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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

Personal Stories, Advice, and Support 85 People

    ...because I Have To Shut Up Or Blow Up

    I hate having to conceal things, it´s against my personality as I am the type of guy who easily says things as they come to my mind. I´m definitely not a born diplomat. I had some terrible experiences with confessing the wrong secrets in perhaps not very wisely chosen moments...
    RUXperiencd RUXperiencd 41-45, M Oct 16, 2012

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    *** note: I do not want pity or attention. I simply just want to get this out of my system. Feel free to judge me, I don't care. There's nothing you can say that I haven't told...
    justmebta justmebta 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    Because my depression keeps me away from the possible opportunities of my life. I give up. I dont wanna fight it anymore. Im so tired. Im just gonna start accepting that. Accept...
    kmisfit123 kmisfit123 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Sometimes, it just needs to be a little quiet for things to work properly.
    emilesfault emilesfault 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    It's nice to just run off into the woods and enjoy myself nobody there to annoy me or pressure me to do things and the best thing so far is that I get to be myself without feeling...
    livelovehopefree livelovehopefree 13-15, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    The no. one waterpark in the Middle East and Europe, Aquaventure Waterpark offers a location like no other. Celebrate in a single of their non-public cabanas and make your...
    Jacksonpj05 Jacksonpj05 31-35, M 1 Response Sep 27

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    I hate everyone else all I need is myself
    romanalanski romanalanski 18-21, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    Personally I think alone time is needed for everyone!!! I've found especially after a break up, you need time alone to find yourself again :)
    Chevy1973 Chevy1973 36-40, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    would be nice... i'm never alone... wld love to just have ny own space a sanctuary where i can just scream, sing create without anyone... i guess im a loner by nature but thats...
    CigarettesandCoffee CigarettesandCoffee 26-30, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    They are hiding tons of **** from us to protect us if the Civilians found out the aliens the social media will go crazy creating rumors to cause more drama and soon fighting each...
    DahmirDennis DahmirDennis 13-15, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I need a co-writer for a realistic drama novel about a woman in prison. PLEASE HELP ME!!!!
    marcuscash marcuscash 18-21, T Sep 27

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    For all of you fighting this, I'm one of you, I write a blog, on how I fight my everyday life.. How I cope with being a full time student and at the same time fighting depression...
    Lily449 Lily449 18-21, F Sep 29

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    Okay so my two best friends are both depressed and talk ALOT about it. I feel like sometimes they even kind of compete. For example "guys I'm sorry but I cut today" "same" "like a...
    marissalind marissalind 13-15, F Oct 6

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    My family likes to spend time together but sometimes I'm so depressed I don't wanna be around then. Those days they worry so I have to pretend I'm fine & I'm so happy to be there...
    LizTaylor LizTaylor 18-21, F 2 days ago

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    Emotional pain is like physical pain but emotional almost never heals
    frankie2114 frankie2114 22-25, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I was such a daddy's girl..
    Jodiii14 Jodiii14 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 24

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    Today I was at my kids field trip to the fire department and I always seemed to find myself alone, and I would just want to leave and not communicate with anyone even though I have...
    Tiffany772 Tiffany772 31-35 1 Response Sep 30

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    I don't want to get hurt, but if I don't get hurt, I'm not living like a human.
    GetYourFreakOn GetYourFreakOn 16-17, F 3 Responses Oct 1

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    I just kind of drift. It's never purposeful. If youre not in my group It's hard for me to stay in yours .
    Alylovespuppies Alylovespuppies 18-21, F Oct 1

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    I don't know.. It just happened really. I don't talk at school, I don't have friends to go hangout with after school, I don't go out to different places to hangout around people. I...
    wedgieshurtalot wedgieshurtalot 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 2

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    I want to grab my stuff and some money and just get on a plane and never go back...
    Yadirarubi Yadirarubi 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    More like all the time...I don't like ppl and they keep just making me mad
    beautifulher beautifulher 18-21, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Any secret world out there ??
    santees santees 26-30, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    my sister is notorious for this....why should I let you use something of mine but you are rude to me whenever I try to help you
    nikkiiic nikkiiic 18-21, F Oct 12

