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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    You can say I hold grudges. I don't flinch. I'll do anything to keep myself safe. There was an incident where I responded to a post a friend made. She said some unnecessarily harsh...
    SPIDERLIMBS SPIDERLIMBS 16-17, F Jan 10

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    I may dislike someone so much, but I do not want to hate someone. Hate is such a strong word, and if I could not hate then maybe the world world be just a bit less hateful. I also...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 8

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    Terrible. I know. But I'm the kind of person that, if you do something that hurts me, or anyone I care about, you're cut out of my life. Invisible to me. The only exception is if...
    AjLeePunk AjLeePunk 22-25, F 6 days ago

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    Pretty much always have been, and it's only gotten stronger as I've gotten older and the friendships became deeper and more meaningful. I only have/want 1 or 2 friends at a time...
    skyhook2612 skyhook2612 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I'm not exactly appalled because sadly intolerance is a thing that is almost expected to be found everywhere. But a lot of people on this site bother me. I'm a Christian. But I...
    Darkanddesolate Darkanddesolate 16-17, F 1 Response Jan 1

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    For this is the enemy of one's soul. For it leads to murder. Holding on to it is like drinking poison and expecting the other person to die.
    paleryder paleryder 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 12

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    There is no handbook on how to raise a child, some are born with the natural ability others it might take some time. It's not so much how we were raised but rather the life lessons...
    JustAGirLinAbaR JustAGirLinAbaR 22-25, F 1 Response a week ago

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    I do have some anger issues but they aren't as bad as my partners, I can control mine whether as she has trouble, she's trying to control them as hard as she can for our baby that...
    tyson2114 tyson2114 16-17, M Dec 30, 2014

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    I read somewhere that in some cultures it is natural to show anger.I think Indian men who are a bit agressive are appreciated sometimes.It all depends on how you deal with it.It...
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 3 Responses Jan 10

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    I've got so much anger trapped inside of me and it's beginning to spill over. I'm mad at the world,the universe, myself,my sister,my dad,my friends. I'm just really irritated...
    TheGirlFromJupiter TheGirlFromJupiter 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 15

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    Just realized that I do tend to have an attitude. I've always known I had it but I wasn't mature enough to understand how it affects my relationships. I'm beyond stubborn. If it's...
    SheIsHealing SheIsHealing 22-25, F 1 Response Dec 31, 2014

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    today, i decided to clean my whole apartment...I used all that pent up energy of anger and frustration and put it to good use. I have to admit I felt better and my apartment was...
    searchingfar searchingfar 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 10

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    I think I need anger management. I get angry for the smallest things. with anyone. my kids, mom, brothers and it's not good. I'm with my kids 24/7 and something I wanna be alone. I...
    jenniebaez1992 jenniebaez1992 22-25, F 1 Response Jan 20

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    I have a lot of rage and anger inside me.And it's really ruining my life.I always feel angry at everything. Especially at my mom.We never get along well and she always make me...
    Stephanieloveowl Stephanieloveowl 26-30, F a week ago

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    How do you express your anger in a safe/healthy way?
    greysluver greysluver 13-15, F 9 Responses a week ago

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    ive been bullied and have daddy problems, this has led to my bottling my emotions to where my anger has consumed everything and all i need to the moment that i blow up haha and i...
    feelsgoodtocut feelsgoodtocut 18-21, M 5 days ago

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    I hate having anger issues. I hate that it feels like it controls me. Sometimes I cause harm or pain to the ones I love most unintentionally. & doing that is the worst feeling in...
    breakingfree88 breakingfree88 26-30 1 Response 3 days ago

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    I am a very sweet person. I love to smile and I'm always caring and kind. I'm laid back and quiet most of the time but lately I've noticed that I've been getting angry a lot. I don...
    namedashley namedashley 18-21, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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    When I'm mad at someone, I draw a monster that I want to use to hurt or kill them, depending on how pissed I get. Lol, judge me, Idc. It's my way of expressing my anger, at least I...
    MysteriousDragon MysteriousDragon 13-15, F 3 days ago

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    I saw the extended version of basic training in the United States Air Force. And it began with blackmail, betrayal, and lies. I joined the United States Air Force in April of...
    Erealia Erealia 18-21, F Jan 8

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    I've always loved to hold hands with my guy. We haven't been together very long (only have known each other for 11 months or so) and we haven't kissed or anything yet...handholding...
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    I'd like to say I'm really enthusiastic about it, but I'm honestly not. I've been given the first challenge, to be carried out this Monday. I must use the bathroom at 22:30 on the...
    LeahUK LeahUK 13-15, F Jan 11

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    So basically, I'd been bursting to use the bathroom since around 10am. I'd asked the teacher but they'd told me to hold until lunchtime, which was like three hours away. I asked...
    LeahUK LeahUK 13-15, F Jan 13

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    I am 23 years old, i cant hold down a job for the life of me i got bills and rent coming out of my *** but still cant seem to hold a job, whether i get laid off or quit. I havent...
    schafer20 schafer20 22-25, M Jan 19

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    My bladder can hold 550ml when its about to burst. I have meassured it often after i was holding my pee on purpose. I am 15 years old so i think that isnt to bad.
    Jannick Jannick 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 6

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    My bladder can hold arround 1600 ML when full. I have often measured it and i always can feel my bladder swollen but i like the feeling and enjoy holding with others.
    Nico222 Nico222 18-21, M 2 Responses Jan 16

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    Sometimes I get mad, and I hold it in. Whenever I get sad or upset I hold in any tears or sadness because of what happened in the past. I recently became super really happy...
    DoorMattress DoorMattress 13-15, M 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Someone to hold me tight, and not let go, they can hold me when I cry, and help me feel better...maybe that's too much to ask for
    lostgirl2001 lostgirl2001 13-15, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    I think it's great holding hands but I could never hold hands with a gf. Wouldn't want people to say things behind my back
    jusleaving jusleaving 16-17, F 1 Response 3 days ago

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