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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    I feel different from everyone else and that's not a good thing it's like c'mon who the heck wanna be different I always try to hide that but sometimes it doesn't work out I'm...
    frost103 frost103 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 3

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    Sometimes its just better to climb into my "bubble" for a bit and just relax and think. Being such a sensitive and emotional person all the time wrecks havoc on my body. So I just...
    orchidangel orchidangel 41-45, F 2 Responses 3 hrs ago

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    These last couple of days have been the worst of my life, I found a lump in my underarm, I was worried but enough to go to the doc, but not that much. Cancer goes in my family, but...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 day ago

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    Yes.i do. but this is not healthy... it's time to brake bad habits for me. For example i have couple of new friends in my life now.I moved to this city lately. And just two who i'm...
    Juri0902 Juri0902 31-35, F Mar 13

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    Nobody from my school knows I'm depressed. Mainly my "friends" I just hide it so I don't have to explain anything.
    Butterflyyana Butterflyyana 16-17, F Mar 19

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    My house is basically in the middle of nowhere the only thing thats around is a pretty small town with all the basic things like a grocery store gas stations and the sort. I love...
    Apollymi357 Apollymi357 18-21, F Mar 1

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    and sometimes the right things are the hardest things to be done.it hurts...it feels wrong for a moment...but deep within u know that it is right n no matter what u just have to do...
    urnesha urnesha 18-21, F Mar 2

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    My beach and Friday nights with my friends are my safe places, where I get away from everything/everybody.
    Softballchick05 Softballchick05 13-15, F Mar 7

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    I can't deal with people nor my coworkers I'm feeling bad don't know how even to break in I'm criticized and I feel so different than everyone else but I swear I don't wanna be...
    frost103 frost103 22-25, M 2 Responses Mar 12

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    And now it's time to sleep. I'm scared for the nightmares but I will get through it again. It only makes me more tired... Goodnight everyone...
    Raicyn Raicyn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 17

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    Im tired of everyone here and want to move AT LEAST 4 hours away. But of corse I cant 1) Im 17 and 2) Even after im 18 ill still be in high school. I want to start over and make...
    Bigcat1697 Bigcat1697 16-17, F Mar 19

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    I have loved the same man for over 17years now. He was never "mine." However that did not stop my heart, mind, and body from returning to him again and again. He's told me many...
    PollutedOcean PollutedOcean 31-35, F 5 days ago

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    Ever have one of those times when you wish you could just get in your car and/or get in a plane and just up and go far far away and not go back for at least a couple of weeks...
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    This is Goodbye I was vulnerable, giving, honest, sacrificing, and I let you see more of who I am in 2 years of close friendship than in my 12 years of marriage before my divorce...
    runnermama runnermama 41-45, F Mar 17

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    I've been dealing with this for over 10 years now, most of this time I have been in a dark hole. It went as far as me losing all hope and even forgetting who I am, who I used to be...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 6

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    Everytime people asks me if I'm okay, it just reminds me that I'm not.
    BlackRosesAmongLilies BlackRosesAmongLilies 13-15 1 Response Mar 18

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    What if it never gets better? What happens if I'm always just going to be sad?
    someonelikeyou9 someonelikeyou9 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 21

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    I am tired of being polite to people.My mom in law does not think I have a mom too and acts so selfishly sometimes.All she thinks of is her son.I don't exist for her.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 6 Responses Mar 2

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    im not suicidal or anything but people get annoying bout hella fast
    TCByrdhouse TCByrdhouse 13-15, M Mar 2

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    I deff ****** my hair up ......
    Sadfate Sadfate 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 4

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    Can you imagine all that you could get done if there were no need for stoplights and no traffic jams!
    tastyfrzz tastyfrzz 46-50 Mar 16

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    I am autistic and I need to have a safe place where I can be alone in a dark and quiet room uninterrupted. I have my room in my house, but my dad sleeps in here while I sleep in my...
    Hymph Hymph 22-25 Mar 17

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    Well actually its been proven.
    convertihd convertihd 46-50, M 5 Responses 6 days ago

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    Most people tend to not like me because I'm honest. I don't like to lie or hide things from people so I just say whatever comes to mind. People mistake that for me being rude or...
    GreenEyess GreenEyess 16-17, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I think music in itself is healing. It's an explosive expression of humanity. Its something we are all touched by. No matter what culture we're from!!! Everyone loves music!!
    stakalisious stakalisious 36-40, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    Have ever been on that cloud in the sky? At that moment, between love and life,where nothing can be compared to the excitement and elated state of conciseness that you feel, you...
    JohnnysAngel JohnnysAngel 36-40, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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     Let's talk about listening. Active listening. Consider these questions:What is the difference between hearing and listening? What are the different kinds of listening...
    1alwaysdreaming 1alwaysdreaming 18-21, F 42 Responses Mar 1

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    My LSD trip and meet the old spirit. Super natural thing does exist I believe, really mind-opening. in March 22nd 2015. and I decided to do the shrooms tonight and see if I could...
    Yinghongxu Yinghongxu 18-21, F 5 days ago

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    Okay so I'm engaged and confused. My fiancé and I are very much in love with each other. We have known each other for 2 years. Recently I started noticing things from him. Okay we...
    spdrmnky86 spdrmnky86 26-30, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I know im gonna die. later or sooner. everyone will die. We have little time to live in this world. Lets try our the best to make people around you happy. help each other, respect...
    beingprecious beingprecious 18-21, F Mar 4

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    I can't take anything seriously these days that it's come to the point that I feel apathetic and numb to everything. My friends, my part-time job co-workers (though this makes...
    Unable2Breathe Unable2Breathe 22-25 1 Response Mar 3

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    For the past 2 years I have not communicated properly with any of my friends. Earlier I used to share my feelings with my friends.. I used to tell everything about my life...
    vibhak87 vibhak87 26-30, F 6 Responses Mar 12

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    I am sick of everyone and everything in my life. I'm sick of people not taking me serious.its really starting to make me angry. I'm sick of being in college, putting hours into my...
    bjman188 bjman188 18-21, M Mar 15

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    I did this for 30 things but I messed up so here it goes for 50 things 1.i am a girl 2.i am in high school 3.i love sushi 4.i love cookie dough 5.i love my older sister 6.my...
    katttmills katttmills 18-21, F Mar 10

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    These things may have many things in common and many differences, but I have to agree that these beautiful things have a similar end. It may end as "Happily Ever After" but what...
    sunlight61 sunlight61 13-15, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I miss him. I wish I hadnt broken up with him. I mean hes changed. We had ONE fight that we couldnt make through like damn. He said I was the first one he actually loved. The first...
    ILavIt ILavIt 13-15, F Mar 16

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    I love music that makes me think. While there's value in ear candy and I very much love it....it doesn't stay with me. And too much of it makes me feel bleh. But music like this...
    CoffeeFlavoredKisses CoffeeFlavoredKisses 46-50, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    1.) I am a History geek. I love History, I study a lot of history things. 2.) I love Law Enforcement. I've always wanted to be a cop ever since I was 10 years old. 3.) My...
    Jgummy123 Jgummy123 13-15, F 1 Response 5 days ago

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    My mom- She is perhaps the least Bohemian, but she was always kinda the black sheep of her family, until more recently, her sister was outcasted from our family for being a...
    OqSydSchizo16 OqSydSchizo16 36-40, M Mar 1