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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 4 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    No One Worse Than Me

    I have held a grudge for 16 years against an x friend.When i get angry,people two blocks away heard me cussing. That's the truth.
    cindyloulove cindyloulove 56-60, M 2 Responses Jan 31, 2012

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    It's not a trait of mine I particularly like, but I feel more often than not, it's justified. The only way I don't hold a grudge is if that person is genuinely remorseful and...
    Reallifeperson Reallifeperson 22-25, M 1 day ago

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    Or scars. But maybe they hold me.
    Livyn4pals Livyn4pals 46-50, M 2 Responses 3 days ago

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    Time to bury the hatchet... Inside of their skull.
    raynbow32 raynbow32 18-21, F 14 hrs ago

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    He invited himself into my heart as he opened the doorI looked up at his face as he walked into my lifeIt was full of angles, of laughter and so much moreWould he be gentle or...
    prettyface1 prettyface1 46-50, F 1 Response Aug 22

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    Ppl have told me I'm the angriest person they know. I can't control my anger. Today is not good for my anger issues
    barefootlover7890 barefootlover7890 13-15, M Aug 29

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    Ive noticed it. Ive denied it for a long while but soon came to accept it. My mom have noticed my anger issues but yet, she still gets mee pissed off on purpose. My anger goes as...
    MeeeKazz MeeeKazz 16-17, F 3 Responses Sep 2

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    I don't even know why I do this but I'm so passive aggressive. I just put my anger to the side instead of dealing with it right then and there. Then I let it bottle up and one day...
    ihatemytown ihatemytown 13-15, F 1 Response Sep 4

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    I have been struggling with managing my anger for almost three years now, I have been searching the internet with the hopes of finding something worthwhile. I have, here is the...
    SunlightSeeker SunlightSeeker 26-30, F Sep 5

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    I wish i cud better myself.. I tried to supress my anger.. But one day it explodes.. During that time ill be confrontational.. I hate it.. I hate it so much.. I am hoping i can get...
    Chiscuit Chiscuit 26-30, F 1 Response Aug 21

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    I am overwhelmed by my wife's reoccurring anger.
    samac811 samac811 56-60, M Aug 30

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    When I get angry, I tend to do and say things that I don't mean. I try to stay away from taking my anger out on the wrong people because that's not fair.
    rayray87 rayray87 26-30, F Sep 2

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    They say that I can't be angry, and yes it is true that I never show my anger. But I can be angry, And I suppress it, on the inside I just want to scream.
    afreespirit afreespirit 16-17, M 1 Response Sep 8

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    Lol everybody posting is a girl... Lol. I am (if not obvious) not 70 or older. Or even close, I'm a teen and I have adhd, but it is hard to explain how mine is. There are I...
    MisterHerbert MisterHerbert 70+, M Sep 8

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    I've been given the first challenge since I joined EP, so I'll post it here in as much detail as I can. I'll be posting another story letting you know how it goes nearer the time...
    ChloePawson ChloePawson 13-15, F 5 Responses Aug 20

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    ""Hold Me "" When I'm down and feeling low And confusion has touched my soul How I need some place where I can hide away So let me fall within your arms Melt away this cold I...
    Serenita Serenita 41-45, F 3 Responses 5 days ago

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    I never really had this feeling till my friend and i did it. Too bad we are only friends. We were watching a scary movie one day at her house and when she was scared but wanted to...
    theysayitsjustme theysayitsjustme 16-17, F Sep 5

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    I remember the days when I was too weak to hold the door open for people (like 3 days ago). With big doors when I try to hold them open I'm so weak and they start closing and I'm...
    LovelyDeadly LovelyDeadly 16-17, F 1 Response 2 days ago

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    Lets Clear my name. It is Blue Mahzabin. Blue Moon, you can say. It is in Farsi. I am no Man. I used to know a Muslim Man, who believed and Worship his GOD. When he needed to lie...
    BlueMah BlueMah 46-50, M Sep 2

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    We walked holding hands hers shaking holding very tightly her steps getting slower and slower we stopped I looked at her told her she can let go now tears started out of her eyes...
    rustr8 rustr8 51-55, M 2 Responses Sep 8

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    Makes me feel loved and secure. When a man wants to hold my hand I feel special. But right now...nothing can make me feel better than my daughter grabbing my hand to hold it...
    Beckarae Beckarae 31-35, F 1 Response a week ago

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      I would like to chat with someone during we holding our pee. I can really hold alot and and open for boy and girls arrond my age. I am 17.
    niklas2 niklas2 18-21, M a week ago

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    I live in Texas, and I an honestly say that just about everywhere I go someone holds the door open for me or I hold the door open for about 15 minutes until people stop going in...
    Marielights Marielights 18-21, F 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I hold the door for others and them I don't know when to stop holding the door for people...
    Kperr14 Kperr14 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Seeing a old couple doing something as small as holding hands is so significant to me. It's a little spark of hope that relationships that last till your grown and old do exist...
    ComplicatedGirl18 ComplicatedGirl18 18-21, F 19 hrs ago

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    So I haven't peed since last night I'm still holding my mornings pee. I'm really full and squiring.
    courtneyx28 courtneyx28 22-25, F 10 Responses Aug 17

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    2010 when I got together with my man, he asked if he could hold my hand as we walked to his Aunts house to meet her. It was so cute and I cherish that moment forever.
    roselani2005 roselani2005 26-30, F 4 Responses Aug 18

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    Hugs... I'll hold you. Xoxoxo
    sashakimi4 sashakimi4 13-15, F 2 Responses Aug 20

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    That's the way I've been taught; deep drag of your cigarette and hold the smoke down and then either exhale through your mouth or your nose.... Either way, it much better than...
    SarahTheHooker SarahTheHooker 18-21, F 4 Responses Aug 21

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    I like making people hold their pee I get off on there suffering
    durty14 durty14 22-25, F 6 Responses Aug 22

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    I cry but not really. I sorta whimper but I don't actually cry cry. I try holding it in and so far I've held in pain for a long time. When people make fun of me I laugh to make it...
    jm4life jm4life 16-17, M Aug 25

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    I know it's weird, but for some reason I've been unable to hold long conversations with people for almost 2 years. I wasn't like this when I was younger but ever since I left high...
    jakob95 jakob95 18-21 1 Response Aug 26

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    My husband and I met, because we worked for the same place. About a half year into our relationship he got fired. He got another job and lost it after 90 days. He got another job...
    est536 est536 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 27

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    Public display of affection is rarely seen in India.I cherish the rare moments I could walk holding the hand of my husband.
    restored87 restored87 46-50, F 9 Responses Aug 27

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    For all the intimacy of a relationship, I have to say I love holding hands. That second when your fingers entwine...
    picklebobble picklebobble 46-50, M 2 Responses Aug 29

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    Something I've never had done to me. No one I could say truly cared for me enough to hang out with me and do this. I don't need expensive dinners, I don't need a huge array of...
    isodole isodole 22-25, F 2 Responses Aug 29

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    It brings a feeling of closeness and security, it's almost like the person is saying to you, "I've got you, you're safe and everything is going to be alright." But holding hands...
    Seblett Seblett 13-15, F Aug 29

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    I really miss the small acts if being in a relationship...holding hands, quick kisses, cuddling....I miss feeling like I belong to someone...showing the world that I am special to...
    jgala90 jgala90 22-25, F 1 Response Aug 31

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    DONT hold pee ! So unhealty and dangerous for 'kidney'
    fauxlady fauxlady 22-25, F 2 Responses Sep 1

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