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I Hold a Grudge Forever

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    I have always carried a grudge like Atlas. Once someone has caused me damage in some way I get so angry and it never seems to go away.I have been trying for many years to learn to forgive and forget. Let's just say that it's still a work in progress.I hope that one day I can...
    lyricaldemise lyricaldemise 36-40 Dec 16, 2012

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    Can't Forgive

    I just can't forgive people, ever. I remember things from way back that I just can't get over. I don't know why I do this. Maybe I don't have a forgiveness gene in my body.
    ThornsHaveRoses ThornsHaveRoses 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 23, 2009

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    I. Can't. Forgive. You.

    I forgave most people that have done something wrong and never brought up the incident again... Except my parents. My father sexually abused me at the age of six. So from that day onwards, my soul was already shattered, broken, never to be completely fixed back again. I...
    Kaslyne Kaslyne 16-17, F 1 Response Dec 14, 2012

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    I Will Never Forgive My Father

    I think my father has been a huge contributing factor towards my general downfall. I never related to my father in anyway shape or form, he likes football I like video games, he like movies that are popular at the time I like obscurer films from all over the world and from all...
    LordNothing LordNothing 26-30, M 11 Responses Nov 17, 2010

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    I Don't Accept Apologies.

    If I was nice to you and in return you mistreated me, I will dislike you for as long as I live. There are people who I had fall outs with from years ago and I still have harsh feelings towards them. Infact, some of these people I don't even remember what they did, I just know...
    CrystalKlear17 CrystalKlear17 18-21, F Nov 16, 2012

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    Warning!

    Warning!When I’ve a grudge,It’s not good,I can hold grudges,Forever and ever,You’ve been warned,WATCHOUT!
    lazycrazybasket lazycrazybasket 46-50, M Dec 6, 2011

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    I Do

    I hold a grudge forever too" With something that happened when i was a kid or at school or growing up-i am still angry about. Some things i am more angrier than other things but a constant grudge. Some grudges make me clench my jaw and keep it clamped shut. Or the silent...
    wowpup wowpup 36-40, F 4 Responses Dec 27, 2009

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    I Never Forget...

    I hold grudges forever and never forget. My boyfriend cheated on me about a year ago with a girl that he knew from middle school. He and she saw each other again at my senior school dance. And they exchanged phone numbers. But I didn't know they were more than that. I went to...
    xXPsychochic56 xXPsychochic56 18-21, F 3 Responses Dec 26, 2009

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    its in the past, get over it. People who hold grudges are people who don't settle well with me because i fear that i'll somehow do something wrong and they'll never talk to me...
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    It's not a trait of mine I particularly like, but I feel more often than not, it's justified. The only way I don't hold a grudge is if that person is genuinely remorseful and...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Sep 16

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    Or scars. But maybe they hold me.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Time to bury the hatchet... Inside of their skull.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Sep 16

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    Karma is a wonderful thing; sit back and watch, take notes but don't ever pull the thread that could unravel the events.
    1976toes 1976toes 36-40, F a week ago

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    Take your 'someone else' and go to hell.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F 11 hrs ago

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    I have to pee so badly my bladder is so full it hurts! I want someone I make me hold it as long as possible and not let me go pee even if I beg them over and over. I want to have...
    Winniethepooh23 Winniethepooh23 18-21, F 52 mins ago

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    I held her in my arms as she lay dying...she was taking her last breath and I was helpless to save her...Her time was coming to an end and I could only do what was the most...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 6 Responses Sep 7

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    And I am trying to come to terms with and accept that fact. I'm 41 and have only had one serious relationship. Aside from that 4+ year span, I've been on maybe a dozen dates in...
    duggrr duggrr 41-45, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    Forever in my vocabulary doesn't exist I won't be together whether somebody forever and I want be lonely forever!
    kaiovinicius kaiovinicius 13-15, M 1 Response Sep 3

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    I want us to have a devoted, loving, healthy relationship forever.
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 Sep 6

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    of course I am. I'm a 34 year old who is overweight and has MS. I've never had intercourse or been married, even though I want a partner and family badly. I don't want it to be...
    DarkwingGoslyn DarkwingGoslyn 31-35 1 Response Sep 6

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    I date, a lot . But I always fall for the "bad boys ". Every time I date a "nice guy " I cannot connect with them and am not attracted. . I will be single forever because I can't...
    leaom22 leaom22 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 7

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    I'm forever alone because no one likes me and probably never will, which I've accepted the fact of dying alone and never having a relationship with anyone and it'd be nice if I did...
    Fred363 Fred363 16-17, M 4 Responses Sep 15

