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I Hold a Grudge Forever

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    I. Can't. Forgive. You.

    I forgave most people that have done something wrong and never brought up the incident again... Except my parents. My father sexually abused me at the age of six. So from that day onwards, my soul was already shattered, broken, never to be completely fixed back again. I...
    Kaslyne Kaslyne 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    Can't Forgive

    I just can't forgive people, ever. I remember things from way back that I just can't get over. I don't know why I do this. Maybe I don't have a forgiveness gene in my body.
    ThornsHaveRoses ThornsHaveRoses 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2009

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    I Will Never Forgive My Father

    I think my father has been a huge contributing factor towards my general downfall. I never related to my father in anyway shape or form, he likes football I like video games, he like movies that are popular at the time I like obscurer films from all over the world and from all...
    LordNothing LordNothing 26-30, M 11 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Don't Accept Apologies.

    If I was nice to you and in return you mistreated me, I will dislike you for as long as I live. There are people who I had fall outs with from years ago and I still have harsh feelings towards them. Infact, some of these people I don't even remember what they did, I just know...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F Nov 16, 2012

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    I Do

    I hold a grudge forever too" With something that happened when i was a kid or at school or growing up-i am still angry about. Some things i am more angrier than other things but a constant grudge. Some grudges make me clench my jaw and keep it clamped shut. Or the silent...
    wowpup wowpup 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    I Never Forget...

    I hold grudges forever and never forget. My boyfriend cheated on me about a year ago with a girl that he knew from middle school. He and she saw each other again at my senior school dance. And they exchanged phone numbers. But I didn't know they were more than that. I went to...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    Warning!

    Warning!When I’ve a grudge,It’s not good,I can hold grudges,Forever and ever,You’ve been warned,WATCHOUT!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 6, 2011

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    Like Atlas

    I have always carried a grudge like Atlas. Once someone has caused me damage in some way I get so angry and it never seems to go away.I have been trying for many years to learn to forgive and forget. Let's just say that it's still a work in progress.I hope that one day I can...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40, T Dec 16, 2012

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    It's been a crap month, there was this one guy who came by for "fun". You know, "fun"... and it was consecutive, day after day for a week straight. We got into a heavy conversation...
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    So here's the thing. I know I'm young, and that I have a lot more life to experience, but this is how I feel: I feel like I will be single forever. Why? Well, I find the thought...
    tRueInSAnItY tRueInSAnItY 16-17, F 5 Responses 2 days ago

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    It's just polite and its kinda funny at school every day we're always holding the door so if there's like 3 ppl and doors the 1st one goes in and holds the door for the 2nd one...
    daniel7268 daniel7268 13-15, M 1 Response Feb 14

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    Yes...............I wrote a song about it........"Forever alone" I even publish it for the rest to see how I felt inside
    AjaxJaxson AjaxJaxson 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 2

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    I have been best friends with this guy for 9 years and we finally decided that it was time to be together just like we have always wanted! But he ended up being someone i never...
    topsy96 topsy96 18-21, F Feb 7

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    Basically, it all started on the Sunday night. I'd been out with the lads for the majority of the weekend. I'd told them that I was going to use the bathroom at their place, and...
    LeahLND LeahLND 13-15, F 1 Response Feb 8

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    I loved you, I still love you and I will love you forever but I can’t be with you for my whole life. We have long distance relation since one year. It was so beautiful love. But...
    Simplegirlstory Simplegirlstory 22-25, F Feb 11

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    Alone !! You know I have felt very lonely in a crowded room Just last weekend I took the side of a young boy with ADHD he was screaming and yelling everyone was walking by...
    brnize brnize 22-25, F 2 Responses Feb 12

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    Sometimes I think I'm gonna be alone forever. I have friends and many many acquintances but no one seems consider me as a soulmate-material. Some people approaced but no one ever...
    Meyun Meyun 26-30, F 1 Response Feb 12

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    So... I married my high-school sweet heart, and had two kids with her, and 5 years later she decided that marriage, and being a mom wasn't for her. That was 9 years ago this past...
    Banzai2184 Banzai2184 26-30, M 3 Responses Feb 16

