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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    ...because I Have To Shut Up Or Blow Up

    I hate having to conceal things, it´s against my personality as I am the type of guy who easily says things as they come to my mind. I´m definitely not a born diplomat. I had some terrible experiences with confessing the wrong secrets in perhaps not very wisely chosen moments...
    RUXperiencd RUXperiencd 41-45, M Oct 16, 2012

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    It's easy to hide the feelings. It's the scars that are hard to hide.
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    I have always dealt with depressions. I was about 5 years old the first time and started therapy then. As I was growing up I felt the need to talk to people because I felt that...
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    Sometimes, I just feel like everyone else is part of something that I'm not - like I'm the odd one out. For example, with my friends, they're all older than me even though we are...
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    I have always felt different, but I have moved from being different from " the rest", to being different from you, and you, and you, who are different too.
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    It's confusing and I don't understand many things because of it. I often understand things differently, and I'm not sure if that's because I have Autism. I often can't see how...
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    Isn't it funny how you could love somebody so much and them not giving to ***** about you. It hurts so bad. But I will love you to forever and always.
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    You wanna know where it hurts? Right there. Right there is where it hurts all the time , day In and day out, every night. Even in your dreams. There's no escaping it. It hurts...
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    You wanna know where it hurts? Right there, right there is where it hurts. All the time, day in and day out, every night. Even in your dreams. There's no escaping it. It hurts...
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I wish you loved me back but than I remembered people like me don't have happy endings
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    I've been depressed for about 8-9 years and I've just kept it my secret. No one really knows, not my friends, family, I haven't even seen a doctor or anyone I just keep it to...
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    And its killing me... She's causing me depression...
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    Nobody knows that I'm always depressed.. I smile. I laugh. But I don't mean it at all... /. it hurts...
    Escapinginsanity Escapinginsanity 13-15, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    This is gonna kill me eventually. So fed up of my mental health. Where's alcohol when I need it
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    I don't want people to see me for the terrible person I am.
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