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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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