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I Hide Things From Everyone I Love

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    Who I Am

    I am open to being bisexual...but only a few people who know me actually know that. The few people who do know think I'm just kidding...
    shamelesswilde shamelesswilde 18-21, F Feb 9, 2008

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    I Can Never Tell People When I'm Upset

    I can never tell anyone that I am upset, or if anything bad happens to me. I know that if I do, I'll wipe the smile off their faces, and I'll feel awful for it. I've always been remembered as the positive one - the one who makes people smile when they feel a bit down, the one...
    LittleClouds LittleClouds 18-21, F Jul 15, 2013

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    I hide things from my family

    and now they think I am a good person..... when I barely show any feelings for those I don't care for. No remorse for them.... or anything for them. I only care for my friends and family
    AnonWesker AnonWesker 13-15, M 1 Response Apr 10

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    I Conseal Every Thing About Me

    When people ask how i am i tend to say " oh i am fine" but that line has and will always be such a lie. When i say i'm fine and when people can tell im not i always say it is'nt worth talking about and that i don't want to talk about it. But when i say forget it i secretly want...
    Emo18 Emo18 18-21, F Aug 27, 2012

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    Okay so listen up poptarts. There's kinda this thing where I'm sad a whole lot but don't want anyone to worry about me. In fact, I am only writing this because you need to know my...
    oopsoopspsosjxdsi oopsoopspsosjxdsi 13-15, F 5 days ago

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    It's ironic..I'm more open to friends ill make online than people in my real life like fam or real life friends.Family wise there's only one fam member i get along with but I don't...
    simpleandpossible simpleandpossible 22-25, F 4 Responses Apr 13

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    Hi, I'm a 21 year old medical student living abroad, I was diagnosed with bipolar nearly 3 years ago, and before that I struggled a lot. I let it get quite far before my family...
    lily449 lily449 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 26

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    You think that you are okay, and then from nowhere, depression hits you.. I don't know for how long I have to deal with this anymore.. I'm really tired and I'm losing my mind... >_...
    Rourou19 Rourou19 18-21, F 5 Responses Apr 12

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    It comes and goes in waves. The milder ones have me feeling slightly to moderately blue but still functional. But then that one comes along and I am immobilized. I'm unable to...
    wallofnight wallofnight 61-65 1 Response Apr 12

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    I don't think I'll ever be able to describe exactly how I feel without feeling insane. But I can start I guess. I feel like my energy is just so different than the people around me...
    buffalobilll buffalobilll 18-21, F 3 Responses Apr 7

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    The way I think,the things I dream, how I see the world, the way I dress, the way I smile, the way I laugh, I can't find anyone who I have any of these things in common with. It's...
    arirose43 arirose43 16-17, F 3 Responses Apr 13

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    I love my family but sometimes they drive me crazy. Its hard being the only guy and youngest in my family, sometimes I just need silence so I can think. I also always hate that...
    LonerToMost84 LonerToMost84 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 7

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    I thought i was alone, being the odd one around here. I think differntly, I catalogue my thoughts, like a computer. I like science and math cos it makes sense. The theories and...
    nadiahimran2000 nadiahimran2000 13-15, F Apr 28

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    Dear SelfWhy are you so mean to me? I have done nothing but supported you all this time. I have given you so much haven't I? Why can't you ever see the good in me, treat me right...
    SwanSongRebeL SwanSongRebeL 36-40, F 4 Responses Apr 17

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    Ahhh having lunch in my car away from the noise and everyone.....got a new book, looking forward to reading. This is the only time I have to myself! A house full of kids and a...
    funsized1 funsized1 41-45, F 2 Responses Apr 20

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    Exactly. I feel numb, can't laugh I can cry if I force it out. everywhere theres ppl laughing living it up blah blah blah and I'm stuck in this hole I can't dig myself out of. I'm...
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 8

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    Usually in a crowd, I'm the one sitting in the corner, tight lipped while everyone is mingling and laughing. I think I enjoy people watching than being in the crowd. I'm not a...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 2 Responses Apr 8

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    Most days I wake up and I call my parents since they don't call me. I think they are still trying to build my independence. But I've always been a bit of a loner you know? :( When...
    SpiritualBunny SpiritualBunny 26-30, F 1 Response Apr 17

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    Life can sometimes feel like such a burden... So many ways to cope, but the best way was with love.... Now I just lust for something I don't have...
    pokerheartbrkn pokerheartbrkn 41-45, M Apr 21