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    Im a kind of a loner....... :( I noticed that i push everyone that loves me away. I refuse to talk to my mom about my true feelings, i hide things from my therapist i avoid my...
    Dsanders13 Dsanders13 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 30

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    ....i know i'll never really get inside of you to make your eyes catch fire the way they should the way the blue could pull me in if they only would if they only would at...
    AdamV13 AdamV13 70+, M 2 hrs ago

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    This is a somewhat lengthy story, but a very true and loving story. This started when we were both kids, over 40 years ago. I am just over 50 and she will be 50 next year. We...
    honoluludave honoluludave 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 23

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    I grew up in a big city, I lived with my family in the suburban side of the city just like the rest of the people I knew. I went to an affordable public school, where there were...
    writingforlife6 writingforlife6 16-17, F 2 Responses Oct 6

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    Somewhat of asking for advice/telling my story. I am a 21y old male who has somewhat just rediscovered my shaken gender identity. It's all rather confusing to me right now which...
    SqEdward SqEdward 18-21, M 2 Responses Oct 5

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    I am always Hiding my feelings to protect others, and to protect myself. I do it basically to hide how I am feeling, because I don't want others to worry about me, or about how I...
    SouthernBella89 SouthernBella89 22-25, F Oct 13

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    She's not your typical alcoholic, although I really wouldn't know what typical is. The first thing she does in the morning is mix a drink. She takes a water bottle filled with...
    dunstanborough dunstanborough 41-45, M a week ago

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    Dear diary, Today is the day when a flower had grown in this world, she was unique special, everyone use to tell me how beautiful she was....how soft she feels. Everyone loved...
    crosszeria crosszeria 22-25, F 1 Response Oct 13

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    I don't know what to say. I just typed a lot of stuff on my iPad, but I decided to start afresh. The only way to keep from worsening a situation is to spend personal time thinking...
    WingsofTime WingsofTime 22-25, F Oct 2

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    Some history: We met when I was only 15. He's a singer. At age 16 I knew I had a simple school girl crush on the blonde hair blue eyed cutie. But came age 17 I fell inlove with him...
    Justbeingmeok Justbeingmeok 18-21, F 2 Responses Oct 3

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    I always feel like I'm more honest online. Like I don't have to hide anything from anyone. Doesn't mean I don't like talking to people in real life, just that it's easier to be me...
    andrewD51 andrewD51 18-21, M 1 Response Oct 11

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    Just tell me straight up, don't hide anything from me. Don't judge how I'll handle the situation, give me a fair chance.
    gardeniapetals gardeniapetals 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    I remember how I first met him. I'm sure he recalls it a lot differently, though. I was 16 and doing my A Levels, I was checking out universitys perhaps too eager and I went to...
    hankpalmer hankpalmer 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 29

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    So last night I was on youtube looking up this scene from a quantum leap episode where Scott Bakula was playing elvis. It was a really good scene. Well as usual on the internet...
    colorstone colorstone 31-35, M Oct 5

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    Are You the Choppy Waters or the Deep Sea? There are times when I am doing things that I love and still not happy. Why is that? It depends whether I'm being myself while I'm...
    vector8 vector8 46-50, F Oct 6

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    Nearly a decade ago, I spiraled into the deepest of depressions. Everything I touched seemed to turn to dust. Of course, that wasn't true. But that's what depression can do. Create...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 5 Responses Oct 12

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    Have you ever been in love with your best friend? I am.. We became friends instantly at the start of the year when I started a new school, he was funny and understood me. We both...
    ttn159 ttn159 16-17, F 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    I am so in love with my boyfriend of the last year and some but I have had to alienate myself from my family and friends in order to make it work.. :( I wish I could make everyone...
    Nancy1boo Nancy1boo 26-30, F 3 Responses Sep 30

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    My depression started back in high school around fifteen years old. By fourteen I finally knew what being gay was cause I had no idea despite having secret same sex attractions for...
    MachineEmpire1985 MachineEmpire1985 26-30, M Oct 11

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    The last ten I leave to you to ask me about myself so here we go... 1 female 2 Spanish 3 higher education than parents 4 love junk food 5 only dated 5 guys 6 in college 7 love...
    cookii cookii 18-21, F Oct 14

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