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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    Nobody knows where I truly am. I am loving, and fun, and positive but depressed. I am hiding it from everyone because nobody knows that is me. It's really hard trying to pretend...
    wise025 wise025 22-25, M 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I do too, but why make a big fuss about it? If the U.S. government is hiding things from the public, it has good reason to anyways. Just think, if the things that our government is...
    Cutiepeachpie Cutiepeachpie 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 29

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    Because I keep all my problems and pain to myself. I need to talk to someone but I'm too afraid they will judge me. Or I am afraid I will complain too much. I am in one of the most...
    Malone670 Malone670 18-21, F 2 Responses Nov 19

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    It feels like I'm walking upstream through a current strong enough to pull me under four times over. There are others with me but they are walking along the banks telling me to...
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M 1 Response Dec 4

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    I have my ups and my downs like everybody else. I don't have very many ups, I mostly stay in the midrange, but I absolutely loathe when I'm down. I always have a distraction with...
    udamansteel udamansteel 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 4

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    Hi everyone I have a request from anyone who knows me and who I have talked to. Anyone who is, please, stop sending my gf hate mail, I love her, and she is going through a lot...
    Cassandrae Cassandrae 16-17, F 2 Responses Dec 1

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    I just ended a relationship with the love of my life for ever. We might still be friends but i feel that something inside of me is broken. I feel much better that what i used to...
    zz0828 zz0828 18-21, F Nov 30

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    What it says in the title. Feel like hibernating. Need time to think or watch films and not think. One or the other. Going to find a film...
    paliglass paliglass 31-35, F 5 hrs ago

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    People think that I'm happy and that I'm okay but I'm not. I'm sad so much it's scary. I can't be happy no matter how hard I try. nobody understands and it's so hard.
    elizabethcalvin elizabethcalvin 13-15, F 2 Responses Nov 30

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    I'm tired of feeling like I'm crazy
    paradox123 paradox123 16-17, F 1 Response Nov 30

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    The first person I reached out to about my depression shoved a bunch of anti-depressants into my hand. After that, I can't trust anyone to treat me the same. I can't expect them...
    Donchueven Donchueven 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    Today I went to therapy like I do every Wednesday and I had to tell her about the suicide attempts I've made since last week. My best friend doesn't even know and I feel like I...
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 3

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    There was this man who looked homeless and he tried to buy a hotdog and a water but didn't have enough money. So I bought him 3 hotdogs and 3 waters. He was so happy and it made me...
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M 3 Responses Dec 4

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    what's the point of me being here anymore. I can't do anything right. I really just want to kms??????
    nnawsnahta nnawsnahta 18-21, M Dec 6

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    Everything has gotten worse. My life has completely changed. For the past three months I have not slept well at all. It takes me hours to get to sleep and even when I try I hear...
    thatmegan thatmegan 16-17, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    Sometimes you just need a break, In a beautiful place alone to figure everything out.... #ineedtimeandspace
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 2 Responses Dec 2

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    Sitting alone with my guitar. Not a better feeling in the world then singing and playing guitar in isolation.
    soxs45 soxs45 18-21, M 2 Responses Dec 10

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    I always feel that i want to be alone..i dont want to be around people feels so uncomfortable. They r noisy and rude..i feel more better being alone and sad..
    lezia88 lezia88 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    The worst feeling isn't being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you've never forget.
    Moonembracingthesun Moonembracingthesun 18-21, F 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    You don't need a high IQ to figure that out .
    Fallenprinceofthedarkside Fallenprinceofthedarkside 18-21, M 7 Responses Nov 30

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    how conspiracy theorists think: hi I woke up this morning and noticed my goldfish had died. I think he died because of a conspiracy by Western media and Israel. Do you think this...
    LindavdB LindavdB 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 1

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    I am a victim of a new crime wave called Satellite Terrorism. Any one out there share my experience?
    twiddledeetwiddledum twiddledeetwiddledum 51-55 1 Response Dec 1

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    They can't tell us everything, but they only do what is best for us
    nickwrocks1 nickwrocks1 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    Is it bad that I joined because of the pic 😬
    Penginkoibito Penginkoibito 13-15, M 2 Responses Dec 1