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    yep. its just one of those days and it has been a long one. it started out fine. I woke up ate etc etc. the usual. then I left with my grandparents to buy and dig flowers. the lady...
    Inara24 Inara24 13-15, F 1 Response Apr 12

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    does anyone else play the happy role in front of other people and family just so they don't see how much ur hurting and suffering?
    rainyday10 rainyday10 22-25, M 4 Responses Apr 13

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    I have a question for all the ladies in here. Depending on the bar size does that matter how much your bra can hold?
    blkrhino blkrhino 31-35, M 2 Responses Apr 17

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    Usually money. Its an absolute pain when you go out. Even some jeans just have fake pockets. Its safer to keep a bit in your bra in case you put down your bag somewhere and it gets...
    Gemma1990 Gemma1990 22-25, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    I really just wanna escape just to recollect my thoughts. Being in this house can be too much
    orsoliz orsoliz 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 7

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    I always want to be alone. it doesn't help but I do it lots
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F 4 Responses Apr 7

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    remove friends ? remove messages ? remove old stories about him ? now close your eyes and take a deep breath... slowly release it and smile.
    ElizabethSwanTurner ElizabethSwanTurner 18-21, F 1 Response Apr 16

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    One of the best parts of the day is when I get to work and I take about 15 minutes to just sit in the car and enjoy silence before going in. I never take for granted the rare time...
    Bumblelion Bumblelion 31-35, M 1 Response Apr 20

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    Day in and day out... Get up... Get ready for work... Go to work... Work... Leave... Sit at home because no one is worth trusting.
    collegekid2016 collegekid2016 18-21, M Apr 21

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    I used to be. now I'm not. i must grew up a little. I dont care how much money someone has.
    Ang012685 Ang012685 26-30, F Apr 21

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    :/ take me away... and make everything better
    Comeflywithme23 Comeflywithme23 18-21, F Apr 26

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    So don't know what to do with my life just want to go away somewhere and start a fresh :/
    pix78 pix78 36-40, F 2 Responses 6 days ago

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    It's not because I don't care about you, it's not because I'm sad. I just hurt, and I hate it when you see me cry...
    NotSoAngelic NotSoAngelic 18-21, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    Now that it's getting warmer, where am I going to go to hide out from everyone?
    Fallflower Fallflower 36-40, F 3 Responses Apr 17

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    1. I'm in the middle of a divorce 2. I have 5 kids... 4 grown and a 10 year old. 3. I support gay marriage 4. I drink tea a lot and will have a glass of wine once or twice a month...
    upextraolives upextraolives 46-50, F 4 Responses Apr 11

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    I'm not sure if I have MD. Hello, so I'm new to this site but have seen it around for quite some time. As I've done random searches on the internet, I came across this and thought...
    WardenChult WardenChult 18-21, M 1 Response Apr 18

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    1. Life (being alive) - Just being alive is such a wonderful thing, because I'm breathing and I'm able to live life! With being alive, I learn how to be a human. I make mistake and...
    hugsnotughs hugsnotughs 16-17, M 1 Response Apr 13

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    SURGERY AND ALL THAT FOLLOWED: PART 2So… what happened during those 22 hours that are lost to my memory?I had been informed that my surgery was anticipated to be a longish...
    WindSylph WindSylph 46-50, F 8 Responses 1 day ago

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    My boyfriend and I have been together for years, lived together for two years. Early this year I moved out on my own and we agreed to stay together regardless. I had grown unhappy...
    mythicalmedusa mythicalmedusa 22-25, F 8 Responses Apr 21

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    Joe is my airplane when I need a ride in the sky blossom when I need a flower to enjoy life chandelier when I need to brighten up the room daffodil when the green needs more...
    blankcheck4urhart blankcheck4urhart 36-40, F Apr 24

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    You asked me why I love you. And for me it is really hard to put into words why I love you. You say I under estimate my vocabulary but to me it’s not so much my vocabulary as it...
    southernbelle07252013 southernbelle07252013 18-21, F Apr 17

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    I just discovered this today. and I absolutely cannot believe that other people do this. I have been going this from as long as I can remember starting in childhood. I was always a...
    26telly 26telly 26-30, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    I do. You there, you think no one loves you? Everyone loves you, and that special person that really loves you....... they're out there somewhere, just keep wishing. I see all...
    Denzebarrrn Denzebarrrn 18-21, M 2 Responses