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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    Here we go again.. I have to manage my anger because people can't manage their stupidity!
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    burstingbadly burstingbadly 22-25, M Aug 22

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    Any females want a holding contest on webcam?
    burstingbadly burstingbadly 22-25, M Aug 22

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    Talking about stuff with people online is great, but I need more than that. I need what I have never had, someone to hold me and comfort me when I am sad. No one has ever done that...
    stewartgreen stewartgreen 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 22

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    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses Aug 21

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    anonamanda001 anonamanda001 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I could play with emotions too >.>
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Aug 21

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    I think I'm about to pop! I've been holding since 5pm yesterday and I'm so full! The pain and pressure is so much! I'm sitting with my legs crossed holding myself ! I am loving...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 20

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    I wanna do a hold with someone. I'm about an 8 now and ik about to have another cup of tea. it's starting to get difficult.
    Rwnns Rwnns 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 19

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    K.i k me teamo0094 I just peed and I wanna hold it for a while ;)
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    lovetodraw19 lovetodraw19 18-21, F Aug 18

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    There are times I'm having a very bad day and my brother will hold me close and he will just let me cry it out he would gently massage my shoulders and play with my hair and not...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Aug 17

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    I put hand holding second to kissing, while I love a romantic kiss now and then, a hand squeeze says a lot. A form of non verbal communication that sends your heart soaring to let...
    jbm1984 jbm1984 31-35, F 4 Responses Aug 17

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    I've been losing my temper all over the place lately and it's starting to worry me. My father has anger issues and hits his wife. I break things and scream when I lose my temper. I...
    anchoria anchoria 22-25, M 3 Responses Aug 17

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    I am going to start a hold.
    masterofyourbladder masterofyourbladder 18-21, M 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I love to talk to females about desperation/wetting. It is a huge turn on for me. I like to control bladders. I like to hold/wet from time to time. I have lots of stories to tell...
    masterofyourbladder masterofyourbladder 18-21, M Aug 16

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    My bladder is really full. And I need to pee. But I am holding it in. Harsh punishments and controlling are welcome.
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 16

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    I have to really pee and was wondering who wants me to hold it in?
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Aug 16

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    Honestly I'm so sad. I'm always sad. If you ask me if I'm ok I'll get mad. Because no.. I'm not ok. I'm never ok. I can't remember the last time I was ok... It seems like such a...
    Gabbysam Gabbysam 16-17, F 3 Responses Aug 16

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    I love it when your around, i love it when u hold me, i love it when I'm sad u always listen and hold me and try to make me feel better (which always works *^_^*) i love you and...
    KiyaVoigt KiyaVoigt 13-15, F 1 Response Aug 15

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    If I take my anger out of someone, they shouldn't assume that I'm just some psychopath. Just because you don't understand why I hate you doesn't mean I'm angry at you for no reason...
    Calamityy Calamityy 22-25, M Aug 15

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