I Hold My Friends Close To My Heart

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    But...

    I hold my man even closer. 
    fungirlmmm fungirlmmm
    41-45, F
    11 Responses May 11, 2011

    It Hurts Me.

    When ever i remember my friends it is too hurt to my heart. Yes i hold them to my heart both male and female. When ever i think they will come up from my heart to my thinking, if i ask why? The answer will be their are you and you are their. Imaging one day i remembered a friend...
    Goodwill22 Goodwill22
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    3 Responses Jul 5, 2011

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