I Hit The Self Destruct Button Often

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    *bangs On It*

    I recently hit it, and when i say hit it, I mean, slam on it, throw it on the floor, basically break it into a million pieces. I recently hit the self destruck button. I know I shouldn't have, but I have, and I think its bad, and I am ashamed, but I have gone back to some of my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Jul 9, 2010

    The Button Has Been Pushed

    Detonating in 10.....9.....8.....7.....6.....5.....4.....3.....2.............................................................:(
    permafrost21 permafrost21
    22-25, F
    May 1, 2012

    I hit the self destruct button this morning

    again. The Flashbacks god to be a bit too much for me to handle, the vivid graphics, the sounds that I was hearing, and remembering. I felt like I was going crazy, and that I was Losing it. I needed to escape for a bit, so I hit that self destruct button, and I am just trying...
    HisLittleAriel HisLittleAriel
    26-30, F
    Jul 4, 2015

    Hitting It Again!

    I started hitting the self destruction button this past few days. It is nearly getting in the red remark, nearly to explode! I stopped for the meantime going to my aerobic class... I am starting to feel so alienated with people. I am also starting to isolate myself with my...
    Eureka85 Eureka85
    22-25, F
    May 25, 2012

    I Am So Busy Helping Others

    I neglect myself. I hit the self destruct button as a way out and to finalise things so the bullies will get off my back. its easier to self destruct than to fight or run... it just puts closure to things others can't be bothered doing! or are too selfish to do. I just want a...
    czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
    36-40, F
    Jun 18, 2011

    Ht It Again

    I hit it again. i try not to hit it, but i did.
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    May 2, 2010

    Oh Yea

    I recently hit it, and when i say hit it, I mean, slam on it, throw it on the floor, basically break it into a million pieces. I recently hit the self destruck button. I know I shouldn't have, but I have, and I think its bad, and I am ashamed, but I have gone back to some of my...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Apr 22, 2013

    Yes, Yes I Do Hit That Button All The Time...

    Sometimes I don't even realize I do. Occasionally I try to stop, and find myself doing something else destructive. I drink to oblivion. I don't take any prescriptions as prescribed. I smoke way too much. I consume caffeine until my heart is going crazy. I cut myself. I burn...
    PlastikShadow PlastikShadow
    22-25
    Feb 11, 2012

    I Recently Just Hit It....

    I recently hit the self distruck button. And damn, I hit it hard. I have put my walls up again, because I am way too scared to let anyone in anymore, and too scared to trust again. I am currently is a self destructive mode. I get like this once in a while. Currently, I am in...
    deleted deleted
    26-30
    Mar 13, 2010

    Hitting The Button

    I don't know how often I hit this button, but I know I just hit again.  It's 11 a.m. here and I am having a beer.  I'm tired of people twisting ****. I'm tired of the backstabbing. I'm tired of being lied too. I'm tired of one way relationships...friendships...
    ChristineJones ChristineJones
    31-35, F
    May 5, 2010

    This Morning

    I hit the self destruck button this monrning again. The Flashbacks god to be a bit too much for me to handle, the vivid graphics, the sounds that I was hearing, and remembering. I felt like I was going crazy, and that I was Losing it. I needed to escape for a bit, so I hit that...
    xSilentlySufferingx xSilentlySufferingx
    18-21, F
    8 Responses May 20, 2010
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