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    Well, not forever, it started about two years ago.
    LowTheory LowTheory 13-15, F Sep 19

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    To make you smile or laugh or make you feel good about yourself. I would like to do all that stuff for you :) I want to prove to you that you are special in every way and that is...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 5 hrs ago

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    A BOLD STATEMENT FOR TWO WOMEN IN THE SOUTH. It's late afternoon and Katie and I are walking in a city park, hand in hand. Two women holding hands in public may not seem like a...
    EmmaSylvester EmmaSylvester 22-25, F 4 hrs ago

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    ""Hold Me "" When I'm down and feeling low And confusion has touched my soul How I need some place where I can hide away So let me fall within your arms Melt away this cold I...
    Serenita Serenita 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    I never really had this feeling till my friend and i did it. Too bad we are only friends. We were watching a scary movie one day at her house and when she was scared but wanted to...
    theysayitsjustme theysayitsjustme 16-17, F Sep 5

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    I remember the days when I was too weak to hold the door open for people (like 3 days ago). With big doors when I try to hold them open I'm so weak and they start closing and I'm...
    LovelyDeadly LovelyDeadly 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Lets Clear my name. It is Blue Mahzabin. Blue Moon, you can say. It is in Farsi. I am no Man. I used to know a Muslim Man, who believed and Worship his GOD. When he needed to lie...
    LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT 46-50, M Sep 2

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    We walked holding hands hers shaking holding very tightly her steps getting slower and slower we stopped I looked at her told her she can let go now tears started out of her eyes...
    rustr8 rustr8 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Makes me feel loved and secure. When a man wants to hold my hand I feel special. But right now...nothing can make me feel better than my daughter grabbing my hand to hold it...
    Beckarae Beckarae 31-35, F 1 Response Sep 9

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    I live in Texas, and I an honestly say that just about everywhere I go someone holds the door open for me or I hold the door open for about 15 minutes until people stop going in...
    Marielights Marielights 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I hold the door for others and them I don't know when to stop holding the door for people...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F Sep 15

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    Seeing a old couple doing something as small as holding hands is so significant to me. It's a little spark of hope that relationships that last till your grown and old do exist...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F Sep 16

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    I think it's awesome. Just imagine being someone so long and still being together thru all the years and bullshit. Still together from sickness and in health may death do us apart...
    kickthewall kickthewall 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1UMHUPPQ96c Interesting Ted Talk about how holding hands affects us and what goes on in the brain when we hold hands.
    nicoleblu nicoleblu 18-21, F 5 hrs ago

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    DONT hold pee ! So unhealty and dangerous for 'kidney'
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Is their anyone who likes being held or even being held or holding someone of the same gender?
    ONEPIECE749 ONEPIECE749 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Been holding it all day, over 8 hours now and I'm rather desperate.... Anyone wanna tell me what to do ;) message me. Read full story
    Realwet23 Realwet23 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I really want to hold a woman in my arms. Cradling her and telling her it's going to be ok. Making her feel all warm and cozy. Letter her feel my warm chest and feeling my hair...
    COD101 COD101 18-21, M Sep 4

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    I like to hold it until I feel like I am about to pee my pants. Sometimes my wife will not allow me to go until she oks it. Are there others who like this? Male or female??
    islands115 islands115 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I am holding right now, I've drank lots of water today and only went once and that was 10 hours ago. I think ill pee in a cup like I always do because I like seeing the mess I made...
    MTBlake33 MTBlake33 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    When words grow hollow As the ink runs dry Skies become grey Your mouth becomes dry Perspiring the venom from a heart blackened by hate This is when my soul retaliates How I...
    ConfusedAgainAlways ConfusedAgainAlways 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I'm holding my **** right now, don't know how much longer I can wait!
    thatgirl040507 thatgirl040507 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 10

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    I'm not the only one, but I learned how to write wrong and now I have to re-learn it the hard way now that I'm an adult. It doesn't feel natural trying to hold my pencil the "right...
    YuriXWolfram86 YuriXWolfram86 18-21, F 1 Response Sep 10

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    It gives me the good kind of butterflies just thinking about holding the right persons hands. Imagining that you and someone you really care about has your hands grasping one...
    Raptax231 Raptax231 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 14

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    ok its 10am for me right now and i want someone to make a holding plan for me today and chat throughout it but it has to end by 4pm let me know if your interested in making me...
    deleted deleted 26-30 5 Responses Sep 14

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    I was raised with my grandma who's biggest goal was to instill manners in my brother and I. She'd even slap our hand if we didn't say "yes ma'm" or "no sir", so holding the door...
    daughtersofanarchy daughtersofanarchy 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14