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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    ...because I Have To Shut Up Or Blow Up

    I hate having to conceal things, it´s against my personality as I am the type of guy who easily says things as they come to my mind. I´m definitely not a born diplomat. I had some terrible experiences with confessing the wrong secrets in perhaps not very wisely chosen moments...
    RUXperiencd RUXperiencd 41-45, M Oct 16, 2012

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    I used to do the same thing. I used to just speak to GOD about it. It's good though if you just find someone you can tell and trust about why your depression that would be great...
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    Isn't it funny how you could love somebody so much and them not giving to ***** about you. It hurts so bad. But I will love you to forever and always.
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    You wanna know where it hurts? Right there. Right there is where it hurts all the time , day In and day out, every night. Even in your dreams. There's no escaping it. It hurts...
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F Jul 3

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    You wanna know where it hurts? Right there, right there is where it hurts. All the time, day in and day out, every night. Even in your dreams. There's no escaping it. It hurts...
    wothlessdreamer14 wothlessdreamer14 22-25, F 1 Response Jul 3

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    I wish you loved me back but than I remembered people like me don't have happy endings
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