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I Hold a Grudge Forever

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    I. Can't. Forgive. You.

    I forgave most people that have done something wrong and never brought up the incident again... Except my parents. My father sexually abused me at the age of six. So from that day onwards, my soul was already shattered, broken, never to be completely fixed back again. I...
    Kaslyne Kaslyne 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    Warning!

    Warning!When I’ve a grudge,It’s not good,I can hold grudges,Forever and ever,You’ve been warned,WATCHOUT!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 6, 2011

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    I Will Never Forgive My Father

    I think my father has been a huge contributing factor towards my general downfall. I never related to my father in anyway shape or form, he likes football I like video games, he like movies that are popular at the time I like obscurer films from all over the world and from all...
    LordNothing LordNothing 26-30, M 11 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Do

    I hold a grudge forever too" With something that happened when i was a kid or at school or growing up-i am still angry about. Some things i am more angrier than other things but a constant grudge. Some grudges make me clench my jaw and keep it clamped shut. Or the silent...
    wowpup wowpup 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    I Don't Accept Apologies.

    If I was nice to you and in return you mistreated me, I will dislike you for as long as I live. There are people who I had fall outs with from years ago and I still have harsh feelings towards them. Infact, some of these people I don't even remember what they did, I just know...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F Nov 16, 2012

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    I Never Forget...

    I hold grudges forever and never forget. My boyfriend cheated on me about a year ago with a girl that he knew from middle school. He and she saw each other again at my senior school dance. And they exchanged phone numbers. But I didn't know they were more than that. I went to...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    Like Atlas

    I have always carried a grudge like Atlas. Once someone has caused me damage in some way I get so angry and it never seems to go away.I have been trying for many years to learn to forgive and forget. Let's just say that it's still a work in progress.I hope that one day I can...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 16, 2012

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    Can't Forgive

    I just can't forgive people, ever. I remember things from way back that I just can't get over. I don't know why I do this. Maybe I don't have a forgiveness gene in my body.
    ThornsHaveRoses ThornsHaveRoses 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2009

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