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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 1 Response Nov 16, 2011

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    Related Experiences

    I wanna do this..but like..what do I do.? I'm new here and this is my first time with this pee holding stuff..I'm bad at holding my pee tbh..
    AnonGirl77777777 AnonGirl77777777 16-17, F 19 hrs ago

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    anger meant shutting up. pathetic how people in desperate need of control are so fearful of losing it that they feel the need to forbid others to express.
    sadcookiemonster sadcookiemonster 18-21, F 1 Response 1 day ago

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    I like riding down the freeway holding hands
    CODECRACKER2014 CODECRACKER2014 41-45, M 3 Responses 2 days ago

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    I do wanna go just yet! Please make me hold it!
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 days ago

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    been hold since i got up! bladder is so full! im drinking sweet tea and ignoring it! i gotta go pretty bad
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 days ago

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    Don't have to pee yet, but gonna start holding now.. Who wants to join?
    WettingStacy WettingStacy 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    I wanna hold my pee starting now! Anyone wanna join me??
    WettingStacy WettingStacy 22-25, F 4 Responses 3 days ago

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    Yeah I like to hold my strong feeling for someone, and when I can't take it anymore, I just go tell her that I like her, and make her heart melt. It was so comforting and sweet...
    deathday deathday 16-17, M 3 days ago

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    I've had to pee super bad since 8 pm it's 9:22 pm now who wants me to hold it?
    BladderControler BladderControler 16-17, F 3 days ago

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    When holding hands also means guiding, protecting, supporting....)
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F 2 Responses 4 days ago

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    I haven't forgotten That I am just one person, That I am but one voice Attempting to stand out From the crowd. I remember That I have fallen Among the laughter That surrounds me...
    LadyHeartnMind LadyHeartnMind 31-35, F 1 Response 4 days ago

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    My anger makes me lash out on the wrong people. I wish I knew how to vent my frustration sometimes. :(
    Reserved4 Reserved4 18-21, F 3 Responses 4 days ago

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    I want a girlfriend to hold hands as we walk
    Anthony2400 Anthony2400 22-25, M 4 days ago

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    Personally, I think it holds amazing and beautiful things
    polylove0210 polylove0210 18-21, F 1 Response 6 days ago

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    Anyone want to make me hold?Message me!
    deleted deleted 26-30 3 Responses a week ago

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    Like a lot of people I challenge myself to see how long I can hold my pee ! I often go for a long drive, and see if I can make it back home and arrive dry. To push the boundries...
    canlem canlem 36-40, M 2 Responses a week ago

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    Have been since noon. I've really got to go. How much longer should I hold?
    secretleaker secretleaker 36-40, M 4 Responses a week ago

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    :) thanks to EP - I know this 'kink' exists! I'm not sure how 'into it' I am... But was thinking of all of you who enjoy it when I was on a walk yesterday! Didn't want to be...
    Nipper66 Nipper66 46-50, F 13 Responses Jan 29

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    I have been known for my very severe anger problem for years. for since i had been a child i had learned too bottle it up but through the years it had been growing deep inside me...
    SladeTheLegend SladeTheLegend 18-21, M Jan 29

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    still holding! my sweet baby is sick with a fevor right now. I can't put her down or she will scream. I've been up all night holding and rocking her! I gotta stay strong and...
    deleted deleted 26-30 1 Response Jan 28

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      "No Promises"  Hey baby, when we are together doing things that we love.Every time you're near I feel like I’m in heaven feeling highI don’t want to let go...
    VanshAlwaysYour VanshAlwaysYour 22-25, M 1 Response Jan 27

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    Still holding! dinner is done and I'm cleaning up! Then it will be time for baths and bed time feedings, my favorite part of the night! Then laundry and getting ready for tomorrow...
    deleted deleted 26-30 2 Responses Jan 27

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    I use my cleavage to hold my drinks whole I'm playing video games XD I also just like hugging smaller people to see them blush afterwards, it's cute how guys react to cleavage!
    MochaBi MochaBi 18-21, F 12 Responses Jan 24

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    I have been single for 35 years I wish I could find someone to hold me and love me and be life and have a relationship with me and be in my cot with me oh I've got is my mum and...
    Kittymad1968 Kittymad1968 46-50, M Jan 24

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    You are absolutely everything to me. And, I know that once I let you go I won't get to see you for a little while longer. I love when you are hold me very close and when I'm hold...
    ejoallen ejoallen 13-15, F Jan 22

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    I've been holding my poop since yesterday! Feels so good to feel the bun I want to go until tomorrow night!
    havetop havetop 31-35, F 9 Responses Jan 22

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    Anger-i get angry easly,im working on it.trying to catch my trigers...or to disolve it on time. Like now im angry but im obseverving my self...not reacting.
    Kamelia1 Kamelia1 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 22

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    I have the option to direct the fire on someone else or to burn in hell, alone. Either way, anger inside is going to harm me, before and more than anyone else.
    kasiyat kasiyat 26-30, F 1 Response Jan 21

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    I love when we hold hands. We will constantly look at each other and smile. He will smile at me while I look at him for a second. Then I will look away and blush. But I still look...
    ejoallen ejoallen 13-15, F Jan 21

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    I haven't done it in years and really miss holding hands with a guy. I'm a hopeless romantic and miss the romantic connection and touch.
    CaliTexan37 CaliTexan37 36-40, F 2 Responses Jan 21

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    I wish I had someone to hold me and make everything better. I always have the same dream that a caring affectionate man that understands me and has patience took the time to get to...
    marckengenie1 marckengenie1 18-21, F 2 Responses Jan 20

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    The more and more I am invited to various things, the more I feel like Holden. This ever-so-delicately structured society often feels fake and stupid. I try to play along. There's...
    L0rd0ftheFlies L0rd0ftheFlies 16-17, M Jan 19

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    I wished my mom loves me. She really despise me and I know that... She said artists like me will never be successful, she thinks I paint for nothing and that I am only wasting my...
    Mavisjade Mavisjade 18-21, F 3 Responses Jan 19

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