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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    No One Worse Than Me

    I have held a grudge for 16 years against an x friend.When i get angry,people two blocks away heard me cussing. That's the truth.
    cindyloulove cindyloulove 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    its in the past, get over it. People who hold grudges are people who don't settle well with me because i fear that i'll somehow do something wrong and they'll never talk to me...
    ajgamer ajgamer 13-15, M 5 days ago

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    It's not a trait of mine I particularly like, but I feel more often than not, it's justified. The only way I don't hold a grudge is if that person is genuinely remorseful and...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M Sep 16

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    Or scars. But maybe they hold me.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses Sep 13

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    Time to bury the hatchet... Inside of their skull.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F Sep 16

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    Karma is a wonderful thing; sit back and watch, take notes but don't ever pull the thread that could unravel the events.
    1976toes 1976toes 36-40, F Sep 23

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    Take your 'someone else' and go to hell.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F 22 hrs ago

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    I have a problem with always holding in my anger, stress and emotions. Then one day someone pushes me to the edge and I explode, I just scream and cry. I'm sure there are a lot of...
    marilynnrox marilynnrox 18-21, F 2 Responses 5 days ago

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    I have to pee so badly my bladder is so full it hurts! I want someone I make me hold it as long as possible and not let me go pee even if I beg them over and over. I want to have...
    Winniethepooh23 Winniethepooh23 18-21, F 2 Responses 12 hrs ago

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    Today I was at work while there was a meeting of my boss and the boss of the whole organization I work for. It`s a non-profit organization helping people with autism and Asperger...
    Mellangela Mellangela 26-30, F Sep 18

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    Ive noticed it. Ive denied it for a long while but soon came to accept it. My mom have noticed my anger issues but yet, she still gets mee pissed off on purpose. My anger goes as...
    MeeeKazz MeeeKazz 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I don't even know why I do this but I'm so passive aggressive. I just put my anger to the side instead of dealing with it right then and there. Then I let it bottle up and one day...
    ihatemytown ihatemytown 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I have been struggling with managing my anger for almost three years now, I have been searching the internet with the hopes of finding something worthwhile. I have, here is the...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F Sep 5

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    Hi everyone, Its kind of sad and intolerable that I get really mad when I am angry.. I wasn't like this an year back.. I feel anger and hate started building in me when my mother...
    toy67k toy67k 22-25, M 3 Responses Sep 18

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    I have alot of anger issues with the recent events that have happened in my life. Today i tried to release some of that anger by hitting a tennis ball as hard as i could until i...
    Sheay Sheay 26-30, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    When I get angry, I tend to do and say things that I don't mean. I try to stay away from taking my anger out on the wrong people because that's not fair.
    rayray87 rayray87 26-30, F Sep 2

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    They say that I can't be angry, and yes it is true that I never show my anger. But I can be angry, And I suppress it, on the inside I just want to scream.
    afreespirit afreespirit 18-21, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Lol everybody posting is a girl... Lol. I am (if not obvious) not 70 or older. Or even close, I'm a teen and I have adhd, but it is hard to explain how mine is. There are I...
    MisterHerbert MisterHerbert 70+, M Sep 8

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    I know I have anger issues but people seriously **** me off. Like if my world isn't perfect I'll raise hell. It's my way or no way. So therefore people must get used to it, it's...
    DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt DeterminedToMakeLifeWorthIt 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 18

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    Lmao!!!!!! When anger takes over me this is what i want to you do to most people. Wish i had a big arse then the crush will be worth the effort 
    MsGucciRush MsGucciRush 26-30, F 2 days ago

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    A BOLD STATEMENT FOR TWO WOMEN IN THE SOUTH. It's late afternoon and Katie and I are walking in a city park, hand in hand. Two women holding hands in public may not seem like a...
    EmmaSylvester EmmaSylvester 22-25, F 15 hrs ago

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    ""Hold Me "" When I'm down and feeling low And confusion has touched my soul How I need some place where I can hide away So let me fall within your arms Melt away this cold I...
    Serenita Serenita 41-45, F 3 Responses Sep 12

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    I never really had this feeling till my friend and i did it. Too bad we are only friends. We were watching a scary movie one day at her house and when she was scared but wanted to...
    theysayitsjustme theysayitsjustme 16-17, F Sep 5

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    I remember the days when I was too weak to hold the door open for people (like 3 days ago). With big doors when I try to hold them open I'm so weak and they start closing and I'm...
    LovelyDeadly LovelyDeadly 16-17, F 1 Response Sep 14

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    Lets Clear my name. It is Blue Mahzabin. Blue Moon, you can say. It is in Farsi. I am no Man. I used to know a Muslim Man, who believed and Worship his GOD. When he needed to lie...
    LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT LIFECHECKUNDERTHEIRTHREAT 46-50, M Sep 2

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    We walked holding hands hers shaking holding very tightly her steps getting slower and slower we stopped I looked at her told her she can let go now tears started out of her eyes...
    rustr8 rustr8 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Makes me feel loved and secure. When a man wants to hold my hand I feel special. But right now...nothing can make me feel better than my daughter grabbing my hand to hold it...
    Beckarae Beckarae 31-35, F 2 Responses Sep 9

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    I live in Texas, and I an honestly say that just about everywhere I go someone holds the door open for me or I hold the door open for about 15 minutes until people stop going in...
    Marielights Marielights 18-21, F 2 Responses Sep 14

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    I hold the door for others and them I don't know when to stop holding the door for people...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F Sep 15

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    Seeing a old couple doing something as small as holding hands is so significant to me. It's a little spark of hope that relationships that last till your grown and old do exist...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F Sep 16

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    I think it's awesome. Just imagine being someone so long and still being together thru all the years and bullshit. Still together from sickness and in health may death do us apart...
    kickthewall kickthewall 26-30, M 1 day ago

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    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=1UMHUPPQ96c Interesting Ted Talk about how holding hands affects us and what goes on in the brain when we hold hands.
    nicoleblu nicoleblu 18-21, F 17 hrs ago

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    DONT hold pee ! So unhealty and dangerous for 'kidney'
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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    Is their anyone who likes being held or even being held or holding someone of the same gender?
    ONEPIECE749 ONEPIECE749 18-21, M 2 Responses Sep 3

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    Been holding it all day, over 8 hours now and I'm rather desperate.... Anyone wanna tell me what to do ;) message me. Read full story
    Realwet23 Realwet23 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 4

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    I really want to hold a woman in my arms. Cradling her and telling her it's going to be ok. Making her feel all warm and cozy. Letter her feel my warm chest and feeling my hair...
    COD101 COD101 18-21, M Sep 4

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    I like to hold it until I feel like I am about to pee my pants. Sometimes my wife will not allow me to go until she oks it. Are there others who like this? Male or female??
    islands115 islands115 46-50, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    I am holding right now, I've drank lots of water today and only went once and that was 10 hours ago. I think ill pee in a cup like I always do because I like seeing the mess I made...
    MTBlake33 MTBlake33 22-25, M 1 Response Sep 4

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    When words grow hollow As the ink runs dry Skies become grey Your mouth becomes dry Perspiring the venom from a heart blackened by hate This is when my soul retaliates How I...
    ConfusedAgainAlways ConfusedAgainAlways 26-30, F 4 Responses Sep 10

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    I'm holding my **** right now, don't know how much longer I can wait!
    thatgirl040507 thatgirl040507 18-21, F 8 Responses Sep 10