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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    **** you, I hate you, don't even think about talking to me ever again you piece of trash- you hurt me and I promised myself that I would never let that happen, I told you my fears...
    jbnichole jbnichole 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 2

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    For you IF you are A Female: In " relationship" Already with someone else; and Feeling Unappreciated OR Unloved BY THEM ? If I Write you, Under such conditions, I Am SORRY you are...
    desireindisguise desireindisguise 56-60 Mar 4

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    yesterday my band teacher, fagner, was trying to get us to pit more emotion into our music. ive gotten to where i don't show anything anymore. he then went on to say that bad...
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    I have so much built up anger. I never express myself to others because I don't want to hurt them and I don't want to bring up stuff from the past. I need to find a way to release...
    todaypie todaypie 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 8

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    I just have so much anger and stress that it's pilling up and ready to explode! There's no escape too it, and if there was Im back at it again. Working 40hrs a week is stressful...
    rRAWRRR rRAWRRR 18-21, F Mar 21

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    Overcoming my anger is one of the most difficult things ever. I've learned some techniques from my classes but sometimes the anxiety and stress overtake my whole body and I just...
    ambitiousklla ambitiousklla 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Hold back the river, let me look in your eyes Hold back the river, so I Can stop for a minute and see where you hide Hold back the river.
    Feelinthebeat Feelinthebeat 46-50, F 5 days ago

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    Sometimes you hold the door open for one person and before you know it you've been condemned to holding the door open for what seems like everyone.
    Blue707 Blue707 16-17, M 2 Responses Mar 1

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    When I was a small child, I never went anywhere without clinging on to my father. I had to hold his hand otherwise I would get anxious. And as a child who got anxious alot, it...
    LuxThePoet LuxThePoet 41-45, F 1 Response Mar 2

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    I remember this couple.. I was watching the sunrise and they walked by.. to break some morning sweats I guess.. the 2nd time they walked pass me, they were holding hands.. I said...
    FaitAccomp1i FaitAccomp1i 70+, M 3 Responses Mar 6

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    especially when it's just me and my gf in a couch. I'm usually the one who snuggles up next to her and holds her. I love it when we hold hands and I just play with her fingers with...
    Redmoon383 Redmoon383 16-17, M 5 days ago

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    I can also hold my phone, keys, money... basically anything you could normally hold in your hand ;) 
    sparklyunic0rns sparklyunic0rns 16-17, F 4 Responses 5 days ago

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    The future holds only stupid people are breeding
    demming93 demming93 18-21, T Mar 1

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    Pwease hold me and never let go mama teddy.
    Mamasbabycub Mamasbabycub 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 2

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     I only want someone to bring me flowers               to brighten my day,Sharing  chocolates to make heart aches at bayExchanging...
    4BlackForest 4BlackForest 36-40, F 4 Responses Mar 3

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    I hold the door open. I was raised and learned to help those around you. Show respect and be polite. If you need to then go out of your way. Do unto others as you would have them...
    planter715 planter715 51-55, M Mar 6

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    His smile, his laughter, the way he once.looked in my eyes so lovingly, the way we used to sleep side by side holding hands... These memories...they once brought comfort to me...
    LunarStone LunarStone 18-21, F 2 Responses Mar 8

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    Good morning everyone. I want to thank all of you for your support here. I have since blocked her number I have deleted text plus off my phoneI did what had to be done. I probably...
    Miguel55 Miguel55 46-50, M 4 Responses Mar 11

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    But they never do... and I'm upset now... My daughter was supposed to come see me today and her father threw a HUGE fit about her coming to see me and pretty much tricked me into...
    idontknow1921 idontknow1921 16-17, F Mar 11

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    I might be a serial killer but I am not such a rude a$$hole that I wouldn't hold the door for you. I'll also give up my seat to a pregnant lady or an elderly person. Just kidding...
    time2bjill time2bjill 26-30, F 2 Responses Mar 12

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    I want to find someone who is willing to hold their pee and poop a lot, if that's you message me
    kaysyn kaysyn 18-21, F 1 Response Mar 13

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    I have gained seven pounds!! It's all in my thighs now. I am going to get it all off in the next two weeks. By announcing it, I am holding my self accountable. No more chicken...
    dakota4oneday dakota4oneday 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 14

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    I didn't wanna wake up I was having a much better time asleep... It was like a reverse nightmare like when you wake up from a nightmare your so releived... I woke up into a...
    JustBeYourSelff JustBeYourSelff 22-25, M Mar 15

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    I want to find someone willing to hold their pee and poop for a long time if that's you message me please
    kaysyn kaysyn 18-21, F 3 Responses Mar 15

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    soo who wants to control how long i hold it???
    SDale777 SDale777 16-17, F 4 Responses Mar 18

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    There are moments in your life when doubts covered your whole being. Doubting yourself if you can get through all the pain and heartaches and can still be happy or how long can you...
    ShadesofWhite67 ShadesofWhite67 26-30, F Mar 19

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    On I went on this Facebook rant after being disgusted with a movement I think holds real no weight.nobody's going to comment on it on Facebook because there are afraid of their...
    Deepyearningformore Deepyearningformore 22-25, M Mar 19

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    Holding hands with a guy is like telling the world he is mine and I am his, for that moment anyway.
    Cherilyn16 Cherilyn16 18-21, F 7 Responses Mar 20

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