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    Kinda feeling forever alone lately.. probably cause valentine's day just shoved all its relationships in my face.
    kpsquigs kpsquigs 16-17, F 2 Responses Feb 16

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    Forever my dawg even when we down fall! First in line when any chick is involved💁💯.
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    20 and a half years old and never even had a guy have a crush on me, let alone a boyfriend. I guess my fear of being single forever is legit.
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    I think I'm going to be single forever. It doesn't bother me. After all the bullsh1t I have seen on here over the years I am just so over $ex. There isn't a woman on here worthy of...
    0zzy1 0zzy1 70+ 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I am by no means 'father material'. As such I don't go for random encounters or plan to be one. Ironically it is when I am holding a baby that I am at peace. When my niece was born...
    Vdarkghost Vdarkghost 22-25 Feb 7

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    i love holding my hubby's hand...actually i m addicted to it...i m so used to this one thing that i hold his hands even when i m asleep...its like, i want to be connected to him...
    Loveforeternity Loveforeternity 26-30, F 6 Responses Feb 12

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    In all my past friendships and current friendships, I am always the mother like figure of the group. I make sure no one is upset no fights, everything goes well. I put myself in...
    Izzy143 Izzy143 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 18

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    When my husband holds my hand, I always feel safe, important and loved. It doesn't matter if we are sitting on the couch watching tv, driving, walking around in public or even...
    Casaundra612 Casaundra612 22-25, F 4 Responses Feb 7

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    Nothing like holding the hand of your partner while walking on a snow covered sidewalk. Its knowing they are holding you up and protecting you. Its the little things.
    WastedShadedDaylight WastedShadedDaylight 31-35, F 5 Responses Feb 9

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    Usually? I always hold the door open. Even if the person is 20 feet away, I'd probably just stand there waiting like a weirdo lol. One time at church, my brother, mother and I were...
    YouCantEscapeMyDemons YouCantEscapeMyDemons 13-15, M 4 Responses Feb 14

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    a little courtesy goes a long way. small acts that show ypu care about other people. Hold a door, Hold the elevator, let someone with three items in front of you at the checkout...
    simplyafriend simplyafriend 41-45, F 9 Responses 6 days ago

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    I am just sitting here thinking as I watch the news, job markets etc.. just what he future holds for our children. As a boy, I had no worries about the future. I grew up playing...
    luigiartist luigiartist 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    Sometimes you hold the door open for one person and before you know it you've been condemned to holding the door open for what seems like everyone.
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 1 Response 1 day ago

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    The academy toilets are disgusting so it pretty much becomes a challenge to keep hold of yourself.
    LeahUK LeahUK 13-15, F Feb 2

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    Was walking and saw a couple holding hands. I know them from no one. I don't know their story, but I wondered, is the security of knowing that someone is there enjoying your...
    CloudyinOhio CloudyinOhio 41-45, M Feb 3

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    I have done this once before, and I have to say it was quite an awesome experience (I even recorded it). I was working on my final paper for university and was reading through...
    eternalnyte42 eternalnyte42 31-35, M Feb 4

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    I really have to pee. Anyone want to control my bladder and make me hold it until I'm in tears? Please hurry. Message me!
    Winniethepooh23 Winniethepooh23 18-21, F 1 Response Feb 5

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    What more can one do when out and about. I absolutely cherish holding hands the feeling of togetherness is second to none.
    Averageguy41074 Averageguy41074 36-40, M 1 Response Feb 10

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    I hold back because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings my moth just won't open I try to speak what I really feel it just don't happen
    luvps luvps 31-35, M Feb 10

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    Sometimes I hold back on my feelings because I feel as if it's a sign of weakness
    hoyee hoyee 18-21, M Feb 11

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    I was the hand holder at the blood drive :) It wasn't weird at all! But one of my guy friends recently told me that he's been crushing on me for a while so when he asked for my...
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    For lovers to do, it's romantic, intimate and sensual. We can make love with the little movements we share. We can reciprocate without saying a word. We learn what every movement...
    knightedone1 knightedone1 41-45, M 4 Responses Feb 12

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