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I Hold Grudges and Am Fierce In My Anger

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    For some reason I like to hold grudges.

    .? It gives me a sense of control on who I like and who I don't. Honestly I stop holding a grudge against someone when I feel they've received a similar amount of pain they've inflicted on me. I hold a lot of grudges for long periods of time and I kind of like it..? idk I think...
    jacithepanda jacithepanda 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 20, 2014

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    I Am Not Proud Of It...

    I have a hard time just letting things go that I should have a LONG time ago! Oh well! Ill be done being angry, when Im done being angry.
    GreenSkye84 GreenSkye84 26-30, F Dec 26, 2011

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    True

        i can hold a grudge and be very fierce in my anger.
    deleted deleted 26-30 Dec 6, 2009

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    I Thought I Forgot About It....

    and i would forgive you for hurting me. and i guess it bottles up without me knowing, but if you over do it i can go berserk. turn into a person that i never knew i had in me. something violent, evil, dark, and i will blank out and those emotions will take over. so i warn you, if...
    lonewanderer lonewanderer 22-25, M 6 Responses Feb 20, 2008

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    Just Sometimes

    People take my kindness for weakness and step all over me. I get really angry and start yelling. I yell really loud and I get to a point where I don't even hear myself I just feel the words come out. the times that it happens are few and far between. it takes me a while to get...
    cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal cassandrathethinkerbleedsteal 18-21, F 1 Response Jan 2, 2008

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    I Hold Grudges

    I hold grudges and ever forget them. When people say nasty things about me I withdraw from them and lash out to other people. When my feelings get hurt I obsess about what somebody does to me and I never forgive them unless they say they are sorry and they never do it...
    DanielleMaroney DanielleMaroney 13-15, F 1 Response Mar 8, 2009

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    Trying To Change

    Generally, I am very easy going...passive even. It takes a lot to get me really angry, but when I get there, I can't seem to find my way back easily. I tend to cling to my anger...focus on it...turn it over and over in my head. I can forgive easily the first time, but after...
    LG76 LG76 36-40, F 3 Responses Feb 1, 2012

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    X-(

    Okay I guess the title alone shows my angry face lol :P I get irrationally angry for small reasons, when the other person is least expecting it. I am quite bashful in my anger but I hold it back the maximum I can and only give way to it when I can hold back no more. But then it...
    frootiee frootiee 22-25, F 2 Responses Nov 16, 2011

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    Related Experiences

    it's true... I'll hold a door open. Tell/ say to waiters/ waitresses please and thank you. I make an effort to be kind. I tip more than I should... because I can afford to... I try...
    loveCT loveCT 31-35, F 6 hrs ago

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    I'm a romantic, so sue me ;-). I really do think holding hands is romantic, and now to find someone to hold hands with... darn, there is always a fly in the ointment!
    Macitwillbe Macitwillbe 51-55, M 1 Response 13 hrs ago

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    I don't mean to be but I can't help but be mean . Especially to my girlfriend, I hate being mean to her but my anger issues get the best of me .
    Fearlessyetfearful Fearlessyetfearful 18-21, F 3 Responses 22 hrs ago

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    I am a 13 year old white girl now and a few years ago when I was 10 years old and in the 5th grade I wore dresses and white pantyhose to school every day. And every day for about...
    allisonhashope allisonhashope 13-15, F 2 days ago

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    Deep into a long painful hold in my bladder is bursting is getting so painfully full it's hard to focus on anything else but the pain but I'm not ready to give him just yet I have...
    alex2123 alex2123 18-21, T 2 Responses 2 days ago

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    I bed feels so good but I really need to go but I don't want to get up! It feels nice to hold it in! I'm holding myself to help!
    alex2123 alex2123 18-21, T 2 days ago

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    Really miss having someone to hold at night. It has gotten way past old. It's been over 2 years and I really just would like to have some one to hold or hold me.
    malexander564 malexander564 51-55, M 3 days ago

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    if I see a lady or a older person or handicap person I always hold the door open for them I was taught this by my dad he always told me you might need someone to hold the door for...
    justmyself11 justmyself11 51-55, M 4 days ago

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    I'm at work, holding all day and I've been here for 4 hours, I've got 3.5 till I go home and I'm not using the men's room until 7. that's another 5 hours I've got to hold on. we...
    wetpants013 wetpants013 36-40, M 3 Responses a week ago

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    I'm at work, holding all day and I've been here for 4 hours, I've got 3.5 till I go home and I'm not using the men's room until 7. that's another 5 hours I've got to hold on. we...
    wetpants013 wetpants013 36-40, M a week ago