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    She lives pretty far away but I'm storing a part of my heart to keep her close if she's the 1 then I'll make the time zone which is not bad anyway irrelevant as possible until she...
    RonSims RonSims 31-35, M 2 Responses Nov 30

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    We just celebrated our 1 year and 2 months relationship last week and I cannot say things went smoothly before we could last up to this point. I love my boyfriend. However, for...
    trappedinmy trappedinmy 18-21, F 1 Response Nov 20

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    I've always kept to myself, I'd cry at night to hide the pain I always feel! I've learnt to trust a few of my friends and only have 3 besties who I'd tell everything now. Before I...
    daniebravo daniebravo 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 2

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    When I look around I see people who are hurting either from the financial challenges they face, health or social issues surrounding them. The world seem not to be more fair on some...
    Rirchu Rirchu 26-30, M 4 days ago

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    "These Dreams" Heart Spare a little candle Save some light for me figures up ahead Moving in the trees White skin in linen Perfume on my wrist And the full moon that hangs over...
    Welllaugh Welllaugh 36-40, F 1 Response Dec 3

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    Seeing as I'm not entirely anonymous here, I've had a hard time deciding whether I want to post all of my happy, mushy reminders here or somewhere more privately :p I've concluded...
    SupernovaxxGirl SupernovaxxGirl 26-30, F 1 Response Nov 28

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    Okay, I'm not real excited about how the Europeans ended up repaying the natives of the New World for saving their lives way back when, but I'm thankful that my needs are met. I'm...
    puck61 puck61 51-55, M 8 Responses Nov 27

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    They say that a small flap of butterfly can drastically change the course of history of the whole universe. It is no denying that the single turn of a wheel in life can forever...
    Dulceperez Dulceperez 26-30 3 days ago

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    I am always in a different direction, i'm one of those people with 5 sense gift, it doesn't let me rest, but i still love it. I have special connection with environment, i see...
    roxanz roxanz 22-25, M 2 days ago

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    I really don't think my photography is that great but my husband made me go semi professional and I photograph weddings birthdays and christenings and any other event I love...
    leahlovesyou leahlovesyou 18-21, F 1 Response Dec 7

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    Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love. But in reality...
    bigboy4chat42 bigboy4chat42 41-45 5 days ago

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    Once upon a time there was a little girl born out of dreams. When she first opened her eyes everyone could see the dreams that sparkled in her eyes. Oh!! How she laughed and her...
    sasunaruizlove sasunaruizlove 22-25, F 5 Responses Dec 1

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    I was with the same girl for three years and I love her so much. we broke up two months ago and she is with another girl. while we were dating I wasn't out yet so I kind of hid her...
    rachellynn99 rachellynn99 18-21, F Nov 30

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    God does love everyone, but not everyone loves God. God loves everyone, as He created them. Not as they, who choose to willingly and freely sin, believe. What would the purpose...
    OnewithJC OnewithJC 36-40, F 7 Responses Dec 4

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    1. Sound of the waves. 2. Being at peace. 3. Music 4. Yoga 5. My dog approaching me when I come home. 6. The smell of candles burning. 7. Bubble baths 8. Buying surprise gifts...
    Nannyxd Nannyxd 18-21, F Dec 7

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    I'm not about to preach and gush over how perfect my relationship is with my boyfriend, because it's far from that. We have our ups and downs, and our ups are very high and our...
    alexis3000 alexis3000 18-21, F Nov 25

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    A long time ago humans lived in small very tightly knit societies... where everything you did was known by everyone and it always effected the whole community... this setting is...
    matthewnew matthewnew 18-21 1 Response Dec 5

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    1-I'm a male,though that term has some connotations I don't share. 2-I was born in July 9th,1987. 3-I like overthinking about anything. 4-I have always been a very hard sleeper...
    theWolfUndertheMoon theWolfUndertheMoon 22-25 Dec 6

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    This is a difficult one and one I am dealing with right now. I have been dating this guy for a few months and he is practically perfect. The only problem is tha