WithGracefulness WithGracefulness 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 4

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    Not something I'm going to be able to get from a lover or my family or anyone else.. it has to come from myself.
    sister11 sister11 36-40, F