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    And i self mutilate..... this is something most ppl dont know about me. I have horrible anger problems. But u would naver guess. I am very sweet and kind and love to please others...
    Ghostflower9485 Ghostflower9485 18-21, F Jul 27

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    Any guys out there wanna hold with me? Message me. I'm planning to hold my morning pee.
    lemonadedisco lemonadedisco 26-30, M 1 Response Jul 25

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    I think of deep time.. I think of the dissolution of all structures and all beings.. I think of the darkness to come.. And my anger reduces. The obnoxious neighbor who runs his saw...
    chaekowski chaekowski 26-30, M Jul 24

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    Walking side by side, I always anticipate that moment when I feel her little hand slide into mine, because it invariably always does. I teach her how a good hand-holding works...
    1gr8guy 1gr8guy 41-45, M 6 Responses Jul 24

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    Almost broke my hand in anger. I was punching walls and hitting my wrists on things to break my hand I like the pain when I'm angry
    HeCallsMeMami HeCallsMeMami 13-15, F Jul 24

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    when I am angry I just turn and punch the wall and release all my anger and then that turns pain and sadness so I usually just sit alone and cry
    loneleyboy loneleyboy 13-15, M Jul 23

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    I love to hold c#ck when they are peeing. I definitely would hold a strangers maybe even aim at my crotch.
    Bellahpee Bellahpee 41-45, F 18 Responses Jul 23

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    I just woke up with an overwhelming urge to pee!! Almost 14 hours! Should I hold it?
    bellyyyy bellyyyy 22-25, F 12 Responses Jul 22

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    Cause I need, I need a hand to hold, to hold me from the edge, that I'm sliding slowly.
    Otunev Otunev 18-21, M Jul 22

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    I've been holding for a few hours now and I'm starting to get really desperate, anyone wanna control me??
    Bursting101 Bursting101 18-21, M 1 Response Jul 21

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    Hi there I am currently looking for a strict cruel keyholder to hold my keys to my chastity device. I am currently in the cb-2000 with medium points installed to punish arousal. I...
    Cancun72 Cancun72 41-45, M Jul 20

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    16 redhead..starting a pee hold..looking for someone to chat with ;)
    jessica1998 jessica1998 22-25, F 9 Responses Jul 19

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    any females want a holding contest via webcam?
    burstingbadly burstingbadly 22-25, M Jul 19

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    I love holding hands with the one im with. I belive in PDA or simple actions like this.
    Averageguy41011 Averageguy41011 41-45, M Jul 19

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    Going to hold my bladder all day if I can. I want someone to msg me to make sure I don't go and challenge me beyond my bladders limit. Make me be leaking and spurting. I'm at 4/10...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Going to hold my bladder all day if I can. I want someone to msg me to make sure I don't go and challenge me beyond my bladders limit. Make me be leaking and spurting. I'm at 4/10...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F Jul 19

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    Going to hold my bladder all day if I can. I want someone to msg me to make sure I don't go and challenge me beyond my bladders limit. Make me be leaking and spurting. I'm at 4/10...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F Jul 19

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    Going to hold my bladder all day if I can. I want someone to msg me to make sure I don't go and challenge me beyond my bladders limit. Make me be leaking and spurting. I'm at 4/10...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F 1 Response Jul 19

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    Well not anymore (i am only beginning to feel grateful for the separation) but when we exchange our daughter today i realized just how out of control her anger issues have become...
    KR17 KR17 31-35, F Jul 19

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    My bladder can be very strong! 25 hours! But now it's very weak from holding so long. I want a master to torture me throughout the night. I really gotta go right now and after I go...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F 2 Responses Jul 18

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    My bladder can be very strong! 25 hours! But now it's very weak from holding so long. I want a master to torture me throughout the night. I really gotta go right now and after I go...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F Jul 18

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    I need to pee soo much right now! I want to hold it until I burst! I've been holding for 23 hours! Deny me release! Tease me and torture my full bladder! The urge is so strong my...
    helloinkie helloinkie 18-21, F Jul 18

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    All I want is for someone to be mine forever and to hold me when I'm sad and to love me forever. Is that to much to ask for? I guess so because my prince charming still isn't...
    CourtneyForever CourtneyForever 13-15, F 1 Response Jul 18

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    My brother has been doing a long painful hold since Sunday. He's only let a small amount out each day so he can get though the night. He poor bladder is so tight and swollen! It's...